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SLOWLY, MAYBE TOO SLOW, the man realized that something was indeed wrong. He could recognize the love in Serah’s actions – but he missed her smile; a smile which shining brighter than the stars they both loved to watch together. Her touches were tenderly, like usual, but her sudden nervousness was not part of their daily routine. Snow raised in the sheets, ignoring the fatigue inside his limbs and his eyes, to be the husband Serah deserved. And right now he was more worried than anything. For only a brief moment his lips parted to say something – to assure her everything was alright; but as soon as his gaze fell on the envelope inside his hands the man remained silent.

HER WORDS REACHED HIS MIND, even if this did not lift his confusion in any way. What day was it… Well, maybe he had forgotten some important birthday. But it was not his – so why had she put so much thought in this little present? Guilt was growing inside his chest, not being sure about what was even going on. Have he done anything wrong? Or why was she suddenly trembling? His gigantic hand was placed on her cheeks to let her know that he was here with her – no matter what.

                                          And he would be there for her.                                                             Always.

                »…It’s alright, Serah…                  This just gotta take a SECOND… «

HIS FINGERS WERE RATHER UNSKILLED with opening the envelope as he still struggled with his mind to stay awake; but as soon as the card inside came into his view he paused this movement. It took him some time to realize what was written in there. The letters were plain yet almost festive; but the content was beyond his imagination. One word was lingering inside his mind – repeating itself over and over again.

                                                              Father’s day…

                             ………….. Dammit…How could he have not noticed that?

                »…I’m gonna be…a  FATHER? «

WORDS WERE SPOKEN with a soft tone, still disbelieving. A sudden wide smile appeared on his lips, instantly pulling his beloved wife into a tight embrace, kissing her lips. The argument they had weeks ago was forgotten – and in this moment he’d not dare to bring it up. All what mattered was she – and their baby.

         ❛ It’s… A card. ❜ But it was not just any card, it was one that she had spent a decent amount of time searching for. It was not a very easy task, there had been a whole row of cards dedicated to the holiday, and she was there to find the one that said everything she could not. But, it was nearly impossible to find one that could say all that was on her mind, so she, picked the closest one, and with the time she had, she wrote to him everything. Surely, it would mean more if it came from her directly, but the thought of saying it aloud, right now, flared up unwanted nausea.  ❛ A really important card. For today. ❜

         It did not come as any surprise to her that the holiday had not crossed his mind. The day itself, hadn’t held any importance to either of them in years. The day, along with mother’s day, was just another day on the calendar. None of them, wished to dread. But all of that, was quickly going to change.

         Another shaky sigh falls from lips, and she finally releases the grip on the envelope. Her hands are shaky, obviously showing all of her nervousness. Eyes glance in an opposite direction of his. Though she wants to see his reaction, she finds herself scared for it as well. ( mixed in with her excitement. ) ❛ Please open it. ❜ And she had not meant for that to come out as cracked as it had.

#( INTERNALLY SCREAMING TO HELL) #vitriss

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SNOW’S DREAMS always seemed to be naive, filled with gentle warmth whenever he could feel Serah resting at his side. The days after their marriage had been good days, even if they also had to overcome a few hardships –but when he could pull her into an embrace during the night, he couldn’t have been happier. Hey, he was the happiest man on this planet. Who else could be, after all? All he ever needed – no, wanted – was by his side. Now and for all eternity.

HE WAS NOT USED to it that Serah got up so early. He had barely slept more than just a few hours – so unsurprisingly, his mind took its fair share of time to realize that her soft lips had found his. Azure blue eyes were slowly opened as the man watched his wife beneath his lashes, still almost falling back asleep. Yet the sight of her familiar face, an angelic beauty he would never get used to, was enough for him to know that everything he could see inside a dream was already in front of him. He didn’t need the sleep. He only needed her.

A LOW CHUCKLE escaped his lips, before he spoke – sleepy but filled with desire.

                 »Hey, mornin’… «

HIS HAND FOUND HER BACK in an instant, slowly caressing her skin even if he was close to falling back to sleep. It was then, however, when he noticed that Serah had placed something in his hands… Snow was still too tired to realize its meaning – and of course he was also too tired to understand what day it was. Guess he never really paid attention to that anyways.

                 »…What’s this?...«

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         ❛ Good morning.. ❜ It is a soft, barely audible whisper to leave her curved lips. So gently, does she climb atop him, leaning down to cup his face, and attempt to completely wake him, with a kiss. ❛ I have something for you.. ❜ Forehead lingers on top of his own, until she can see his curious, blue eyes open fully. A grin, softly spreads across features, and she sits herself on his lap, while tugging at his arms. ❛ It’s a… A good thing, I think.. But really… important. I need to give it to you now, which is why I got you up so early. ❜ The words leave her lips in a soothing matter, but mostly for herself than for her sleepy husband.

         She, currently held information he is yet to know, however the idea of telling him what it was, strangely, terrified her. Mind travels back to an argumentative conversation the two shared months ago. It had, until roughly a day or two ago, been something otherwise forgotten. But now, their words haunted her mind, over and over, just like a broken record.

         Words to say to him, or how to tell him were not at her side, even though, she was certainly at her calmest. Luckily, she was still creative, and though these specific set of words could not directly be said from her yet, she had something else that could do that for her. So, hands search for the envelope behind her back, and once firmly grasped, she sighs, placing it into his hands, and looks him in the eyes with a worried, anxious expression. ❛ Here.. You know what.. Today is, right? ❜

#( CRAPPY REPLY BECAUSE I HAD TO SHORTEN IT -internally screaming- ) #vitriss

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SNOW KNEW SERAH LONG ENOUGH by now to exactly know when she was not feeling well – and he had already watched over her the past days, knowing that she would not dare to admit her current state. Especially on her birthday he would not allow it that she felt like this. The man gently pulled her into an embrace, one they commonly shared in the early morning, yet now with more passion than usual. As their lips met, his worried expression did not completely leave his features, even when she tried to cover it up. Seeing her little pout made his grin grow, however, and the man put one of his gigantic hands on her head, running through the pink wisps of hair with his fingers. His tone was still soft as he spoke, not wanting to give her the feeling of being mad.                                                This was her day, after all.

  ��                                                »Hey, it’s alright.                                                      Can’t say that this BREAKFAST t is super special, anyways.                                                      Just focus on feeling better, okay?                                                      Guess we can’t leave the HOUSE when you’re feeling unwell.                                                      Heh, seems like I gotta change my PLANS.                                                       Hold on, Serah!«

HE LEFT THE ROOM before she could even protest, immediately picking up the small gift he had already prepared before returning to their bedroom. Maybe it was not much and the presentation of the gift was also rather tatty, but for a while he had already planned to give her this collage of their memories. Man, he wanted to see her face once she opened the book and recognized all the pictures they had taken together carefully glued to one page or the other. And there was still enough blank pages left for their own family pictures. For their new life. Well, it had not been his idea, but… He knew Serah would like it.

                                                   »I planned to give this to you once we have left the house -                                                      but I want to give it to you  n o w.                                                      H a p p y    b i r t h d a y ,SERAH. «  

        Before her eyes were even open, she gives a tired smile. His voice, still even now, was wonderful enough to send chills down her spine, especially, when he spoke so softly. Slowly, she sits up, grabbing his hand and looking to him brightly. ❛ Good morning… What’s this? ❜ And she, cants her head to the side to notice the breakfast, and her smile only widens. ❛ You’re not going make me eat it all by myself right? There’s too much for just myself. ❜  Softly, she sits atop her knees to kiss him on the lips, all while muttering a soft thank you. Though, the smell finally hits her nose and his question suddenly registers. With a soft groan, her head falls to rest in his shoulder, and her hand squeezes his own. She, had not been feeling the best lately, but today, was certainly the worst. ❛ Maybe.. Eating isn’t a good idea right now. ❜  And he can’t see it, but she’s wearing the biggest, guilty pout. 

#( MEGAN WE WANTED TO KEEP THIS SHORT ) #( WELL LOOK AT US ) #( I TRIED TO LEAVE IT SOMEHOW SHORT OKAY ) #( I'm so tired now anyways lmaooooo ) #vitriss

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                                                         »Good morning, SERAH.« HIS VOICE WAS SOFT, almost a whisper as he was not sure if his wife was already awake.  The aroma of fresh bacon and boiled eggs was filling the bedroom as soon as Snow entered with Serah’s breakfast - well, it was nothing special but it would fill her stomach.  With him being part of her family now, her beloved husband, he had to make sure that her birthday was a success.  For weeks he had planned this day and even asked for Noel’s help - let alone that he had suffered through all these cooking lessons from Lebreau....                                          A n d   n o w   h e   h a d   t o   m a k e   i t  w o rk .

                                                    »Hey, are you alright?                                                       You look  p a l e .«

#( biiiiirthdaaaay ) #vitriss

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                  ( Btw, I forgot to say this earlier, but I’ve already                     decided to make a Gladiolus-blog once I have more time.                  ��   So maybe in a week, or something. ) 

#( I will be a bit busy till then so no point in making a new blog ) #( besides my Snow is constantly suffering because of my lacking time anyway lmao ) #● | ☆ | OUTOFHOPE #tbd

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               „A big guy named GLADIO? Beats me…                 But hey - can’t be that hard to find him.                 How ‘bout me lending a hand?

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  ❝ GLADIO! Hey wait! Sorry! I thought you were someone else! With your back turned, you kinda look a lot like him! ❞

#( lmao but Snow is blonde tho ) #( BUT .... :V ) #( gotta tag this later I'm raiding lmaooo ) #victuist

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           ( JUST FINISHED PLAYING FFXV-EPISODE DUSCAE AGAIN.               That’s what I did instead of writing an open starter, woops.               I’m totally hype now! I still haven’t decided yet, but I’m probably               making a Gladio because there are already 10000 Noctis-blogs lmao.    )               

#( MY WHOLE DASH IS HYPE ) #( LET ME BE HYPE TOO ) #● | ☆ | OUTOFHOPE #tbd

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velvetbouncer asked: snow with bandana or without?

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             ( -laughs at the amount of FFXV-blogs popping up                 and about that she really wants to rp either Noctis,                 Ignis or Gladiolus - )                

#( I AM TRASH FOR FFXV RN SLAY ME ) #tbd #● | ☆ | OUTOFHOPE

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It’s possible to pretend I’m someone other than who I am, and if I pretend long enough, I can believe it.

Libba Bray, A Great and Terrible Beauty (via timebrand)

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MEMORIES – both the good and the bad ones – never left his mind – it was an endless circle of repetition showed in front of his inner eye; of events long in the past. His mind had accepted long ago that this world was different from what he had seen; that they had another chance to be the ones to ultimately decide their fate – but his heart still lingered somewhere far away, in a world that did not even exist. Giving up was never part of his vocabulary; but so much time had passed by now. Time ran through an invisible hourglass, continuously, and it felt like meaningless eons – empty, without love. No stars in the nightly firmament were able to calm his inner furor – the pain that grew with each day passed just because he did not know whether she was safe or not. By becoming part of this world, saving their former selves, he had lost the meaning of his life just as he had found her again – healthy, alive. If these old stories written in ancient books were only partly true he’d found her – everywhere, even at the other side of this universe. At some place no other human being had ever seen before. Dreams had become the only places where he could pull his one and only love into his arms – dreams he had already dreamt for over five-hundred years when he had thought of her being lost forever. And this prison, this pain, continued in this world; as no of his soft whispers had been yet able to reach her ears. Yet his heart felt that she was alive; that she was somewhere out there with anyone else he had yet to meet.

                           Oʟᴅ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs﹐ ᴏʟᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀɴɪᴏɴs ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪs ʙᴇʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ sᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇ.

                                                                              Hold on…                                                                        Wait till I find you.                                                                  Just gimme more time ----                                                                                           S e r a h .

FORTUNATELY he was not all alone – even if the loneliness had never disturbed Snow till he had met Serah. Centuries ago, in another world. It didn’t take him very long to find Gadot and Lebreau in the new world – and soon after them Yuj and Maqui also showed up, making old team NORA be complete once again. All of them were perfectly aware of what had happened; of what they once had been – and giving their new meeting point, which was at first a shabby garage, any other name had been out of question. They were still part of the whole – even if the world had changed and their friends had gone missing. It didn’t make any difference for them; they were still able to help. Maybe it was almost pathetic to think that he might find her this way, but every now and then Snow went on long trips with his motorcycle, driving through the lonely wilderness, just by hoping to see her smiling face once again. Even if the time continued to move forward her face was never fading away - his ears would never become deaf to the illusion of her laugh.

                                              Jᴜsᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ… Aɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ…

                                                                 Serah, where are you…?                                                                                D a m m i t .

OF COURSE he had help during his long search for his fiancée – help he didn’t even have to ask for since his friends had started to look for her on their own. But there was only little they could do – with only the image of her inside their head; with no actual proof that she really existed. And still… He had the proof right inside heart. Even if people told him he was insane to look for someone who might not even exist – he knew she was alive.          --- That she was waiting for him. And every single time when her name slipped his tongue, when he yelled her name against the wind, he knew that someday he’d hear an answer.                                                                     N o   m a t t e r   w h a t.

AFTER HIS WORK, like usually, Snow got on his modified motorcycle to look for her in the city – even if there were no clues of her even being in this place. It was better than sitting around; better than doing nothing and worrying of being too late. Even now he thought it was still his fault why she was gone – why they were parted again, even in this world. He had done everything wrong and had followed the wrong path – he had been running away from his own fate for so long till it was too late.                     Till he finally realized that he had left the most important thing behind. But no one had seen his façade, at least not in this world. Because he kept on smiling – on doing what he thought he had to do. Yet it was not the same anymore...without her being at his side. His mind showed him her face once again – an angelic being with the brightest eyes he had ever seen – but it was not the reality. He stopped the machine, suddenly being out of breath – because fear was crawling inside his heart. Her face was pale as she stared at him – a sight he wished to never see again. The coldness did not stop; not until he remembered once again that he had a promise to fulfill – and friends who got his back.

                                    For how much longer…                                             No, he had to keep it up. Damn.

He threw his blonde head back, not knowing when he had stopped the motorcycle. Only slowly he remembered where he was – and truth to be told he barely ever was in this part of the city. There was no way that Serah would be here, in this kind of place. Slightly tilting his head he watched the grown-ups crossing the filled streets – some of them looking at him like he was insane.                                             Well, maybe he really was… But then, in the reflection of the glass wall by his side, he noticed the pink wisps of hair inside – a color he’d never forget his entire life. At once he jumped off his machine, rushing inside the building – he did not even care what kind of looks the people gave him. Like he would ever care. And there she was – a perfect peaceful silhouette resting on one of the many seats of the lobby. Her eyes were closed, but her face was exactly how he remembered – nothing had changed.

                              »SERAH!«

SNOW YELLED HER NAME, rushing to her side to embrace her tightly. He did not know how often he whispered her name as he pulled her closer to his much taller body – but it did not matter.

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     IT FELT ODD to be going through her second chance with a hole in her heart. She was now at an opportunity to continue her college education, yet it felt wrong doing so without the love of her life at her side. She had her sister, that all is true. But it didn’t feel like enough And for that, she felt almost selfish. There’s hesitance to her excitement. It just wasn’t the same. There was nothing normal without him encouraging her, being excited for her. Part of her, didn’t even want to go to her interview. Not until, she had him back.

     SO SHE SIGHS, putting her head in her hands as she sits silently in the lobby; Maybe, a miracle can happen. But she knows that the ones provided in previous worlds, were just the meddling of Gods. And there isn’t one to grant her one more miracle, of her family and friends being brought back together. If it is to happen, she knows it’ll all be luck. And she knows, fully well, luck had never been on her side. It is strange, pessimism had never been one of her traits. No matter the situation. But in such a different world, he could be anywhere. But still, she can crack a smile knowing that, he’s looking for her. 

     AND MAYBE SHE should be looking for him, too. She craves adventure, but that only felt right with Noel. And he, had things he needed to do himself. Maybe, another time. When they were all settled and together. She can only long for that day. She never realized, just how much she missed the warmth of his arms, or his voice when he was no longer in just walking distance from where she was. And after watching what he had to go through, she wanted nothing more but to hold him, as he held her. 

     SHE LEANS BACK and closes her eyes, she can picture it now, being with him again. And now, she can’t even think about her interview, or continuing to persue her career, because all that is on her mind is him. Everything felt wrong without him. But she knows, he’ll be upset if she held back moving forward, just for him. She can feel tears well up in her eyes. She’s so conflicted.

                ( But she didn’t know, everything was about to change. )

#( wow please tell me when I have to put this under read more for someone ) #( it's not that many words so........) #( MEGAN SHOOT ME.) #( this is also pure crap sorry lmaoooo ) #vitriss #● | ☆ | VERSE: YOURS FOREVER #● | ☆ | POSTS

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            ( Listen Up! My Serah slapped me ( @vitriss ) so my activity will rise.               Anyway, I feel really bad that I’ve reached the first milestone               on this blog... well, weeks ago actually.                Totally undeserved with my messy activity, woops. Really.                Seriously, why are you all following me.               I HAVE SPENT LIKE ALMOST ONE HOUR WITH READING RULES               AND FOLLOWING PEOPLE BACK.                But I will use more of my spare time for this blog now uvu.               Snow deserves it and also you guys ♥ )

#( err yeah cleaning up my ask and my drafts soon after eating? ) #( lmao I'm so behind with starters also OTL give me a soft slap please ) #● | ☆ | OUTOFHOPE #tbd

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The kiss was needed – not because he was not fully awake yet but because it was part of their new life. His heart demanded it; after eons of waiting for this precious, fragile moment… Seeing her joyful face and the grin she wore on her pure, full lips, Snow’s own smile grew even wider before becoming a mask of playful seriousness. He allowed her to let her head rest on his shoulders, a usual gesture of affection and love, before he lifted his big hand to place it on her head. His fingers were intertwined with the wisps of her pink hair before he started to speak with his usual soft tone.

                 »Hey, curious aren’t ya?                    My fried eggs can’t be that bad. LEBREAU taught me.                    Maybe I should say thanks to her if you gonna like them.«

He let out a simple, deep laugh, just before hearing those words he never got tired of. Never in this entire life. And he would not let them go, would become deaf to them even if it cost him to sacrifice everything for the sake of knowing her happy. She was close to falling asleep again, but even this faint, honest whisper would reach her ears. Her heart was so close to his own right now that she would be able to hear it even in her slumber. Even in her dreams.

                 »I love you too, SERAH.                    I always have – and I always will.                    You are part of me know.                    My ONE…My ONLY.                    My WIFE.«

   ❛ I don’t mind.. ❜ Her grin grows a little bit wider, as she now snakes her arms around his neck, pressing her forehead against his own. She presses her lips to his, giving him the good morning kiss he had missed. It is usually, something he receives before she’s even fully awake. It is certainly the best way to wake up. ❛ It smells really good in here. What are you making me today? ❜ She props her chin on his shoulder, looking over to the mess he had made. She’s quite surprised at how little of a mess there actually is. ❛ mmm. I love you. ❜ Words are met with a sigh, as she rests her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes. She could easily fall back asleep, very easily.

#(( IM LAUGHING MEGAN )) #(( this is so cheesy that I bet someone will just vomit on their dash lmaoooo )) #vitriss #● | ☆ | POSTS #● | ☆ | VERSE: YOURS FOREVER

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                                          The beginning of a new life, huh… Guess he wasn’t the best cook in this world – but a few decent tricks with the pan was something Snow had learned after spending some painfully long hours in the kitchen with Lebreau. Tender words have been exchanged with Serah for so long already that he felt he had to do something new – a simple welcome present for his new wife in her new life full of happiness. Well, hopefully – that was at least the plan. Hearing her soft voice in the early morning made this never ending smile on his face appear even wider – and as his eyes fell upon her silhouette, the man instantly opened his arms to say good morning with a tight embrace.

                 »Good morning, WIFE.                     Yeah, I thought I should prepare BREAKFAST -                     guess you don’t mind waiting a bit longer?«

His lips found her forehead as he lifted her smaller body on the counter.

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   ❛ Good morning, Husband~! ❜  She grins widely, wrapping her arms around his torso while atop tiptoes. She, is still hardly ready for the day, only slipping on one of his shirts before excitedly skipping to the kitchen to meet her beloved. ❛ You woke up before me.. ❜

#( 8^))))) ) #vitriss #● | ☆ | POSTS #● | ☆ | VERSE: YOURS FOREVER

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      ��         ( Listen Up! Tomorrow I’ll finally focus on new interactions!                   I know I owe the following starters:                    @beladia | @noctobo | @eternallxfe | @bangvn                   I will write short starters (or atleast attempt to do so),                   but I don’t mind if it turns out to be novella later on. Woops.                   Be creative and comfortable! 8^)                   Since I also had an influx of new followers (again),                    feel free to also like this post for a very random and short starter tomorrow. )                  

#( maybe I can do a few later but I'm not so sure ) #( it's midnight for me and I have a 8am class tomorrow in college lmao ) #( but tomorrow I'll get to it! ) #● | ☆ | OUTOFHOPE #tbd

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Snow was rushing his way to their usual meeting place, almost bumping into some guys who had the bad luck to be in his way. A rash excuse was spoken as he simply passed them, not looking back, knowing that his friends were already waiting for him. Like they always did. Maybe he should feel bad about it by now, but this time he had a good excuse for it. Well, he would be still get scolded for it. He was pretty sure about that. Guess he deserved that, considering that their little meetings were not some kind of child’s play. It was not a joke even if they always smiled at laughed at these times – just because they did not know it any different.

Taking a deep breath after running all the way down here, he simply lifted one gloved hand as greeting. Figures, Lebreau scolded him. But nevertheless Snow’s lips curled into his usual, bright smile. 

                  »O u c h, you got me again.                     Sorry, got hold up by  i m p o r t a n t  THINGS.                     But now your HERO is here.                     I can’t just leave SERAH alone when she’s feeling sad, ya know?                     I figured out taking her to the PLACE we’ve met for the first time                     might cheer her up.                     Guess I was right ‘bout that one.                     Took a bit longer than expected.«

▓▒▓   ☆  ᴄᴏɴɢʟᴀᴄɪᴀʀɪss  ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀ sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀ

    Look who finally decided to show up for the Monday meeting? Basically     all of them were snickering and grinning when boss finally showed up     — an hour and a half as usual. She had suggested some time ago that     at this point it would be just easier for everyone to postpone the starting     time of these meetings since Snow was never on time. Not that any of     them really were mad – they knew where he spent his days – but it was     a tad frustrating at times.

                       ❛ Well, look who FINALLY decided to show up.                          Serah doing ALRIGHT? —and don’t lie. We                          all know that’s the reason you are late AGAIN. ❜

#( sorry that this took a bit longer! uvu thanks for the starter! ) #chuseiishin #● | ☆ | POSTS #● | ☆ | VERSE: NORA’S LEADER