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mildly amusing scrolling down essentially your thought process 5 years on but

- you will be loved

- you will change

- and that's a ok

#mostly just for myself at this point but its quite cathartic seeing all the fears and doubts i have be resolved #who knows what the next 5 years will bring

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haven't touched this in a whole 4 years gotdam

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Hey guess who just unfortunately discovered that UK political fanfic exists and has some amazing tags on AO3

#im howling

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“you dangle on the leash of your own longing; your need grows teeth.”

— Margaret Atwood, from “Speeches for Dr Frankenstein,” The Animals In That Country (Oxford University Press, 1968)

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Just caught the worst pokémon ever

#me rn :/

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the one experience that unites all 90s and early 2000s kids is experiencing at least one work of fiction with a deceptively adorable illustration of cute animals on the cover who live in societies with an established political system, hierarchy of leadership and culture and are driven from their homes by human activity and/or engage in violent conflicts with other animals in similar communities that lead to many of the characters’ brutal deaths, which are described in graphic detail and which left you briefly emotionally traumatized by being confronted with the concept of your own fragile mortality before you were 10

#to this day the redwall books.... #some shit in those hits

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nhs i love you but please. give me the diagnosis officially so i can get meds. im literally dying here.

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So it’s very late but I want to share the best piece of wisdom my mother has ever offered me.

One time, when I was having a very hard time, bad enough that I admitted I was struggling to my mother. My mother looked at me and told me: “Don’t make big decisions in February.” 

I was very confused, because it was not February at the time, but she explained that one year, when she was younger but old enough to live on her own, she was having a very hard time, much like me. She found herself feeling especially low and especially stressed in February. And she decided she wouldn’t make any big changes for the rest of the month.

And the month went by, and she had a hard time, but time passed and it happened that by the beginning of March, she was feeling a lot better. And she was able to make big decisions she had avoided in February.

So now it’s a mantra for me: Don’t make big decisions in February.

February being whenever I feel down or angry or stressed. 

Boss or coworkers being crappy? Don’t make big decisions in February.

Feeling lonely and it’s 2am and you have a bottle of hair dye just sitting on your bathroom sink? Don’t make big decisions in February.

Give yourself space to think through your decisions. Bad moods rarely give you the best judgement. Anxiety disorders, depression, and other mental illnesses will try to convince you the wrong decisions are the right ones, and in the moment, they sound very convincing. 

So give yourself time to figure out if that’s what you actually need, what you actually want, and what would maybe feel good in the moment but have consequences you’re not willing or ready to deal with.

Try not to make life changes in February, whatever February is for you.

#f my birthdays in feb lMAO

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absolutely obsessed with the idea of solas trying to interact with the dalish bc literally all i can think about is this

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Your fifth most recent emoji is what your soulmate thinks about you

#👀 #yeah aight

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“you were such quiet kid haha! we had to drag you out of your room for christmas and god knows wed never be able to get a photo of you smiling!”

thanks it was the deep rooted insecurity and depression i dealt with alone

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#love homestuck therapy #thats a mix

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I saw this on Instagram and honestly I can't stop laughing

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Brie Larson hosting Jimmy Kimmel Live

#o..h....

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