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           blood on the marble wall, i like the way they all SCREAM–

indie multimuse penned by ash revamped april 2019

#ɪ'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ sᴜᴘᴇʀᴠɪsᴇᴅ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ( SELF PROMO ) #{ hi this blog was giving me a lot of anxiety so you can find me here now... } #{ i love and appreciate everyone sticking around through my nonexistence on this blog }

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“  it terrifies me.  ”  [ hunt @ mo for the idea I sent you earlier]

          ‘ but you always talk about how you want them to leave you alone. how you wish they would just leave. ’ morgan wasn’t exactly trying to talk him in or out of it, but she was trying to understand. ‘ we’re not trying to fix you either, hunt. we just... we want to make it easier for you, that’s all. and it’s not fair that you minimize and ridicule my family for trying to help you. how dare you. they want what’s best for you, that’s all any of us want and the fact that you just yelled at jesy who’s not only dealing with the loss of her wife and daughter, but hates seeing the people she cares about hurting! how dare you! ’ she shouted. she knew it probably wasn’t the best idea to yell at him, but she couldn’t help it.

     @twoworlded | m.

#twoworlded #ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄɪᴛʏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ sᴇᴛ ( MORGAN; THREADS ) #ғᴇᴇʟ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴɢ; sᴡᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋʏ's ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ( MORGAN; V.1 ) #ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇxɪsᴛ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴇxɪsᴛ ( ANSWERED ) #{ mo trying to be comforting; understanding but also mad is a mood™ }

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( grcwingstrcng‌: )

       she reached for myra’s hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. “are you sure it’s just that one problem? sometimes we can’t quite put our finger on it, love. and you know you can come to me, right?”

          myra looked down at their hands, tipping her head to the side. ‘ i don’t know... i mean i have more than most people can even dream of, but i dunno. my mind feels... fuzzy... ’

#grcwingstrcng #ʟᴏɴɢ ɴɪɢʜᴛs; ᴅᴀʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs; sᴜɢᴀʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴍᴏᴋᴇ ʀɪɴɢs ( MYRA; THREADS ) #ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴄʀᴇsᴄᴇɴᴛ ᴍᴏᴏɴ ( MYRA; V.1 )

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more misc memes

“  change isn’t easy.  ” “  i just wanted to say i’m sorry.  ” “  i guess being angry was/is just easier than being sad.  ”  “  what did you want to tell me?  ” “  it was supposed to be simple.  ” “  you’ve got blood on your shirt.  ” “  you can stay with me.  ” “  what did you want to show me?  ” “  i miss ____ more than i thought i would.  ” “  i don’t like to talk about it, but i wanted you to know.  ” “  shut up. please.  ” “  fuck off.  ” “  hush, i’m trying to kiss you.  ” “  you’re lucky you’re cute.  ” “  i fucked up.  ” “  i just want to take it all back.  ” “  i can’t sleep.  ”  /  “  can’t sleep?  ” “  we should get a pet.  ” “  if you have something to say, spit it out.  ” “  i’m allowed to be angry.  ” “  she/he aint even that cute.  ” “  just hold me.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ”   “  i just need time.  ” “  i already made my decision, you’re not going to change that.  ”   “  nothing you can say will surprise me.  ” “  everyone leaves, eventually. either they move on or they die. they leave and i’m left behind.  ” “  death is a part of life. i accepted that a long time ago.  ” “  i don’t fear death. i fear anonymity.  ” “  listen to me, please.  ” “  i’m not even sure what to say to that.  ” “  that should probably shock me, but honestly it doesn’t.  ” “  am i supposed to care?  ” “  i do care.  ”   “  you make me happy.  ” “  you look beautiful like this.  ”   “  if this is your idea of fun, i don’t know what to say to you.  ” “  it terrifies me.  ”   “  just let me show you how i feel.  ”

#ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴏᴏ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɴᴏ sɴɪᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴘᴏʟɪᴄʏ ( MEMES )

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( grcwingstrcng‌: )

“i would suggest talking to someone first, honey. a psychiatrist? i can make an appointment for you.”

          ‘ i have a therapist, grams. it still seems pointless though, they’re trying to weasel their way in and learn everything like i haven’t spelled out the problem for them already. ’ she sighed.

#grcwingstrcng #ʟᴏɴɢ ɴɪɢʜᴛs; ᴅᴀʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs; sᴜɢᴀʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴍᴏᴋᴇ ʀɪɴɢs ( MYRA; THREADS ) #ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴄʀᴇsᴄᴇɴᴛ ᴍᴏᴏɴ ( MYRA; V.1 )

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          ‘ should i take a pill, to numb the pain? change the chemicals inside my brain? i worry i, won’t be the same but i guess that that’s the point... ’

     @grcwingstrcng | medicate - gabbie hanna

#grcwingstrcng #ʟᴏɴɢ ɴɪɢʜᴛs; ᴅᴀʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs; sᴜɢᴀʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴍᴏᴋᴇ ʀɪɴɢs ( MYRA; THREADS ) #ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴄʀᴇsᴄᴇɴᴛ ᴍᴏᴏɴ ( MYRA; V.1 ) #{ first of all... jesus kid } #{ second; for pep :) } #{ third; pepper pls help ur grandchild she's going thru it }

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          –   *flops onto the dash* click the heart for a lyric thing?

#sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴇxʜᴀᴜsᴛɪᴏɴ ( STARTER CALL ) #{ this is all i can manage rn } #{ specify muse please!! }

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MOBILE CROWN. so as y’all can tell my activity here has been… nonexistent. i’m not sure why… i have a lot of muse but i’m just in a weird mental place. anyways i’m hoping to do something more on here shortly… thanks for sticking around!!

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MY FAVORITE MURDER SENTENCE STARTERS 

these are all some of my favourite quotes from my favourite murder, an amazing podcast that i just started to get into and have already finished ( i know, i know... shame ). trigger warning: drugs, trauma, swearing, murder

“get a job. buy your own shit. stay out of the forest.” “here’s the thing: fuck everyone.” “don’t say ‘sorry not sorry’; say ‘listen you motherfucker!’” “all of life is about fixing what you fucked up.” “don’t let your girlfriend fucking leave you behind.” “you’re in a cult; call your dad.” “you can be crazy, just be light-hearted about it.” “pepper spray first and apologize later.” “lock your fucking door.” “donate fifty dollars to your local library, keep all your fingers.” “nothing is real; speak for yourself and question authority.” “let’s use our powers of anxiety for good and not evil.” “don’t be a fucking lunatic.” “toxic masculinity ruins the part again.” “if florida’s kicking you out, you’re probably a pretty big piece of shit.” “let’s sit crooked and talk straight.” “this isn’t a positive cult; this isn’t like sephora.” “my therapist was right about you.” “look, meth is bad.” “can everyone chill the fuck out?” “just be rude; go up to people and be like, ‘hi, i know this makes me the weirdo, but there’s a weirdo over there.’” “fuck politeness.” “please explain my face right now.” “you don’t have to be perfect, just fucking do things!” “this is terrible. keep going.” “no one’s paying us shit for fuck.” “so if you wanna pay us fuck for shit.” “a nice breakfast wine...” “look... listen... look and listen.” “who are you? fucking, guy fieri? get out of that car!” “stay sexy, don’t get murdered.” “chop down all the woods, am i wrong?” “live it. love it. learn to levitate.” “nothing i ever say is planned.” “don’t ‘actually’ me right now.” “dip this shit in garlic butter and put it to fucking bed.” “doctor satanist, is that you?” “it’s called the ‘not today motherfucker’ special, and you serve it up for free.” “i am getting back into feelings again.” “they use their hands like people, you can’t just shoot a fucking raccoon!”

#sentence starters #rp sentence starters #rp memes #roleplay starter #{ also lowkey send me some }

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Please, don't worry so much, because in the end none of us have very long on this earth - life is fleeting. And if you're ever distressed, cast your eyes to the summer sky when the stars are strung across the velvety night, and when a shooting star streaks through the blackness turning night into day, make a wish and think of me. Make your life spectacular. I know I did.

Robin Williams ( Jack, 1996 )

#ᴏɴᴇ ʙᴀᴛᴄʜ; ᴛᴡᴏ ʙᴀᴛᴄʜ; ᴘᴇɴɴʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪᴍᴇ ( LISA; CH. STUDY ) #ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄɪᴛʏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ sᴇᴛ ( MORGAN; CH. STUDY ) #ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʀᴠᴇʟ ᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ; ʙᴜᴛ ɢʟᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ sᴛᴏʀᴍ ( JESSE; CH. STUDY ) #ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ɪs ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀɪᴄᴇ ᴀs ʀᴇᴅ-ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍs ( RAYA; CH. STUDY ) #ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ sɪɢɴ ᴏғ ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ɪs ʟɪᴋᴇ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ( POPPY; CH. STUDY ) #ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪ ᴏɴʟʏ ɢᴇᴛ sᴛʀᴏɴɢᴇʀ ( NOAH; CH. STUDY ) #sʜᴇ ᴡᴇᴀʀs sᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss ᴇǫᴜᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴇʟʟ ( OLIVIA; CH. STUDY ) #{ this is really just my mar.vel and s.vu kids tbh }

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( pcrestheart‌: )

   ‘ we’re passionate people, for better and worse ’ gwen quietly sneaked an arm around Raya’s shoulders and hugged her closer ‘ badass and embarrassing: the words every mother wants to hear from her daughter’s mouth ’ she placed a big and obnoxious kiss against ray’s cheeks.       ‘ it’s endearing and useful so we’re not going to tell her that she can go overboard, okay? we’ll never hear the end of it ’ 

         ‘ have i mentioned how proud i am you’re going to be a doctor too? because i am  and i tell jesse all the time’ 

‘ between you and me, i think we’ll argue our way out of it ’ 

          ‘ ugh, okay now you’re just embarrassing. ’ she groaned, though she definitely curled into her mother’s side, grateful that for now she wasn’t getting yelled at. ‘ i just... i don’t want her to go all... youngest ada in thirty years on me where she uses every single law technique in the book. ’ she scrunched up her nose. 

          ‘ yes, yes i’m aware. this argument has been happening since i can remember. ’ to be fair it was probably happening before that but she really didn’t even want to think about it. it was cute but also... a lot for a kid.

          raya shrugged. ‘ i’m not saying that we won’t i just am preparing myself for the worst. ’

#pcrestheart #ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ɪs ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀɪᴄᴇ ᴀs ʀᴇᴅ-ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍs ( RAYA; THREADS ) #ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ɪs ɪᴛ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴏʀ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇ; ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ( RAYA; V.1 )

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( pcrestheart‌: )

         ‘ that’s America for you. ’ her pretty mouth twisted in a frown. ‘i rather not dwell on it. On none of it ’ her dad would understand. Gwen believed that (she had to) and she knew that her father, out of all of theirs, would understand how important it was. Maybe not that she was putting herself in danger but that was another topic altogether. 

‘ she loves me so i wouldn’t risk it. But if you wanna… ’ her tone shifted to a playful one, smiling as she looped her arm around Myra’s. ‘ for now we just play pretend in the background and wait for it. We don’t rush it. And honestly? Not surprised. Filth finds filth’  

          ‘ land of the free, home of the corrupt. ’ she scrunched up her nose. ‘ it’s hard not to dwell on it when we still have to go home every night. ’ sure they were definitely taking out the biggest scum in manhattan, but they were still killing people and that would drive a wedge between the girls and their parents if any of them found out. 

          ‘ yeah okay because i’m really gonna fall for that. ’ myra rolled her eyes as she gently nudged gwen. ‘ you know it’s a good thing we’re going to the thirteenth step, we are definitely dressed way too much like vigilantes to be going to any other bar without sticking out. ’ she laughed, stepping into the elevator. ‘ the only thing making this all worth it is another red x. ’

#pcrestheart #ʟᴏɴɢ ɴɪɢʜᴛs; ᴅᴀʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs; sᴜɢᴀʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴍᴏᴋᴇ ʀɪɴɢs ( MYRA; THREADS ) #ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴍᴀʀʙʟᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟ; ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʟʟ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ ( MYRA; PV.1 )

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( pcrestheart‌: )

Gwen looked from her tablet and flashed Poppy a smile as soon as she saw her . ‘ good morning, darling ’ when poppy asked, her smile grew even bigger ‘I like that idea. Tía effy and tiotonio love having you around and i’m sure that if grandpa is there so will he. The job’s just a bonus’ not to mention that gwen herself had worked there a few summers when she was her daughter’s age. It was good poppy had the chance to live a ‘storybrooke summer’. Those were never dull. ‘you have a ‘yes’ from me. Let’s wait to see what your mom says’ she poked jesse’s side as she spoke the last part

          ‘ c’mon mamí, she’s not gonna look up from her work. ’ poppy grinned, going to the kitchen to make herself some breakfast. ‘ besides, we’re doing mock trials in law today so i’ll just ask her when i get to the courthouse. ’ she shrugged. jesse, who was listening but clearly wasn’t planning on looking up. ‘ just so you know, i can hear every single thing that you’re saying. ’ she said as she continued to flip through the pages. ‘ i think it’s a great idea, sweet p, just make sure that you call us every night okay? ’ she finally looked up from her work, pointing her pen towards their youngest daughter. poppy rolled her eyes with a laugh as she put the cream cheese back in the fridge, biting into her bagel as she walked towards the table. ‘ of course i’ll call, besides, it’s not like you can’t come visit me. mamí you always take time off during the summer anyways. ’ she looked from jesse to gwen. ‘ soooo that means i can call tía back and tell her that i can go? ’

#pcrestheart #ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ sɪɢɴ ᴏғ ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ɪs ʟɪᴋᴇ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ( POPPY; THREADS ) #ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴄᴀʀᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ғᴀʟʟ ( POPPY; V.1 )

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( soulstcne‌: )

“I know.” She reaches up gently, if only to help Eliana focus on anything other than the chaos that surrounds them. “I know he did. HE did this. Not us. And now we’re going to fix it, okay? I promise you, I will not rest until we have this sorted out.” She lifts her hands, with the same practiced care of a farmer around a wounded animal, and lets them hover like cautious wings over Eliana’s shoulders.

“I saw what people are capable of when they’re exposed to the promise of power. When the Soul Stone found me… I was nothing more than a weapon. But that was to the wrong people. I escaped, Eliana, I was free, and I was loved.” There’s a brief pause, enough for her to catch her breath, to try and reestablish Eliana into what could so easily be reality, if they work towards it. “We’re both going to fix this. Then we’re going to get our lives back, and know for a damn fact that that asshole can’t ever take them away from us again. But I need your help to do that, okay? Will you help me?”

          ‘ but... what if people never forgive us for what happened? what if they don’t want to hear from us? do we just go into hiding? what do we do? ’ everything about this situation was hard, there were so many variables, there was the very real possibility of persecution for even just being there. after the accords, anything was possible.

          eliana tried to focus more on what ashley was saying, trying to even out her breathing. ‘ i just... strange told me that he would never give me up... i know it saved mr. stark... but i can’t help but feel like maybe we could have... ’ what could we have done, eliana? strange’s voice echoed in her head. at ashley’s question, eli nodded quickly. ‘ o-okay... i’ll... i’ll help you. ’ she agreed. ‘ what do you need me to do? ’

#soulstcne #ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ғᴏᴄᴜs ᴇʏᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴇʏᴇ; 'ᴛɪʟ ɢʀᴀᴠɪᴛʏ's ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ( ELIANA; THREADS ) #ɪ'ʟʟ ᴄᴀʀʀʏ ʏᴏᴜ; ɪ'ʟʟ ᴄᴀʀʀʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ( ELIANA; V.2 )

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( twoworlded‌: )

  Everything started to spiral out of control so fast it ironically felt like watching it in slow motion. The images from the other side, from that day, they faded as the lights around them dimmed. Lisa’s power, of course.

‘ lis-’  he swallowed while he sat down next to her, one hand tentatively reaching up and squeezing her shoulder in what he hoped was a reassuring gesture. The sudden explosion made him flinch and he didn’t hide it. But he refused to leave Lisa alone. This was her personal hell, quite literally, and he wouldn’t leave her when she so obviously needed someone. For the first time in what could have been his entire life Hunter didn’t have any words or anything to say, he could only sit there and comfort her while she relieved it.

          everything hurt, as it always did when she used her abilities. her arms looked like she’d been struck by lightning, her veins glowing like they were fluorescent lightbulbs that you could see them under her jacket. ‘ he hurt my family... he was... uncle bill and he betrayed us... ’ at one point her mom had even said that the castle’s were all the family he would need. ‘ everyday i wake up and look at these scars on my face, and they remind me that sure you can use that bullshit saying and say that i’m stronger now for what happened or whatever, but that’s crap. they hurt. every time i think about them god i wish it were some corny saying, but it just... ’ she trailed off. ‘ everyone who says that can go to hell. i’ve been mutilated, injected with some bullshit gene that turned me into this, and i’m a ghost. ’ lisa threw her last bit of energy at a tree, snapping one of the branches off.

          ‘ i thought... if i came here it would bring me some kinda closure but all it did was remind me of what i lost... i feel like my world has been ripped apart and all i did was haphazardly tape it back together and now... i broke a tree and blew a crater in the ground... i don’t know how much worse life could get at this point-- ’

#twoworlded #ᴏɴᴇ ʙᴀᴛᴄʜ; ᴛᴡᴏ ʙᴀᴛᴄʜ; ᴘᴇɴɴʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪᴍᴇ ( LISA; THREADS ) #ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ɪ ʜɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ; ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ɪ'ᴍ sᴀғᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴇ ɴᴏᴡ ( LISA; PV.1 )

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MOBILE CROWN. it’s not munday, but i highkey love this photo, oops…

#ᴜɢʜʜʜ... ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ; ʟɪғᴇ ( ooc posts )

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          ‘ hola mamí’s, ’ poppy walked into the dining room where both her mothers were sitting. jesse with her notes for the upcoming trial, gave a small wave of acknowledgement. kissing each of them on the cheek. ‘ so, i was thinking... this summer i could go and stay with everyone in storybrooke this summer... i was talking to tío tonio the other day and he said that i could stay with them and tía effy said that she could potentially get me a job at the rabbit hole. pleeeeeease? ’

     @pcrestheart | r.

#pcrestheart #ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ sɪɢɴ ᴏғ ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ɪs ʟɪᴋᴇ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ( POPPY; THREADS ) #ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴄᴀʀᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ғᴀʟʟ ( POPPY; V.1 ) #{ also we stan the fact that p uses more spanish than ray does bc yes }