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cryingconfessions · 5 years

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Global Warming, the impending apocalypse and humanity.

From a young age I have always been very passionate about the earth. I admit I am very much a hypocrite when it comes to its protection. I drive a gas powered 2015 Honda Civic. I use plastic bags pretty regularly because I forgot my reusable bags at home or in my car. I forget to recycle regularly. I use single use plastic... I already said i am a hypocrite so don't be rude... but I do pick up trash regularly in parking lots and anywhere I go to try and help... I know that is not much at all... So why am I saying this? Well I just read an article where a man pulled his kid from school because they where teaching Global Warming... I have also read many articles about what is going on in the USA. I have also been reading the comments... I am sure by now you know what those are like and how it feels when you read all the ignorant and hateful comments on national and local news stories... This country is tearing itself apart and bring the world with it. I want to think there is hope but I know that would just be stupid of me to think so... With all of that said I still read and cry for us. I cry not because I am sad; well I am, but I am mad. I am so mad that people are so blind. That people are so ignorant they refuse to see what is in there face. That people defend a man who lies regularly and poorly. A man who is figuratively Gangrene. I am mad because people refuse to believe anything other than an imaginary person will save us all.... so the point of all this is for me to say we need to cut off the infection before it does any more damage. I know right now the government is in the works for an impeachment. But it is not just about the orange man and his lackeys. It is about us. If we cannot improve as humans, if we just keep killing the planet; note I said THE planet not our planet. (This planet does not belong to us. It is not something that can be bought, sold or owned. We share this planet with all living things.) We should take things in our own hands. What I am about to say is going to sound crazy and it is but honestly I see no other option if we cannot get our shit together. We should just kill ourselves... all of us. We put nothing into this world and we only take and destroy. We are parasites... I know this sounds cookie but what else is there to do. The squirrels are not dumping waste into our rivers and ocean. The cockroaches are not making bottles that can only be used once and then dumping them in a hole. The birds are not over fishing. The lions are not poaching. The wolves are not cutting down forest for roadways, paper goods, and farm land. We are the problem. We need to fix the problem or fix us.

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cryingconfessions · 5 years

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Customer Service

So going to say something that everyone who has had to deal with people for a living think. Please excuse the all caps. WHY THE FUCK DO WE HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE NICE TO ASSHOLES? SOMEONE IS YELLING AT YOU FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU CANT CONTROL BECAUSE THEIR PARENTS COULD NOT TEACH THEM TO BE NICE TO ALL PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO HELP YOU.

DEAR PEOPLE WHO IMMEDIATELY WANT A MANAGER... FUCK OFF AND LET ME HELP YOU. YOU ARE LIKELY OVERREACTING ABOUT YOUR SMALL ISSUE AND I WILL FIX IT.

DEAR CS WHO DONT TRY TO DO THEIR JOB, FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ALL OF US SEEM LIKE ASSHOLES.

DEAR CORPORATE, FUCK YOU

DEAR MANAGEMENT, LET ME TAKE MY GD POTTY BREAK I STRESS PEE

Dear kind customer, thank you for being a human being and realizing that I to am one. For also realizing that I am trying my best here.

Sorry about that. So just one more thing and I am done.

Almost 3 months ago I quit a Tech support/CS job at a major cellular company. The job paid great but it pretty much just stopped there. Unreasonable goals, inconsistent management, expensive insurance, and a horrible PTO and unpaid time off. But the worst part was ever changing policys and the customers. I am not going to dive any deeper on that. With all of that plus pre-existing anxiety and depression I was on my last rope almost literally. I had to quit I had tried killing myself 3 times since working there. My mind could no longer take the constant negativity. I was getting help so it wasn't like I was not trying. I had been trying different medications seeing a counselor (horrible btw) and actively trying to better myself so I could keep getting a paycheck.

But I couldn't do it anymore. I spoke to my husband and finally quit. Unfortunately without finding a job first; I know shame on me. Here we are mid September and I cant find anything. I have applied to many jobs and had a few interviews but nothing has come of it. I am feeling worthless and almost just as bad as when I worked there. My husband is struggling to pay our bills alone. I don't know what else to do but anonymously write my feelings on the internet. I am such a burden I can't stand it.

Sorry

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