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oh hey, long time no see here is a gift i hope you enjoy some queers at karaoke doing queer things :)

#avatrice #ava plays football #because i said so #beatrice is gay as fuck #she is too gay to function #camilla and lilith are in love #warrior nun

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the thing about beatrice and lilith also is that its easy to watch lilith for five minutes and go Oh There Is Something Wrong With You and beatrice just moves quietly along, steady and proper and very pretty

until you watch her enter a speed competition with a stick against a man with a gun and four shots and win

until you watch her say "i became skilled at so many things just so i would still have value"

until you watch vincent pick tranquilizing her first over a girl with literal divine powers that include superspeed and phasing

until you watch her singlehandedly track ava across madrid by attacking and impersonating cops in the middle of a plague

and you really just have to conclude that, Oh, there is also something very wrong with you

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Leah Rilke and Fatin Jadmani

The Wilds — 2.05 | "Day 45 / 16"

#fatin was so down bad in season two #they are in love

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Rare photos from trans history: Olympic runner and Zdeněk Koubek styles Cinda Glenn’s hair, 1936. Koubek was one of the first trans men to gain international fame after he transitioned in 1935.

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I wanted to compare the S1 vs S2 “marching into the final battle” scene since my first time binging the show. But, I couldn’t bring myself to do so after the cancellation news… What I wanted to talk about, what makes me happy only brings me pain now… But here it is anyways… I am not giving up on WN S3 just yet!

So it is pretty obvious that in S1, the main character was Ava and that everything happened evolve around her. This narrative showed pretty bluntly in the way they framed this shot- Ava walked in the center of the frame, and the camera focused on her all through the scene. Even though the show at large centered around a group of women, they were still second or third to the big female protagonist. However, in S2, this storytelling lens shifted- in the same scene (where the mains march into their final battle), Beatrice was walking alongside Ava. This time, there was an obvious gap between them and the rest of the gang. The scene before this wide shot was a close up of Avatrice where Beatrice checked in on Ava. This technical shift in staging/positioning of characters accompanied with how intertwined Avatrice got story-wise in S2 implied that Beatrice is becoming more and more of an equal lead to Ava on the show. It also seemed promising that we would dive into Beatrice’s backstory in the next chapter of the show… (Also, just in general, we got more flashbacks of other characters in S2 than in S1 where it only focused on Ava.)

The above two scenes are 1) The official end of S2 with Beatrice sitting longingly under the arc staring into the emptiness; 2) The post credit scene of Beatrice walking off of the OCS chapter to “live her life”. I honestly could not believe the show chose to illustrate the ending TWICE from Beatrice’s point of view. Even though it made sense for Bea to be the focal point due to Avatrice, I always considered Ava be the absolute lead on WN as she’s the Warrior Nun herself. I thought maybe they’d end with showing a little bit of the other realm with Ava. But here we are, the show chose to continue the WN story in this world with Beatrice…

Now with Netflix’s cancellation, this whole thing just makes me sad… Every aspect of the show was so hopeful. The WN universe and it’s creative team still has so much to give. There are too much potentials left unexplored and unexplained. It is so devastating to even think about the idea that Beatrice emerging from one of the sister warriors to the second lead of the group be the end of the entire series. This was only supposed to be the beginning… How could it be the end already?!

We must SAVE WARRIOR NUN!

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oi oi chapter three of i'm finding hard to pass time (without you) spoiler beatrice is down bad, beatrice loves puns and camila is a danger in the kitchen

#avatrice #ava plays football #warrior nun #beatrice is down bad

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really shouldn't test her when it comes to work.

wow two fanarts in a day? i'm feeding yall well this year.

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Ava rubs sweat out of her eyes with the heel of a hand.

The weather forecast had projected a lovely 25 degrees celsius for the day, but they’ve been walking for what feels like hours, and the breeze from the lake doesn’t reach this deep in the woods. It’s stifling among the trees, and still, and hot as Adriel’s armpit. Ew.

“Where is it that we’re going again?”

“You’ll see.”

Beatrice lobs the reply over one shoulder without breaking step. She’s still somehow keeping to the same ground-eating pace she’d set for them earlier that morning, unfazed by the heat and the gradient of the trail, looking like she could walk on till dusk. Ava wouldn’t put it past her.

“Please…” Her calves are burning, and the muscles in her thighs scream with every step. “Can we not… stop… for a minute?” Forever?

“It’s close by.” Beatrice turns to face her, but continues walking, so that now she’s walking backwards up a forested hill while Ava feels like dying. “I promise.”

“I don’t know if I believe you.” Ava pants, scrambling after her. “You said it wasn’t far at the trailhead, and we’ve been climbing for years.”

“Actually we’ve been on the trail for—” Beatrice tilts her head back, peering at a gap between secular firs and the smear of clear sky there. “— two and a half hours.”

“How do you—” A sudden wind picks up, shaking through the trees, and Ava is blinded by a spear of sunlight. The sun’s position. Of fucking course.

“Do you guys have nun scouts in the OCS or something? Where did you learn that sort of thing?”

“No. And the Girl Scouts. I was… My parents made me join as soon as it was feasible. The names change, but Girl Scouts operate everywhere. They thought it would be an easy way for me to make friends.”

“Made you?” Ava frowns. “That doesn’t sound like fun.”

“It was one of the few things that I liked growing up, actually. It gave me a sense of structure. Direction. Of… family, I guess.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

A strange sort of silence falls between them, awkward and quiet and sad. Ava kicks at a loose rock, sends it tumbling into some bushes, and thinks really hard on the best way to break it.

“Hey, Bea?”

“Yeah?”

“Are we there yet?”

Beatrice groans.

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#this!?!?! #amazing #avatrice #warrior nun

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when was someone going to tell me that just spending twelve great british pounds on the game bear and breakfast would cure all my mental illnesses this shit is the cutest game i’ve ever played in my life

#bear and breakfast

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second chapter of i'm finding it hard to pass time (without you) canon that bea is an absolute grandmother and doesn't understand technology and is in complete fear of it, also i've gone slightly insane with this chapter so please enjoy my suffering :)

#avatrice #warrior nun

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rb to have a super gay 2023

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whipped ™

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first chapter of i'm finding it hard to pass time (without you) the university au and lil spoiler for you sports fans, beatrice is down bad

#warrior nun #avatrice #ava plays football #they're also at university in england cause I said so

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this is officially a plea for someone to read my first chapter of my avatrice fic before I post it

#please i am begging #avatrice #warrior nun

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one thing about me is i am a boy who loves to turn down the screen brightness

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how many tattoos do we all have? i have like 9.

#like 13? if you count ones I got at the same time as separate tattoos #if not it’s like 9? #piercings I have 9

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can in fact confirm that it took them 2k words to actually meet. they don't even know each others names, I love gay people

#avatrice #warrior nun