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[damonsalvitorewife]

Big Brother

Summary: your brother died and JJ doesn’t like your 

Request: no 

Warnings: talk of death, dead bro, mean comments, JJ being an ass, fluffy end. 

My brother just died and this is how I got my anger and emotions out. I’m sorry if it’s bad. 

MY WORK IS NOT TO BE REPOSTED, TRANSLATED OR COPIED PLEASE DON’T STEAL MY WORK!!

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You’re on your way to the Château for the first time since your brother just died you haven’t really been up to hanging out much is Justin died he died three months ago and it’s been really hard. Justin was your rock. Both of your parents passed away when you were seven since then Justin has been there whenever you needed him wherever you needed him I guess until now .

“ hey yn look who finally decided to show up” JB said giving you a hug.

“ it’s good to see you guys.”  You  said giving Sarah a hug.

“ how have you been since Justin?” Sarah asked. 

You spelt, tears sting in your eyes at the mention of Justin‘s nam. 

“ i’ve been all right it’s just hard because I still tried to call him and text him and I wake up and realize he’s gone.” You say in a sad tone. 

“ come on we have to go pick JJ and Pope up.” JB said.

JJ maybank he never really liked you don’t know why he just… anytime you talk to get mad at you randomly for no reason to hurt your feelings sometimes but just you know, we said that tell men wore. 

You were torn away from your thoughts by JJ speaking. 

“ ugh, who invited Miss emotional.” JJ asked clearly upset. 

“ I did she needs to get out of her house.” Sarah said.  

“ oh, so we’re babysitters now is that it?” Jj said with an eye roll. 

“ dude stop being such a dick all the time.” Kie said.

“ I’m not being a dick all I’m saying is that why can’t she go hang out with her brother or some shit? Why does she have to hang out with us?” 

Jj said.

You start tearing up at his words.

“ I mean come on man look at her she’s already crying again. He said pointing a finger at her. 

“ John B can you just take me home? I’m sorry for intruding. OK I’m didn’t even wanna be here. you know what fuck you.  if I could hang out with my brothers still I would be instead of sitting here. Bitch about how I’m fucking snob and stuck up when I’ve done literally nothing to you. I’m sorry that my brother just died and that I have nobody anymore OK but don’t worry I’ll be off the island soon enough!!” 

Right then all there faces dropped as JB pulled up to the dock you jumped off with all your belongings and ran to your car. 

“ JJ what the actual fuck is wrong with you. She just lost her brother. The only family she had left. And your mad at her for grieving! How much more of a dick could you be? Hm?” Sarah yelled at him.

“ I-I didn’t know. I’m I’m sorry. I’m really sorry okay?” Jj said flustered. 

“ okay. First of all how the fuck did you not know? Second of all why are you telling us sorry when it should be yn you need to  apologizing to?” Pope said. 

“ okay okay I’m going.” The blond said 

Time skip at your house. ( sorry I’m lazy) 

“ what do you want Jj? Hm? To make fun of me some more?” You asked anger laced in your voice. 

“ no. No actually I came to say I’m sorry. And I am I’m sorry for today and not only today but every other day too. It’s just your so nice and pretty and I- I don’t know. I just.. I know I’m out of your league and I didn’t want to get attached. But it’s not about me it’s about you and I’m really sorry.” The blond looked at you shyly. 

Your heart felt like it was on fire. He liked you. JJ Maybank liked you. 

“ I want to say it’s okay but it’s not J. Everything you said really hurt me. But I do like you too.” You admitted. 

“ Is there any way I can make it up to you.” He asked a little taken back with the fact that you like him. 

“ actually two things. One you stay and we hang out eat some dinner and learn more about each other. And two you take me on a date.”  You said with a slight smile. 

“ absolutely.” He said with a huge smile on his face. 

Things may not be good right now, but maybe with JJ and the pouges things could eventually get better. 

#jj maybank x reader

[damonsalvitorewife]

Lily

Summary: yn John Bs little sister gets caught kissing a girl.

Request: yes.

Warnings: girls kissing, , super fluffy. 

MY WORK IS NOT TO BE REPOSTED, TRANSLATED OR COPIED PLEASE DON’T STEAL MY WORK!!

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Lily❤️:Hey can I come over? I miss you.

Yn: yeah that’s perfect. Everyone is out of the house.

Lily❤️: kk! I’ll be there in ten!

You were so excited! Lily was your best friend. But a few years ago you developed feeling for her. Now Lily is your girlfriend. Y’all have been dating for 3 months now. 

You still haven’t told your brother John B. The only people that know is Lilys parents and Kiara. She walked in on you and Lily making out. She was very nice about and encouraged you to tell everyone else but you just weren’t ready yet. 

A few minutes have passed and Lily was inside on the couch and you were kissing her. 

“I love this.” Lily said. 

“I love this too.” You smiled and went back to kissing.

Suddenly the door slams open. You and Lily just stay there and look at each other. While the rest of the pogues look dumb founded. 

“What the hell is going on.” JB asks. 

“ everyone. This is Lily, my ..girlfriend.” You say in a whisper.

“Girlfriend?” Everyone asked.  

“Yes. Girlfriend. We have been dating for three months.” You say nervous. 

“Well I’m ganna go.” Lily says getting up.

“ okay. Bye. I love you.” You say kissing her one more time. 

“Bye babe. Love you to. I’ll text you later.” She says 

You just shake your head. 

“Finally!” Sarah and Kie say with a loud voice. 

“You knew?!” You asked shocked. 

“Of course we did. We are your best friends.” The blonde girl said.

“Why didn’t you tell me! I’m your brother!” JB yelled.

“I’m sorry. I was scared you would be grossed out or something.” You said. 

“You have no idea how much I want to tell you. You have no idea how scary it is to think someone so important in your life will look at you so differently.” You say. 

“I would never look at you differently. You are my sister and I love you no matter what. However I do want to meet her”. He said.

“I love you to.” You said. Hugging your big brother.

“ you said you love her!” Jj said laughing. While making kissing noises. 

“ shut up.” You said laughing. Throwing a pillow at JJ. 

I don’t really like it. Sorry it’s bad. I have been struggling. Xoxo.

#john b x sister reader

[damonsalvitorewife]

2 months

Summary: yn gets SA and starts self harm to ease the pain and jughead walks in on her and trying comforting her. 

Warnings: crying. Hitting. Self harm. 

Request: no 

Hi I would like to say that to anyone who has to deal with this please contact me or someone you feel comfortable talking to. 

MY WORK IS NOT TO BE REPOSTED, TRANSLATED OR COPIED PLEASE DON’T STEAL MY WORK. 

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It happened two months ago yn get over it already. That’s what you told yourself. Two months ago you were sexually assaulted. It corrupted your whole world.  Your boyfriend Jughead Jones was helping you through it. But he moved to South Side High. You were now completely alone. 

“ Hey there you whore” some girl said as you walked the halls. 

“ I bet you were asking for it.” They said mocking you. 

“Shut the hell up Reggie” said Betty. 

“ Don’t believe them.” Veronica said giving you small smile. 

“ Don’t worry I don’t.” You said knowing deep down you did wonder if you were just over reacting. 

   After school you went home and just laid in your bed and cried. Needing to find a way to heal the pain.) You went to your bathroom still sobbing and fine your blade. You just start at your left arm blood going everywhere. But you could feel anything anymore. After doing your whole left arm you went to the right. You could take it anymore. The name calling, the saying “ I bet you were asking for it.” Ypu could take it any longer.

While you were sobbing historically you didn’t hear Jughead knocking on the door. He walked in and saw blood everywhere. 

“What the hell! Yn baby stop, stop, please stop.” He said trying to get you to stop. 

You would stop so he just embraced you in a hug. Where you hit his chest with your hands. Crying. 

“ why me?! What did I do to deserve this?” You sobbed into his chest.  

“Shh it’s okay baby. It’ll be alright. I’m here. I love you so much darling.” Jug said, starting to cry a little. 

After a few minutes you had calmed down enough to move you to the counter were Juggie cleaned and bandaged your arms. You were still shaking. After he was done he looks at you and gives you a little smile. 

“I’m sorry.” You blurted out. 

“ yn you have nothing to be sorry for.” Jughead said kindly. 

“ I do however want to know why you didn’t talk to me or Betty or Veronica , Archie , hell even your mom? We could have helped you. I hate seeing you this upset. I love you so much if I ever lost you I would lose my mind.” He said tears slipping down both of your faces. 

“ I didn’t want to be a burden. You left and I’m really sorry. I love you so much. It’s so hard dealing with everyone at school. I really miss you.” You said putting your head down. 

“ I love you to baby. We will get through this together. I promise. If you ever feel like your going to hurt yourself call me I will help you know matter what time it is please call me. I want to help my girl.” He said lifting your head to look up at him. 

“ I’ll call you. I promise. I love you.” You said.

“ I love you to so much.” He said kissing you. 

   Not everything was going to be solved in one night. But with the help of my friends, especially Juggie I think I can actually get better. Over time. But for now you were in the arms of the person you loved most in the world. You were happy right now. 

[damonsalvitorewife]

I would like to announce to anyone who has ever been sexually assaulted. To tell authorities. For miners please tell a trusted adult. Even if you’re not sure tell someone. Many people go there while life not speaking up. I would like to say that I have been sexually assaulted. It corps your whole life. For anyone who needs anything. To talk about anything you are more than welcome to talk to me. I’m sorry I know this is kind of heavy but it has been on my mind. I love all of y’all and want you to be safe. 😊❤️

[damonsalvitorewife]

Hiiii!!!!!! Huge fan!! Can please please please do OBX x RIVERDALE x reader. Where she is JB twin sister she is dating JJ and she finds out he cheated on her with Kie. She moves to riverdale and meets Jughead. I kind of want her to take the place of Betty. I love betty. Can the readers name be Bailey so we can still have B and V? Bailey Jug Archie and Ronnie all go to meet Baileys family. JJ gets all made bc he relized he lost Bailey. And calls Bailey a slut and mean names. Jug gets made and starts defending her and is like " She did nothing wrong your the one who hurt her." "Say one more thing about her and I'll ripe your throat out." JJ trys to punch him and jug is like " I,ve had my tattoo carved out, Someone tried to kill me with a rock, belive me I can take a hit." And JJ is talking about jug and Bailey goes "Hey JJ shut the fuck up." As she punches him. "Talk about my fiance like that again and you will be sorry." and everyone is like "Fiance?" John b goes " he cand be your fiance your only 17." " Well I'm emancipated so I can get married. Infact we are getting married tommorow." "I came here to invite you guys." and they all huge on her. and JJ apoligises. Sorry I know this is like all over the place.

I absolutely love this idea. It may take a while to come out with but it will get done! Thank you for all the support! ❤️☺️

[damonsalvitorewife]

request!

who I write for. OBX

Jj maybank

John B

Sarah Cameron

pope Hayward

Kiara Cerarra

Rafe Cameron

TVD

Damon Salvatore

Stefan Salvatore

Kai Parker

Caroline Forbes

I am up for anyone else just can’t think of anyone. lol 😂

ORIGINALS

Klaus Mikealson

Elijah Mikealson

Kol Mikealson

Rebekah Mikealson

Davina Clair

marcel

RIVERDALE

Jughead

Betty

Veronica

Archie

Toni

Chyerl

If you want to request something else I might do it. It just depends. Please fill free to request other shows and people!

What I won’t right. abortion, rape, guy on guy smut. I’m sorry to anyone who wanted this. I’m not male so I don’t know how to right it sorry. Adult and child smut. Step siblings smut .

What I will right! angsty, fluff, smut , pregnancy, queer reader. If you want a specific hair color , eye color, ect. a little SH, ED, and other mental heath things only for education purposes.

please if you have request please don’t hesitate. I want to get better at writing. If you ever have questions or need to talk please reach out! 😊❤️

[damonsalvitorewife]

Brother love

Summary: yn John B’s little sister gets hurt in a surfing accident and has to be rushed to the hospital. Fluffy ending. 

Warnings: head injury, hospital. Let me know if I missed some. 

Request: yes! 

Writer. I am so so so so sorry this took so long to come out! I have really been struggling. I’m trying to get back into things. 

MY WORK IS NOT TO BE REPOSTED, TRANSLATED OR COPIED PLEASE DON’T STEAL MY WORK. 

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John B, Pope, JJ, and yn John B’s 15 year old sister we’re all on their way to go, surfing during the hurricane. They eventually got to the beach and I’ll grab their things and go surf. John B wasn’t the biggest fan of his little sister, going and surfing during the hurricane in case she got hurt. She was all he had left. He didn’t want anything else to happen to her. But nothing would happen to her, right? 

Yn was having so much fun surfing until the waves pulled her under and she hit her head on something maybe a rock and then that’s all she remembers. 

“ Hey JJ, can you see yn?” JB asked.

“ No I don’t see her.” The blond answered. 

“ where the hell could she be? “ the worried brother asked. 

“ Yo there she is!” Pope said pointing to the shore.

“Yn!” John B yelled as he ran towards your body. 

“No no no no you have to wake up you have to get up!” The brother said frantically. Yn’s eye barley opened before she passed out again. 

“ an ambulance is on the way.” Pope said. 

“ your ganna be okay. Your going to be fine.”JB said crying while holding your body. 

The next few hours were a blur. You got to the hospital and had to get 13 stitches. Now JB was waiting for you to wake up it had been about 3 hours. 

Finally your eyes opened to see your brothers beautiful face. 

“Hey there kiddo.” JB said quietly. 

“ hey” yn said groggy. 

“How you feeling?” He asked worried.

“ Tired and my head hurts. What happens?” She asked.

“ what happened was my dumb little sister fell off of her surfboard and hit her head on a rock and terrified the crap out of me. Do you know how awful it would’ve been if you had gotten more hurt hmm? They would’ve been awful. You’re all I have left yn you can’t be that reckless. I love you and your big brother to be safe and taken care of.” He said 

“ I love you to. So much. And I’m sorry. I just got pulled under.” She answered. 

“ I know it just really scared me.” He said honestly. 

“ your not going to let me leave your site are you?” She asked jokingly. 

“ absolutely not!” He answers letting out a little laugh. 

“I love you big brother.” She said softly. 

“ I love you to kiddo, more than anything.” He said as the girl drifted into a sleep. 

Hi!!!! Okay. So I actually really like this one. I hope it’s good! Thank you so much for the request!!!

[damonsalvitorewife]

little fighter pt.2

I hope you like it! It’s longer than the first one! I really like it! Let me know if you have any more requests! Enjoy!

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Yn and John B made it back to the chateau after the principal sent yn home for getting into a fight. 

“Yn why the hell would you punch a kid!?” John B exclaimed, not happy.

“ Excuse me! I punched him because he was being a jerk about our family! The one you say we need to protect! He was also saying mean things about me!” Yn said infuriated by what her brother was saying. 

“ It still doesn’t mean you can hit him! You could get in serious trouble! What if they expelled you! What the hell are we going to do then huh! I can’t believe you right now! Go to your room!” John B yelled angrily at his little sister. 

“ Fine since I’m just a burden to you!” Yn yelled back with tears in her eyes. 

As yn ran into her room crying John B realized he didn’t even ask her if she was okay. 

“Fuck!” John B yelled.

( A little while later all the pogues come to the chateau.) 

“John B where is yn?”  Kie asked looking for the young girl. 

“We got into a fight earlier and I told her to go to her room.”  JB says looking down at the floor. 

“ what was the fight about?” JJ asked. 

“ This Trevor kid said stuff about me and dad and then said that he wished he could touch her and she didn’t like it so she punched him.” He said, still looking at the floor.

“So I’m not hearing the reason you sent her to her room.” Kie stated.

“I know I know. I just got so angry because she got suspended and it’s all just so messed up.” John B defends. 

“Did you at least ask if she was okay? I know if a guy came up to me as an 11 year old talking about how he wished he could touch me I would be horrified.” Kie said irritated.

“ No, I was just mad.” JB said. 

“Bro you have to go talk to her, she is your little sister. She probably needs you.” Jj said. 

“ Fine.” JB said.

He walked down the hall to your room and knocked on the door. 

“Yn? Can I come in.” He asked

When he didn’t get a response he walked in to see his sister crying on her bed. 

“ yn, peanut I’m so sorry I yelled at you. I was just upset with your school and I was worried what we were going to do. I wasn’t mad at you and I shouldn’t have put my anger out on you. I’m so so sorry. I love you.” John B said apologetically. 

Yn just hugged JB and started to cry into him. 

“Shhh it’s okay. It’s okay. You're okay.”  JB says comforting yn. 

After a while yn sobs die down. 

“ Okay tell me what all Trevor said.” JB said.

“I was walking to class after lunch when Trevor yanked on my bag making me fall. Then he said that we probably drove dad away and when I told him to leave me alone and I started walking away he said someday he is going to run his hands up and down my body saying that I was his and I needed to please him I didn’t like what he was saying about me so I punched him.” You said sadly. 

“Trevor’s a dumbass. I swear I’m going to break his face in!” JB said upset. 

“Sorry.” You said 

“ hey hey hey, there is nothing you need to be sorry for. You had the right to punch him. If he does it again I want you to come and tell me. Okay?” He questioned angrily 

“No. I don’t need you to go to jail.” You said laughing. 

“Fine. But if he touches you, you have to tell me.” He said seriously. 

“ I will. I  promise.”  You said. 

“ good. I love you, peanut.” He said while giving you a hug. 

“ I love you too. Can we go watch a movie now?” 

“Yeah. Come on let’s go!”

#john b x sister reader

[damonsalvitorewife]

little fighter

this is my first request! Let me know if you want a part 2. Sorry if it’s bad I’m still trying to figure everything out. If you have any requests please let me know. I hope you like it.

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John B was sitting on the couch of the chateau when John B's phone started ringing. It was yn school. 

“ hello?” John B said, confused. 

“Hi. Is this yn routledge’s guardian?” The office lady from the school asked. 

“Yes. Is she okay?”

“She got in a fight today and we need you to come pick her up.”

“Ummmm oh okay. I’m on my way.” The boy was rather shocked by what the lady said about his sister. 

( a few min later JB gets to yn school)

Jb walked into the school office and saw his 11 year old sister sitting in a chair with bloody knuckles and a boy, who looked like he could be 13 years old with an ice pack of press to his face. 

“Mr. Routledge good your here. So yn and Mr. young got into a fight that yn started. She will be suspended for 3 days and will be in school detention for a week.”

“ What was the fight about?” 

“Yn do you want to answer that one?” 

“ Well Trevor was saying really mean things about me and my brother saying that we probably will die soon and that we killed are dad and said that he wished he could touch me  not in a good place. I didn’t like what he was saying so I punched him.” The 11 year old defended herself. 

“Okay. So why is she being punished for defending herself?”

“She hit another student. I'm sorry Mr. Routledge this isn’t up for discussion. Please sign these papers.”  The woman said quite rudely. 

“ At this point I’m not sure I want her to come back to a school where everyone is so rude.” John B said, irritated. 

And with that they walked out. And don’t look back. 

#obx #outer banks x reader #john b x sister reader #john B x reader.

[damonsalvitorewife]

Request

If anyone has any request please let me know. I do teen wolf, outer banks, TVD universe. I can do others just let me know what you want. I can also mix some shows or something together. I have never done smut but I am willing to try.

[damonsalvitorewife]

Haileybuggs

All the pogues were coming back to the chateau when they saw a 14 year old girl with blonde blonde hair and big blue eyes.

Yo JB Is that Hailey? Pope asked.

I think so. 

Hey munchkin what are you doing sitting on the-

JJ  stops when he looks at his little sister’s face. Bruises everywhere,  the young girl has a bruise on her face, neck, arms, legs, and ribs. Her eyes are red and puffy from crying. She has tear lines running down her face.

Hailey What the hell happened? Are you okay? Who did this? He stops asking questions when the young girl leaps into his arms hugging him.  He immediately puts his hand around her holding her in a hug.

Hailey what happened? 

Hailey sighs. I… I was at sch….school and realized I bled through my pants so….. So I lef…left school coming here to change when I found out I didn't have any more clothes. I went home and Luke wasn’t there and… and I was about to walk out when …when he grabbed me by my hair and threw me into the window he kept hitting and kicking me before grabbing me by my hair and throwing me into the window. The.. the umm  window shattered and that's how I got away.

Where all are you hurt? 

My ribs, face, head and feet.

Your feet? How did you hurt your feet?

Well when the glass from the window broke I jumped up and ran away. I could feel the glass but I just kept running.  I got some  of the glass out but I got too scared to pull the big pieces out.

Are you okay?

Hailey hesitates before giving a sad smile. Yeah umm yeah I'm fine. But can we go inside? It's getting cold.

JJ carries his little sister inside. Puts her down on the couch. Before getting a glass of water and sitting next to her.

JJ puts his hand on her back making her jump. Hey shh shh it's me you're okay. He held her as she uncontrollably shaked.

After a few minutes in silence  Hailey takes a deep breath and says

 I want to take a shower.

Okay but we need to get the rest of the glass pieces out first. Okay? Kie can you go get a first aid kit and tweezers?

Yeah of course.

All the older teens look at the sad, and shaky young girl. With bruises and cuts all over her. Kie soon gets back with the tweezers and a first aid kit.

Thanks, kie. I can do it. Okay Haileybuggs, This is going to hurt. Okay?

JJ, I’m scared. Hailey says with tears rolling down her face.

If looking and this scared and sad little girl didn't hurt the rest of them those few words broke all their hearts.

I know. I know. He tells his sister as she starts crying into his chest. Shhh it's okay. You're okay. Do you want kie to do it and I can hold your hands. 

Y… yeah. The scared girl hiccuped.

Yeah? Okay I can hold your hands.

Okay Hailey, on the count of 3 I’m going to pull it out okay. Ready…1…2.. Kie pulls out the glass piece.

Hailey jumps a little  as kie pulls it out. 

I know I know it hurts. It's okay. You're okay. 

JJ I can’t get the next one she has to calm down and stop shaking.

Hailey? Hey honey you have to stop shaking. You have to calm down. you think you can do that?

I’m trying. I can’t stop. 

Okay. okay you're okay. 

JJ holds Hailey talking to her, calming her down. As kie pulls out the rest of the glass. After all the glass pieces are out, they all just sit there in silence. Hailey is still shaking and crying into JJ’s chest. 

After Hailey stops crying, JJ walks her to the guest room at John B’s.  I let you be then. Have a nice shower if you need anything let us know. 

Thank you.

What for?

For always being there for me, doing things for me, protecting me, and for always comforting me. 

Always. I love you.

I love you too. Will you get kie and sarah it's going to be hard for me to get undressed. 

Yeah. of course sis anything.

Hey, is she alright?

She is acting like she is fine but I doubt she really is. I mean JB could you be okay after that. Kie, Sarah she said to ask if yall could help her it's hard for her to lift her arms. 

Yeah of course!

After about 45 minutes Kie, Sarah , and Hailey all come out of the room and go sit on the couch. Kie sits by Pope. Sarah sits by John B. and Hailey sits by JJ. Pope and kie are talking in the kitchen. Sarah and John b are hanging by the TV. and Hailey’s head is on JJ's lap, she is holding onto his shirt and  he is rubbing her back with one hand and playing with her hair in the other.  

Jay is she asleep?

He looks down and sees you passed out on his lap.

Yep.  he says, giving her a kiss on her forehead.  I love you haileybug. 

I love you too. Hailey says in a tired voice. 

#jj maybank x reader #jj maybank imagine #jj maybank x sister!reader

[damonsalvitorewife]

For anyone and anyone to use!!!!

#jj maybank x reader #Outer Banks

[damonsalvitorewife]

Jj finds out the reader has an eating disorder?

hi anon! this one was tough, because i had to avoid uber triggering myself in the process ope. but that also means that, to anyone reading this, there is a trigger warning in effect for eating disorders. also for sexual harassment (minor but still important to point out). cw as well for teen drinking and partying. i’m on mobile so I can’t apply the cut i’m really really sorry. if you enjoy this, please send me requests!!! i’ve been really focusing on songs as it relates to obx characters so yeah love to see it.

also i do want to address that a lot of this has to do with external motivators. this is super based off of my experiences, and anon did add an ask to address money and such in it, so i really wanted to focus on external issues. i know that everyone’s experiences with disordered eating are different, and that external motivation without more serious intervention isn’t necessarily the healthiest or most effective way to handle it. eating disorders also don’t necessarily result from outside pressure, but again, anon asked for something addressing wealth and that’s definitely something many of my wealthier friends have found built upon their disorders. this topic is a hard one to address, so please know that my intent in writing this was not to try to generalize experiences or fully represent all forms of eating disorders. if you or a friend is struggling from an eating disorder please seak help.

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The first time someone mentioned your weight was at the country club. You’d just gotten done with a swim, and were going into the locker room. You passed the boys’ on the way, just as an older boy you didn’t know walked out.

“Hey, fatass,” He said. He smacked your ass and kept walking, like he did it all the time.

You ran to the girls’ locker room and hid in the shower. And you cried.

You were twelve.

*****

The second time someone mentioned your weight was after a family dinner. Your aunt was in town to visit, and so you all had to be on your best behavior.

You were loading the dishes in the dishwasher when you heard her from the next room over.

“Did Y/N quite running? Because it sure looks like it.”

You’d torn your achilles during track, and so you’d only taken a break. Suddenly you regretted getting seconds even though it made your mom so happy.

But you couldn’t lash out, not in front of your aunt, so you cried in your room for an hour.

You were 14.

*****

The tipping point, though, came at the end of sophomore year. You liked Liam Whatever-his-name-was and everyone said he liked you, so you invited him to your sister’s graduation party.

Your timing was definitely stupid: lunchtime, in the biggest lunch period. And he sat with all of the untouchables.

But you strolled up there in your sundress and handed him the invite with a big smile on your face, like that would make things better.

He didn’t return the sentiment.

“Fuck, Thunder-Thighs. Is this from you or your hot ass sister?”

“Me?”

He laughed, so cold and mean, and he handed back the invite.

“Give it to someone who wants it, Chipmunk.”

You were sixteen. And the world felt like it was crashing down.

*****

“Y/A, are you almost ready?” Your friend Lizzy whined from downstairs.

“Almost!” You knew what she was probably wearing: high-waisted jeans and some funky-cute bralette that cost way too much money. You’d wear the same thing, but you haven’t run in a month and you don’t want to.

So instead, at the last minute, you pull your shorts just a bit higher and put on a sheer long sleeve button up. At least it looked cute and cool, and you could pretend you were Cher from Clueless.

When you walked down the stairs, Lizzy got it. “Oh my god Cher,” She said in her best Ty impression.

“You like it? It’s vintage.” You stepped off the stairs and did a little twirl.

“Perfect.” Lizzy grinned. “Now, do you wanna stop for dinner on the way or—“

“I ate,” You lied.

“Really?”

You’d regret it tomorrow (and probably tonight, when you tried to sleep), but beer meant calories. It wasn’t like you had a problem, you just made the choice to balance it out. It was healthy. At least, that’s what you always told yourself.

“Yeah. My dad bought microwave mac and cheese for my brothers so I stole a couple.”

Lizzy nodded. “Well, watch those things. My mom always says they got straight to your hips.”

“True that.”

Lizzy hooked an arm around your waist and smiled. “So, how excited are you to see JJ tonight?”

*****

To say you and JJ were an item wouldn’t be entirely incorrect. He worked on Lizzy’s yacht for a few summers, and you used to take over for him when her family decided to take long day trips. He was cute, and clever, and things slowly progressed to casual making out.

Now, standing at the party, he kept looking at your lips while you waited for John B. to fish a Natty Light out of the cooler for you.

“Way to be subtle, Maybank,” You hissed.

“You’re the one who wants to be subtle, Y/L/N.”

You didn’t answer him, and instead just took your drink. “Who’s the big spender behind the strawberry lemonade flavor?”

“That would be Kie,” Pope told you, putting an arm around your shoulder.

“So, what’re you thinking of ‘Columbine’ so far?” You asked.

“Really dark, man. Jesus.”

“Um, duh? And don’t you want to be a coroner?”

“Yeah, but...” He shuddered, and you laughed.

“Why don’t you tell me about it while I chug the shit out of this thing?”

The two of you walked down the beach, talking about Pope’s current read while you downed your beer in one go.

*****

About an hour later, you were on your second and already swaying. Pope left you to talk to a tourist, and so you were looking for JJ. When you found him, he was doing stupid shit to wingman Kie and bobbing slightly to the music that the tourists brought.

“Hey babe,” You said, wrapping your arms around him from behind.

“Babe?”

“Shit, subtlety. Right.” You let go off him, and moved around so that you faced him.

“Are you already shit faced?”

You shrugged. “I don’t know.”

He glanced at Kie, who nodded. Then, he took your arm and pulled you away. “How much have you had?” He whispered, getting in close to your face.

“Only two beers.”

“When’d you eat last?”

“I had some crackers for lunch,” You said.

He stepped back, and let go of your arm. “Wait, what?”

“Well, I wasn’t gonna, but my sister left them out and they looked good—“

“You haven’t eaten since lunch?”

“No?”

“Why the fuck not? Don’t you k—you guys get whatever you want to eat no problem?” You didn’t like when he called you a kook, so he never did. But he still tended to group you in, which hurt.

“I was saving up so I could drink tonight.”

“Saving up?”

“Calories? You know alcohol is super high in calories and—“

“Fuck, what?”

“You probably don’t get it. I mean, I’ve seen you throw back a burger in three bites. But like—“

He grabbed your face, and you stopped talking. “Y/N, you don’t need to fucking cut meals. Fuck. That’s not healthy.”

“It’s not like I have an eating disorder. I don’t starve myself.”

“Just because you aren’t starving yourself doesn’t mean it’s okay. You can’t just force yourself to skip meals, Y/N.”

“You used to skip meals on Lizzy’s boat.”

“Because I’m fucking poor. But you... Fuck. It’s not healthy.”

“JJ...”

“You’re the most beautiful girl I know, you know that? You’re beautiful. And you’re gonna stop drinking and get into John B’s fucking van and we’re gonna go get burgers.” He ran one hand through your hair, and rested it on your shoulder. “And then, we’re gonna get you some real help, okay?”

“You’re cute when you’re worried.”

“I hope you don’t get to get used to it.”

You smiled. You realized that no one’d called you beautiful in years, besides your own mother. And so you nodded. If JJ Maybank thought you were beautiful, maybe you were. Maybe you could get better.

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