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Hey, i’ve followed you since probably 2013 and i’m really glad you’ve recognized your behavior. but i hope you see how weird and creepy you were about harry and caroline. only a ridiculous person would ship a 17 year old and 32 year old woman. that’s horrifying. you should search your tweets about her and hom. 2021 is too late for you to post this. it should of been done years ago. especially by someone who is very grown. and had a young audience and you told them that behavior is ok.

You seem to have a lot of anger you needed to get out and I hope you feel better.

It’s sad you’re one of those people who don’t allow people to change or grow or see the error in their past behavior. I’m sorry for you.

I admitted to everything you’re so angry about being wrong. I deleted the stories. I do not support that mentality or what I, very ignorantly and inappropriately romanticized. You go on to accuse me of much more in your other asks that I’m not taking the time to post. Harry was a band aid for me during a really hard time. Yes I did fantasize about him. I am 7 years older than him. Fantasizing and acting on that is completely different. I would have neve touched him when he was a teen or even in his early twenties. So telling me I need help is a little ridiculous.

But I’m sure you’re a perfect human.

#not touching the Caroline stuff the woman killer herself

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What do u think about H & Olivia? She’s so pretty and seems so sweet x

I am very here for it. I think she’s wonderful and preaches similar views as him and I love she’s a mom. I think he’s really well suited for a woman with kids. 

That’s all I’m going to say about his personal life though. 

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aw! what happened to your TA series? its not on the page anymore? i came back to read it again lol! but i couldnt find it

I’ve deleted everything but Hide and XO. 

I posted the explainer here.

Long story short, I wasn’t comfortable with how much I romanticized grown women dating a teenager in my earlier stuff and a lot of what I wrote had a lot of problematic shit in it that just didn’t sit well with me. So they’re all gone.

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How would you rank the songs on fine line and what are your top three of Harry’s songs?

OOF.

1. Adore You

2. To Be So Lonely

3. Golden

4. Cherry

5. Fine Line

6. Falling

7. Canyon Moon

8. Sunflower, Vol 6

9. Lights Up

10. Watermelon Sugar

11. Treat People with Kindness

12. She

But that order changes all the time lol

Top 3 favorite Harry songs:

1. Adore You

2. Fine Line

3. Falling

Not to pay dirt to his first album but truly when Fine Line came out I was like...wow he really was holding back in his first album and listening to it now I’m like BUT WHERE ARE THE BOPS?? Still love Kiwi, Only Angel, Carolina, Woman....ok I still love the first album lol

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Since your such a good writer, I’m curious to know what some of your favorite books are?

Agh this question is so hard!

Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

The Pact by Jodi Picoult

The Hunger Games series (the one about President Snow is SO GOOD)

The Rules of Magic by Alice Hoffman (Practical Magic sequel!)

Boys In the Trees by Carly Simon 

The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn

I’ll Be Gone in the Dark by Michelle McNamara

Into The Water by Paula Hawkins

Normal People by Sally Rooney

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Aw I’ve always misssed the last times whenever you’re on here but glad to see your name back on my dash & hope you’re doing well 🥰

I am doing well as I can be. Hope you are too.

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whats your favorite song/artist at the moment?

Honestly? Favorite artist at the moment is Taylor Swift. I KNOW WHO IS SHE?!

Favorite song at the moment is either Willow or Tolerate It

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So wonderful to hear from you and see you doing well. U were the first tumble I ever followed actually! And revisit Hide all the time. It holds a very special place for me always. Sending so much love to you Bee

Sending love right back xx

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You're genuinely the only reason I still have a Tumblr haha. Just in case I get a notification. I've been here since I was 16 (was legal where I am don't worry) and I'm 23 now. I really did a lot of growing up. Honestly my parents were very repressive and I managed to explore a lot of my sexuality through Avery, in a healthy way. I guess it sounds a bit weird, but thank you. But I love it when you come back, even for a bit, I feel like I owe a big part of who I am to you. Stay safe in these crazy times, both you and all your loved ones! 🥰

Okay...none of you are asking questions you’re just giving me feels and making me squishy. 

I’m so glad you were able to use this space and Avery as an avenue to explore yourself. I was raised by repressed parents as and I needed a place like this when I was a teenager and didn’t have it. It means the world I was able to be that for other people. 

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hi bee! i hope you and your family are staying safe and healthy ❤️ i saw a while ago that someone asked if you had written anything else besides Hide and you said that you’ve written a lot of other stories. have you been writing anything new recently and if so, would there ever be a possibility of you releasing it for us to read? i still remember reading Hide for the first time and how engrossed i was in your writing, i would love to read anything else that you have written.

Helloooo. Been lucky here on the hell front. No COVID for my family or loved ones and hoping to keep it that way with the vaccine on the horizon. I feel especially lucky because I’ve had to fly and work in person and have been safe. MASKS WORK PEOPLE!

One of my biggest heartbreaks is that I haven’t really been able to write since I forced myself to finish XO after my dad died. The inspiration and motivation is just not there. I don’t even get ideas anymore and it kills me. It was such a retreat for me and something I would be almost possessed by. I don’t even get ideas really anymore. It hurts. :-(

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Hope you and the family are well! I miss seeing your url and havery! I still remember meeting you at the Greek with stars in my eyes. Just a bit ago that feels like a lifetime. Love you- take care of you!

Haha I remember you too! You and your group were so cute. Ugh remember live music? 

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BEE U ARE THE BEST HAVE THE BEST DAY

YOU TOO

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I just wanted to say that you’re an amazing person. I started following you when I was younger and trying to figure out who I was. Your words, unknowingly, helped me out so much. I’ve always looked up to you. You’re incredibly strong, sweet, funny, just a real bad ass boss bitch, you know? Anyway, thank you for being you and for sharing you with us for so long❤️

PEANUT! 

Thank you for this. How sweet. 

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you deserve all great things bee

Can you send that out to the universe cause she’s not getting that message lol

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Avery changed my life. I just wanted you to know x

Ugh my heart. This really does mean the world. 

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omg hi bee!!! You probably won’t reply to this but wishing u are well!!! Xxx

I’m getting by. Hoping you are too.

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I’d buy the shit out of a written copy of hide!!

I do want to offer this at some point but I really want to edit it and fix some things before I do. 

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