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"you should be at the club" i should be in bed with my pillows and blanky..

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unfortunately the awful little freak everyone hates has saved the world so now we all have to try to be nice

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your honor my client should be at the club

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one thing about me is that i will cry. i cry when i’m happy, i cry when i’m sad, i cry when i am angry, i cry when i am tired, and i cry when i think about life

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Kakheti, Georgia - September 2023

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“weary” by céli

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Feyre: That's ridiculous, Rhysand doesn't have a crush on me Mor: Yes he does Cassian: Yes he does Azriel: Yes he does Rhysand: Yes I do

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the end of The Big Short isn’t fucking around

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i don’t know if i’ve ever posted about this before but this is the actual house i wrote house in nebraska about. it’s called the wasden house, it’s by the highway just south of quitman, georgia. a man killed his sister and her husband in 1937 there because they threatened to commit him to an asylum. an old friend of mine used to live down the road, we would drive by it all the time right after high school and i’d daydream about it constantly. i hope it goes up for sale every day. 

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“you ask what I have done with my life. why I am 22 with so many unfinished selves. so many futures I could not commit to. but you don’t know how much of my time has been spent keeping myself alive.”

— I Think I’m Doing Great, Lora Mathis

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there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because it’s familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.

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