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I want to cut my body head to toe until it's unrecognisable

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All my life people have shown me repeatedly that I don’t mean shit to them so I’m sorry if I never believe that someone can actually care about me bc it’s all I’ve ever known

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if only i could fall into a coma for a month or 3.

i don't wanna wake up.

i just need to rest in peace.

i am so tired.

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I hate when someone wants to help me, bro let me cvt myself

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If self destruction was acceptable I would be so cool

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I feel everything but nothing right now

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Being clean is so hard, Sh is all I think about

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POV: me trying not to overreact to literally everything that’s ever happened to me

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i just have this massive black hole inside me that keeps eating me away, that keeps draining me of my life

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my pic

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I feel my self-hatred in every cell of my body. I wish they could stop multiplying, so I’d slowly rot and turn to dust as everything in me dies.

And just like that, in a matter of days, it would be the end of me.

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ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵏᵐˢ⋅ ⁱ ᵈᵉˢᵉʳᵛᵉ ⁱᵗ⋅

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ⁱ ᵃᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ᵘˢᵉˡᵉˢˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵘⁿʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵉᵃʳᵗʰ

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i don’t want people to remember me. i just want it to be like i never existed.

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