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#i have my last exam of my first year in uni in 10 hours #all i can think about is what im gonna do once it's over #i cant even enjoy it bc i got sick today #and feel like shit #also ive got a night shift #ive been working for a month my god #i mean i cantbwant for work to be over (literally 5 months to go im gonna die) #just want to decompose somewhere #one of my friends is so inquisitive and even tho she's also working 12 hour shifts and has exams #she has so many hobbies and is always searching stuff up #and i have the audacity to complain #ugh

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I love scenarios and I hate being in situations

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evil depeche mode enjoy the violence

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thinking about how much work i could get done if i would do it

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the secret is knowing you're worth it and making all your decisions based around that

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girlrotting is my new term thank u

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If you stop looking at your phone in every free moment it will feel a lot more anxiety-inducing at first but after a day or two you will settle into a slower way of thinking and eventually you will spend the whole morning looking at the sun rise through the window while you sip coffee or hold your sleeping partner and your thoughts wont feel like they’re on a treadmill

#what im craving

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If you stop looking at your phone in every free moment it will feel a lot more anxiety-inducing at first but after a day or two you will settle into a slower way of thinking and eventually you will spend the whole morning looking at the sun rise through the window while you sip coffee or hold your sleeping partner and your thoughts wont feel like they’re on a treadmill

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bilf (book i’d like to finish)

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lord, grant me the courage to not read the comments, the wisdom to not read the comments, and the molotov cocktail just in case i read the comments anyway

#need

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It just feels obligatory that i come on here to say shit no one reads lol idek what i ranted about last time

#but yeh it's almost the end of the semester #having my last tests #going on my first day of work tomorrow lol kinda stressed abt it #and my maths test too ahahahahahahaha ye #this semester just flew by #and honestly i cant wait for it to be over #even though i have exams next month #anyways what ive been thinking abt lately is how dependedn i become on other people #like girlie gets two new friends and suddenly they are the whole world ro her #bestie pls earth calls to bestie #pllsssss focus on urself #i dont do anything despite studying and going to uni #my past time is scrolling reels and sometimes going on a run #and no im not starting any hobbies anytime soon bc of work and exams #but god im desperate to do so #so i can have stuff to be passionate about rather than just #having my mind be occupied by shit that are irrelevant to me or just unimportant #life rambles

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being neurodivergent is all fun and games until someone is slightly critical of you and you suddenly feel physically ill

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Internalizing that taking good care of yourself is the best revenge, response to stress, anger, etc. will set you free