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[didgettecacahuete]

I get to see them sometimes. Especially now they live in the city like me.

UM IT WAS STILL TRAUMATISING OKAY IT CANNOT BE ERASED LIKE NEXT TIME BE CAREFUL AND CHECK PROPERLY! {she shrugs} I spent a lot of time catching up at school, because I was behind. I have a guy friend though. Elliott. Him and my friend Mariel. They were my high school buddies.

Really? NYU? Me too! {she smiles} 

-sighs- I miss Alban and Abby and everyone :c

IT’S NOT LIKE WE PLANNED ON MAKING YOU WATCH US OKAY BESIDES NOTHING WAS EVEN HAPPENING YET WHEN YOU MANAGED TO GET OUT. -frowns- That’s…….I’m sorry to hear that. You haven’t gotten a boyfriend since?

-grins- Starting college! At NYU, if I may add. I think.

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{she squeals} I know right?! I'm so excited. Alban said they'll make me a special chair for the wedding. I can't even deal.

THAT WAS ONE TIME TOO MANY AURORA OKAY I NEVER WANT TO SEE ANY OF MY BROTHERS HAVING SEX EVER AGAIN I CANNOT EVEN DISCUSS. {she sighs} I haven't seen Patrick in like, two years. So I doubt I will now. It's whatever. 

{she sighs} We should be reunited soon, right? {she smiles} Lane? How is she?

OH OH OH LOVELY THAT’S SO LOVELY THEY’RE GONNA HAVE GINGER BABIES

GODSDAMNIT BRIDGETTE THAT WAS ONE TIME. ONE TIME IN UR FUCKING CABIN WITH YOU STILL IN THERE BECAUSE WE DIDN’T KNOW YOU WERE STILL ASLEEP. AND WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HUE? geddit? like…hue rhymes with ‘you’? heheh

I miss you as well. -pouts- I just had a lovely chat with Lane two nights ago. Gods, we need a reunion.

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#HASHTAG OTPS

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They're getting married in a few months, so watch your back! {she rolls her eyes before yelling} FOR THE GODS' SAKE RORA I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND BUT THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE I'M SURE YOU KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE!

And... thanks. {she smiles} I miss you!

Dammit. I thought you’d be kidding me. -shakes her head, chuckling- oh also

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOU DON’T BIRTHDAY SEX TOO HARD BUT HEY IF YOU DO, TAKE CARE OF YOUR FLOWER PATCH VERY WELL

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#i actually can't do this #i want to bring finny back out and just BE HAPPY BC FINNY IS ALWAYS HAPY JUST STRESSED SOMETIMES OH MAN I CAN'T GO ON #i'm sorry didgey i didn't mean to fuck you the hell up #ily xoxo #hAPPY*

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#SCASON

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#REMEMBER WHEN MASON WENT EVIL AND EVERYONE JUST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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{she looks down} You were one of my closest friends. 

What was I then?

#:(((((((((((((((

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Yeah, well... I didn't know what to do with friends. I hadn't had any for so long. 

Well, you got that wrong.

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{she sniffs} I didn't think anyone would miss me. No one usually does. 

[sniffs] Not even a goodbye.

#nOPE

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{grins} Straight after Alby's.

Brilliant. Just brilliant. So what, are you going to start planning my wedding? -laughs-

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{she wipes at her eyes} I used to think all I wanted was to be normal. I realised recently all I've ever wanted was to be safe. And everywhere I've felt safe has made me more scared than the last place. And since I was able to leave... why not? 

You were scared… so of course, you wanted to leave.

#nOPE

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#EVERYONE JUST WENT BATSHIT #BUT FRICK THAT KEN THING FUCKED ME UP LIKE /WOW/

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#lol whAT

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{she sniffs} And how the bloody hell could I look after you--or anyone, for that matter--if I wasn't even okay? You think I wanted to leave? 

Didge. I was insane. I needed someone to keep me sane. Nobody was there for me. Nobody.

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#u cannot just throw her away #basically

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{she talks very quietly} I barely slept during the nights during my last few months. And I slept all day. It was because I was afraid. And sometimes I could just... {she shakes her head} No. I don't want to talk about it.

[crosses her arms; stops tearing up] No.

#SHE'S SO SCARED DON'T TOUCH ME