doggirlchewtoy

[doggirlchewtoy]

okay so what you're gonna do is. you're gonna join a discord server with twenty other horny trans girls. and you're all going to post provocative selfies. and everyone is going to react to each other's selfies with a custom emoji called :concussion: that looks like this

and you are going to post links to Bailey Jay porn

and you are going to realize trans girls are like. really fucking hot. bordering on divinity hot. you are going to start feeling like a beautiful clocky mesopotamian fertility priestess

and then you will start feeling good about your body 👍👍👍

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Reblog to yank prev’s leash :3

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she's like the catholic saint of girl chasers

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Sorry to bother you, but my friend over there wanted me to tell you that you'd look really cute with her teeth in your neck, and her teeth in your arm, and her teeth in your thigh, and her teeth in your lips, and her teeth in your tummy, and her teeth in your tit, and her teeth in your ear, and her teeth in your cock, and her teeth i-

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i actually just looked at my desktop blog for the first time in 10+ years bc i always use mobile and what the fuck HOW DID YOU ALL PUT UP WITH LOOKING AT IT?!

#it speaks #probably not gonna change it though lol

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Bitches love my lifeless dead eyes

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whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

#one of my fav posts 💜

[doggirlchewtoy]

treat your midwest girl mid, it's all they know

#it speaks

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ribbed socks for her pleasure 😩💦

#it speaks

[doggirlchewtoy]

I have carnal need for that ass in my mouth

cool! 👍

unless you're on the very short list of certain people I already know and wanna fuck, probably not gonna happen

#it barks back

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[doggirlchewtoy]

only two more hours... in one hour Ill have a hour left... in an hour and a half it'll only be 30 min...

#this is how i get through work #it speaks

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Ive been thinking a lot about answering this again when I'm feeling better bc all the negative stuff I listed here doesn't compare to the joy ive felt since accepting it and working towards the person I am now

Hi miss if you don't mind me asking how did you find out you were trans? What was the process for you? I am currently questioning my gender identity :)

I can tell you, but it's not a cute story.

I was raised in a v right wing, evangelical christan family, and before I could learn anything about queer people I was told that it was wrong, shrimple as, no room for nuance. Later on as I started to question what I'd been taught, I was given different answers, mainly that queer folks were mentally ill and those that didn't accept help didn't want to be fixed (saved).

What my parents didn't understand was I was a queer kid from the start, even if i didn't know it yet, and telling a kid that they're fundamentally wrong and broken (even if it isn't directed at them) places a terrible burden on them that they will either need to let go or be crushed.

By the time I moved out of my parent's house I had shaken off most of the religious fear that had been instilled into me up to that point. Getting out of the suburbs and into the city put me into contact with a lot more diverse group of people, and I realized the population wasn't split into good and bad people, it was just people.

Looking back, I can remember dozens of examples of times when I questioned my gender and and each time I shoved it back down with shame. To this day I don't remember most of what happened to me from ages 19-25 bc I was dissociating to get away from gender dysphoria, depression, fear, and shame. Once when I was 23, I saw a post on here that said something like, "wanting to be a girl is a symptom of being a girl" and it touched something so deep in me that I said, out loud "I can't handle this right now"

and I didn't, for another two years. I didn't accept it until I met a trans woman and became friends with her. I stayed hiding until I had an proof it was possible standing in front of me, and there's still a part of me that rages and despairs that I wasted so much time, that I wasn't given room to grow, that I was raised with a hateful ideology.

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its stupid how much better I feel already, smth smth the joy and eroticism of needles piercing my flesh :3

finally back on my meds after three weeks

#it speaks

[doggirlchewtoy]

finally back on my meds after three weeks

#it speaks

[doggirlchewtoy]

I fucking hate how nothing slows down when you're feeling bad or exhausted

I already feel like shit, why do I have to get out of bed and feed myself and go to work and keep trying...?

#it speaks