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GOOD OMENS SEASON 3 CONFIRMED YAYYYYY

#good omens

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mutual 1: destiel

mutual 2: destiel

mutual 3: destiel

mutual 4: destiel

mutual 5: destiel

mutual 6: desitel

mutual 7: destiel

mutual 8: destiel

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me: I'm going to write a fic to my own entertainment

also me, writing said fic:

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Inspired by the new set of photos released by Amazon prime

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Woke up thinking about how Aziraphale loves Crowley, but has modelled what love should look like from the way God loves: rigid, emotionally distant, giving orders from on high, casting him aside when Crowley refuses.

Crowley loves Aziraphale as he loved the stars; completely, fiercely, willing to go through hellfire if it means they can continue burning bright... and expecting nothing in return.

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Comedy & Tragedy

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crowley must have known that aziraphale was also in love with him, he tidied the bookshop, he was planning on taking him to the Ritz after his confession, he had their song queued in the car these are not acts of someone who wasn't sure what the outcome will be.

which makes it so much more painful that he still confessed his love for aziraphale with tears in his eyes and on the verge of a full blown panic attack, he left saying "don't bother" but he still waited by his car til the elevator doors closed. all because

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“It starts, as it will end, with a garden.” WHAT IF IT ENDS WITH CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE IN THEIR GARDEN OUTSIDE THEIR SOUTH DOWN COTTAGE WITH CROWLEY WATERING HIS PLANTS AND AZIRAPHALE ENJOYING A PASTRY AND READING

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Remember that this is not the proof that they love each other

That was a last-ditch attempt from Crowley to get Aziraphale to stay

This is the proof that they love each other

Their love wasn't just made real because they kissed

It always existed

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the angel and demon on the shoulder symbolism oh im sick

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they made their own stupid hell on earth.

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One weirdly specific interest I have is Japanese Sea Creature merchandise. Anyone wanna buy me a Coelacanth Soy sauce bottle. An Isopod Keychain. A squid backpack light. A fishy squishy. Please

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Come with me my precious babies

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there's something so compelling to me about the fact that sometimes leaving a blade or bullet inside the wound it made is the only way to prevent you from bleeding to death. something about the ironic symbolism of it. when the thing designed and intended to kill you is the only thing keeping you alive.

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if there’s one thing season 2 showed us it’s that of course crowley’s love language is acts of service. crowley who comes from hell, a place designed to make existence as tedious and miserable as possible through cramped dirty offices and every inconvenience imaginable. and of course aziraphale’s love language is physical touch. aziraphale who comes from heaven, a place of infinite flat, impersonal office space, inhabited by angels so averse to any sort of contact (emotional or otherwise) that they struggle to touch material items and turn their noses up at food and drink. and of course aziraphale and crowley meet each other and think to themselves i’m not going to make you suffer with that, you deserve more, i’m going to give you what i wasn’t.

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“we don’t need heaven we don’t need hell they’re toxic” as a direct parallel to nina’s toxic partner and how she says herself she needs to heal from that relationship before she can open herself up to loving maggie…. crowley being free from that because he’s separated himself from hell so he can accept his feelings for aziraphale and choose the two of them but aziraphale is still stuck in his belief that heaven as an institution is a force for good and that he can make the world better by being a part of that system…. he can’t choose his relationship with crowley because he’s trapped in his relationship with heaven.