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@possets has to deal with the 12 year old war crime speedrunner

❝ excuse me ! i think your lizard is broken . it doesn't have legs ! don't lizards have legs ? or maybe wings if its a dragon ⸻ maybe not ? i did see a dragon that kinda wiggled through the sky to fly but i don't think your lizard is a dragon 'cause it's to small & isn't flying . ❞

#possets #⸻ AYRIN : in character ✦ star child . are you listening ? i died that day ˎˊ˗ #⸻ AYRIN : one liners ✦ forgive me . i’m a coward at heart . ˎˊ˗ #( ayrin really said : ive seen god before but wtf is a snake )

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i know i got so many drafts but what if ayrin ? what if you like this post & you get ayrin one liners …. that won’t be one liners cause the kid likes to talk .

#( but is will be AYRIN. ) #( not real pretending to be ayrin . that’s technically ray ) #( i’m talking about that bby from the war — uh he went through cia’s portals or something to get to ur muse idk )

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correction : i bump into everything but still happy to be going faster then before !!

i do be going in circles around my house in my wheelchair like zoom

i have only gotten stuck like twice :)

#ooc / mobile #( i got BONK )

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i do be going in circles around my house in my wheelchair like zoom

i have only gotten stuck like twice :)

#ooc / tbd. #( i am SPEED ) #( until the little lip between my living room and kitchen gets caught on my wheel )

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what does love feel like to you ?

a knife

you know you can't have them. maybe they don't want you. maybe you don't want to ruin what you have. maybe you've tried and it was ruined anyway. but it hurts anyways, doesn't it? it feels like a knife twisting itself deeper and deeper into your chest. you can't get a good enough grip on the hilt to pull it out. and maybe you don't want to.

bonus ; anacanoa

a memory

do you know what love is? you think you did, once upon a time. maybe you never did. you hold onto what you think love is; how you felt when you thought you had it. it's fleeting, and maybe you'll never feel that way again. but wasn't it great? how long will you stay here, lost in this world of fantasy and memory? when will you move on?

stole it from : @legacyshero <3

#⸻ RAY : dash games ✦ lets gamble ˎˊ˗ #⸻ ANACAONA : dash games ✦ deal me in ˎˊ˗ #( yeah yeah rays feels love is violence what else is new BUT ANACANOA ?????? FUCK ME ) #( HOW DO YOU PIN HER CHARACTER SO QUICKLY OOF )

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❝ … you’re welcome , i suppose . ❞ he stares into her eyes for a moment before lowering his gaze . for some reason he feels like he cannot meet her eyes without a sense of shame . what use is he ? he is not the hero . ray cadell is the bystander on this wheel of fate ; the ouroboros … but not with one dragon but three . those blessed by the triforce will fight one another— consuming each other until times end …

how many princesses zelda’s as he sworn himself to now ? he’s lost count but it matters not . protecting hyrule is what matters . through this cycle he will do what he was made for . he fights the kingdoms battles — he can rebuild her when her castle crumbles & he knows her history . hyrule cannot die so long as he is standing beside her .

❝ but you make it sound like my service ends here — have you no use for me , zelda ? ❞ he closes his eyes for a moment, a small smile on his lips . ❝ even if you don’t , i shall remain by your side until hyrule no longer exists . even if you order me to retire — good luck with that . your ancestors have tried many times before . ❞ the smile doesn’t quite reach his eyes but he does his best to flash his teeth in … an attempt to look happy . he wasn’t very good at expressing himself . his tone is flat & so is his expresses but he is happy to be in your presence, your grace .

but the work never ends & we both know this peace will pass to pain once again . it’s only a matter of time .

❝ from the bottom of my heart, i wish to thank you for your years of service to the crown. ❞ // @dullweapons

#zhylia #⸻ RAY : in character ✦ i am a weapon & weapons don’t weep ˎˊ˗ #( does he get a shiny medal for 99999999+ years of service )

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damn . went to bed early & missed dumb ass anon just when i was thinking of turning on anon here again … anyway making a characters a different race other then white isn’t racist . it adds to the character ?? maybe it helps people see themselves in the story more ?? maybe it just looks cool ?? literally not hurting anyone to make link biracial or gerudo or whatever the fuck we want . he is literally called link as he is the link between the player and the video game world . he can be whatever we want him to be !!!!!! is not that serious !!!!!!

rays literally puerto rican cause i am :| he’s darker then me but my point stands that i wanted more puerto rican characters so i made more .

#ooc / tbd.

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sleeping with a knife beside me in bed, not because i’m afraid but because it is like a lover to me

#⸻ RAY : muse ✦ you live for feelings you never felt because you cannot feel ˎˊ˗ #( gf sent this to me and said ray….correct.)

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it was strange when the world threatened to end . life & light could disappear in a blink of an eye . nothing but shadows & the spirits lingering ... then it's over . balance returns & the world acts like it never happened . suppose that's what good heroes chosen by the gods do . make the problem disappear seemly for everyone but themselves . they will never be the same but the earth keeps spinning until the next time ... then repeat . how many times does this last time make it ? ah , who knows . it won't be long until the next world ending battle between those blessed by gods ⸻ perhaps cursed is a better word for it .

regardless , anacanoa sent him to the market to get her a few things for dinner ( he doesn't quite understand why she cooks . they are made to eat flesh ... but the stew was nice after long days ... ) . potatoes , carrots , cabbage & some goron spice . he knew damn well he wasn't going to eat any of them but it made ana happy to cook so ... he would make sure to pick the best ingredients he could . ray haggled a touch with the man selling the produce ⸻ 5 rupees per potato ? nonsense . he will do 2 ! after some back & forth he turns to the side to act like ray was about to leave ( usually a ploy , make them think they are losing business ) he catches eyes with ... link ?

no . not the current link .

the first .

& ray feels small . his hands shiver & his words catch in his throat to the point where he cannot breath ! his eyes locked onto the man as he slinks away out of the ground towards the southern gate & the demon considers dropping everything & running . but link would find him anyway ... there's nowhere to run . not from your past , ayrin . ray touches his chest , feeling his scar across his body ... the one from the goddesses blade . it burns . why does it burn ?

finally he puts down way more rupees then required & stuffs his produce into his bag before ... walking towards the southern gate ... ray feels more like he's swimming through a current then talking through a crowd . he bumps into people , blinking rapidly & quickly apologizing but he's not there ... not anymore . is he real ? he's not imagining things right ? has this ghost come to kill him . finally finish him off after so many years ... he killed all his friends & toys⸻ other demons & blins ! almost killed boss⸻ lord demise ! he would surely kill him too !

ray stops outside the gate , staring at the other with wide shell shocked eyes . his hand his hovering on his sword , a slight tremor still visible .

❝ ... aren't you supposed to be dead ? ❞ there's ... a slight childishness to his voice . softly asking ⸻ honestly curious as he tilts his head . ❝ or did the bright lady fix that ? ❞

@dullweapons liked for a starter

Like had a tendency to recognize like.

There was an... air about those who had existed far beyond the understand of mortal kin. Those who had seen the sun rise and fall on more lives than they could count. Those who had bore witness to the first pillars of civilization being raised, only to later watch those very same ones topple.

Not to mention the strange feeling that tugged at him, one that was almost as if they had met before.

Link was almost positive that couldn't be the truth. He felt he would have remembered anyone who made such an imposing figure (though, he noted, the man was only just barely taller than himself). It was that small flicker of uncertainty that had him peering at the other man curiously.

It wasn't quite enough to have him approach the strange, though.

He had been through countless versions of Hyrule and her Castle Town. Link had found himself growing fond of this one and had been glad when this Princess and her Knight had been able to banish the twilight from the lands. It was in the bustling market that he had spotted the stranger - and it was only after Link felt felt that their gaze had met did he move to slink away, heading out the south gate to the open field behind it.

It wasn't a fight he was looking for, but that didn't change that conversations of this nature were always best had in... private.

#fiiirsthero #⸻ RAY : in character ✦ i am a weapon & weapons don’t weep ˎˊ˗ #( link hasnt even said anything & rays like “ hello i am going to age regress is the WORST WAY POSSIBLE ” )

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I see a song of past romance I see the sacrifice of man I see portrayals of betrayal And a brother's final stand I see you on the brink of death I see you draw your final breath I see a man who gets to make it home alive But it's no longer you .

#⸻ AYRIN : visage ✦ if god made me in her image then is she full of shame too ? ˎˊ˗ #⸻ AYRIN : music ✦ who cares what you are listening to it's who you’re listening with ˎˊ˗ #( NUGHHHHH AYRIN ) #blood tw #( his shell shocked eyes fucking hurt me man :c ) #( have you ever seen kids with those eyes ? fucking haunting )

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BAILEY BASS as Claudia | ...The Ruthless Pursuit of Blood with All a Child's Demanding

#⸻ AYRIN : visage ✦ if god made me in her image then is she full of shame too ? ˎˊ˗ #gif tw #( bby …. my sweetie …. ) #eye contact tw

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Katherine Mansfield, from a letter to Dorothy Brett (May 1922)

#⸻ RAY : about ✦ remember me i ask . remember me i sing ˎˊ˗ #⸻ RAY : muse ✦ you live for feelings you never felt because you cannot feel ˎˊ˗

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@gerudospiriit replied to your post ““ i bring a sorta godless behavior to hyrule that...”:

"At least you have that going for you. But considering you would betray the people you claimed the most loyalty too, I wonder how long it will be until you're cozying up with one of those pretty gods you claim to hate." (she woke up and chose violence apparently I'm sorry Ray. 😔)

#gerudospiriit #( holy shit nabs going for BLOOD ) #( i mean it keeps him humble ) #( he is FLABBERGASTED ) #( HE SHOCKED ) #⸻ RAY : dash comm. ✦ do i look conveniently human ? ˎˊ˗ #⸻ OOC : artwork ✦ madness takes the paintbrush & sings ˎˊ˗

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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

#⸻ OOC : meme ✦ appetite for destruction ˎˊ˗ #( i have so much but my last inbox meme is smut so )

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“ i bring a sorta godless behavior to hyrule that nobody likes .”

#dash comm / tbt #( i once again started the i hate the gods thing in dash so sorry (

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❝ i could never have a child ⸺ for they will be tainted like i was when my mother bore me into the world . it was not her fault , no far from it ... my father's sins were given to me . i do not wish to give mine to my child ... but i can dream of a child ... i can dream of the lullabies i'll sing to them as they sleep . i can dream of their soft coos . i can dream to feel their soft skin & see that beautiful smile . hell , i can almost hear the horrible screams that will give me restless nights ... but thats all i can do . dream . for if i spread my seed : I WILL HAVE TO SLAUGHTER THEM LIKE MY FATHER DID BEFORE ME . ❞

repost from former blog .

#⸻ RAY : visage ✦ rusted cracked & broken : but still standing ˎˊ˗ #( ray thinking if he has a kid and they’re part demon he’ll have to make them a full demon like his father did to him ) #( it’s not required ray !!! you had a conduct disorder!!! demons can be nice you were just a troubled child who needed help ) #( and the help you got was not enough— you cannot pray away everything :c ) #( all of his ships his kids have been fine — little spicy but even if they are part demon they are just kids . ) #( none of them have been the level of concern he was as a babe — maybe a little bitey but kids be teething ) #( my man WANTS to be a dad but is scared he is bad )

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anacanoa’s thoughts on hylia are more grey : she grew up devoutly religious & knew the reincarnation of hylia as zelda . a girl in her school . a friend she lived near & the one who helped save the world . someone she later reconnected with once they came down to the surface & found her with lamatar — with child .

she continues to be religious until her child grows up troubled . she prays that hylia guides him to a better path but it never comes to that — & ayrin becomes ray . she becomes a demon . ray tells her of how demons where treated at the war & she cannot excuse it completely away as she loved a demon & is now one too . she does not reject hylia but … shelves her . she follows the goddesses teachings but she doesn’t pray for a long time . ana feels almost dirty . not like in an shamed away — but like i cannot eat until i was washed the dirt from my hands .

it takes her time to processes these new thoughts & ideas that challenge her perception of hylia . the more ray speaks ill of her — ana feels both anger towards ray & to hylia … but also to herself . she failed to consider the flaws of her god in a blind worship .

soon enough she … picks hylia back up . in a new light she sees that she does not need to pray or offer anything to the goddess but hope . believe in her that one day you could see the light at the end of the dark tunnel . to her , hylia is a symbol of hope , of betterment , perhaps even of love & understanding . rather then seeing her as a perfect person she understands she to , has flaws .

i suppose the best way to put is like jesus knowing judas would betray him with a kiss but allowed him to do it anyway for he knew to trust god ?? does that make sense ?? idk . regardless , she still worships hylia but in a more … softer way rather than so catholic ? she puts intent into her day to day life to choose to be a lover & not a fighter , a defender not the aggressor . to give back what you take & to know that it is darkness before the dawn .

& ray hates it . he hates this … but ana’s teachings do echo in rays beliefs when he speaks of light & dark are not enemies but rather the same . that there is a balance that must be kept & you have intent in your actions . that things can get very dark but can become bright once again … but often this mindset can get blinded by his anger that he refuses to let go , no matter how much ana tells him it is for the better . she never says she’ll pray for him but that she hopes he can one day heal this pain .

one day i’ll finish reworking anacanoa …. one day ….

#⸻ anacaona : about ✦ i recognize the divinity within me ˎˊ˗