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MOONCHILD 🌙  20
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SUMMARY: Soulmates are a common thing. Everyone has one. Some people think soulmates are the greatest gift fate could give, others are  envious about happy couples that were lucky enough to receive a wonderful partner. One of them was Min Yoongi. Your time to meet your significant other hasn’t come yet, stumbling into the tattoo parlor with  a simple idea in mind, not knowing that you will be bound to step by  more often. When you leave for the first time, you’ll go home with your  masterpiece of a tattoo.
When you leave for the second time, you’ll go home with not only one, but two soulmates.
The man that was supposed to be your only soulmate,  the one that never wanted to tell you that he woke up with the exact  same koi karp tattoo just sits and watches - until he can’t take the  pain anymore.
GENRE: Soulmate!Au
PAIRINGS: Y/N x Taehyung x Jungkook x Namjoon x Jimin x Yoongi and finally x Hoseok x Seokjin.
WORD COUNT: 12,7k
WARNINGS: emotional talk, this is basically the end so what are you expecting, this is pure fluff and love
NOTES: i'm so sad to now publish the last chapter of moonchild. it has been around two years now since @becomingbts and i started this adventure and we both got so emotional attached to our characters that it's so hard to let them go. i can't thank you guys enough for keeping up with this fic, for giving us ideas and motivation to continue writing. i'm a sap but i'm bad with feelings, so i'll stop at this point. just know that we really appreciate our time with you.
and thank you too, dolly. ily.
BUT WHAT I'M GOOD AT is announcing news. big news. dolly and i are continuing our work together, we created a whole new tumblr account just for our fics - and the next one is already planned! YOU CAN FIND IT HERE. but please be aware that we will need some weeks or even months to come up with our characters and plot! a quick spoiler: 🐈🐇 please keep in mind that this isn't goodbye, at least not for too long.
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“How are you feeling? Are you doing okay?”
Taehyung has been repeating the same question over and over again for the past couple of minutes, sitting next to you and trying to calm you down with gentle touches and kisses.
But how are you supposed to answer such a question if you don’t feel anything? You’ve felt the uncomfortable feeling of one of your mates finding another soulmate, but your feelings? Not there.
So you just don’t answer.
“It’s okay to be mad at Yoongi, you know. It’s not fair of him to just go out and kiss Hoseok like that,” Taehyung coos as he pulls you on top of his lap and hugs you tightly. It’s endearing, really. Him being worried, even though Taehyung should be feeling off as well. Maybe he is feeling off, but your feelings are more important to him than his own.
You sigh, placing your head in the crook of his neck and breathe the calming scent of his warm skin. You’re not sure how you feel; so many things are going through your head, it doesn’t help that everyone is so agitated in the bond. You know that the anger that you can almost taste is not yours but somehow, it affects you as well.
“I feel bad because I’m not mad. Does that make sense? I probably should be jealous, should be angry, but I just can’t. Yoongi deserves it, he’s been in such a bad mental state before he had all of us and now think about how long it took him to open up for us and trust us,” you look up to see Taehyung staring at you with a thoughtful look in his eyes, “at the same time, I feel empty, like something is wrong.”
He hums, pressing a chaste kiss to your forehead. “I can’t lie to you, I know what you’re talking about when you say that you feel a bit empty because I feel it too. Though, I’m glad that this is not the only thing you can feel and that you’re seeing it from another point of view too, love. Yoongi deserves all the love he can get, I’m proud of you for thinking that way. Don’t hold back, though, I know that it cannot be easy. I can feel how upset Jungkook is about it, it’s hard not to let his own anger overwhelm us, but our bun just needs to realize that Yoongi won’t leave him for Hoseok.”
Taehyung looks at you, knowing that you’re still deep in your thoughts. He allows you a few moments to process your feelings before asking, “but what else is on your mind then, if you’re not upset about that?”
Groaning, you hide your face in the soft material of his hoodie, grumbling to yourself. “I can’t say it. It’s bad. I’d sound ungrateful. Jungkook would kill me.”
Laughing, Taehyung holds you as close as possible, because he knows what you are about to say. You might be oblivious to it, but he feels just the same as you when he places his lips right next to your ear and whispers, “I like Seokjin too. How can you not when he has the looks of a model and a humor that can make everyone laugh. He’s kind and caring, he’s never been rude to anyone and only sees the good in people. He’s just such a great person, it’s hard not to fall in love with him.”
“I know that I shouldn’t like-Wait, what?” Sitting back slightly, you look at your soulmate and his signature smile that makes it impossible for you to be sad. “You do?”
Taehyung shrugs, obviously not upset or angered about anything right now. “You know that I give love easily, I don’t mind Yoongi being mated to Hoseok. I wouldn’t mind being mated to either Hoseok or Seokjin myself-I can love them. Love comes easily for me and both of them are already such an important piece to our group, wouldn’t it make sense for them to be part of us? To me, it would. It somehow feels like they already are part of us, but that’s only my view on things, the more the merrier-I know that most of our mates won’t like that thought. I believe in destiny and in the bond, if Yoongi is mated to Hoseok, why shouldn’t all of us be? I bet that we are all connected, we all belong together. It’s obvious to me; even the way you naturally clicked with both Hoseok and Seokjin. You haven’t seen their looks when they look at you, but it’s just plainly obvious. I can see it, I’m pretty sure the others would too if they tried. ”
Sighing, you sit up a bit straighter and cradle your fingers though Taehyung’s soft, blue locks. His roots are growing out, but he recently told you that he is thinking about getting rid of the vibrant blue he’s had for a while now, maybe changing it into something more natural.
“What are we supposed to do now, though? I don’t want to hurt the others, but it feels like Seokjin’s bond is tugging at me in the same way I felt it with all of you. But if I just go out and confess, I know that at least Jimin and Jungkook would be so disappointed in me. I don’t want to hurt them, Tae.” You look at him pleadingly, trying to get some advice that won’t hurt anyone, won’t hurt you.
“Communication, love. We need to do what we’ve been lacking from the beginning. Going around and dumbly kissing people is wrong, neither of us should’ve done it, but our feelings knew better than we did. I mean, Yoongi has been known to mate out of spite, what he did with Jimin and Jungkook is wrong, but I’ve done the same to Yoongi when I just kissed him. This time though, we should talk to our lovely mates first, then to Seokjin and Hoseok. Don’t go overboard with things, we’ve waited for so long, we can survive a few more days, okay? Now, heads up, buttercup. Do you want to listen to some music and play some video games? Do you want me to make you some food, maybe watch a movie?”
You smile at Taehyung, happily kissing him and thanking destiny for mating you to such a caring and loving person. He makes everything easier, as if you didn’t realize that you might have two other mates waiting for all of you to wake up, as if two of your mates weren’t agonizing in anger, as if everything could be solved easily and maybe he makes you believe that it is, indeed, maybe easy as it sounds. “Just cuddle for now, please. We haven’t spent that much time together recently, and I really missed you.”
And who is Taehyung to deny such a tempting offer?
It took Jungkook a while to agree to sit down with all of you and talk about the situation you all are currently in-even Jimin was a bit weird about it, his mood switching between confused, jealous and angry. Namjoon wasn’t too bothered by everything, Taehyung and him talked about the younger’s suspicion about a shared bond between all eight of you, which he somehow agreed too. Yoongi had it more difficult, though. He now had to spend time with six soulmates, and had to plan everything perfectly to not let anyone feel left out, because he definitely doesn’t want that to happen. He planned a long session with Jungkook in the bedroom-even let the younger top him, went on a museum date with Taehyung and Namjoon, took you out to a nice dinner, played video games and worked out with Jimin and even went to karaoke with Hoseok. His life is exhausting right now, yet, he needs to be around his mates 24/7 in order to show you all how much he loves you. Without preferences for one or another.
“Okay, no. We all need to talk, now,” Taehyung growls as he sees how exhausted Yoongi looks once he arrives home from a long day at the tattoo studio. His hair is messy, the beanie barely hiding what Yoongi probably hasn’t washed in a few days. He has bags under his eyes, dry lips. “Go and lay down for a while, I’m calling everyone to come over. Take a shower first, though. You look bad, hyung.”
Yoongi wants to speak up, tell Taehyung that he is fine and definitely doesn’t look bad, but nobody can disobey Taehyung when he has that look in his eyes. “Okay,” he sighs and makes his way over to the bathroom, scared about what is going to happen today. Yet, he knows that a big talk is probably the best thing right now, he didn’t even have a chance to talk to Seokjin about everything-how does he feel? Left out? Alone? Does he care?
The shower feels better than it should, probably because Yoongi didn’t have a proper one in a few days. His hair looks disgusting, he thinks. Maybe he should try out and finally skip bleaching it-his roots are too long, he should dye it back to black. Should he cut it? It’s already long enough to put it in the half-bun Jimin likes to wear recently. What would you like better? Do you still like his nose ring? He could get rid of the lip ring as well-
“Yoongi, I can hear you thinking, go take that shower and then come cuddle me!” Taehyung screams and Yoongi sighs, suddenly not wanting to get out of the shower and face reality.
But he is grown up enough to realize that he has to face everything in order to keep his relationships alive. He doesn’t want to sabotage himself; he did it enough.
Taehyung makes it easy; he brushes a few strands of hair away from Yoongi’s face, kisses his chin, and takes his hand, getting him cozy on the sofa. It’s nothing big, and usually, Yoongi would probably try to shove him away, but he tries to relax and to think about what the hell is going to happen.
You leave the kitchen with several empty cups before bringing the teapot and filling each cup one by one. Yoongi smiles as he notices that you’re wearing Taehyung’s jumper. It looks way too big on you, but it makes you look so sweet to him; he wonders if you know what you’re doing or if you’re still oblivious to the charm that you naturally carry.
You settle down right next to your mate, intertwining your limb with Taehyung's while he makes sure that you do not spill some of your cup on yourself. Jungkook finally enters the room and he automatically settles on Yoongi’s lap, not even trying to ask him if he can or anything. He just flops himself over his hyung, mewling a bit as he gets comfortable. Jungkook has been clingy to the point that it’s hard for Yoongi to make time for everyone else, almost as if Jungkook was making sure to spend all of Yoongi’s free time with him. It’s cute but at the same time, Yoongi knows it comes from a place of jealousy and he isn’t really sure what to think of it. Jimin and Namjoon finally appear too, and Yoongi almost laughs at Namjoon’s concentrated faces as he tries to finish reading something that looks like one of his recent tests that he had his students write while Jimin pulls him with him, looking desperate for help.
“Namjoon, can you just be with us for a sec?” Taehyung is usually not one to call for a family meeting, but it’s important and everyone needs to be there. He knows about Namjoon’s opinion on that topic and he knows how casual and understanding he sees everything-he is smart enough to be perceptive of his mates-, but sometimes he can be so innocently stupid that he doesn’t realize when a topic is serious. Taehyung almost thought of directly calling Hoseok and Seokjin into this meeting (because to be honest, they’re already a part of this family to Taehyung), but knowing Jungkook and Jimin’s state of mind, they’d probably be furious if the two older men had been invited to their rare family meeting.
“I’m here, I’m here. I’m just trying to figure out what grade to give but don’t worry, I’m listening.” He’s barely listening, but Taehyung just rolls his eyes silently before he starts speaking again.
“Okay, I think it’s important for us all to talk first about what happened with Yoongi-hyung recently because I don’t think that hyung can keep this rhythm of activities if we want to keep him alive,” Taehyung almost smirks and Yoongi wants to punch him, “but also about the Hoseok and Seokjin situation.” His words get a few reactions, and Taehyung is not surprised to quickly get interrupted by Jungkook.
“What do you mean by that?” His tone is rather neutral, Taehyung knows he’s walking on a fine line but for some reasons, Jungkook sounds pretty okay for now. But knowing his youngest mate and his temper, he could be exploding every second from now on.
“About the whole relationship we have with them. It is bound to change with the Hoseok and Yoongi bond anyway, but I think some of us might have other thoughts to share as well.”
“Like what?” Jimin’s hurt voice catches almost everyone by surprise; it even gets Namjoon's attention. They had mostly expected for Jungkook to react vehemently, but surprisingly enough, Jimin is the one interrupting. Taehyung should have known that Jimin would be the one who wouldn’t want to hear it the most.
Jungkook doesn’t like the situation, but it has come to a point where he has almost accepted it. Yet, out of the six of them, Jimin has remained silent, keeping his disapproval to himself in order to avoid more hurt. But it had obviously been growing, enough for him to be unable to keep it inside any longer. Taehyung feels it; he already feels Jimin’s bond tensing at the simple mention of the word ‘relationship’.
“You’ll hear that in five minutes, is that okay?” Taehyung knows that Jimin is grumbling, not pleased at the turn of this meeting, but he’ll have to suck it up for now.
“Alright, first then, Yoongi-hyung, you cannot keep those dates up for now. With work and stuff, you’re just gonna collapse one day.”
Taehyung’s hand is mindlessly pulling your hair in a messy bun while you sip on your tea, and Yoongi would have cooed at the scene, had he not been put on the spot by Taehyung.
“I do whatever I want, Tae. I’m capable of taking my mates on dates, thank you very much.”
“Yeah, until it affects your health. Look, I know you feel guilty because you think we’re all mad at you, but it’s not true at all-”
“Come on, I’m not oblivious Tae. I know and literally feel when you guys are upset and it’s always when I tell you I’m going to see Hoseok, even now just bringing his name up, I feel Jimin pulling the bond.”
“Yeah, because you always make it about Hoseok-hyung first, then you feel guilty and only then you spend time with us, I don’t need pity-dates, thank you. I want a date from you because you want to go out with me, not because you went out with Hobi.” Jimin eyes the older man, almost annoyed, but Taehyung sees right through his mate. He knows Jimin is not annoyed, he’s hurt more than anything else.
“I don’t do pity-dates!”
“It kinda feels like it, though, hyung.” Jungkook’s voice is soft, almost as if he doesn’t want to admit that he feels that way too, and he doesn’t look like he was planning on saying it aloud either, but the words slip before he can contain them.
“I don’t mean it like that, though. It’s just… It’s overwhelming and I don’t know how to handle it without hurting you. Like, obviously I want to spend time with each of you, I thought I made that clear right from the beginning. I’m sorry that you feel that way, I see what you mean, but I promise you that I don’t mean it this way. I just don’t want you to feel like I’m picking someone over someone else. Especially…” his eyes trail on your form, “especially after everything that has happened between all of us.”
You know that his words are directed at you. You haven’t talked with Yoongi about his relationship with Hoseok. It’s not like you don’t want to, but you don’t know how to bring the conversation, and Yoongi seems to be avoiding it. Maybe it’s time for you to let him know that you’re not nearly as mad as he seems to believe you to be.
“I’m not… Mad, or sad, you know? Sure, it feels a bit empty sometimes. I told Taehyung the other time, I don’t really know what to feel. I’m not angry at you for wanting to spend time with Hobi, I would too if I were in your situation. I mean, I did when you and I mated even though I went out with Taehyung, Jungkook, Namjoon and Jiminie. I was in the same situation you were in right now. I just, I don’t know, I think there is something missing sometimes.” Yoongi seems surprised but at the same time, did he really expect something else from you who always gives out love without expecting anything in return?
“But… I refused our bond.” His words get a tight-lipped smile from you, and he almost wishes he had shut up before.
“Yeah, but in the end, you accepted me as your soulmate, and that’s enough for me. You said you didn’t want anyone to feel like you’re picking one of us over the other, right? And that’s because you mean it. You don’t want to pick any of us, or side with anyone, right?” Yoongi nods quickly. “See? Then it’s all good. Just… Please, keep on loving us as long as you can.” Yoongi blinks, confused.
“I won’t ever stop loving you, why would you ever doubt that?”
“I don’t doubt it, I’m just… Expressing myself, telling you that I don’t want you to grow out of love with any of us. I think our problem is that we all know that Hoseok was your number one reason to not mate anyone. You waited years for him-and now you finally got him.”
“It won’t happen.”
“Good.” You smile softly and Yoongi wants to scoop you in his arms, yet he still has a very clingy Jungkook in his lap.
Somehow, he feels like a bit of the weight that he had been trying to carry on his shoulder just left. Seeing you smile softly at him makes it easier to believe that you are truly not mad. Even though he can’t understand how you aren’t.
Had the roles been reversed, he would have definitely been hurt and wouldn’t have wanted to talk with you for a while. Yet, here you are, smiling at him as if nothing happened, trusting him more than he trusts himself. But maybe the entire situation between Jungkook and you has shown everyone that ignoring isn’t the best solution.
It should scare you, but he’s grateful that you don’t feel sour. He never felt an ounce of negative emotion through your bond, but Yoongi had mainly believed that you had been holding back for his sake.
Turns out you have just been loving him the same as you always did, with your kind patience and tender hugs, and he wonders if he’ll ever stop falling in love with you.
“I… You’re not hurting through the bond either, right?” He cannot help it, he has to make sure just on that side too, but you slowly shake your head with a smile.
“It did feel weird at first and maybe a bit painful sometimes, but I’m really doing fine, Yoongs. You don’t have to worry about that, but you definitely have to take a break, like Tae said.”
He scrunches his nose at your words, and you can’t help but mutter that you’re serious.
“I know you’re serious, and I hear your advice; I’ll try to take it easy. I’m sorry about worrying you, I did not mean for it to worry any of you.”
Taehyung smiles, but Jungkook huffs slightly.
“Please don’t sacrifice your health for us. I want you to be happy and healthy… And to stay with us.” Jungkook almost pouts, maybe his usual strong front is trying its hardest to remain impassable, but Yoongi kisses his cheeks wordlessly, wrapping himself around the younger's waist, making sure that he’s transmitting his message loud and clear: Yoongi isn’t going anywhere.
“And maybe don’t ever kiss people outside our bond again, like maybe, don’t low-key cheat on us, that’d be a great feeling.” Yoongi takes a sharp breath, not expecting the biting words of Jimin. Perhaps it had been naive of him to think that Jimin would hold it a little longer, it seems that he has reached his limits and Yoongi feels stupid for not realizing earlier how hurt Jimin was even if it hurts. He doesn’t know if he could have done something to relieve his pain, but he would have tried.
Though, Jimin is glaring at him and no one dares speaking after the sudden jab that he threw at Yoongi. They are at a loss, unprepared for such a silent rage to suddenly storm. Jimin has been quiet, angry but silent. They knew he wasn’t happy with the situation, but they also knew Jimin to be level-headed and not nearly as impulsive as Jungkook. Yet, Jimin had kept quiet also because he had known that their youngest was hurting. Jimin always puts his mates before himself; but now that no one seems to have anything else to add about this situation, maybe it’s time that he speaks up too.
He needs to voice this anger that he has so patiently kept inside him, trying his best to settle the situation while his own feelings grew stronger every single time he saw Yoongi leave their home; the home that took him so long to accept. It made Jimin bitter to see how quick he was to leave it to join someone else when it took them months to talk about Yoongi moving in with them. It has always been a fight with Yoongi. Getting him to talk about his feelings, about his needs, receiving affection from him wasn’t hard, but it was a long process with too few words and mostly hidden actions. More than once has Yoongi failed to show them directly how much they meant to him and he’s well aware of that fact. He tries his best but frontal and direct affection is not his forte (except for aftercare, but this is totally different to him). And to be fair, Jimin understands that. He understands that not everyone feels comfortable enough to show affection and love, and it’s fine with him; it truly is.
But it’s hard to swallow the sight he’s so often greeted with. It seems so easy for Yoongi to give Hoseok everything when Jimin has to beg to just catch Yoongi’s eyes. It’s hard not to feel like he’s the wrong soulmate, the wrong partner, the wrong one in the bond. Would have Yoongi been happier had he been bonded solely to Hoseok? Jimin tries to discard the thought as quickly as it comes because the answer his mind creates is not the one he wants to believe.
Jimin wants to trust Yoongi’s love; he truly does. He just has a hard time accepting that everything he desperately has had to chase after for months comes so easily for Hoseok to obtain. It hurts more than he wants to admit, but it truly does. It makes no sense because deep down, he knows that Yoongi always means well. He is trying, Jimin can see it. But it doesn’t make it any easier when he sees Yoongi’s eyes sparkling happily just by seeing Hoseok smiling, while it takes him a good ten minutes of flirting to get the faintest blush to adorn his features.
Perhaps he’s jealous, and so what? Can anyone really blame him? Jimin loves Yoongi with everything he has and yet, it sometimes still feels too little to keep Yoongi in his arms and Jimin does not know what to do to change that.
"I… I'm not cheating on you, where is this coming from?" Jimin narrows his eyes at Yoongi's lost words.
"Yeah? What would you do if I suddenly kissed someone outside our bond, uh? Wouldn't you be hurt?" Yoongi's first thought is that it's different. He’s hurt that Jimin thinks this way because he would never willingly cheat on his soulmates. His situation with Hoseok is so complicated and sure, it might not make a lot of sense for all of his mates but it’s nothing like cheating, Jimin cannot compare it so randomly kissing a stranger. And yet, Yoongi doesn't voice this thought because Jimin's broken expression tugs at his heart instantly. It is pure instinct when Yoongi gently pushes Jungkook on the sofa and gets up quietly before wrapping his arms around Jimin as tightly as he can. Burying his head in the crook of Jimin's neck, Yoongi mutters a quiet apology.
He doesn’t know what to do, honestly. Yoongi is lost. He has never had to deal with similar situations, and it breaks him to know that he hurts his mate that much. He cannot be doing everything wrong because Jimin wraps his arms around him too. One step in the right direction is better than nothing.
You try to find the right words to say what’s going through your mind, but you don’t know how to speak up without hurting Jimin’s feelings even more. “But isn’t that what you did with Yoongi too? You just kissed, without talking to Namjoon or Jungkook first, you didn’t care about Taehyung’s feelings either back then. And nobody was mad at you, Minnie. I mean, try to see his point of view too, okay? Please,” you sigh and try to smile at Jimin, knowing that he’s been thinking about that situation as well.
He doesn’t want to admit it-and he won’t-, but he knows that the parallelism is quite accurate in some ways. Yoongi was more romantically involved in their group than Hoseok, though, and to Jimin, it makes everything different. He kissed Yoongi thinking that maybe they were soulmates. Yoongi was slowly integrating their group. Hoseok, on the contrary, it was an impulsive decision. They could have not been soulmates and it would have still happened. However, Yoongi speaks again before Jimin can rebut.
“I should have done it differently, I know it was wrong of me to just go with the moment and kiss Hoseok. I’m honestly devastated to know that it hurt you like that. I would never, fucking never, cheat on any of you and I’m sorry that it ended up like that, with my actions hurting you so deeply. You totally deserve to be angry, but please know that I would never cheat on you. I love you, okay? I adore each of you with everything I have. I know I suck at showing my feelings, especially recently. I’m gonna try my best to do it differently, I suck at handling all of that and there are no words to explain what I did, why I did it this way, or just why it happened. I can’t change it, but I’m going to try my hardest to prove myself to you.”
“So you’re going to love me as much as you love Hoseok then?” Yoongi blinks a few times.
“What-”
“You always give him everything he wants and needs so quickly, it looks so easy suddenly for you to say ‘I love you’ and stuff. You hold his hands, hug him, smile at him like he’s your whole world. I get that soon too, right?”
“I do that with you too, what the hell, Jimin?”
“Aha! No. No, you don’t do it with me. It takes me ages to get you to agree to go on a date with me, you keep on telling me that ‘it’s good to dream’ when I ask you to tell me you love me, you refuse to hold my hand when I ask you to when we walk home from work, I have to hug you from behind to get a hug and you still try to get away. Is it something about me? I get it, you're in love with Hoseok, and I'm just… here. But I'm your soulmate too, right? Can't I get the same treatment?" Jimin’s frown deepens as he sinks further down in his pillow, knees pulled all the way up to his chest. He looks incredibly small and vulnerable right now, it breaks your heart.
There is an oppressing silence eating Yoongi up as he struggles to find an answer. It's hard to put words in something you do naturally. He doesn't know how to change that, it's just the dynamic he has with Jimin, he never thought the younger man would actually be hurt by this.
"Jimin. God, and you didn't think that telling me would be a good thing?"
"I'm telling you right now!" He balls his hands to incredibly tight fists, so tight that Namjoon looks up from his tasks and takes one of his hands to calm him down a bit.
Yoongi sighs, a headache already starting to take over his mind as he rubs his eyes to get some relief. "No, you're mixing up a bunch of things together, and they don't make sense together. I don't treat you like Hoseok because you're not Hoseok-"
"Thank you for rubbing it-"
"Let me talk, for fuck’s sake! You're not Hoseok, yes, that's a fact. Do you want me to call you Hoseok? Treat you like him? I don't have one soulmate, I have six very different soulmates, and you all are unique to me. I don't want to treat you like Hoseok, not because you're lacking in comparison to him, but simply because you're you. You're the Jimin I love, you're one of my favorite people in the entire world. I don't love you less, you're not just 'here' with the soulmate etiquette sticking out. You're Jimin, my precious mate, and I wouldn't trade you for anyone."
Yoongi takes a deep breath and he tries as much as he can to stay on topic and to address everything that Jimin has talked about, but he knows that he's close to just, word vomit everything he has on his mind. Everyone is watching him, trying to help him, but this is something Yoongi has to do on his own.
"I'm sorry it looks like such a drastic difference to you, but I don't treat you differently because I love you less, I just thought we worked that way. I thought my remarks were just sarcastic and I never meant to hurt you or make you feel less than you are. But this, Jimin, I can't just understand that you want me to treat you differently if you don't tell me anything. When I tell you to keep dreaming, you tell me that you hope to see me in your dreams, when I don't hold your hand, you start running and I run after you. When you hug me, I try to get away with it because it's funny to see you following me everywhere to get a hug. It's just… I thought it was a dynamic we had, but never did I think that it was hurting you, otherwise I would have treated you differently. Do you really see me this poorly? Because then maybe not everything is my fault here, I don’t see why only I have to be the bad person and take in all the prejudices you suddenly have against me."
He can’t help it but to feel hurt at Jimin's accusations. It pains him because, had Jimin told him about it before, he would have behaved differently. He's not the most touchy person of their group but if Jimin wanted him to hold his hand, he would have done it.If Jimin wanted a hug? He would have hugged him. Wanted to hear him say 'I love you'? He'd repeat it over and over until Jimin finally believed him. Yoongi hopes that Jimin doesn't take it the wrong way, but he truly couldn't have known any better if Jimin doesn't say anything about it. On the contrary, he had always seemed to react positively to his jabs. Yoongi would have never thought that he was actually hurt by it.
"I didn't tell you because I felt like you'd force yourself to be someone you're not, and I don't want that. I just…" It takes everything out of Jimin not to dash out of the room and to isolate himself to avoid this situation. He knows that Yoongi couldn't have known better if he didn't tell him, but he tried to make it obvious as they spent time together. Jimin wants and needs attention, they all keep on saying that. So why can’t Yoongi understand that it means a lot to him to have his mates close to him and just… "I don't know, I thought I made it obvious." He wants to say more, but maybe it isn't a good idea.
Once he breathes out, Jimin notices how tense the room has grown. All of them watch him worryingly and seem to be short of words. He doesn't want that, he doesn't like to see his mates like that. He wants to say more, desperately so, but he is interrupted by knocks on the door.
Had they somehow been screaming, and the neighbors got angry at them? The knocks do not stop until Jungkook gets up and opens the door, revealing a disheveled Seokjin behind a panicked Hoseok.
“Is everything okay? I had a feeling that something was wrong and-”
“I tried to tell him we didn’t need to come but-”
“I really needed to see you for a quick second, is everyone safe and ok?” Both Seokjin and Hoseok’s voices clash in the corridor and Jungkook doesn’t know what to do for a brief moment before, he steps aside slightly to let Hoseok see that everyone is indeed safe and okay. The sigh that escapes Hoseok is almost funny, but Jungkook cannot bring himself to laugh when he sees Jimin’s somber features.
“Oh, here’s the star of the show. Welcome, Hoseok,” he sends the elder a toxic smile before he turns his gaze to Seokjin. “Jinnie, why don’t you tell us about your feelings? How did it feel to realize your soulmate decided to just go and kiss someone else’s mate? I bet you must have been thrilled!” Hoseok blinks a few times before looking down quickly, avoiding Jimin’s eyes. He knows they just had a talk with Seokjin, but somehow, Jimin’s words cut deep. It makes him feel slightly ashamed about the way he kissed Yoongi.
Seokjin furrows his eyebrows, unsure about the outcome of this situation. “It isn’t- I mean, we talked about it, it’s not like I didn’t know it would happen.” Seokjin sighs, almost defeated, ”Besides, I know about their pasts and I accept it. I mean, it’s too late now anyway… As long as he doesn’t love me less, it’s fine by me, and I know he does. We are adults, we talked about it and I think we came to a good conclusion here.”
“But are you sure about that?” Jimin asks, digging into the fresh wound.
Yoongi sighs, clearly uncomfortable in his own skin right now. “Jimin…”
“Don’t Jimin me. You can’t decide what I’m feeling, Yoongi. I could let you feel the way I’m feeling, you know? Just by kissing someone that isn’t one of your mates, huh?”
He looks at Seokjin with a knowing grin. The latter doesn’t like this dangerous expression of his coworker at all. Jimin doesn’t look menacing, but he looks like he might be about to do something he is going to regret, and Seokjin does not want to be part of it. However, looking at the almost authoritarian behavior that Jimin is displaying, the oldest man does not think quickly enough to prevent the disaster from happening. Namjoon barely has the time to call for Jimin’s name as the man has already sunk into Seokjin’s form, lips attaching themselves to his before Seokjin could contest.
But it obviously didn't go according to Jimin’s expectations.
He does get all of his mates’ attention and he distinctly hears a few labored intake of breath just like he hoped, he does feel Yoongi’s bond burning from the tip of his fingers, but he surely wasn’t prepared for the intense feeling of a bond tightening between him and Seokjin. All of them can feel it, Hoseok does too, even if he doesn’t know if he feels it from Seokjin or from Yoongi-or the both of them.
Jimin breaks the kiss almost as quickly as it has started, while fear overtakes his features. He does not mean to be so unwelcoming, so terrified of his apparently new mate, but he was not ready for such a situation to happen because of one kiss.
“Fuck, no. This can’t be it. This is too… How could that be true? First Hoseok and Yoongi and now the two of us? How?”
One mistake, he calls it in his head, but his head almost hurts as he mentally pronounces it. Maybe for a few moments, he even forgets the reasons why he is so mad in the first place. His lips quiver nervously, and his eyes can’t leave Seokjin’s panic-stricken ones. Both of them are frozen, barely breathing as shock tenses their bodies. Once again, the room is silent.
Fate has its ways to show him how stupid he has been, hasn’t it?
“We’re… We’re soulmates?” He breathes out, almost afraid of his own words. But the bonds cannot lie. They are soulmates, it isn’t even a question. They both feel it, they can all feel it. Jimin is terrified at the way his heart compresses and feels like it might be exploding under his chest. He almost wants to be angry at Seokjin, but what for? They are soulmates, no one can change that and besides, Jimin is the one who threw himself at the older man.
If anything, he is the only one he can blame-expect from faith, maybe.
“I knew it! Jin, is that true? Do you feel the bond as well? I mean, you do feel closer to us. This is so exciting! Ugh, I love science,” Namjoon rumbles-for the first or second time today maybe, finally putting the tests away-, but Jungkook whines in Yoongi’s lap.
“Why is our bond so weird? Can we be mated to just anyone? I don’t want to share you even more!” It’s hard to tell if Jungkook is actually annoyed or if he’s just being his usual self; he will probably be in need of a lot of cuddles tonight anyway.
Yoongi is lost. He doesn’t know if he should try to reassure the younger man or if he should somehow intervene but he suddenly realizes that Taehyung has been awfully quiet, thinking about the situation they’re in. It’s like Taehyung is not even fazed, as if he knew something similar would happen. Yoongi watches silently, waiting for Taehyung to voice his thoughts, and as Yoongi expected, it doesn’t take a long time for his mate to speak up.
“Seokjin-hyung, Hoseok-hyung…” Taehyung takes a deep breath, already knowing that Jimin and Jungkook are likely to dislike this, but he knows that he had to say it, otherwise, the eight of you might be stuck on a dead end if no one finally speaks up, “this might be a weird question, but would one of you mind kissing me too? I have… I have a theory, you know.” His words get everyone's attention and he feels almost shy at the sudden stares he gets but he proceeds anyway, “I feel like all of us are connected. I know it might sound weird, and I know it’s a bit sudden to just put it like that, but I feel it, as if Y/N came into our lives to bring all of us together. Namjoonie agreed to my thought and I think our little Y/N has a thing for Seokjinnie too,” he smirks at your reddening cheeks. “I know that it’s maybe not the best moment to bring it up because we’re obviously having some issues between each other. It’s a bit hard to accept all the changes that we’re going through, but I know that once we overcome those ridiculous fears and expectations, we could find out much more than what some of us want to see… What is your opinion on that, hyungs? Jungkookie? Jiminie?”
Hoseok hums, looking at the slightly disturbed mate right next to him. Technically, it does make sense. It would explain his confused emotions toward the group of mates, it would explain his crush on you, it would explain his jealousy-and envy- as he saw Yoongi and Jungkook having sex, it would explain so much that he has been feeling and refused to acknowledge in fear of hurting Seokjin…
But would that be enough for them all to get their happy ending?
“I mean, I can’t lie and say I don’t get what you mean. I’ve pretty much realized that Jinnie is crushing on Y/N as well, but I thought it was only a small crush-because we can all agree how beautiful she is,” you blush lightly at Hoseok’s blunt words, earning a quiet snicker from Taehyung, ”I don’t know how to explain it, but ever since the bond with Yoongi reacted, I felt somewhat closer to all of you. I would never dare to say that it’s because we’re all mated, but somehow it would make sense. Obviously, the situation is new to Jinnie and myself, we are not used to all of that, but now that I see that Seokjin got mated to Jimin as well, maybe your supposition is somewhat true, Tae? Ugh, how can I say it… if Jin agrees with everything, I think we could give it a shot? I mean, I would be the last one to be against it, please don’t take it wrong, but I think it could be true. How… How are you guys thinking?”
Obviously, Jimin and Jungkook remain silent, but Namjoon blushes, somewhat intimidated by Seokjin’s broad frame that comes closer to the group and Jungkook finally giggles at the sight because, has Namjoon been crushing on the tall man as well? Maybe he has seen only the negative aspects, but if the eight of you are mates, who is he to go against fate? He has been acting up and making Yoongi feel guilty, but was it really worth it? What if he has just been refusing to see what he had in front of his eyes? Maybe he should have watched everything from a more external point of view rather than to put his feelings in the middle of the equation. He is a hopeless romantic, after all.
Yoongi furrows his eyebrows, eyeing the situation carefully as he takes notice of Jungkook's light change of mood. If Jungkook gets softer about the idea, it’s one step into the good direction, but he refuses for anyone to feel pressured into anything.
“I don’t want anyone to do something they don’t want to do, okay? Hyung, this can be a lot. I got mated to Jungkook and Jiminie in one day and my feelings went crazy. We can do that on another day, we’ve got more than enough time now that we are all on the same page. And Jimin, Jungkook, please speak up about what you’re feeling. We need to be together in this, we won’t go on if any of you refuse. I agree with Tae’s theory, but I don’t want any of you to feel like you have to go through this for the sake of everyone else, alright?”
Jungkook just shrugs, acknowledging Yoongi’s words but refusing to answer for now. Yoongi nudges him before sighing.
“What can we lose by trying? Maybe it would make sense after all. I’ve… I might have thought a few times that it felt like fate had connected us only to great people when we met Hoseok and Seokjin-hyung, so what if fate has just been trying to make us see that it was more than just a random connection? I don’t… It’s not like I don’t think that it’s possible, it’s just a lot to take in, but I don’t mind going with it to see if it’s true.”
Jungkook almost has a soft smile on his features as he speaks, and Hoseok’s heart stops for a few seconds at the sight.
It’s stupid, but to only know that Jungkook thought highly of them when they met is enough to make him bounce with happiness.
He keeps it quiet but he shares a knowing look with Seokjin who can’t help but feel a bit overwhelmed. The older man is starting to understand that he might be wanted here too, that he might not be the one who would be left aside, and it’s making him feel warm… Maybe a little too warm-and excited.
Jimin is still speechless as everyone turns to him, expecting him to lash out, but his newly found connection with Seokjin has stunned him into silence. Can he really still be angry when he feels… that? His gaze meets Seokjin’s expectant one and all he sees is dread, hope, and languishing feelings. He feels his cheeks burn a little at the wave of feelings that overcome him, but he tries not to let it overwhelm him. Taehyung giggles at that, they barely get to see Jimin act all shy and insecure, but he’s happy that his plan seems to work.
Nonetheless, much to everyone’s surprise, Jimin can’t say that feeling Seokjin’s desire leaves him indifferent. If there is one thing that he promised himself after what happened between him and Namjoon, it’s that he would never turn away from his feelings nor would he ignore what is happening with his bond. He does not want to hurt anyone, not Seokjin, nor himself. So maybe that’s why his decision suddenly comes easy, contrasting with his previous anger that had been so fierce that all his mates were looking at him with worried eyes.
“I don’t see why we shouldn’t try. After all, if we’re all mates, it would change a lot of things.” Taehyung sighs softly in relief while Yoongi smiles warmly at his younger mate who refuses to look at any of them. Jimin’s eyes are fixed on the floor while his cheeks flush red. Namjoon cheers silently and Jungkook smiles softly as if, perhaps, it was all that was needed. Accepting that this change is something that they have to go through, not as an obligation, but as something that is going to alter their lives forever.
Maybe that’s why you sigh a little bit uneasy and stand up, coming closer to Seokjin and Hoseok. None of the boys expect you to look that serious when you come closer to the two men that they know you adore, a clear contrast with what all of them had guessed from you. “I have a question, though; are you serious? About us, I mean? Because this will change your entire lives. I didn’t have a mate when I met all of you, and now I’m supposed to have seven mates. This is a lot, especially for you, oppa,” you look at Seokjin who’s still blushing as he sneaks glances at Namjoon. “You’re only used to Hobi’s bond, but our bond is… different. You probably feel it a bit more clearly with Jimin, right now. The more people, the more complicated it gets-you’ve all seen where we’ve been already. I don’t want you to enter something that might be too stressful for you.”
Jin smiles slightly at you-and Namjoon-, before pressing a chaste kiss to your forehead, making you jump a little at the unexpected touch. “I think your ideas might be true, I’ve seen the way all of you react around each other, and I’m feeling more and more of you tugging at my bond. Destiny hasn’t always been easy to understand, I’ve been the first to believe that fate might have fuck up with me, that I would be the one left behind. You know, when you have someone as loving as Hoseok by your side, it’s easy to think that maybe you’re not enough for your own mate.”
He sees Hoseok ready to counter his words, but he shakes his head lightly,
“So, I take you very seriously. I would never try to hurt any of you, even as friends, you are precious to me. I’d never say yes if I feared anything, but I’m willing to try it. Maybe Yoongi is right and we shouldn’t… overdo it all by having a group mating or something like that, but I really want to try. I… I think I would really like it if we were soulmates. I mean, it seems like everyone already knows that I have feelings for you, Y/N,” Jungkook is almost ready to glare because he knew it, he had known better when the fight had happened. He had a reason to be angry after all, but he refrains from doing so because if they are soulmates, it would only make sense for Seokjin to be smitten with you. Who wouldn’t? At least, Seokjin looks bashful at his own admission. “I am indeed ‘crushing’ on Namjoon as well. I mean, it’s hard not to feel anything for you guys, you’d think that it would feel weird to see some of you in a different light, like Jungkook has always been kind of my baby. I’m much older than him and Y/N!”
The slight tension in your shoulders disappears, and Seokjin almost looks like he is close to kissing you, but his little outburst makes the entire room laugh. Jin has always been good with weird moods, if there’s a person that can bring a quiet, thinking room to laugh, it’d be him. “However, it feels almost as if I just never realized those feelings and they had always been there. I just needed a little someone to make me see more clearly. It’s not like I never thought of it either, I had already questioned the issue, to be honest,” Taehyung raises a brow, not expecting this from Seokjin, “but I started believing that, if it wasn’t happening, maybe it meant that we were not fated to be. Why force destiny to bring us together if we’re not actually made for each other?” His eyes drift to you once again, “yet, we have a stubborn woman here who has shown me a very different side to this whole situation.” Maybe Taehyung offered for either of the men to kiss him earlier, but maybe it would be the smoothest outcome if it was you instead. You have been the one to start it all, in a good way of course, but perhaps it would make more sense if it was you who created this bond, this bridge between you all.
“I hope we’re going to have group sex once we’re done with all of that, though,” Jungkook (a.k.a the “baby”) mutters against Yoongi’s neck, earning a slap on the ass from his hyung. “You can’t always say you’re a top, yet wanting to have sex with six other men, Jungkook. Decide,” Yoongi mutters before looking at Hoseok. Then, he whispers, “But I wish that too.” Hoseok looks away, but none of you miss the quiet exchange. It’s not like Yoongi is trying to hide anyway, yet it’s funny to see Hoseok this flustered just with a glance from Yoongi. They didn’t have the chance to get any further than a few hungry kisses because Yoongi felt either guilty or simply exhausted by his packed days. Yet, they obviously have an insane amount of lust built up after so many years of longing.
Seokjin doesn’t even watch them as his eyes are solely focussed on you, unable to look away from your beautiful features-but you’re doing the exact same thing right now. His narrowed eyebrows, full lips and the tiny freckle that you’ve never seen before. You can almost taste his breath, standing so close to the older man. You’re perhaps looking too much into it, but Seokjin’s eyes convey so many feelings without any wall between the two of you that, even if Taehyung’s theory seems a little bit far-fetched, the more you look into Seokjin’s gaze, the more you believe in it. It’s not like you didn’t believe him at first, but maybe those eyes are the only confirmation you needed. You don’t think that such pure eyes could lie.
“You know, I don’t think Hobi would have ever let you leave, even if you weren’t mated to Jimin, or any of us,” you smile softly as you feel Hoseok’s eyes landing onto you, “you both don’t seem to realize it, but you’re a little in your own world when you’re together. You keep on saying that we’re in our little bubble, but you do just the same.”
You tiptoe closer until you can almost feel Seokjin’s breath against your skin and the experience is almost too much, but you refuse to turn away, “you might have doubted yourself, your bond, your relationship, or even Hoseok’s feelings, but I think your mate has never doubted you to remain by his side whatever may happen.”
Seokjin almost snorts because he knows you’re right. Hoseok would have chased after him until Jin would give up and return to the safety of his arms. He can doubt as much as he wants, Hoseok will always be there to catch him in the end. Isn’t that what a soulmate should be? The one who will unconditionally love you despite your flaws and your fears? The one who will catch you even if you’re irresponsible and unreasonable, hurting people you care about? On the other hand, isn’t that what you and the boys always did to him as well? Whenever something went wrong in the café, whenever he was stressed out or whenever he just needed someone for something as simple as taste testing. You’ve always been there for him and he’s so grateful for that.
“Will you also never doubt that I’ll remain by your side if we are indeed soulmates? Fuck, no. Even if destiny decides we’re not meant to bond, I’ll always be there for you, precious.” His voice is barely above a whisper and he, himself, is caught by surprise at how unsure he sounds. Seokjin realizes that he’s close to tears, that all of his pent-up frustrations are finally crashing, and he doesn’t know if the outcome will be positive or flooded by tears.
“Oppa, you’ve already been by my side as a friend, why would I dare doubt you as my soulmate?”
Taehyung is almost bouncing; he can’t watch the situation unfold in front of him, he’s too excited for what’s to come, so he cheekily interrupts them. “Stop swooning around like this before I get another love boner and kiss already.”
Namjoon giggles, watching the two of you in awe. How can two friends, maybe soon to be mates, be so adorable? He could really eat the two of you up. Lord, he wishes he could. He’ll remain as stoic as he can, but it proves to be harder than he believed it would.
Jungkook is busy kissing Yoongi’s neck, cuddling as close as possible to his hyung, enjoying the soft atmosphere in the room. Yoongi can’t say he doesn’t like the feeling of his little bun on top of him, but it’s hard to concentrate on anything else right now. “Gguk-ah, c’mon,” he slurs, “enjoy Y/N and Jin blushing and dancing around each other. We can have some alone time later.”
The younger’s eyes lighten up, his front teeth on show as he smiles with that adorable nose scrunch. “Really?” It’s not like Jungkook does not enjoy the show. You look absolutely adorable and, if he were to be honest, so does Seokjin. Jungkook just likes to be in the middle of the action. Being passive does not correspond to him. Yoongi nods lightly and presses a kiss on top of Jungkook’s head while he glances over at Jimin who’s snuggled into a very bothered-looking Namjoon (not bothered because he is annoyed, but because the scene in front of him is riling him up). Jimin seems a bit softer, even happier, more relaxed and eased into the situation. Yoongi is glad; he doesn’t really know what he would have done had Jimin been against all of this, but it seems that mating with Seokjin just left him as a puddle of softness, waiting to be loved and smothered in kisses. Yoongi smiles; he’ll make sure Jimin feels loved as soon as he gets the opportunity, for now, he just winks in his direction, watching how red Jimin’s cheeks get before the latter hides his burning face against Namjoon’s neck. It’s cute, and the atmosphere is full of love; it’s hard not to melt with this warmth that they all feel overwhelmed with.
However, Jin looks at Hoseok, unsure about how to continue. He knows that Hoseok is fine with it, he just said it a few minutes before; yet he cannot help and need his mate’s approval. You’re still there, looking at him with those doe eyes, sparkling with admiration that he’s sure he can’t resist any longer, but he requires just a nod from Hoseok, something for him to be 100% sure that it’s fine to finally give up control and let his feelings manage the rest. You’re right in front of him, looking like a dream, even though none of you put on fancy clothes or anything today. But you’re so pure, so loving and kind, that Seokjin feels like you’re the piece that’s always been missing. It’s exactly what he thought; you’re the one who melt them all together and you’re totally unaware of your doings. It’s endearing, really. However, Hoseok interrupts his racing thoughts quickly, a warm feeling spreading into his own body.
“Go on, love. You deserve that too,” Hoseok smiles at him with pure admiration as he sits down next to Yoongi and Jungkook, pressing a soft kiss to his other mate’s temple. He wonders for a second if he’s overstepping, yet even Jungkook smiles at him, though it’s clear he is still a bit hesitant with his trust. Yet. Hoseok almost feels accepted, as if he belongs here and always has. Maybe it’s the truth after all, they might have always belonged with each other. As Seokjin said, a little stubborn woman made them see further than all the troubles they first saw, overcoming their differences to finally notice that this is what they need.
“Y/N, …,” Seokjin whispers as he gently caresses your face, the soft skin of your cheeks warm against his palms. You nod slightly, a nervous smile on your lips. “Even if this doesn’t work out, I’ll be there, Jinnie.” Then, you lift yourself up on your toes to reach Seokjin’s lips and everything hits you once you’re finally connected. Each mating is different, that’s something that you already knew. You’ve experienced it on your own many times before, but kissing Seokjin is just… your world crashes within seconds, an overwhelming feeling of love and happiness brings you even closer to him and without realizing, you’re full on making out against the nearest wall. Your tongues are dancing against each other, neither of you hear the amazed reactions from your boyfriends. It’s just the two of you and you wonder how does this kiss feel like it could have been the end of everything had it not happened. Maybe it’s why it gets so hard to think, to separate from each other and realize that you have an audience. It almost feels like if you get away from each other-no. You just shouldn’t get away from each other. This is where both of you belong, in each other’s arms and God you cannot believe that it almost did not happen. Yoongi and Jimin react instantly, shivering quietly against Namjoon and Jungkook. They look up, confusion clear on their features as they feel the bond between all of them getting almost instantly stronger, as if all of them had mated together at the same time. Which is ridiculous, they can see that you and Seokjin are still deeply lost in each other but somehow, Yoongi thinks that he almost can see the string tying all of them together and he wonders if he has just grown crazy. The bond is crazy, that’s for sure, he has always known it, but to see it with his very own eyes? He has never heard of any similar case; seeing the strings of fate… He hopes that it doesn’t mean anything bad. He shudders again as his hands feel weird, almost as if his body was physically reacting to what was happening.
“Why is my body tingling like that?” Yoongi gasps as he continues watching you with curious eyes, looking around to see that Jimin is watching his own skin in confusion. Glancing at the rest of their mates, they both notice that no one seems to be feeling what they are. Jimin breathes in before he answers, “I… I think I feel the same thing. It’s weird, I…,” he looks at Hoseok, then back to Yoongi and his eyes widen a bit. Suddenly everything clicks together and it seems that Yoongi makes the same conclusion at the same time because they both breathe out at the same time : “Y/N is our connection.” It’s evident for the both of them. Yoongi concentrates on what he sees, and he curiously watches all strings tied to your fingers, as if you had been the center of this fated connection. He smiles, not even surprised, even if the sight of the strings disappear as you finally detach yourself from Seokjin. Fate brought them Y/N, the rest was all in their hands. They just had to follow their heart to find their missing pieces, didn’t they? In the end, they almost had always been together, but Y/N had needed to come in the picture to finally make them all realize that yes, this has always been about the eight of them. Fate has definitely waited too long to send you, to let you find your way to them, but Yoongi can’t really say that he is angry. Maybe they had needed this time to understand it all, to get settled with each other and accept this reality more easily than they would have a few years ago. Everything comes at the right time, they say. Both Yoongi and Jimin can clearly see it.
“Y/N is what?” Perhaps it made sense to them, but the others are clearly confused. Namjoon tries to understand everything, yet the smart professor is lost right now. “Explain what you’re feeling, please. What do you mean with connection?” Yoongi and Jimin blink, as if it was obvious enough that the question had not needed to be asked.
“I think… It might sound weird, but I don’t, I can’t imagine myself questioning anything in this relationship anymore. I think that because I was already mated to everyone besides Seokjin, I somehow got mated to him because Y/N was the piece that connected us. I almost felt the same way when she kissed him than I did when I kissed you and the rest. This is… God, it’s unbelievable. Tae,” the younger watches Yoongi with a knowing smile although he did not feel what Yoongi and Jimin felt, “you were right, you were fucking right!”
Taehyung laughs as he sees Yoongi’s eyes glistening with tears. He wouldn’t believe it on his own if he had not been feeling the way he is right now. It’s overwhelming, almost too much for his soul, yet at the same time, it feels so right, like everything is clicking together and it makes so much sense now that he can feel it; he wonders how they didn’t catch on everything earlier. Jimin snorts, hands still tingling, while he tries to hush down his racing heart. He can’t believe how angry he was, can’t believe that he got so annoyed at something that they couldn’t have avoided. Hoseok is part of them; both him and Seokjin belong to them. It’s absurd and yet, it makes more sense than his overwhelming anger. He feels the need to speak up, too. Needs to explain what went through his body.
“That’s exactly what happened to me. I think, I don’t know if you feel the same, but I think I might have gotten mated to Hoseok because he was the missing piece in the bond I have with you since I… I kissed hyung.” Jimin bites his lips and looks at Hoseok who’s gaping at the younger with wide eyes. Hoseok can’t tell if Jimin is angry or if he’s just confused, or if he accepts them or not. He doesn’t know where to place himself without feeling like he might be overstepping. He wonders if it’s too much for the younger man who seemed to be so hurt when him and Seokjin arrived.
“This day is so weird, fuck. Jimin, I’m sorry if you didn’t want any of that…,” however, Jimin interrupts him quickly. There is no room for misunderstanding anymore; Jimin feels everything quite clearly. It’s nothing he could have expected, but he knows better than to question fate. He knows what he is feeling and he knows that despite his pettiness, this, all of this, is right.
“How can I be mad if this feels so right? I didn’t think it would happen, and honestly I would have wanted to wait, sure, but… Right now, I’m feeling pure bliss. Fuck, how is it possible to feel so many things at the same time?”
Jungkook and Taehyung share a confused look, but then they both grin. Namjoon pouts, though. “I’m not feeling anything. God, I want to pounce Jin against this wall as well,” he mutters and just as he’s about to sulkingly continue grading his tests, a large hand wraps around the back of his neck and plump lips are pressed against his own.
The maknaes giggle at his pained expression, shock written all over Namjoon’s face, but Jungkook is quick to turn his face to look at you as he feels your growing embarrassment.
“I’m dying,” you whisper-yell with reddened cheeks and a rapidly beating heart. “Kim Seokjin just killed me!”
“Don’t worry, Namjoon seems to not work as well,” Taehyung laughs. “I hope I get to experience that on my own today.” He smirks knowingly. It’s hard not to be excited about his moment to come, but as long as his soulmates are happy, he doesn’t mind. He watches the happy bundle, Namjoon getting all red because he’s so flustered that he is having a hard time containing his excitement while Jin laughs at him -though he’s as red as Namjoon, Jimin and Jungkook rushing to you as you feel your knees getting weak, Yoongi and Hoseok left together on the sofa as they catch each other glance, words not even enough to convey all the love they hold for each other.
It’s surprising how they all find a rhythm almost naturally the next few hours after the exciting ‘event’. Of course, everything is a bit all over the place, and it will take time for everyone to feel fully included in… all of this. Yet somehow, it feels natural, like they click together accordingly to who they are.
Jungkook decides that he might as well start cooking for everyone since it’s starting to be late and Seokjin rushes to help, followed by a very timid Jimin who looks like a lost-but very much whipped-puppy. Even from the living room you can hear him trying to impress Seokjin with his cooking tips-which he all learned from his hyung.
Namjoon starts ranting about his students to Hoseok who not only listens and agrees with him, but also shares stories of some of his annoying clients. Both of them rant together, and they end up laughing at how stupid some people are-Yoongi agrees to that, even though he doesn’t know what they were even talking about. People are stupid. Period.
The television is a nice background noise as you animatedly speak to Taehyung about a documentary that you saw and that you need Taehyung to watch. Yoongi watches you as you slump against him, getting comfortable against his body, while your sole focus is on Taehyung. It’s funny, he thinks, how none of them pay attention to what is happening, but they all fall on a comfortable rhythm and a safe atmosphere in a few minutes only. It makes him smile because to be honest, how is he supposed to remain unaffected by all of this?
His boys look so happy: Namjoon and Hoseok are beaming at each other, you couldn’t make it more obvious that they are soulmates despite not having interacted with each other a lot recently. Taehyung’s smile is almost blinding as he laughs at you, who is fumbling with the remote control, trying to look for the previously mentioned documentary.
Jungkook, Jimin, and Seokjin work together smoothly in the kitchen-Yoongi doesn’t miss the few wandering touches that they all try to hide as much as they can, but their burning faces do little to cover up their embarrassment.
His gaze comes back to you who is quietly swearing because you can’t find your recording of the documentary you want to show Taehyung. You always have this natural charm about yourself that draws all of them to you, but at this right moment, it’s a bit different to Yoongi. He watches you and wonders how things would have turned had he not gone outside to call you out as he had noticed you outside his parlor. You had been coming over so often that he had wondered what your deal was, and it had turned out that you had just been too afraid to enter despite the pretty design that you had created. Looking back on it, he thinks that it’s truly a blessing; all of this.
You’ve been a little blessing in his life; he cannot even imagine what his life without you would be. How can he when you’ve been changing everything he believed in and turning his whole world upside down? He used to believe that he was not worth it, that a soulmate was nothing that he would ever believe in any longer. He used to hate the concept in itself, thinking that love was messed up and only left him hurting. He believed that he did not belong in the middle of his friends who were full of love and happiness, even for him who didn’t always treat them nicely. Yet, they all tried to lift his spirits and to make his day a little brighter.
Until you came in and changed everything, proving him that he can indeed love and deserves to be loved in return. He doesn’t have to punish himself, doesn’t have to keep Jungkook and Taehyung away from him, doesn’t need to deny what he feels for Hoseok, doesn’t need to hold himself back to shower Jimin with love, doesn’t need to stay strong for Namjoon, he can also give up and just let himself be loved. He doesn’t have to be angry at Seokjin, if anything, it makes sense why he has never been able to hate him. And he doesn’t have to reject you; he can accept all the love you have to offer and try to give back the same amount of care that you have for him. He doesn’t have to try and pretend that he is not affected, because he is, and it’s okay to be. It’s okay to look at you and think that he’s head over heels for you because he knows that it’s safe to feel that way; you feel just the same, if not more.
You catch his insistent gaze and smile as the thought grazes his mind. “I hope those are happy tears, Yoons.”
It’s not bad to be in love, after all. As long as he has his soulmates, nothing can happen to him. Maybe he should thank you for that, but he’ll make sure to let you know how much he appreciates you and everything you did for him. He thinks that you might already have an idea because you’re smirking like an idiot, but as he laughs quietly, he can’t help but say aloud, “I was just thinking. Thank god I decided to pull you in when you were annoying us outside the parlor that day so you could stop stalking us. All of our mates owe me at least some new cars and maybe a new piano. Without me, you wouldn’t be here like that, we wouldn’t be here like that.” He lets his fingertips wander over the tattoo you share, over the tattoos Jungkook and Taehyung gave you.
“Hey! I wasn’t stalking you!”
“Kinda felt like it, love.” Jungkook calls from the kitchen before laughing.
“But I didn’t! I was just trying to get inside, but then I just freaked out.”
“Yeah, and for how long exactly did that go on?” Taehyung smirks as he sees you pouting.
“You don’t have to call me out like that, you know?”
Neither of them had a home like this before, it really shows. Everyone falls into this comfortable routine, everyone knows how to function around each other without having to even try getting used to their behavior. Taehyung starts tickling you because he sees you’ve been in your thoughts as well, tearing up a bit-and he can’t have that. Hoseok is taking pictures of you because he says that this moment is too precious for him not to save it for everyone to look back at. Namjoon just laughs and shakes his head as you call for him to help you, to get his “strong arms to a good use for once”.
“You know, hyung. I see that you have a really nice body, but all that time at the café must have had some effects on your body. You can go to the gym with me to keep your body fit, you’re thirty!” Jungkook offers with a cheeky smile and Seokjin, well, he screams at the young man and slams the wooden spoon against his forehead.
“That is rude!”
“I mean, if you want him to exercise so badly, I have an idea that includes six other dicks and some good pussy. I don’t even mind bottoming for all of you, you can use me like a cum dump and I won’t even hesitate. Fill me up, you know,” Jimin adds as he’s cutting some onion, earning a slap on the forehead as well.
“I’m too old for this, Hoseok, cancel this! Sos! Please.”
You giggle, pressing a kiss onto Taehyung’s lips as you cuddle closer to Yoongi.
“I love you,” Yoongi says into the room. And maybe, it’s just because they all belong to each other, but Yoongi wouldn’t have his life any other way.
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MOONCHILD 🌙  16
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SUMMARY: Soulmates are a common thing. Everyone has one. Some  people think soulmates are the greatest gift fate could give, others are  envious about happy couples that were lucky enough to receive a  wonderful partner. One of them was Min Yoongi. Your time to meet your  significant other hasn’t come yet, stumbling into the tattoo parlor with  a simple idea in mind, not knowing that you will be bound to step by  more often. When you leave for the first time, you’ll go home with your  masterpiece of a tattoo.
When you leave for the second time, you’ll go home with not only one, but two soulmates.
The man that was supposed to be your only soulmate,  the one that never wanted to tell you that he woke up with the exact  same koi karp tattoo just sits and watches - until he can’t take the  pain anymore.
GENRE: Soulmate AU, Tattoo Parlour AU
PAIRINGS: Y/N x Taehyung / Y/N x Jungkook / Taehyung x Jungkook / Taehyung x Jimin / Jungkook x Jimin / Hoseok x Seokjin / Y/N x Yoongi / Y/N x Jimin / Y/N x Namjoon / Namjoon x Jimin
WARNINGS: Yoonmin finally have some time on their own which means a lot of fluff, SMUT (oral, sub/dom themes, edging, powerplay, some of the roles changed oops NC17), mentions of alcohol and cigarettes, strong languages, so much love
WORD COUNT: 15,8k
NOTE: EARLY UPDATE HELLO! hello loves, we're back with another chapter! this one really got both of us go crazy because we have two really cute dates - our couples deserved some time for themselves! especially the taekook date turned out so beautiful i shed one or two tears. besides that, we have a... delicious smut scene, hehe.
dolly and i decided to add an extra chapter for those who are interested in pure filth, it will be coming before the next chapter, just in case some of you guys don't like to read too intense smut, so keep hanging around for that!
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Jimin loves the spa and everything that comes with it: face masks, massages, fancy food and lots of affection from Yoongi. The elder woke him up from his nap with one of the best rimming of his life (don’t let Jungkook know, please), combined with an oily hand job that Jimin will probably never forget. Not like he wants to forget about it because this is definitely a memory he will cherish.
Yoongi didn’t fuck him until after dinner, getting teased by Jimin in his beautiful outfit-and surprised by the lingerie that was waiting for him underneath. Finishing their long day in each other’s arms felt gratifying.
Their second day started with a blowjob for Yoongi, even though he was the one that wanted to surprise Jimin with one; who is he to say no to those sinful lips wrapped around his dick?
Breakfast went by fast, they both weren’t really hungry and opted for the delicious looking fruits-watermelon juices trickling down Yoongi’s chin as if he was drinking up your juices, which is something Jimin loves watching. He groaned and threw his head back just to hear Yoongi’s giggle, knowing that he won’t let that down for a while.
“Oh lord, fuck, Yoongi you bastard,” Jimin whines in that stupidly high-pitched voice that goes straight down to Yoongi’s cock. Who thought it was a good idea to go on this stupid spa weekend with him? He’s going to die. Jimin keeps on riling him up purposefully and Yoongi is guilty of doing the same. They’re both insatiable and it’s between amusing to concerning in Yoongi’s opinion. Though don’t get him wrong, he’d never spend the weekend differently; he’s very much enjoying every second of it.
They’re currently splayed out on their stomachs to get a hot stone massage, naked and only covered in a flimsy towel above their butts. Yoongi isn’t shy about his body, even though he’s used to the weird looks he gets because ink is splattered almost everywhere on his body. He can feel the fingertips of the masseuse tracing one of his back pieces and can’t help the goosebumps that rise on his skin.
“They’re beautiful,” the elderly woman says with a gentle smile as he starts loosening the tight knots on Yoongi’s back. “The one tattooing those is really talented.”
“Thank you,” he whispers, suddenly feeling smaller and more insecure than what he’s used to-so vulnerable-, but also unbelievably proud, because almost every single one of those tattoos is either made by Taehyung or Jungkook.
Jimin next to him huffs. “So am I, where are my compliments?”
Yoongi laughs, turning his head to look at his boyfriend, both of their cheeks squished against the soft fabric of the massage table. “You look beautiful, Jimin. Even with all that sweat on your forehead.” Jimin huffs and turns his head the other way. “I don’t know you, stranger.”
After the successful massage, they decide to cool down in the huge pool area, having a few more hours before their next appointment-pedicures. Yoongi can feel his toes clenching at that thought already, the urge to escape the torture that was about to come. It’s not like he’s going to hate it, but he’d very much keep his feet away from any hands-his soulmates get a pass, but only them. He’s feeling super relaxed, the massage did lose some knots he didn’t even know he had, his body feels soft and easy instead of hard and tired, so why did Jimin decide to put him through the worst thing ever-someone touching his feet.
Yet, he tries to forget about that and fully concentrates on Jimin. He looks as beautiful as always, even though there’s no harshness to his face right now, fully relaxed and a satisfied smile spread on his lips. He’s stunning really, and Yoongi cannot help but stare for a little more than he would usually let himself do.
Jimin thinks the same, though. He’s never seen Yoongi as relaxed-and without the deep frown he’s usually wearing around. A soft smile is tracing his lips as he watches Jimin, his body is on sight for everyone-only those stupidly short swimming trunks covering his most delicate parts for the world to see.
Then there’s the soulmate tattoos Jimin shares with his other mates and Yoongi wants to design a beautiful and delicate piece just for the two of them. The tarot card Jungkook designed just for you, but ended up on almost all of their arms. The ghibli sleeve that Yoongi designed and still loves, pastel colors against Jimin’s beautiful skin.
But Jimin’s weakness is also on full view: Yoongi’s tattooed body, the bright ink contrasting against his pale skin, makes him look sharp and defined even though Yoongi isn’t the most muscular man out of their relationship. The beautiful pieces that sometimes don’t match what seems like to be his personality-some works even look feminine, but especially those pieces are Jimin’s favorites. That, and his nipple piercings.
Yoongi dives and swims towards his boyfriend, pushing his hair back as he comes out of the water. “You wanna head over to the hot tub? I’m kinda freezing,” he chuckles amused at Jimin’s fixed stare and shows him his arm where a thin layer of goosebumps is covering his skin.
Jimin shrugs, nodding as he starts walking out of the water. “Sure, as long as there are no creeps inside. I swear to god, I once had this weird milf next to me and she decided to play footsies with me. Ew.”
Yoongi laughs, shaking his head as he grabs Jimin’s hands and leads him to one of the empty hot tubs, stepping inside and groaning immediately. “Fuck, this is amazing. Like my own bathtub but bigger and better and, ugh, I wish I had a bath bomb with me.”
Jimin smiles at his boyfriend, tough and grumpy Min Yoongi, yet loving soft bath bombs that smell like flowers (and sometimes even have little surprises or glitter inside).
Jimin slides in next to Yoongi and sits right in front of the gland to massage his lower back. “Can we buy one for our house please?”
Yoongi raises an eyebrow as he leans back, resting his head on his palm. “I don’t know what you can get for your house? Ask Namjoon or Taehyung, I guess? Even though I don’t know where you could put a hot tub, seeing that Namjoon already has his own office and Jungkook his own gaming room. Would you put it in the bathroom? I think there are few gadgets you can buy for your bathtub, though.”
Jimin frowns at Yoongi’s answer, then his face turns soft again. “Oh, I… I didn’t mean it like that, sometimes I forget that you still don’t live with us. Not that you have to! It’s totally up to you and I- I better shut up now,” he sighs and lets his fingertips glide through the water. Yoongi knows he shouldn’t feel left aside because he truly isn’t. It’s just that the conversation still hasn’t come and yeah sure, he wishes that it would happen soon, but it’s fine too if it doesn’t. He can wait a bit longer.
“It’s okay, Jimin. It’s not your fault. I know how confused it can get between us, we didn’t even have the chance yet to talk about me moving in at all, I mean, we aren’t even mated that long. And you’ve created your own home and-”
“It could be your home too, Yoon,” Jimin interrupts him with a soft smile. “You can create your own safe place there too. And I know that it’s hard for you to live with people, we all know about your mental health and that you need a place for yourself sometimes. But maybe you can consider it? You won’t have to be alone, you can have your own room if you need space, maybe you can keep your flat for a little longer and just sleep with us? I think everyone would really like that.”
“I… Sure,” Yoongi sighs, trying to look unbothered, even though his eyes are slowly starting to fill with tears. He’s wanted. Jimin wants him. You want him. Why is it so hard for him to accept that he’s loved and cared for? Sometimes he thinks he’s full of contradictions. He refuses to let them in, not fully but it’s often clear that they wish they had more of him, but then he sulks because he’s not with them and they’re not taking care of him as he wishes them to. So Yoongi wonders; why is he doing that to himself? “Let’s talk with the others once we’re home, yeah?”
Jimin nods with a happy smile and is just about to kiss Yoongi, when a deep voice startles him.
“Hey guys, you won’t mind if I jump in as well, right?” Some random man steps into the hot tub, sitting just across Jimin and Yoongi. He grins at them, but acts all chill.
He’s pretty, Yoongi thinks, but not his type at all-and he’s kind of bothered that this guy decided to ruin their moment. “Sure,” he grumbles, and the man turns away to look at Yoongi’s boyfriend.
“Your hair is pretty,” the man says and winks at Jimin, causing the younger male to blush. “Erm, thank you?” It is awkward, the couple feels awkward and this man doesn’t even realize it. Jimin doesn’t really want to thank him, but he also doesn’t want troubles; maybe that guy will leave soon, right?
“Isn’t it weird to come to a spa with your brother? He looks super intimidating but I thought I just had to come over and take my chance. Your tattoos are pretty too, so delicate! I have one of my own, it’s a cool lion and a clockwork!” The man obviously feels Yoongi’s glare on him but he merely chuckles. “Sorry man,” he shrugs at Yoongi, “but you’re not my type. This beauty though…,” he wolf-whistles which causes Jimin to cringe and Yoongi to… get even angrier. It’s a wonder that guy has still not gotten the hint, Jimin thinks, because he has rarely seen Yoongi looking that menacing and angry. Had he been on the receiving end of that glare, Jimin would have probably wished to be swallowed by the ground.
“What do you want to do to my ‘brother’? Wanna take him out? Touch him? Fuck his pretty ass?” Yoongi looks at him challenged and Jimin gasps. This is taking a turn and Jimin isn’t sure he’s going to like the outcome. “Yoon,” he whispers, but Yoongi shakes his head. “Or do you want to do this to him?”
Yoongi turns around to grab Jimin’s thighs, placing him on his own lap and crashes their lips together with a low growl coming from his lips. Jimin, to his own surprise, moans and grinds up against Yoongi as he feels a pair of hands on his ass. It’s like an instinct by now.
Then, Yoongi breaks the kiss and looks over Jimin’s shoulder at the man, just to see his disgusted face. “Do you want to help me pleasure my baby boy? He gets quite messy, though, likes to be fucked all wet and sloppily,” he grins but Jimin sees right through his features. Yoongi would never share, not to some random dude interrupting them, and it feels like Yoongi is silently daring him to act up, to try and see what can happen if he doesn’t back off quickly.
“Dude, this is incest, isn’t that illegal?” The man backs off even more.
“Mmh, we’re not related, I don’t know how you could even think of that. But he does call me Daddy sometimes, right, angel?” Yoongi presses another kiss to the juncture of Jimin’s neck, causing the younger to sob quietly. Jimin’s mind has clearly forgotten about their ‘issue’, merely focussing on Yoongi’s voice and comforting presence.
“Right… Daddy, more, please.”
Yoongi smiles at the man before pecking Jimin’s lips. “Later, babe.”
Jimin turns around to the man, suddenly back and fully aware of their surroundings while he looks at him with a glare. “Leave, we’re busy.”
And luckily, he does leave, but so do Yoongi and Jimin to spend some quality time before their pedicure starts.
In the evening, they decide to go to one of the outside restaurants to watch the starry night as they enjoy their food.
“I can’t believe this is already our last night,” Jimin sighs as he shovels some pasta into his mouth. “We deserve a longer vacation. Oh, maybe we should all plan a beach trip or something!”
Yoongi smiles at his boyfriend and takes a sip of his wine. “We can, yes. As long as there’s some shadow for me to sleep in, I’m fine with that. Especially with watching Jungkook and Taehyung play in the water like the kids they are.”
“And watch water drip from Jungkook’s abs,” Jimin groans and Yoongi licks his lips, nodding. “Or Taehyung’s ass in his swim shorts. Even though I can’t deny that you look good in yours too,” Jimin grins at the elder, sliding his foot against Yoongi’s calves.
“What are you trying to do, Chim? Want to seduce me during dinner, again? It feels like you don’t even want to enjoy your food.”
Yoongi raises his eyebrow with a knowing smirk.
“I’m just a man, what can I say?” Jimin shrugs, but his cheeks turn beautifully red and Yoongi falls for him again. Yet, he decides to tease his mate even more.
“I don’t know what you want me to give you, though. I mean, I already gave you everything I had the last two days.”
Jimin sighs, almost pouting. “Almost.”
Yoongi leans back, his spoon full of food placed back on the table. “Almost? What else do you need?” Oh, Yoongi knows what Jimin craves, yet he’s not going to give in already. He needs to hear his boyfriend admit what has been stuck in his throat for the past few hours.
“You’ve been so soft with me, you took care of me, but I want you to be like… Like you are with them,” Jimin looks at Yoongi with those beautiful wide eyes, lips formed into a cute pout as he plays with the food on his plate.
“I thought that’s what you wanted, Jimin? Being treated like a prince, being pampered. Isn’t that what you want? Or are you needy and desperate to get fucked like a whore?” Yoongi coos, getting back to eating his food as if he isn’t rock hard in his pants already - again.
“Yes, please,” Jimin whines and shifts uncomfortably on his chair. “You’re being mean to all of them but me. I thought we could have some rough sex here, but you’re treating me like I could break. If I wanted that, I could’ve come here by myself and ask the staff to pamper me or slide a finger up my ass during the massages.” He huffs and crosses his arms. That strikes a nerve because no one tells Yoongi that someone could take care of his soulmate better than him, not even the pretty Park Jimin. Insinuating that a random masseur would have been as efficient as him-him!-is downright insulting. Maybe Jimin does deserve a punishment, but clearly not one he will expect. Because if he thinks someone else can take care of him while his own soulmate is here, then Yoongi will gladly let him find a way to satisfy his need alone.
“Because we’re on vacation, Jimin. You’ve been talking about how stressed you are lately and that you want nothing but relax. We didn’t talk about doing anything harder here, you could’ve just told me what you needed. Now, finish your food,” Yoongi says, lips pressed into a tight line. His jealousy is still something Yoongi needs to work on, but now that he’s here, spending time with Jimin and just wanting the best for him, the younger still dares to be whiny about it and really thinks about the staff instead of Yoongi?
“I-,” Jimin stutters, but Yoongi shakes his head. “I said eat up, slut.”
Their table grows quiet as the couple eats their dinner, Yoongi enjoys how unsure and squirmy Jimin is acting right now, clearly uncomfortable in his situation because he doesn’t know where they’re at right now.
Of course, they talked about any hard limits in bed, everyone knows that Jimin is into degradation and loves being called names, being told what to do - yet, Yoongi never had to be harsh with him. But now, Jimin’s just ungrateful and deserves to be put in his place.
“Okay I’m full,” Jimin speaks up after eating only two more bites of his pasta.
“No, you’re not. I paid for this food and you’re going to eat it instead of wasting it,” Yoongi orders as he drinks the rest of his wine.
“Wow, now you’re acting all bad boy and everything. Let me guess, you’re throwing me onto the bed and giving me spankies because I didn’t listen to you, huh?” Jimin looks at Yoongi, dangerously close to rolling his eyes as his bratty side takes over.
Yoongi laughs wholeheartedly as he finishes his food. “No, because that’s what you’re expecting. But I’m not like Jungkook, losing my shit and punishing you like that. You might know how to rile them up, but you don’t know what you just started. We’re going into the room once we’re done and then you can think about a nice apology for me and then you’re going to bed and sleep off that attitude, Jimin.”
“Sure,” now Jimin does roll his eyes, but Yoongi is a man true to his word. Punishment doesn’t have to be sexual for him, especially if someone acts the way Jimin does.
And well, because his pride is hurt right now.
Once they’re back in their room, Jimin looks expectantly at his boyfriend, but Yoongi just disappears into the bathroom and takes a shower, trying to calm down a bit before he comes back into the sleeping area. Maybe he should have expected it, but he finds a very naked Jimin, two fingers deep in his ass and the wet sounds of lube echoing through the room. Yoongi wants to laugh because Jimin clearly thinks he has already won, that Yoongi will give in and fuck his attitude out of him. His naivety is almost cute. Almost.
Jimin looks at Yoongi with a mischievous smirk, but the elder just ignores his behavior and grabs his tablet to finish some tattoo sketches. “Have fun, hope you’re coming nice and hard.”
Then, he goes outside on their little balcony and lights himself a cigarette as he sits down. You and Jungkook kind of made him stop smoking as much as he did before everything happened, but sometimes the urge is too strong for him to not give in. He tries to though, he swore it to you anyway. He’d hate to be the one potentially ruining the lungs of his mates; Yoongi knows well that you don’t need to smoke for it to reach your lungs, being around people-or even one person-who smokes too much can already have an impact. And if there is one thing he refuses, it’s having a bad repercussion on the health of his soulmates.
He unconsciously scratches the tattoo on his neck as he thinks about you for a while, letting his mind drift to the rest of his soulmates. Even after only two days, he misses them.
Yoongi is glad to finally have some time with Jimin, because he doesn’t see him and Namjoon as much as he does see the rest, but sometimes Jimin gets a bit too much for him.
He hasn’t been alone with him for a session like that, yet he needs to keep his facade upright.
The balcony door opens, allowing a red-faced Jimin to slip through the small space outside. Yoongi can quite clearly see that his boyfriend is embarrassed and confused, unsure about where to stand. Those aren’t rules he knows, so he’s tiptoeing around. “Are you really going to work instead of fucking me right now? I’m stretched and ready to sit on your cock, babe,” he whines as he lets himself plop down onto Yoongi’s lap, taking the tablet from him and places it aside.
“You smoked,” he states as he looks into the ashtray.
“I did,” Yoongi hums as he wraps his arms around Jimin’s middle and leans his face against his boyfriend’s chest. “But I won’t fuck you, Jimin. I’m a man of my words. You were a brat and tried to make me jealous, testing my nerves all day. Maybe if you behave until we’re home, then you’re getting a reward.”
“This is… you can’t be serious…,” Jimin stutters as he lifts Yoongi’s head to look at him. “I’m hard!”
Yoongi grins and places a quick peck on the younger’s plump lips. “That’s sad, but I’m not like Namjoon or Jungkook. If you don’t behave, I won’t reward you. If you’re being a brat, I’ll be treating you like a brat. I’m not giving what you want to; you only receive what I am willing to give. You won’t be getting any dick today, sorry babe. You can use your fingers if you want to, but I bet that won’t be enough for your hungry hole.”
“Rude! Then I’m going to bed, old man,” Jimin huffs and slips from Yoongi’s lap, trotting back into their room, leaving Yoongi alone.
“Poor soul,” the man sighs, knowing that Jimin probably never had to deal with rejection before. Well, he’s going to teach that boy how to behave like a good little slut.
“I can’t believe this is already over and I didn’t get a hard fuck,” Jimin pouts as he connects his phone to the car again, playing the same awful playlist he did on their ride to the resort.
“I can’t believe none of our boyfriends taught you how to act towards your dom,” Yoongi smirks, “But I’m glad we have more than enough time to turn you into an obedient good boy once we’re back home.”
And then, he actually starts singing along to Katy Perry, leaving Jimin confused and dumbstruck because he’s definitely not used to this kind of behavior. But he huffs quietly; he knows how to be a good boy and to have what he wants in the end.
But not everyone was having such a relaxed weekend.
Because Jungkook wants to scream. He wants to scream so bad that he might actually do it in the middle of the parlor. Their long planned appointment just got cancelled an hour before it should start. Taehyung looks concerned, knowing that the cancellation of a long appointment always made Jungkook panic.
Always. No fucking exception.
Jungkook is always meticulous in the way he books every customer. It somehow grew to be his job whenever he doesn’t have to tattoo someone. In the beginning, Yoongi wanted Jungkook to prove himself with that simple desk job, because it’s an important part of their job. Jungkook has always been on the shy side, yet this job consists of lots of conversation, making people feel safe and comfortable. Giving Jungkook a few months at the front desk, showing him how to plan appointments without them overlapping, helping customers with tattoo ideas, relaxing them before an appointment. And Jungkook succeeded in that, so he has been the one planning all of their appointments and calendars nowadays and that’s because he’s fucking excellent at planning things.
He makes sure that the three of them always get breaks during their preferred times, makes sure they have enough time to take lunch, verify that no long appointments are the first thing booked in Yoongi’s schedule because it always put Yoongi in a very sour mood, Taehyung doesn’t want to tattoo college kids because he knows most of them will regret it, Yoongi hates working too early so he never books anyone before 11am if possible, and so on.
The list of things he thinks about when booking an appointment is honestly much longer and sometimes it terrifies both Yoongi and Taehyung how he somehow always makes everything fit together, but he almost always does. No more Yoongi accidentally booking two appointments too close to each other for him to have time to take a break, no more Taehyung wincing when a mom comes and yells for a refund for her son’s dumb actions. Usually, everything goes exactly like on schedule-even if sometimes some appointments drag out and they happen to be later in his plans, but this is okay, as long as the tattoo is perfect, it’s fine to be a little late- and Jungkook likes when everything goes according to his plan.
Simple, tidy, and perfect.
Only when you work with actual people-thus requiring a certain social skill that Jungkook has by now mastered-a lot doesn’t stick to his schedule and it makes him mad.
“So… I guess they cancelled?” Taehyung asks curiously but also softly, hoping this wouldn’t trigger Jungkook more than he already is. It is honestly funny to him to see their youngest being like that. A vein is already popping and it’s painfully obvious that he’s doing his very best not to blow up. Nevertheless, he breathes in and out before answering.
“Worse. They fucking rescheduled.”
Taehyung winces because he knows that’s the worst, especially with long appointments. A long slot always gives a hard time to put in their agenda, but rescheduling one is truly the most messed up thing. Not only they lost their entire afternoon and a lot of fucking money because long sessions were more expensive, especially super colorful pieces; they could have indeed booked a few short sessions to clear their schedule for the next week in order to find a good day for this appointment, but now, the next week is also fully packed since Jungkook had made sure to push back all short sessions, clearing this particular day for their long piece.
Means that the customer has to wait at least another month for their appointment.
Jungkook is fuming because nothing goes as planned right now. He cannot reschedule everyone just for one piece; it will have to wait… At least another month now.
And Jungkook hates that. He loathes it so fucking much because he knows he has to call back and announce that he cannot do anything else but to push back the appointment and even if it’s not Jungkook’s fault, he’ll get yelled at nevertheless.
He’s already tired of it and he still hasn’t gotten the phone in his hand. Monday, he decided. He will call them on Monday and worry about that then. Future Jungkook will deal with it.
“Hey, Guk. We’ll handle that later, alright? Let’s enjoy the fact that we have more time for our date today, we’re going to have so much more fun than to stay here, so let’s make the best out of it, okay?”
Jungkook rationally knows that Taehyung is trying to soothe him down but it does the complete opposite. He thinks that his heart might have missed a beat because he realizes that now, not only is the schedule of the parlor messed up, but the schedule of his date is also all over the place and he’s not mentally ready.
Fuck. He needs at least another hour for his brain to start cooperating, if he tries his best to make Taehyung’s favorite activities fit for the rest of the day.
I’m not ready, Jungkook thinks. He had everything planned despite knowing they didn’t have a lot of time since they were supposed to finish work late. Jungkook wants to cry because what if they have this awkward moment when both don’t know what to do and mindlessly keep on asking each other what the other wants to do and answers “I don’t know, you can choose, I’ll be fine with anything.”
No, that’s not happening under Jungkook’s watch.
Never.
“I’m going to the restroom for a bit. I’ll be back,” Jungkook breathes out with his fakest smile and Taehyung knows fully well that Jungkook is trying not to scream and that he wants to think for a few minutes. It’s honestly tempting to tease him but the pleading glance that Jungkook shoots him shuts him up. He looks so shaken up by the whole change of planning that Taehyung gives him the extra minutes he needs to compose himself. It’s the least he can give him as he knows too well how their youngest panics once things get messy in his mind.
So he waits for a few seconds, which quickly becomes minutes until Taehyung actually gets annoyed and starts knocking on the restroom’s door where he physically can feel Jungkook overthink. Taehyung chuckles a bit at that, hearing his mate knock something off, probably startled by the noise of his knocking while he was deep in thought.
“Yes?” Jungkook’s voice sounds ridiculously shy and Taehyung feels the urge to laugh. He keeps it inside for the ego of his mate, but he’ll probably use that against him when the opportunity arises.
“Do you actually intend on taking me on that date to make it up for the mean things you said or do you prefer staying here and-” Taehyung is smirking already because he knows it will set off Jungkook.
“No! What do you mean? Of course, I want to take you on a date!”
Taehyung grins as Jungkook quickly opens the door to face his boyfriend. He doesn’t look as shaken as he was previously, but still a bit disoriented; it makes Taehyung smile gently.
“Then take me on a date, idiot.”
Jungkook obviously wants to retort but he just nods, embarrassed by his reaction and Taehyung’s display of power. It’s nothing too strong, barely there to be fair, yet Jungkook being used to being the one in charge, he usually doesn’t get ordered around like Taehyung just did. The switch of dynamic is a bit strange, but nothing he’s uncomfortable with. Jungkook clearly notices that his mate is going easy on him for now; it feels like Taehyung is easing Jungkook into it. So he just follows his mate wordlessly around the parlor while Taehyung verifies that everything is prepared for them to go: he turns on the answering machine, shuts the reception’s computer off, closes all rooms after making sure they were all empty, puts the security alarm on before finally closing the main door.
Taehyung smirks as he feels Jungkook's curious yet distant presence behind him; his mate says nothing but he’s a bit restless, wondering what he should or should not do and it makes Taehyung want to have some fun with his poor bun right now.
Jungkook didn’t really explain his behavior, he has just been extremely compliant and Taehyung is testing the waters. He raised a curious eyebrow this morning when Jungkook had prepared breakfast, clearly smelling something fishy in his behavior, but Jungkook had not given any comment, only following Taehyung’s wishes throughout the day as if trying to please him. It’s fun for Taehyung, but he wonders for a brief second if this is really what Jungkook wants, or what Jungkook would do for Taehyung to forgive him.
“You’ve been awfully silent, you’re good?” Taehyung asks as he grabs the younger's hand and laces their fingers together. He doesn’t really know how to delve into this conversation but he knows he has to find a way to get Jungkook to explain even if it embarrasses the hell out of him. Even though Jungkook might have already slipped in a submissive headspace-and Taehyung knows how easily it is to get lost like that-, Taehyung wants to really talk about it again.
“Yeah, why?” Of course, Jungkook would act up all innocent and dumb about his behavior, even though he knows well how strange his behavior is to what he’s usually acting like.
“Well, you’ve been rather… soft today. I wouldn’t go as far as to say submissive, but…” Taehyung eyes Jungkook's reaction at the word, but his mate doesn’t even flinch, nor does he blink. He just keeps on walking next to Taehyung until they get to their apartment to take their car. Neither of them had foreseen that someone would cancel on them, so the car had been left at home this morning.
“Is… Is that a problem with you?” Jungkook looks at Taehyung with those big doe eyes, biting his lips in worry. Taehyung can clearly see a glimmer of doubt flashing in Jungkook’s eyes so he’s quick to answer.
“Not to me, I enjoy it. You know that I love nothing more than giving in to you, showing you my vulnerable side and sometimes getting treated like a worthless slut. But we also talked about me being in power sometimes, yet we didn’t try anything like that and that’s totally fine because there wouldn’t be much fun in it if you weren’t a hundred percent sure that you want that as well. I was wondering what it was about. Because if you decided that today was my day, me being in charge, I’d love to do it, babe. But only if you’re ready to let loose.”
Jungkook looks confused at Taehyung’s answer as he merely tilts his head. Taehyung can almost physically see the question mark appearing above his head and it takes everything out of him not to laugh. Jungkook’s eyes are glowing with unspoken questions and Taehyung loves it, loves that Jungkook can’t hide his true feelings because his eyes always tell.
“What I mean is do you actually do that because you think I like it or you genuinely wanna try?”
It takes Jungkook by surprise; he had not even thought that Taehyung might question his behavior in this way. They both know each other's limits and ideas; Jungkook knows this is something within his boundaries and that it would be a nice switch of balance for Taehyung for once.
But he had not considered the fact that Taehyung might believe that he was crossing his own boundaries just to be forgiven. To do something he’s not comfortable with just to please Taehyung.
To be fair, that’s something he totally would do, he’s not that wrong. But this is not something he’s doing right now.
“No! I mean, I’m not pushing myself over something I don’t want to do, trust me. It’s true that I’m also doing this for you because I know that it’s something you enjoy and I don’t give you the opportunity often so I just wanted to let you know that today is your day, I don’t mind for the dynamics to switch for once and I’m rather excited about it, so don’t worry at all about it. I’m 100% sure about that. Even though it was weird to get all clean and ready for it, you know what I mean. Probs to you and Jimin to be ready at all times,” Jungkook cringes visibly and Taehyung bursts out with laughter. He totally understands what Jungkook means, but to Jimin and Taehyung it’s most likely self-care to be always waxed and… clean for spontaneous use.
Yet, he doesn’t look fully convinced but accepts Jungkook’s words nonetheless and will make sure to still pay attention to what he does in case it could be too much for his boyfriend. The last thing Taehyung wants is for his mate to suddenly snap because he feels uncomfortable.
“Okay, if you say so. I trust you in this, Gguk-ah.”
“I mean it!” Jungkook protests with a pout, wanting to be taking seriously like that.
“I know, you idiot. Now take the keys and drive me around then. We have the whole afternoon for ourselves.”
Taehyung smirks as he slaps Jungkook’s ass before running to their car. He laughs as he sees that Jungkook is running behind him and is most likely to catch up with him really quickly. They must look like dumb teenagers screaming in the streets, giggling at each other, but Taehyung doesn’t care. The smile and laughter of his mate is one of the things he treasures the most, so seeing Jungkook this happy and carefree makes his heart flutter blissfully.
They don’t get too far, mostly driving around the city at first to get outside this crowded scenery they knew so well. Taehyung just wants to be able to watch Jungkook drive him around while his hand remains firmly on Jungkook’s thigh.
He isn’t teasing; if anything, Jungkook would rather say that the touch felt intimate and comfortable. He definitely enjoys this kind of affection whether he’ll admit it. It feels slightly possessive but not in a bad way, and besides, he greatly takes pride in the look Taehyung is giving him right now, looking at him with amazement in his eyes.
Maybe Taehyung’s gaze just feels really warm today, but Jungkook is pretty sure that his cheeks are slightly heating up. He’s not shy. He definitely enjoys the attention, but after everything they just recently went though, the insisting stare of his mate makes him blush slightly.
“Is something wrong on my face?” He asks mostly to make sure, but Jungkook can’t lie, he’s also fishing for compliments.
“No, you just look really beautiful right now,” now that’s not a word usually heard from Taehyung. He’s more used to be called handsome than beautiful and despite his silent huff that Taehyung definitely caught and laughed at, Jungkook still smiles softly while his eyes stay focussed on the road, “we both know I’m mostly enjoying the view, no need for me to say it aloud.”
“I like to hear it from you, though.”
The admission sounds a bit bashful and he has to admit that the words feel a bit embarrassing on his tongue, but Jungkook doesn’t back down. He always accepts new challenges and if being cheesy without getting flustered is a new one, he’ll be up to it.
Taehyung giggles softly as he turns around to stare at the road. It’s nice, he thinks. He likes this moment of pure comfort, where the both of them are alone with the motor of their car as sole music background. One day he’ll buy a car big enough for everyone to get in and for them to leave on a road trip together. It’s a bit silly, but the idea is enough to get Taehyung excited about their future together.
“Let’s go to that shop where you can build a bear.”
It’s so random that it even takes Taehyung aback for a second and he can clearly see a flicker of confusion in Jungkook’s eyes but they both can remember that one night when they discovered that shop and thought that the idea was cute. Taehyung had been the most adamant one about going back one day when it would be opened; Jungkook had not refused but he had mostly thought it was a joke. Isn’t that a place you go with your kids for them to make their own stuffie? Taehyung doesn’t even sleep with stuffies, he just uses his pillows and mates to cuddle with.
“For real? You want to do that during our date?”
“Why not, it’s cute and we said we would do it one day, that it would be fun.” Taehyung pouts to provoke Jungkook and the latter merely sighs.
“Yeah, yeah, alright. We can do whatever you want anyway, today is your day.” Jungkook has a soft smile dancing on his lips despite him trying to sound annoyed. They both know that he’s not even phased by Taehyung’s request.
“Well said. Today is my day.” His cockiness is definitely heard and usually he’d be told to cut it off, but Jungkook doesn’t say anything as he drives them to their destination while Taehyung’s hand remains affectionately on Jungkook’s thigh. He’s so going to love this day.
It’s a bit crazy how they truly come back to this shop; Taehyung is grinning while Jungkook is just looking at everything with a blank stare. He had never believed they’d truly be back but here they are and he can’t find it in himself to say that he hates it. It’s overwhelming, sure. It’s most definitely something that would crack his image a little bit if somebody he knows saw him like that, but it’s also kinda cute.
Taehyung’s smile and giddy voice is enough for Jungkook to let his boyfriend drag him around the store as he gives him a basket to take his pieces so that they can build a bear for each other.
Y/N would love that, Jungkook thinks. Maybe they can build a bear for all of their mates later on. One that looks like each of them, with cute little outfits and fitting scents.
There are plenty of families around them, smaller kids but also pre-teenagers, this is definitely not considered as a casual dating spot. Jungkook can just hope that it doesn’t look too weird, two rather tall tattooed men building tiny little bears.
“Stop thinking about your image, Jungkook. Think about the fun you’ll have,” Taehyung whispers into his ear and presses a chaste kiss against his cheek before running off.
He totally can see the weird stares that they already could be given. But funnily enough, no one pays attention to them. The other people are enjoying themselves in their little world and even the cashier isn’t looking at them anymore. So, the slight tension that resided in Jungkook’s shoulders drops ever so slightly and he lets himself actually look through the potential items that he can choose for Taehyung’s bear. He sees a few cute bows and adorable jackets; Jungkook almost wants to coo at the sight but he refrains while he glances at Taehyung’s enthusiastic form moving around the shop happily while he hides his basket from Jungkook. Maybe Jungkook should be angry at his heart for beating so loudly just because Taehyung looks happy. He wishes his heart could slow down for a second or he’s actually going to blush solely because of Taehyung’s smile.
Jungkook mentally curses. They’ve been together for ages now; how does it come that his soulmate still has this ridiculously strong effect on him just like when they met, just like when they were nothing more than best friends? He doesn’t know if he is glad about it or if he just finds it ridiculous, but sometimes he wonders if it could be possible for him to stop being so sensitive about anything that his mates do.
Though as he watches Taehyung grabbing a little bag in his hands, observing it cautiously before shaking his head a bit and putting the outfit back in its original place, Jungkook merely sighs. He’s whipped forever and there is nothing he can do about it.
How could he, seeing how excited Taehyung is about picking an outfit for a plushie? Adorable.
So when he sees the white body of a bear and notices that he can build a white bear, Jungkook smiles quietly. He's going to make a pretty winter bear for his mate. It just suits him so much; Jungkook gets almost excited as he picks a soft white coat and a soft scarf, cute white boots and a little beanie. He snorts thinking about Taehyung in winter who always wears layers and layers of clothes, looking comfortable and warm under his big coat. Jungkook always thinks that Taehyung looks like a soft bear and he even teased him more than once calling him "little winter bear". Taehyung used to whine a bit at this nickname, but Jungkook knows that he's actually fond of it. As he picks up the last few elements, Jungkook wonders if he can sew something special on the scarf. Maybe he can sew a cute ‘winter bear’ on it?
He thinks about writing it with a golden thread maybe, that would be a nice personal touch.
Jungkook tries to catch the cashier’s attention to ask if he can; the idea actually sticks to him and he likes it. He likes the idea of Taehyung discovering his writing hidden behind the scarf, as if his name was kind of sewed on it. He likes the idea of making it special.
Jungkook almost giggles-he almost fucking giggles-when the cashier tells him to go ahead. He might have hurt himself a few times, and cursed under his breath as he almost missed the last few points. But in the end, he is pretty proud of himself as he sits across Taehyung waiting for him to be done, he’s almost giddy. Taehyung is also fully engrossed in his work, barely noticing Jungkook watching.
But the youngest refrains himself from peeking because he wants to see what Taehyung did only once he’s finished and ready to share it. His boyfriend has been so adamant on keeping it away from him until he’d be done that he finds himself naturally not wanting to go against his wishes.
Just to spare some time, Jungkook wanders around and checks for some little extra things to add. There are a few weird things like heartbeats and breathing sounds, but Jungkook quickly declines all of those. “You can add a voice for your girlfriend, if you want to,” the cashier says with a gentle smile, “Most people add a simple ‘I love you’ or something, then you can press on the bear’s chest and it will say the words in your voice. It’s a cute little extra. But we also have different variations of scents that you can add, especially calming ones that help with sleeping troubles. Maybe some lavender or chamomile?”
Jungkook gulps, then nods with a shy smile.
“It’s for my boyfriend, actually. My soulmate. We decided to have a date night and this is our first stop, making bears for each other. But yes, I think a voice note would be adorable, I think he would love a lavender scent to it!” Jungkook excitedly claps his hands-and realizes he’s not different from Taehyung right now.
The cashier and Jungkook look towards Taehyung’s direction, watching him struggle between two outfits that he chose, even asking some other staff for opinions.
“He’s cute,” the cashier giggles and walks towards the little recording station.
Now that he’s there, Jungkook doesn’t even know what he wants to say. A simple I love you just doesn’t do it for him. But then, just the right words come to his mind. “Does it record singing voices as well?”
The cashier nods, intrigued by his idea as she motions for him to begin.
“Whenever I imagine your face, then all the bad days, they’re nothing to me. Sleep like a winter bear,” Jungkook sings, almost whispers in his softest voice, hoping that nobody in the shop hears him.
Then, he coughs awkwardly and smiles at the cashier. “That’s it, I guess.”
They add the little scent package and sew the bear together before Jungkook goes to the checkout to pay for it, hiding it in the bag until Taehyung is finished as well.
However, Taehyung suddenly looks up and he curiously meets Jungkook’s glance.
“What?” He asks suspiciously.
“Nothing, nothing. I’m done, I just paid for it. What about you?” Jungkook snickers.
“Me too, I did my magic at the back of the shop. Should we exchange them here?”
Taehyung smiles sheepishly, not meeting Jungkook’s eyes as he looks down onto his own bag. “If you want to,” he whispers as he bites his lips.
Jungkook wonders why Taehyung’s getting shy all of a sudden. He’s been acting like a soft version of a dom all day but suddenly he blushes slightly and gets nervous about meeting his eyes? Jungkook thinks that maybe being in a comfortable environment helped Taehyung feel less stressed.
“What about we do it in the car? We can exchange the bears and then put them on the backseat and put the seatbelts on them and then they accompany us on our date!”
Jungkook grabs his boyfriend’s hand as they leave the shop together, automatically coming back to his more dominant side as he opens the door for Taehyung before sitting down on the driver’s seat.
Taehyung smiles at Jungkook, thankful that he got ahead of the situation. “Okay, I’m ready, let’s change!” Back to his normal happy nature, Taehyung grabs the bag out of Jungkook’s hand and throws his own into Jungkook’s lap, not caring to wait for him.
Jungkook snorts at Taehyung’s impatience but as he discovers the little bear in his lap, he really wants to coo. The bear doesn’t look too extravagant contrary to what Jungkook had expected from Taehyung. No, instead, it really looks like him somehow. Jungkook gathers the little stuffie in his hand, admiring the work of his soulmate; the big eyes, the black leather jacket, the cute little combat boots. The bear looks somehow tough but it still looks soft and cuddly. Is that the image that Taehyung has of him? Jungkook quickly notices the push button on the bear’s chest, just like on the one he did for Taehyung. He snickers at the thought; both of them had similar ideas it seems, though when Jungkook brings the bear closer to his face to listen to the audio message, he can smell the aroma of sandalwood coming from the bear. It makes him smile at the touch.
Jungkook likes soft scents, and sandalwood is one of his favorites.
He meets Taehyung’s eyes as he presses on the bear’s button and he sees his soulmate’s features soften for a second. It makes him wonder about what he’s going to listen to, but his question is quickly answered.
Jungkook, you are the cause of our euphoria. Never forget how much we love and treasure you. I hope that we’ll be hand in hand forever, because when I’m with I’m in utopia. You’re my favorite dream, I love you now and forever.
Taehyung always had a way with words; he knows how to be meaningful and say just the right words to make him emotional. He should consider being a songwriter at some point of his life. It’s really dumb, Jungkook shouldn’t be that affected, but his eyes haven’t left Taehyung’s, he can’t help the tear that lonely rolls down his cheek. Warm hands cup his pouting face as Taehyung presses soft kisses on his cheeks, kissing the tears away.
His softness is soothing and so warm; Jungkook allows himself to bask in the moment. He cherishes moments like that, when all he can hear and feel is his soulmate.
Despite his vulnerability, he knows that Taehyung doesn’t think less of him, he knows that his tears aren’t any sign of weakness, he knows that he’s loved regardless of his mistakes and flaws and maybe that was exactly what he needed because he feels himself lighter than he has ever been recently. In the end, it gives Jungkook much more power, because being vulnerable just shows how strong he is, how capable he is of showing his true feelings and exposing himself.
“You’re okay, my love. You’re always safe with me,” and Jungkook knows it’s true, “I love you. I love you so fucking much, it feels like saying ‘I love you’ isn’t enough to explain how much I’m in love with you.”
“I love you too.” His voice almost sounds shy and he hates for it to sound so weak but Taehyung just nods and waits for him to calm down fully.
Jungkook chuckles a bit as he notices how ridiculous he must have just looked, getting emotional over such a little thing. He doesn’t even want to know how puffy his face is right now, how red and swollen his eyes are.
“I’m sorry I don’t even know what got me like that I’m-”
“Hey, you’re fine. You didn’t do anything wrong. I’m happy to see that my message had such an impact on you. You wanna see the best though?” Taehyung smirks while Jungkook just tilts his head curiously.
The bear is gently taken away from his hands, but Taehyung keeps it close to him so that both of them can see what he’s doing. And as he zips open the back of the bear, Jungkook is able to see a little pink heart in the wool and he blinks a few times before Taehyung explains.
“I know you act all tough sometimes when you feel like you need to; you don’t really like to share your concerns and you mostly bottle up negative emotions. But we all know that you have a soft heart and you show it only to us, which we are grateful about. So, thank you for sharing your heart with us; I know it terrifies you sometimes and I can understand because it scares me how much I love all of you and how much power I know you all have on me. I don’t know what I’d do if I get my heart broken by one of you, but I’m happy to let you guys treasure it. So, I feel happy that you trust me enough to show me that precious heart of yours, maybe the softest one of our group.”
Jungkook chuckles at the last part because he’s pretty sure that his heart is not the softest one. Because he knows it’s true, he cares too much - but is this his strength or weakness?
“I’m pretty sure Y/N has the softest one, but I’ll definitely take the compliment. Thank you.” They both grin and Taehyung looks expectantly at the bag, causing Jungkook to roll his eyes silently. Nothing can stop this boy now, he thinks amused.
Jungkook wordlessly takes his own bear out and slides it in Taehyung’s waiting hands without fully looking at him. It’s not like he thinks that Taehyung could hate it. He’s pretty sure that his mate will love it, but he can’t help the slight apprehension he holds over his gift.
Silence surrounds them until he hears his own voice coming from the bear and he almost cringes at how bad the quality of the recording is. He had not paid attention to it earlier, too immersed in what Taehyung was saying for him to pick up the annoying background noise but now that he hears his own voice from the little stuffie, he panics a bit, worried about Taehyung’s reaction.
Yet, as he finally musters the courage to meet Taehyung’s eyes, the shining chocolate orbs of his mates are glistening with tears and amazement while a warm smile has made its home on Taehyung’s features. Despite the unshed tears, Taehyung looks at Jungkook like he wants to kiss him fervently but also wants to cradle him in his warmth and never let him go.
If he was asked, Taehyung would probably say that he is ready to find a way to give Jungkook everything he would ever ask for, hoping to return all the love that he receives from his mates.
Jungkook’s throat goes dry as Taehyung grabs his chin and attaches his lips on his. It takes him aback, not used to Taehyung to show so much power and strength in his actions, but the kiss is passionate and soft at the same time, demanding yet so careful. It makes Jungkook slightly weak in the knee even if he’d die before admitting this aloud. But Taehyung’s hands feel so good on his face, the tight grip allowing Jungkook to let go for a second and sigh into the kiss.
“I really fucking love you, it’s getting ridiculous.” Taehyung gasps with wide eyes, pouting as Jungkook starts to chuckle.
“The feelings are equal, my dearest soulmate.”
Jungkook almost stutters on his words and cringes on the lisp that he can’t stop, Taehyung probably heard it but he says nothing, instead he just kisses him again, much less urgently but the soft kisses are everything Jungkook is yearning for.
“You sewed that yourself?” Taehyung asks, still incredulous.
“Yeah, I asked if it was doable and they said I could so I went ahead, you know me when I have an idea.”
Taehyung snorts at Jungkook’s words; yes he knows Jungkook-and how he can get if he really wants something. Nobody can deny a wish from those beautiful innocent eyes.
“Hm, I definitely know your stubbornness.” They laugh together and once their eyes, filled with some unshed tears out of happiness, meet each other, they can’t look away.
“So, it was a good idea to go to the store, right?”
Jungkook shrugs his shoulders and mumbles “Sure, yeah, it was great.”
Taehyung shakes his head, a stern look on his face as he eyes his boyfriend. “No. None of that, Jungkook. I want to hear you saying you enjoyed it, because I know you did. I watched you from time to time and I saw your smile. Stop being insecure about admitting that you like things!”
Taehyung fully knows what he’s doing and Jungkook grunts inaudibly, but his chin is still in Taehyung’s hands and he makes sure that his soulmate can’t turn his head in embarrassment, having no other choice than to look in his eyes.
Jungkook is dangerously close to snapping, he has to use all his willpower to refrain himself from doing so, because he’s definitely not used to following directions in his daily life. Even in the shop he sometimes has problems following Yoongi’s orders, even though he is his boss. But Jungkook is so used to taking the reins when it comes to such things, that this situation is uncomfortable for him.
“Come on, baby. It’s not that hard to listen to me, is it?” Taehyung’s soft voice lulls Jungkook in, the younger can hear the pleasure that Taehyung gets from teasing him and even if it almost makes him shy, he tries his best to meet Taehyung’s eyes with a challenging stare.
“I had fun.”
Taehyung only grins further, nodding in satisfaction. “How about you thank me for getting us here, hm?”
Jungkook rolls his eyes and it gets a quick reaction from his mate who does not let it slip. Taehyung raises one of his sharp eyebrows and sends a dangerous glare in Jungkook’s direction. “Who do you think I am to you, Jungkook? Are you seriously rolling your eyes at me right now?”
“Oh my god, that’s so fucking cringe, Tae. Not even I talk like this during sex.”
“I asked you a question, Jungkook. Not asked for your opinion on how I’m talking. Well?” Jungkook groans at Taehyung’s tone and he almost wants to try and ask ‘what are you going to do if I don’t?’ But their date is not done and he doesn’t want to go home right now. Jungkook is pretty sure that if he pushes Taehyung’s buttons he’ll take both of them home and as fun as it would be, he’d rather get them something to eat at least before they leave.
“Thank you.” He mumbles, but it doesn’t nearly satisfy Taehyung.
“Thank you for what?” Jungkook really wants to protest but he sees Taehyung’s eyes daring for him to say something else than what he expects and he gulps his words.
“Thank you for taking us here.” Taehyung could have appreciated a title after that but he’ll have mercy on his mate for now. After all, they’re only slowly easing into it. The real fun will come later.
“Yeah, I like that better. Now, let’s move on, we should get some food.” And as much as Jungkook wants to protest at Taehyung’s patronizing voice, he just nods and gets ready to drive again.
He’ll see what he can try later. Somehow, he knows that he won’t let Taehyung win that easily. The elder is the brattiest sub that exists-and Jungkook wants to make sure he’ll be equally bratty, if not even more.
But for now he’ll just be a good boyfriend and let himself slip in a slightly more submissive space while he wordlessly drives them to the center of the town, knowing that their favorite street food stands are open the entire day and until late nights, so it will be easy to find something delicious for them to eat there. Finding a parking spot is surprisingly not too hard nor is finding things to eat, but Taehyung is adamant on paying when Jungkook is supposed to be the one taking him on a date and it gets him a bit frustrated.
Though, he lets Taehyung take the lead as his hand rests in his and Jungkook lets himself get dragged around much to Taehyung’s delight.
“Should we get some lamb skewer and then ice cream?”
Jungkook grins because he knows that Taehyung is basically bargaining with him. Taehyung has nothing to be worried about though because ice cream does sound tempting, but Jungkook would usually avoid finishing with something cold; not that he doesn’t like it but sometimes his stomach doesn’t seem to agree with his choices so he refrains from upsetting his body.
However, he knows his mate too well; Taehyung is offering lamb skewers mostly for him to agree to take ice cream more easily.
Though, he’s totally whipped and he can’t really say no to his mate.
“Yeah, yeah. We can,” Jungkook sighs but they both know that he isn’t complaining at all, even more with the prospect of eating lamb skewers, “should we stop here, then? It smells pretty good and they seem to be making some fresh ones right now.”
Taehyung glances toward where Jungkook is pointing before nodding.
“Sounds good. We can sit nearby and then go and get ice cream.”
He still drags Jungkook around; hands in hands, Jungkook can’t really say that he dislikes it. Taehyung gave a few nasty glances when people tried to check him out and it almost made Jungkook chuckle-however Taehyung also sent him a glare and scolded him for being hot in a public space. As if Jungkook could change that-he didn’t even dress up for today, just wearing his favorite pair of leather jeans and an oversized shirt tucked into them-his casual working attire.
Jungkook finds himself waiting on the bench that Taehyung had spotted while he waits for his boyfriend to buy them food. He doesn’t really understand why, but Taehyung is set on making everything and paying for everything. It’s not like Jungkook himself doesn’t do that when they’re on dates, but being on the receiving side feels a bit awkward. It’s not a bad thing, but he’s more confident when he has everything under control.
“I took two for you because we both know one is not nearly enough to satisfy you.” Jungkook almost jolted back at Taehyung’s voice as he was lost in his own world and had not heard Taehyung coming back. The latter merely smirks before sitting close to his mate while they both start eating silently.
It’s almost comical, Jungkook thinks, how the people surrounding them seem to be in a hurry, to have no time to stop for a second while they are both peacefully eating some street food together. To be fair, it’s not something they often do; they are usually more activities focussed when they go on dates, wanting to try something new with each other.
Yet, now that they are taking the time to do mundane things, it actually feels quite cozy and comfortable. Maybe it’s just you who’s rubbing on them because neither Jungkook nor Taehyung would have settled for something like that for a date, but the idea of simply strolling streets, looking for things to eat or for presents to buy maybe, it’s just really nice.
It’s not as annoying as Jungkook would have probably thought a few months ago, it’s not boring either-something that Taehyung could have said too. Instead, they both find it relaxing and they enjoy their time together in a comforting and warm silence that neither of them feel pressured to fill.
Maybe it’s also the lighting and the warm atmosphere of summer coming up that is affecting them; festivals are coming, events are being prepared… The whole atmosphere is starting to change and Jungkook likes it.
He has always liked watching his surroundings and taking time to observe people. That’s how he started drawing at university after all. He used to sit at the library and watch people come and go from the university’s main hall. He had a pretty nice view from that particular table close to the window. Jungkook had drawn Taehyung way too many times in that precise spot. Maybe one day he’ll admit it to his boyfriend, but for now, most of his drawings are precisely hidden from everyone; he only showed them to you once because he was trying to find old drawings of him to show you something and he had stumbled across that old notebook where his (prettiest) sketch of his boyfriend was inked.
“What are you thinking about so loudly? I can almost hear you think.” Taehyung’s voice brings him back to their reality-like always, might he add-and he can spot a curious smile on his features.
“Nothing too important. Just, the whole atmosphere brought me back to the library where we used to sit and watch people. I don’t really know why, maybe it’s the people passing us by without noticing us; it reminded me of that.” Jungkook chuckles gently while Taehyung hums.
“We did spend way too much time there.” They both snort.
“That’s true, but it was also nice to have our spot. We never got it stolen, I have to admit it’s something I’m pretty proud of.”
“What aren’t you proud of though, Guk.” Taehyung laughs easily but it breaks Jungkook a bit from his trance. There are a lot of things he is not proud of recently.
“Well, hurting you is not something I’m proud of.” It comes out almost too easily, as if it hadn’t eaten him alive for the past few days. Taehyung seems surprised at this sudden switch in their conversation but he knows that Jungkook will take time to forgive himself, more than he, himself, will.
It’s not something either of them can change and Taehyung knows it too well. Well, no. Jungkook can change that but he knows that it’s one of his biggest hardships. Jungkook is always very hard on himself-Jimin still beats him in that point, but if Taehyung had to make a ranking of who is the hardest critics about themselves in their group, Jungkook would be shortly following Jimin for the first place, you’re also probably following closely behind but it’s hard to tell since you usually keep those things for yourself.
Taehyung knows that it’s not something that he can help with even if he really wishes he could. Jungkook has to forgive himself; whether it takes him days or months, it will have to be coming from him. It’s frustrating for Taehyung who tries to show him that he’s okay, that he has already forgiven him but he can’t do anything but watch his boyfriend’s guilt fade slowly.
He just hopes it won’t consume him for too long.
“I know. And you know I forgave you, right?” It’s not even a question at this point. Even if both of them were somehow nervous about this date, they both already talked and shed some tears together. Maybe Jungkook’s words had been ugly under the mask of his anger and pain, but Taehyung knows that Jungkook’s words can also be beautiful and he proves it to him every day ever since they talked about everything.
Jungkook is his precious boyfriend, his dear soulmate, a lost part of his own being, and even if there are stories that are painful to remember, short events that still sting the bottom of his heart when he thinks about them, but it’s drowned in the middle of beautiful recollections of dates, shared moments and happy instants that the both of them lived together. It doesn’t mean that the hurt is erased. Maybe the slight hint of pain will never fully disappear after all, they’re both only human. But Taehyung knows that this is minor in comparison to their future. Sure it hurt, and his feelings were valid, just like Jungkook’s were even if his communication was shit.
But just like every argument they ever got into, they shared their piece of mind and their feelings to each other in order to understand the other better and to avoid for the same situation to ever happen again. They never got into the same argument twice. Both of them always learned from their mistakes and took the other’s feelings seriously, never wanting to hurt each other twice. And this, Taehyung thinks, is their biggest strength. They listen to each other and they accept that, even if something might not seem so severe in one’s eyes, it might sound different to the other. They are different; they have accepted that a long time ago, but they also decided to still continue their life together and not let their disagreements ruin what they have. Because if talking is needed to continue this path together, then they will talk, until both of them are satisfied and happy with each other.
And Taehyung wouldn’t have it in any other way.
“I know. It’s just… I still don’t like what happened and the way I behaved. We both know that.” He smiles a bit and even if the smile doesn’t reach his eyes, they both know the truth behind it. Jungkook is uncomfortable but he’s pushing himself to talk so that they don’t start some kind of miscommunication again and Taehyung appreciates that a lot.
“Yes we do, but thankfully we can talk about our problems and shouldn’t hide them. You know that, Y/N knows that, Jimin, Yoongi and Namjoon know that. I told you that I forgive you, I would also forget about it if you wouldn’t always remind me. Now come on, pretty boy. Let’s get ice cream and then head home. We have wine and I intend on making you drink a few glasses at least.”
Taehyung smirks provokingly and Jungkook wants to laugh at him; they both know that Jungkook’s alcohol tolerance is higher than Taehyung’s and if he intends on trying to get him tipsy, it’s going to take him a while and a lot more than a few glasses of wine.
“I’m not going to be drunk on wine, you do realize that, right?” He’s mocking him and Taehyung hears it. Raising an eyebrow, he shoots him a hard glance, silently urging him to stop talking, but Jungkook isn’t always good at picking up those signs (to be fair, he deliberately ignored that one).
“We both know I’m the one with the highest tolerance here.”
“Careful, Guk. If I were you I’d watch my mouth.” The sudden switch in their discussion is almost laughable and Jungkook wonders how crazy the night is going to be if they keep on switching between softness and sudden dominance’s showcase.
“I’m merely telling the truth. I do have the highest tolerance.” He cannot help it; he needs to have the final word, but Taehyung doesn’t plan on giving in today.
“You should shut the fuck up, stupid boy. That smart mouth is going to get you in a lot of trouble if you let it run like that.” Taehyung cringes at his own words, knowing that they sound like they’re straight from a bad BDSM porn, causing him to laugh.
Maybe Jungkook should question Taehyung’s intentions a bit before diving straight into trouble, but he wants to see how far he can go before Taehyung snaps. He is a curious boy, and being called a ‘stupid boy’ only further his will to push Taehyung’s buttons.
“Maybe you should be stricter with me, because that’s not how you’re going to make me shut up, Tae.” Taehyung watches him like a hawk ready to catch his prey and it almost makes Jungkook shiver. However, unexpectedly, Taehyung doesn’t say one more word; he just starts leaving in the direction of the ice cream stall they saw a bit earlier and it makes Jungkook curious.
“You can’t even get me to shut up and you think you can dominate me, baby? I think you should just do what you can do best and be nice and good for me, Tae. Let me take control and make you feel good. Because right now, I think we’re not even going to be able to go that far if-” Taehyung’s fingers find Jungkook’s chin as he harshly pulls his face closer to him; his eyes are dark and almost angry while Jungkook shivers suddenly.
“You listen to me, baby. You can’t even be nice and wait for me? You have to be making a show in public? Do you wish I’d just make you strip here and let everyone watch? Well guess again, because it’s not fucking happening. I won’t change my plans just because you’re a needy boy unable to behave. So you’re going to fucking learn how to wait and you’re going to earn the right to even touch me, are we clear.” And Jungkook truly wants to be bratty and maybe rile up his boyfriend a bit more, but for some reasons, he simply nods and follows him quietly.
Maybe it’s anticipation that is building because they both know what is coming, yet somehow, Jungkook feels like he’s the only impatient one. Taehyung is calmly ordering ice cream to go and paying as if nothing had happened while Jungkook can literally play the scenario that Taehyung merely mentioned. Not that stripping in front of a crowd of strangers was a turn on, but the way Taehyung worded somehow worked him on.
His boyfriend is painfully silent as they walk back to the car and he still keeps quiet as Jungkook drives them back home even if Taehyung’s hand is back on his thigh. His grip is almost too strong and Jungkook is tempted to talk just to ease his nerves a little bit but he can’t really find something clever to say, so instead he actually shuts up.
Fuck Taehyung and his sudden mood switches; this one actually made Jungkook nervous and impatient at the same time.
Once they arrive at their house, neither of them is surprised that no one's in there. Obviously, Jimin and Yoongi are on their well deserved spa weekend, but Namjoon and you decided to leave as well, hanging out at Hoseok’s to get over the café’s menu once again, because Jin gathered so many amazing ideas at the expo that he ordered everyone available to come and try his creations.
Namjoon is a bit flustered by the oldest of the group, how persistent he is in brewing something that Namjoon likes as well, but they’ll see how this develops with time.
Taehyung is still awfully quiet and it drives Jungkook crazy. He’s on the verge of an anxiety attack, unsure of what Taehyung wants from him right now. Jungkook can be good, right? He knows he can, he just has to try.
“So, what now, big daddy?” Well, that was a try, but maybe not the best.
Taehyung sighs, his disappointment obvious to Jungkook’s ears. It’s one of those sighs he lets out whenever Taehyung acts up, it’s an annoyed sigh, a mocking one.
“You know, maybe I should have chosen Jimin for this, he’s always so eager to please. Instead, I have to deal with you, a muscled brat that always acts up. Oh, I bet Yoongi would have so much fun with you,” a wicked smirk plays on Taehyung’s lips as he walks towards Jungkook-the younger walking backwards, just out of reflex. Until there’s nowhere to go anymore.
“I-, Well-. No. I don’t want Yoongi,” he whispers with a pout. “‘m good, Tae. Daddy? Sir?” He really doesn’t know how to call Taehyung right now, leaving the question open for Taehyung to answer.
“Oh, no need to call me Daddy, baby boy, I don’t bloom in something like that,” Taehyung’s lips follow the vein on Jungkook’s neck, making the younger gasp. “But maybe you can call me hyung.”
Jungkook nods and wants to reach out, but Taehyung is quicker than him and pins his hands against the wall. “And now I hope you’re going to be a good, obedient little bun for me, Ggukkie. I don’t want to have to be mean to you,” he fakes a pout, “But I also am kind of excited to see you cry tonight.”
“As if I’d cry because of you,” Jungkook raises his eyebrows, not being able to help the brattiness that flows through him. Taehyung chuckles and steps back, giving Jungkook enough space to breathe properly. “Go and take a shower. I want you to be clean, everywhere. Then come into the living room and have some wine with me.”
Taehyung turns around and walks into the kitchen, preparing the wine and some little snacks, but nothing too much. He doesn’t think this little sit-together would last long anyways. Then, he goes into the bedroom to prepare the other stuff he’s going to need.
In the shower, Jungkook’s thoughts run crazy. What does Taehyung expect him to do? Just shower and clean himself? He shaved earlier, so there’s not a single hair in the way. He could… stretch himself for everything to go smoother, but would Taehyung really appreciate that, or would he think that Jungkook is a bigger slut than what he had thought?
No stretching then, Jungkook thinks, but there’s no problem in getting something else ready.
With that, he wraps one of his hands around his semi hard cock, allowing himself a quiet hiss at the feeling.
Then, the door opens, just as Jungkook starts to move his hand, head thrown back against the wet tiles.
“I should’ve known that you can’t be trusted. Too bad,” Taehyung says as he places some folded clothes on the cupboard under the sink. “Wear this so you don’t get cold. And you better stop before you’re coming, don’t want you to be too exhausted after one round.”
With a knowing smirk, Taehyung leaves again, ignoring the feeling of his own hardening member.
Taehyung is already sipping on his wine, a well-read book in his hands as Jungkook quietly tips into the living room, head as red as a beet.
“Anything wrong, love?” Taehyung asks with a sickening sweet smile, but Jungkook shakes his head, not wanting to give his boyfriend the satisfaction of exposing himself. He can do that, he can be strong and be perfect at the same time.
“I’m fine, perfect, everything’s well.”
He sits down next to Taehyung and grabs his glass of white wine, knowing that neither of them would want to deal with the headache that usually comes when they start drinking red wine. “Cheers,” he mutters as he brings the glass to his lips, hoping to get tipsy soon, just to lose some of the anxious feeling in his stomach. He still doesn’t know what Taehyung planned and somehow he starts to feel bad for his boyfriend-because that’s exactly how Jungkook likes to keep their sessions.
Taehyung grabs Jungkook’s wrist to stop him from downing the entire glass. “Calm down, Gguk. This is just us, remember?”
Jungkook sighs, shrugging his shoulders as he allows himself to lean against Taehyung.
“Yet it’s something we’ve never done. I’m sorry, I just want it to be good for you, but at the same time I can’t help but fall back into the usual behavior. You telling me what to do, ugh, it drives me crazy. I'd love to shove my dick down your throat to shut you up.”
Taehyung gulps, because that’s something he’d really enjoy, but right now, he can’t let that show.
“Well, this time it isn’t about you, it’s about me and you finally have to realize that. This time, it’s about you pleasuring me. You’re going to be nice and let me use you as I wish. If I want to suck your cock, I’ll do it. If I want to shove my dick down your throat, I’ll do it. Do you want to know a secret?” Taehyung lowers his voice, dipping his lips into the juncture of Jungkook’s neck.
“I really want to destroy your little ass, I want to see you crying and begging for more, I want you to scream my name until there’s not a single note coming out of your throat.”
“Fuck, yes, please,” Jungkook whines, suddenly not able to sit still anymore.
“Mhhm, I knew you’d like that. You just have to be reminded of your position for you to realize what you need, bun.” Taehyung chuckles as he reaches for his own glass of wine, knowing that he won’t drink more than that one, not wanting to feel tipsy at all.
Yet, this is a new situation and Taehyung obviously feels nervous as well-is this how Jungkook feels every time they try something new?
It’s almost nerve-wrecking and he hopes that Jungkook will like it more than he thinks about his own pleasure.
“I’ll be so good for you,” Jungkook sighs, slowly slipping into the needed headspace as he leans back further against Taehyung. “So, so good.”
Taehyung hums as he feeds Jungkook some fruit. “I know, bun, I know.”
Just as Taehyung planned, they didn’t get to enjoy their wine for long. Jungkook grew needier and giddier with every passing minute, his glass long empty on the table. Instead, he slipped onto Taehyung’s lap where he now happily enjoys being fed with some fruit.
His eyes are closed as he opens his mouth to accept the grape that Taehyung offers him, but his lips don’t close around the fruit, no. Jungkook slips Taehyung’s entire thumb into his mouth, suckling on it lightly as he bites onto the grape. Then, he hums.
“So good.”
Taehyung grins as he hooks his thumb into Jungkook’s cheek, opening his mouth to watch the fruit juices trickle down his chin. “So pretty,” he cooes. “My messy bun, I can’t wait to see your drool dripping down everywhere.”
Jungkook groans as he opens his eyes, those beautiful wide doe-eyes, filled with adoration and lust. There’s no sign of any dominance there, just pliancy. A good boy.
“Want it now,” Jungkook pouts and nuzzles his face into Taehyung’s neck, lips attacking the sensitive skin as he slowly starts to grind his hips. “Want you.”
“I think you’ve waited long enough, bun. Been a good little bun,” Taehyung says as he throws his head back to give Jungkook more access, allowing himself the pleasure.
The younger lifts his head, bunny smile on his lips as he quickly stands up and, just out of spite because he can, picks up Taehyung to carry him into their bedroom. “Hyung,” he whines as his hard cock brushes against Taehyung’s ass whilst he’s walking, pleasure shooting up his spine. “Need you so bad.”
Once they make it into the bedroom-and Taehyung can’t deny that Jungkook using his strength on him isn’t hot-, Taehyung gets pressed against the door, legs wrapped around Jungkook’s small waist.
He allows Jungkook to rut against him for a while, kissing his boyfriend with passion and a tiny amount of dominance, but right now they’re just them-not role-playing, not needing to prove to each other anything.
But just as Taehyung feels that Jungkook slips out of his headspace, his grip tightening and his lips getting more aggressive, he breaks the kiss and glares down at him before slipping out of Jungkook’s embrace. Then, he smirks as he slowly makes his way onto the bed, sitting down against the cushions.
“Why don’t you show me the outfit I picked for you? Not the one you’re wearing right now, but the one underneath. Show me how pretty you are, Koo.”
Jungkook bites his lips as he shuffles on his feet, looking down. “You wanna see me? See how dolled up I got for you, hyung? I have to admit, I never thought I’d like myself in that, but maybe I’ll decide to wear it more often.”
Jungkook’s confidence is coming back as he slowly peels off the comfortable shirt Taehyung brought him after the shower, revealing his beautiful tattooed torso.
“More,” Taehyung whispers in awe, no matter how many times he’s seen any of his soulmates naked, he’ll never get enough of their beauty.
“More?” Jungkook smiles at his boyfriend, slipping out of the fuzzy socks before he starts lowering his joggers, revealing a thin stripe of mint green lace. “Even though I look so cute in it, it starts getting uncomfortable,” he pouts as he finally shows Taehyung everything, the joggers falling onto the floor.
Taehyung instantly moans at the sight. His boyfriend, strong and built, tattooed and hard, standing in front of him in nothing but a mint green lace thong and some fitting stockings around his thighs. But what really catches his eye is Jungkook’s hard erection, obviously peeking out of the lace and standing proud against his stomach.
He has that predatory gaze again, looking at Taehyung as if he knows what he’s doing to the elder.
“Such a cute bun,” Taehyung says with a raspy voice, motioning for Jungkook to turn around-which he gladly does. His perky cheeks on full display as the fabric is hidden between them, making them look even rounder. “Pretty.”
“How pretty, hyung?” Jungkook pouts again and climbs onto Taehyung’s lap, somehow feeling really comfortable there as he looks down at his boyfriend.
“So, so pretty that I almost don’t want to destroy it,” now it’s Taehyung’s turn to pout as he plays with the lace, stretching it until he hears some of the material rip slightly.
“What a waste,” Jungkook sighs, “When you could just pull it to the side and fuck me like that. Fill me with your come and make me keep on wearing the thong, ruining me and the lingerie.”
Taehyung smirks, tonguing the inside of his cheek as if he’s thinking about it. “That would be fun, but why would I do what you say, Koo? Too bad that you’re not the one to decide today. I’ve got a whole different idea for you and your pretty lingerie, bun.”
He gets up on his knees, not caring about the huff Jungkook lets out as he falls onto his back, because that’s his plan. Then, he’s quick to use some handcuffs that he prepared earlier and now just has to close around his boyfriend’s wrists so he’s chained to the bed.
“I knew you’d look good like that. I’m sad that you never wanted to get some rope for yourself, but I wouldn’t want to use my own on you, not wanting to get it dirty.”
Jungkook grits his teeth in annoyance. “This is not necessary, Tae-, ugh, hyung. Believe me, I have control over my body.”
Taehyung laughs as he stands up to get some of the toys he prepared. “Oh, I wouldn’t be too sure about that if I was you, bun.” He lifts the small vibrator Jungkook once bought out of fun and loves using to tease any of his partners with.
He has a big love for vibrators because with those and his mouth, he’ll make any of his soulmates beg for more, reducing them into a crying mess. “Oh, no,” he whispers as he eyes the toy. Obviously, he tried it out on himself before, but all the times he’s used that, he’s been the one in charge of that. There’s nothing he hates more than edging and judging from Taehyung’s devilish smile, he knows what his boyfriend has in mind.
“Oh, yes,” Taehyung smiles as he starts on the lowest setting and slides it across Jungkook’s body, loving the way his boyfriend jolts as he uses the vibration on his nipples.
“I see the control, bun.”
Then, not really caring about the teasing part, he dives right down to Jungkook’s cock, spitting down onto the swollen head before he places the vibrator against it.
“Fuck!” Jungkook yells and cramps as the sudden pleasure almost overwhelms him.
Taehyung hums, securing the vibrator with the lingerie so it won’t slip and is secured to Jungkook’s cock, before he sits back and enjoys the view.
“Don’t you dare,” Jungkook glares as he sees Taehyung fishing his phone out of his pocket, knowing that he surely is about to open Snapchat right now.
“Look at our bun, guys, isn’t he cute?” Taehyung coos as he films a full body shot of Jungkook, showing off his beautiful body and the beautiful lace, but also his straining dick and the vibrator. Then, he aims straight for his face.
“Didn’t even take me long to get him to behave, he can be so good if he wants to.”
But right now, Jungkook doesn’t feel good, his eyes already start to tear up, lips trembling with pleasure and teeth gritted so he won’t let out any embarrassing noises. “I wish all of you could see him like that, but I guess he’s too stubborn for that, poor you. But I’ll make sure to send all of you some pictures of our evening.”
Then, he throws his phone away and rids himself of his clothes-revealing some nice panties as well. “Tae,” Jungkook groans as he sees his favorite pair of lingerie on his boyfriend.
Taehyung giggles and turns around just to shake his ass a little, knowing that he has to act rather quickly if he doesn’t want Jungkook to come on the spot.
He reacts right on time, though, because Jungkook was just about to come if Taehyung hadn’t removed the vibrator with a devilish smirk, using one of his large hands to wrap around his base to stop him from coming.
“Bitch,” Jungkook growls, moving his hands against the handcuffs, but Taehyung just laughs it off.
“That’s not a nice word, bun,” he shakes his head a bit.
“You’re not nice, don’t fucking edge me Taehyung. I swear to god, once I’m out of these cuffs-”
“-then you’re still going to be a nice little bun that does what I say, because that’s what you promised me tonight,” Taehyung adds with the sweetest smile he can offer. “Now, mouth open and tongue out.”
Jungkook obeys with a sigh, even though he knows that what’s about to come isn’t going to bother him at all. He loves having Taehyung sitting on his face, but it only happens on rare occasions when he was a really good pup. But now Taehyung can decide on his own how he wants to spend the night, and he’s not going to say no to a nice rimming, even if he’s not going to bottom tonight.
“I could do it so much better with my hands,” Jungkook pants against his boyfriend’s hole, coming up for a bit of air until Taehyung sinks down on him again, suffocating him with his delicious ass.
Taehyung rides Jungkook’s face like a champion, not backing down until he’s close as well.
As he lifts himself up, he can feel how wet he is, sticking to Jungkook’s chin. But that’s just how both of them love everything, wet and sloppy.
Jungkook licks his lips and looks up at his boyfriend with such a hunger in his eyes that Taehyung is so close to giving in and letting Jungkook take.
But he can’t do that, he has too much planned for tonight. That’s why he slowly crawls down Jungkook’s body, ignoring his dripping cock as he uses his hands to spread the younger’s legs.
“So pretty down there, Koo,” he whispers as he slides one of his slender fingers down his perineum and over his twitching hole.
Jungkook doesn’t mind bottoming at all, he knows how pleasurable it is to receive, it’s just the fact of dominance for him to take something up his ass-if he’s the power bottom, he doesn’t mind it. But being cuffed to the bed and not being able to take what he wants, instead having to take what he gets, it’s humiliating.
“I didn’t stretch myself because I thought you’d rather do it yourself,” he presses out, the need to be filled suddenly so high that he doesn’t care about the shame he feels.
“Such a thoughtful bun,” Taehyung hums as he presses kisses to the inside of Jungkook’s thighs and removes the thong. Then, he finally looks at his naked boyfriend, his twitching muscles and impatient expression.
But he’s not a monster, of course not, so he grabs some lube and coats his fingers with it, knowing that Jungkook is so tight-a thought that makes his own member twitch-, so he’ll need slow and proper preparation before he can take anything up his ass.
As the first finger presses through the muscle, Jungkook keens with furrowed brows, still not too used to the feeling. He concentrates on breathing, knowing it will feel so good once Taehyung found the right spot, once Jungkook allows himself to feel the pleasure.
“So good, bun,” Taehyung praises him over and over as he slowly works enough fingers in until Jungkook is stretched enough, mouthing at his cock to help him concentrate on something else.
By the time Taehyung is done prepping Jungkook, the younger is already close again, whimpering and whining with glossy eyes. “Hyung.”
Taehyung kisses his nose, knowing what Jungkook is asking for. “Soon,” he promises as he uses his still lubed-up hand to grab both of their cocks. It’s a tight fit, even though Taehyung’s hands are the biggest out of all his mates, but even he has a hard time to close his hand around them. Then, he starts thrusting them together, causing Jungkook’s breath to hitch. “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Close, so close,” he throws his head back, thrusting his hips in time with Taehyung, just to be edged once more.
This time, he’s smart enough not to come up with any snarky remarks, but instead focusing on his breathing. If Taehyung is going to enter him right now, Jungkook would come. Like a teen during their first time. And he’s not going to have that, so instead he tries to think about something else. Seokjin’s cute smiles and his café. The one time a stray cat came into it and stole all the croissants…
“You still with me, bun?” Taehyung kisses Jungkook softly, knowing that being edged multiple times can be exhausting.
“‘m here,” the younger sighs, shifting his body so that there’s the least pressure on his arms.
It’s getting harder and harder for the youngest to concentrate on anything, tears that kept unshed the entire time are suddenly rolling down his heated cheeks. He finally needs his release or else he’ll break.
“Puh-Please, hyung,” Jungkook whimpers and looks at his boyfriend, who is currently setting up a professional camera-the ones they use in the tattoo studio to take nice pictures for their Instagram and website. Jungkook wants to groan and complain but he knows nothing will change Taehyung’s idea.
But Taehyung just grins as he crawls back towards Jungkook and his tear-stained face.
“I’m going to ruin you now, bun.”
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MOONCHILD 🌙  14
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SUMMARY: Soulmates are a common thing. Everyone has one. Some people think soulmates are the greatest gift fate could give, others are envious about happy couples that were lucky enough to receive a wonderful partner. One of them was Min Yoongi. Your time to meet your significant other hasn’t come yet, stumbling into the tattoo parlor with a simple idea in mind, not knowing that you will be bound to step by more often. When you leave for the first time, you’ll go home with your masterpiece of a tattoo.
When you leave for the second time, you’ll go home with not only one, but two soulmates.
The man that was supposed to be your only soulmate, the one that never wanted to tell you that he woke up with the exact same koi karp tattoo just sits and watches - until he can’t take the pain anymore.
GENRE: Soulmate!Au
PAIRINGS: Y/N x Taehyung / Y/N x Jungkook / Taehyung x Jungkook / Taehyung x Jimin / Jungkook x Jimin / Hoseok x Seokjin / Y/N x Yoongi / Yoongi x Jimin / Yoongi x Jungkook / Yoongi x Taehyung / Namjoon x Y/N / Namjoon x Jimin / Namjoon x Yoongi / Namjoon x Taehyung
WORD COUNT: 18k  🤡
WARNINGS: angst, jungkook is stupid, yoongi saves us all, smut (oral, fingering, no condom  ♦ NC-17), cursing, they finally stop being fucking stubborn, i maybe cried a tear
NOTE: hey bubs! it’s my turn to upload this month’s chapter already and let me tell you this was a wild ride! i’m glad that things are going as they go in this chapter and i think you’re going to be happy as well! our precious @deolly​ wrote her first smut piece in this chapter, so bare with her uwu 
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CRYSTAL SNOW ❄ MYG
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SUMMARY: Christmas has always been a stressful time for Yoongi: buying presents, decorating the tree, baking cookies, you name it-Yoongi does it. It wouldn’t be so difficult if Yoongi had someone to help him, but all he has left in his life is his beautiful daughter Ara.But maybe this year, he won’t be all alone.
GENRE: christmas fluff  ❄ a bit of smut
WORD COUNT: 7,3k
WARNINGS: f l u f f, single parent yoongi, kindergarten teacher y/n, oral, satoori, domestic christmas vibes :(, mentions of death
AUTHOR’S NOTE: the secret collab is finally here! thanks @kimtaehyunq​ for letting me join💞 i’m so excited to read the other fics as well! & thank you Mags for doing this amazing banner I think this is the prettiest banner I’ve ever had. 🤧 Tysm love💞
MERRY CHRISTMAS
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p l e a s e
TGWLZF on among us, come join us💞💞
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DIE FOR ME [KTH] 🪐
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SUMMARY: Jeongguk and you have always been known as Ying & Yang, him, the nature witch, holding the power of everything that’s tied to the ground and you, the cosmic witch, having the sky, stars and planets on your side.
Ever since being little, the both of you have been interested in black magic, practicing it secretly to get better at it, summoning ghosts and casting curses over people that made your lives difficult. But this is going to be bigger, better and more dangerous. Jeongguk’s boyfriend of almost two years cheated on him with that stupid witch Jimin whose power it is to talk to animals… he’s nothing special, yet Namjoon fucked him. And Jeongguk wants revenge. He’s going to summon Asmodeus, using the demon prince’s powers to get his revenge on both Namjoon and Jimin.  What kind of twin sister would you be without offering your help? During the progress of summoning, you accidentally cut yourself and some of your blood goes into the offering bowl, mixing with the herbs - but neither of you realize it. Asmodeus is summoned successfully, but your blood in the offering bowl brought a little twist into the situation.
GENRE: Halloween  🪐 Demons🪐 some sort of e2l  🪐 Asmodeus!Taehyung
WARNINGS: revenge, dark magic, mentions of blood,  mentions of hell, major character death
WORD COUNT: 8.6k
AUTHOR’S NOTE: this fic is going to be part of @ksmutclub​s annual monster smash collab! i’m so excited to be part of it again. i hope y’all are as thrilled as i am for many spooky fics, hehe. i think this is my first fic that doesn’t contain any smut, so bare with me, please. i’m planning on a part 2 just for all the naughty things they’re going to do.. xoxo
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HWASAN [MYG] 🐉
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SUMMARY: Yoongi, the only dragon hybrid to exist, has done a lot to escape the life he has been put into. He killed those who held him just to run away, to have the chance of living a life he’s been longing to have for years. Even after switching continents, they seem to be after him, hunting him. When he meets you, he knows you’re one of them and there’s only one way to survive - to kill you.
GENRE: smut  🐉 angst  🐉 action  🐉 fluff-ish
WORD COUNT: 11k
WARNINGS: enemies to lovers, mentions of murder and blood, violence, Yoongi rides a motorbike, cursing, blowjobs, fingering, Yoongi has claws and fangs, temperature play, his cum tastes different, choking, fighting for dominance, unprotected sex, breeding kink, Yoongi is stubborn but soft, fox hybrid!taehyung and i’m so soft for him
AUTHOR’S NOTE: It is finally here, my part of The Hybrid Collab! I can’t even tell you how excited I am to post this after months of planning. I think everyone agrees with me that the thought of Dragon!Yoongi is too much to handle. I had this idea in my mind for as long as Daechwita has been around now-it just took me a while to write it sksks.
I’d also love to thank  @spicykoreantatertots​ & @yeojaa​ for betaing this fic and helping me with it.  @kimtaehyunq​ Mags, tysm for designing this beautiful banner for me! Also; thanks for listening to my rambling and keeping up with me and this fic. It was so much fun cooperating your Taehyung into it, I love him. :(
NOW LET’S GET STARTED.
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MOONCHILD 🌙  3
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SUMMARY: Soulmates are a common thing. Everyone has one. Some people think soulmates are the greatest gift fate could give, others are envious about happy couples that were lucky enough to receive a wonderful partner. One of them was Min Yoongi. Your time to meet your significant other hasn’t come yet, stumbling into the tattoo parlor with a simple idea in mind, not knowing that you will be bound to step by more often. When you leave for the first time, you’ll go home with your masterpiece of a tattoo.
When you leave for the second time, you’ll go home with not only one, but two soulmates.
The man that was supposed to be your only soulmate, the one that never wanted to tell you that he woke up with the exact same koi karp tattoo just sits and watches - until he can’t take the pain anymore.
PAIRINGS: Y/N x ?? / Taehyung x Jungkook
WARNINGS: hmmm slight angst? mentions of homosexual relationships and poly relationship (member x member)
WORD COUNT: ~ 6.4k
NOTE: Hello again beautiful people, we’re on my page again for the 3rd update of Moonchild, please welcome it warmly. I’m very sorry about the slight delay, I was supposed to update the story yesterday but I was focussed on a army song release (you can check it up on twitter ! @ywa_twt) This chapter is one of my favorite so far I think? I don’t know, I love Tae and Kook too much I think haha. Please take well care! Feebback is always warmly welcomed!!! Love you,
Admin Dolly
PART 01~ MASTERLIST ~ PART 02
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MOONCHILD 🌙  2
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SUMMARY: Soulmates are a common thing. Everyone has one. Some people think soulmates are the greatest gift fate could give, others are envious about happy couples that were lucky enough to receive a wonderful partner. One of them was Min Yoongi. Your time to meet your significant other hasn’t come yet, stumbling into the tattoo parlor with a simple idea in mind, not knowing that you will be bound to step by more often. When you leave for the first time, you’ll go home with your masterpiece of a tattoo.
When you leave for the second time, you’ll go home with not only one, but two soulmates.
The man that was supposed to be your only soulmate, the one that never wanted to tell you that he woke up with the exact same koi karp tattoo just sits and watches - until he can’t take the pain anymore.
PAIRINGS: Y/N x ?? / Taehyung x Jungkook
WARNINGS: angst, fluff, mentions of anxiety / depression / unrequited love, there’s one small mention of a quickie in the storage room but no actual smut (yet), swearing, mentions of homosexual relationships (member x member)
WORD COUNT: ~ 6k
NOTE: Now from my side, I’d love to welcome you to our baby as well. It took us quite some time to plan this fic before we even started writing, but I think we did a great job and I am really proud that we came to the part of actually uploading this fic. I think I can speak for Dolly as well when I say that we were surprised by the amount of people asking to be tagged in the upcoming party, thank you so much! Now I don’t want to get simpy and stuff, so please enjoy chapter 2 of Moonchild!
PART 01 ~ MASTERLIST  
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As my love Brendon Urie once said "girls love girls and boys & love is not a choice".
As an openly pansexual white girl I just want to remind you that the first gay pride was started by black trans women & black drag queens! There wouldn't be any gay rights without them.
Enjoy yourselves, live out your sexual dreams & kinks - it's your life that matters. Even if youre white and privileged, fight for those who ain't, that'a why you have a voice: use it.
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i tag @quadri-nippledlovegod my queen🥺💞
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This was super cute, thank you for tagging me @jinniesbby ! Honestly these little avatar games are sweet. I used this site!
I wish there were more hair options, but i tried my best.
Tagging: @jeonsweetpea @hoseoknysus @out-of-jams @btsaudge @gukslut @funkyrosejin @namuswife @moonpjms @chillingtae @v-hope @j-sope @ppersonna idk who else to tag. have fun
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I was thinking how would Ethan react when he discovers that his girl has a pussy slaping kink. Like the first time he does it out of instinct to tease her but then she almost cums...."oh what do we have here" 😇
i’m usually in gray’s line, but just for you i’ll do it with ethan. 😪
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this entire day has been a weird mixture of teasing and provoking for both you and ethan. each time he would pass you in the house, you’d let your shorts slide up even higher, exposung parts of your buttcheek. sometimes, you’d bend over in front of him to ‘clean’ up something, but mostly you’d touch him with feather-like touches, stealing a butterfly kiss here and there.
ethan on the other hand would sneak his arms around your waist while prepping your neck with little kisses before heading off to do some work. each time he came out of his room to grab some water or a snack, he’d be shirtless, only in his gym pants, growling at the sight of your half exposed ass.
you weren’t surprised that the situation escalated right after dinner, when e and you went to your room, leaving gray alone with his newest building project. you agreed on watching shane’s latest video, snuggled up and naked under the blankets, your face buried in his chest and his fingers trailing down your spine.
soon enough, your hand sneaked down his chest, slipping under the covers down his waistline before grabbing his semi hard, giving it a few strokes while kissing his defined jawline. “babe”, ethan growled, pulling you closer and leaning in for a kiss, but you just shake your head. “want your lips somewhere else, hun”, you grinned while gently bringing his head downwards. he smirked, shaking his head while chuckling. “i thought you’d never ask.”
soon enough, his tongue was shoved down deep inside you while you were a moaning mess under his touch. you sweet juices werw dripping down his chin but he didn’t care - ethan always ate you out like it was his last meal, he’d swallow whatever he could get.
“e, please, need you cock inside me”, you pulled him upwards by his hair, smashing your lips hungrily against his. he laughed, lightly slapping his now rock hard dick against your sensitive clit since you haven"t had your orgasm yet. your eyes grew wide as you couldn’t hold a moan back. “again”, you managed to breath out. ethan looked down at you, one eyebrow raised while giving your pussy another smack with the tip of his cock. “mh, fuck, babe.” he repeated what he was doing while inserting two of his long fingers into you, slapping and fingering you at the same time, watching you intensively. “you like that, babe? like being slappee by my cock? yea?” you could just nod, your body shaking and toes curling.
“m'close”, you managed to groan out, licking your lips, ready to pull him in for another kiss. just as your lips were about to meet, he added one more finger, thrusting them as fast as he could go, while giving your clit one last slap with his dick that made you squirt all over his fingers, cock and chest. the situation really worked ethan up as he pushed into you, still riding out your orgasm but leaving you no chance to recover as he built up a rapid speed, balls slapping against your ass and thumb playing with your clit. it didn’t even take you a full minute to come squirtinf again, just as he pulled out of you, giving your pussy one last slap of his tip before releasing all over your folds with one last groan. sloppily, he pushed into you again, prepping your chest and neck with kisses, calming both of you down from your highs. he couldn’t help but chuckle, nuzzling his head into your neck. “that was.. interesting.”
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it's so great seeing you write for bts now. i used to be a huge fan of the twins and would read your stories about them, but then i started listening to bts about a year ago and kinda of stopped watching the twins for a while. i still love and support the twins, but idk i feel like i've grown out of them.
Yes, go check out my BTS blog, I'm active 24/7 and I'm about to release a huge fic!
I also rewrote some of the fics of this acc for BTS! I'm glad that you started to stan my boys too💞
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MOONCHILD 🌙 TEASER #1
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Soulmates are a common thing. Everyone has one. Some people think soulmates are the greatest gift fate could give, others are envious about happy couples that were lucky enough to receive a wonderful partner. One of them was Min Yoongi.
Your time to meet your significant other hasn’t come yet, stumbling into the tattoo parlor with a simple idea in mind, not knowing that you will be bound to step by more often.  When you leave for the first time, you’ll go home with your masterpiece of a tattoo. When you leave for the second time, you’ll go home with not only one, but two soulmates.  The man that was supposed to be your only soulmate, the one that never wanted to tell you that he woke up with the exact same koi karp tattoo just sits and watches - until he can’t take the pain anymore.
Warnings: Fluff. Polyamorous relationships. Mature topics. Explict sexual content (Warnings for those will be listed for each chapter!). Jealousy. Male x Male sexual content. Threesomes.
Pairings: Y/N x ??
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He is going to avoid you. He has no other choice. You won’t be his soulmate, he couldn’t care any less. He has to find a way to make you disappear from his life, he has to forget about you. If only he had never met you, he wishes he could just forget about it, never going out to bring you into the parlour and just go back to his useless crush on Hoseok. 
Yoongi’s throat is tightening again but he won’t allow himself to suffer even more. He is going to ignore everything.  He is going to hate you, even if it takes years, maybe his entire life. Because as much as he just tries to believe that he hates you, he knows that he does not. It’s impossible. He hates it maybe even more than you. This stupid attraction. You’re his- no. You’re nothing. You’re not his soulmate. He’ll never let you be.
You won’t be his soulmate whether you accept it or not, because he does not want you in his life. He does not, and if you ever understand who he is supposed to be for you, he is going to make you understand that he doesn’t want you, as cruel and horrible as it sounds, even to him. 
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okay but how do you feel about the twins hair change?
LISTEN. i know that ive always been a whore for grayson, but grayson with long hair? building nonstop during quarantine? i need to marry that man and give him his children ASAP
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I miss u hope all is well🥺🤍
omg bby🥺💞💞 everything is perfectly fine, i just am only writing for bts now 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
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