edwinmyheart

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I think I could live without Lil Tjay on this track...

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well damn they weren’t kidding when they said world domination with the music huh

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[edwinmyheart]

rapping zion's part in phases and not having to stop and catch your breath is a talent not many people have .

[edwinmyheart]

𝗥𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗜𝗻 𝗣𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗲, 𝗖𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝗕𝗼𝘆𝗰𝗲 (1999-2019)

[edwinmyheart]

[edwinmyheart]

Edwin isn’t Edwin without his whacky filters

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he KNOWS hes hot

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just a quick lil smile appreciation

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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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it was a long day after work and you werent in the mood to even talk to anyone. as soon as you got comfortable in your PJs and turned off the light, you could hear the sound of keys jingling downstairs. you quickly shut your eyes and pretended that you were asleep.

the sound of the room door being opened echoes throughout the room. “babe? are you in h-” zion stopped mid sentence when he saw you with your eyes shut on the bed the two of you share. you could hear footsteps shuffling then you felt the bed dip slightly next to you. the next thing you knew you felt warm fingers caressing your forehead. your body was quick to react to his touch by raising goosebumps.

you kept your eyes closed while his fingers softly combed through your hair, now playing with the little baby hairs that were sticking up. if only you could see the look on his face — he had a smile plastered across his face, looking at you with adoration with his cute lil dimple making an appearance. he shifts and you could feel his soft lips touch your forehead. “damn ma if you only knew the things you do to me. youre the best i’ve ever had and one day im gonna make you my wife.”

it took everything in you to not jump into his arms but you didnt wanna ruin the moment so all you did was inhale sharply. you felt him kissing your forehead once more and he shifts again, to take his shirt and pants off, you assume, before snaking his arm around your waist and pulling you close.

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[edwinmyheart]

Help I am: soft for Eddie

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What’s the point in me having so much ass if Zion isn’t grabbing it by the handful??

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edwinhonoret Look at my front teeth

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petition for caleb zion kuwonu to remake his cover of ��morning’ by marc e. bassy so he can put me in my feels with his silky voice and longer dreads

reblog to sign, laid ease