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“Such short little lives our pets have to spend with us, and they spend most of it waiting for us to come home each day.  It is amazing how much love and laughter they bring into our lives and even how much closer we become with each other because of them.” - John Grogan, Marley & Me

It’s almost a week since our dog left us, but until now, I still miss her.. so much!

I was in Manila when I heard the news, I cried for 3 hours and I can’’t believe that my dog died. I still went to the office even my eyes were swollen and my head was aching. I kept myself busy for days but everytime I remember my dog, everytime I see a picture of her, tears just keep falling from my eyes.

She’s just a dog, why am I feeling this way? Why am I in pain as if I lost a friend? Is this normal to every person who has a dog? Am I the only one to feel this kind of pain for losing a dog?

She’s just not a dog.

She was the one I am looking for when I am sad. To tell her how bad my week was.. She would listen.. She would just stare at me.. She will be there without judging me..

Ming, I will miss the times you would jump in my bed to wake me up.. I will miss the way you wag your tail and stand up when you hear me calling your name.. I will miss the times you would rest your head on my legs.. I will miss the times you showed me how excited you were when I come home.. I will miss your smile.. I will miss how I hug you and kiss you in your forehead when I need to go to work.. I will miss how I tell you that you’re the most beautiful and the kindest dog in the world.. I will miss everything about you.. I will miss the times you made me feel genuinely happy.. I will miss the times you made me feel special and extraordinary..

You were not just a dog.. You are my friend..

I love you and I miss you so much Ming. You’ll always have a special place in my heart. :’(

Heaven needs great dogs too.

“A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water logged stick will do just fine. A dog doesn’t care if you’re rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he’ll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary?”

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#dogs #dog #death of dog #marley and me #dog lover

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“You always look pretty.” - Yoo Si Jin

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Manse you're so cute.

[Ep. 94] – 마성의 만세

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[Ep. 94] – My dad ate them all

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[Ep. 95] – Manse wants a kiss

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Cute. 😄😄😄😄

[Ep. 96] – cute minguk xD

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shades of transparent blue. maldives, summer 2015.

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new journal + old journal 

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Front Cafe | Joanne Pio

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Dealing with stress, pressure and depression (Based on true story)

Kilala ko ang sarili ko.. I'm poor in making decisions lalo na pag nababase ako sa sarili kong nararamdaman.. I easily get hurt sa rejections, kahit pagsabihan lang ako.. I'm weak.. Madali ako mapagod lalo pag parang nakainfinite loop yung proseso.. I'm limited.. Di lahat ng bagay alam ko sa isang iglap.. Kailangan ko ulit ulitin sa utak ko bago ko maintindihan..  Buti na lang I do not control my life alone. Kasi kung ako lang.. Naku patay na.. Wala na to.. Dead end na to.. Buti na lang andiyan si God.. He is still in control.. He provides everything.. Sa mga taong makakasama mo, tutulong sayo at palalakasin ang loob mo.. He will give you wisdom for decision-making.. He will give you peace when you feel bothered.. He will give you strength if you feel you can't go on.. He is unlimited, he will be the one to take care of the things that you cannot control anymore.. Just be honest.. And Let God.. Siguro sa isip ng iba.. "Sus madali yan sabihin.. Kung ikaw ang nasa sitwasyon ko.. Di mo kakayanin.. Imposible talaga.." Don't worry.. Nasabi ko na din yan. I am a christian, but there are times before na sinasabi ko everytime na nakakarinig ako ng story ng breakthroughs.. Yung parang imposible.. Iniisip ko.. Sa kanila lang applicable yun.. Pero when you are in a situation.. Na walang wala na talaga tutulong.. Wala na makapagpatahimik ng kalooban mo.. Gusto mo na maggive up.. You're doing your best pero parang walang nangyayari.. Wala ka nang magawa.. Humihina ka na physically, emotionally and mentally.. Nattrauma ka na.. Umiiyak ka na lang.. Be honest.. Say everything to God.. He is God.. Almighty God who created EVERYTHING.. Isang word lang niya.. Tapos ang paghihirap.. He is a loving God.. He will give the best for you.. He wants his children to prosper.. All you have to do is tell and give (all your fears) Him EVERYTHING.. Cry if you have to.. Read God's word (I recommend Psalm).. Sleep.. Wake up.. Expect great things to happen that everything is working accdg to God's will.. Everytime you feel scared.. Remind yourself with God's promises (Plans to prosper you.. He will give you the best) and all the miracles He did for you before.. Wait patiently.. Maybe it's taking time because he is working on your character.. After that.. I promise.. Super promise.. Yung inaakala mong imposible.. Magugulat ka na lang posible pala. At mas magugulat ka.. Mas malaki at maganda ang marereceive mo.. Higit pa sa kung anong hiniling mo.. Promise talaga. :)

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Lord, Thank YOU po talaga. Siguro nga po, may nangyayari ngayon sa life ko na hindi kaaya aya. Pero thank you God sa mga tao sa life ko. Lord, thank You po kay Aaron at sa family niya. Sobrang feel ko na part ako ng family niya. Kahit nakakahiya at nagkakailangan pa, thank You for their hospitality. :)) Thank you po for Aaron. Hehehe. Grabe, sobrang selfless niya. :)) iniisip niya ako palagi kahit walang wala siya. Iniisip niya mga bagay na makapagpapasaya sakin, more than the material things he gives me. Haaaaay. Di ko maexplain. Thank You Lord. Kinikilig ako ngayon na naiiyak sa sobrang happiness. 😀😀

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Modelong Malapad. © @rjjavlo #Tore #TaalChurch (at Taal Basilica of St. Martin de Tours)

#tore #taalchurch

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I'm not ok... Sa sobrang feeling forever alone ko, ayun dito ako nag-oopen sa tumblr. Ang pathetic ko. Hahaha.