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Can’t wait to be in love with someone genuine and about me.

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to lovely humans who were excluded from invitations, left behind when they tied their shoes, forced to walk in the grass when the sidewalk was full, spoken over when you tried to contribute, whispered about or laughed at, given the side eye when you tried to fit in... you are so worthy of love and I’m sorry people have convinced you otherwise. I promise that your people are out there - people who will see the side of you others ignore, people who share weird inside jokes with you, give you affectionate nicknames and go to museums or roadtrips with you and fulfil whatever idea of friendship you’ve always fantasized about. even if you feel like an empty shell of your former self because you’ve hidden yourself away due to shame, this exterior will melt when you accept yourself or let people in and you’ll realize there was nothing wrong with you all along. you have interesting things to say, you deserve new chances and beginnings, your heart is probably made of gold because you know what it’s like to be left out in the cold, and you have so much to give. you are so worthy and someone’s idea of a friend too, and I hope you receive lots of hugs in the future from yourself and others because you’re so lovable.

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‎"لا تهزأ بجرح لمّ تذقهُ". ‎Do not mock a pain you haven’t endured.

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I feel productive today

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I no longer force things. what flows flows, what crashes, crashes. I only have space and energy for things that are meant for me.

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I have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of peace

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😔

المفروض يبقى فى حد فى حياتنا يسألنا قبل ما ننام أخر كل ليله هتقدر تعدى الليله دى لوحدك ولا اسهر معاك!

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هناك سر في مصر يخليني أحبها❤️

#مصر

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اللهم اجعلني ليّن القول حتى في أسوأ حالاتي

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فعلا على مدار 5 سنوات عايشة هذا الوضع تحس أنه لم يعد يفرق معاك شيء حتى لو ادعى الأمر انه يتم فصلك

عنيف اوي موضوع مش هنزل الشغل واللي عندهم يعملوه ده.

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“And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep.”

— unknown

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عزيزي يا صاحب الظل الطويل

ربما هاته الرسائل التي أكتب لن تقرأها ولكن هناك حاجة ملحة بداخلي تجعلني أحزن و أبتعد قليلا، لقد قلت المحادثات بيننا فأصبحت أطرح الكثير من الأسئلة التي شغلت تفكيري و تسببت في أرقي. أعلم أنك لن تبالي لأنك تعرف ما يؤرقني وما يخيفني لكنك لا تبادر ولا تبحث بين ثنايا الأسئلة وكأنك مللت. برودك انهكني لذلك أنا أختفي

#خواطر مبعثرة

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انا خايفة

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I'm scared

#panic attack