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wish ppl would really sit down and think about how much skinniness actually influences their view of gender bc once you realize how deep it goes it rly changes your whole worldview

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sorry for all the double posts, my phone/tumblr app gets confused when i lock it immediately after hitting post. its cute those of you that will like both though aha

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hello i just sat down with gtn to read the cohort notes extra and why did no one point out the me the juicy little line of "ianthe has never performed necromancy without her sister in the room..." just a bias of one person or not that is FASCINATING for my various ianthe curiousities

#grn spoilers

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all of my MANY projects on the go have hit annoying roadblocks on basically all of them and now i am fuckin grumpy

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#i shower probably every 2 or 3? just kinda whenever i feel itchy tbh. #and usually i alternate between just cleaning the necessary bits vs like a proper scrub down #its so fucking dry here if u strip ur skin everyday u better be slugging ur whole ass body #and i hate lotion so.

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me and trying to figure out how to rough in concept art is a struggle

#i know ehat my brain wants but these are not shapes i am used to

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let’s settle this shit but do NOT reblog if you’re gonna be modest about it like a little BITCH. anyway privilege check tell me which ones apply to you: hot, funny, can dance, can do math, can spell, can drive, can cook

#id say id get decent marks on everything except i cannot and will not drive #math has caveats. but id argue it counts as fine. #and im either a great cook or wildly dogshit depends on the day lmao.

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it makes me sad that nudity is such a weird thing cause im currently going thru mine and printing the ones i like most as fake lil polaroids to keep and i keep wanting to share cause bODIES ARE JUST SO PRETTY. LIKE ITS JUST NICE SHAPES AND LIGHT. sucks.

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proof im about to get like 30% crazier

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living close to the river at least is nice cause if the trip over to the shopping district is stressful can just detour over and satisfy the mammalian water sounds urges

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i managed to acquire books! it was. harrowing. badumtss. (the bookstore is very old and very creaky and the used books basement sounds like youre going to be collapsed onto and it took me forever to find them cause theyre new to the store and not in the actual sections)

#going out alone is stressful enough for the anxieties still but when theres 20 people worth of creeking footsteps overhead its A Lot #like its not a nice little creak its LOUD #hard not to be panicky #anyways #i now own the first 3 paperbacks #the first 2 for only 10 bucks each :D

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putting on a binder is always mad frustrating if only because i usually have a really hourglass shape which means unless im in very specifically fitted close i look way wider than I am but u contain the giant tatas and suddenly i have a torso???? where did that come from???

#like i like my body regardless and i enjoy the rolly hillyness and my titties as well so its not a huge deal #but like tape em down and suddenly its like oh word it actually looks like i just have hips now. instead of a rectangle. #brought to u by i wear a lot of loose dresses and sweaters and not a lot of things that cinch at the ribs and high waist

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Hhhh took a while bc shading is haaaaaard.

#tlt #the locked tomb #adorableee #also that skele pose is top notch hella movement i am impress

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broooo ur awesome! thank you!

hello again tlt tag sorry for being in you constantly

does anyone have snippets of descriptions of the first house/caanan house?

i dont have any access to any copies atm (i might try to go buy a physical copy tmrw lmao) but i keep seein ppl talk abt wanting concept art of the settings and it'd be fun to try my hand at it some time

#ill be honest im not gunna priperly read em all at this very moment it is bed time bahah but!!!!! i appreciate the fuck out of you

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note; do not use seaweed sea salt on popcorn it goes racid af

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hello again tlt tag sorry for being in you constantly

does anyone have snippets of descriptions of the first house/caanan house?

i dont have any access to any copies atm (i might try to go buy a physical copy tmrw lmao) but i keep seein ppl talk abt wanting concept art of the settings and it'd be fun to try my hand at it some time

#the locked tomb #dont go out of ur way cause again ima try to get ahold of it tmrw and i am slow to actually accomplish my artistic impulses

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this has also made me develop a pet theory that gideon failed to shift pyraas soul to completely thanergetic and thats part of why she came back and why he was a thanergetic sink hole. if he didnt habe a perfect battery of course hed be drawin juice out of anything super easy. like pyraa says it was an accident and he took more of her than harrow did of gideon and harrows intentionally trying to not do the steps "right"

#tlt spoilers #im checked out of work cause i have SO MUCH my mind is full rot im sorry