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" You're definitely something... I would not say that you were wretched and wrong, however. "

@fiirstnephalem --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ I’m fearsome, and I’m wretched, and I’m wrong. ”

#rubiesintherough #interaction: selena

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#you know i'm good with mouth to mouth resuscitation ( desires ) #i’ll free you of this anger that you hold and make you whole i’ll make you whole ( morningwinter salvationofsouls ) #and when your fantasies become your legacy promise me a place in your house of memories ( wraith x sima rubiesintherough ) #but when all is said and done you're the only thing i see my love ( benedict x sima inmentemusae )

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" Don't wanna hurt the ones I love; Don't wanna let everyone down; Tried so hard but I slip up; Lose my grip, fall on the ground. "

independent & selective Elijah Mikaelson ; canon - divergent ; loved by satan ; featured on fortitudina. -- anti plec.

#( self promo. ) #love on my elijah as well as my girl here!

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#you know i'm good with mouth to mouth resuscitation ( desires ) #nsft #usfw #xsfw

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Reblog this to have people go into your inbox & ask your character questions!

#i need grace cause i'm running low on faith ( meme )

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ANONYMOUSLY PESTER MY MUSE!

Annoy them, ask them invasive questions, ask about their rps/ships, send them gifts, whatever you like! 

(Mun may specify things they do not want, and remember to specify muse for multimuse blogs!)

#i need grace cause i'm running low on faith ( meme )

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#playlist tag tbd #i’ll free you of this anger that you hold and make you whole i’ll make you whole ( morningwinter salvationofsouls ) #and when your fantasies become your legacy promise me a place in your house of memories ( wraith x sima rubiesintherough ) #but when all is said and done you're the only thing i see my love ( benedict x sima inmentemusae )

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salvationofsouls asked: ❛  my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost.  ❜ { Daemon }

I DON'T NEED PROTECTION.

That was what she wanted to say, what she usually would say to anyone who told her that they would protect her. But protecting her was more than just from dangers around them, protecting her also meant protecting her from herself. At times, that was far more paramount than protection from any monsters or danger that lurked.

She was just so used to fighting her battles alone, that to hear him say such to her was beyond foreign. She rarely allowed anyone in when it came to her protection; she'd taught herself to fight whether physically with hand-to-hand combat and her serpent or mentally, enduring tireless hours of work to keep herself busy.

Her desire to tell him to not protect her was strong, but she could not bring it upon herself to basically tell him to piss off. For one, Daemon was unlike others. They engaged in a battle of power whenever they were with one another ~ each's need to be the dominant figure often leaving them with rather interesting dynamics. But Daemon had been there, picking her up time after time when she'd endured pain that even fighting alone could not keep at bay.

Was it wrong for the Princess to find herself pulled toward him? He was much on par with Dantanian but she'd never allowed herself to fall for him when he was made with the purpose to serve. Was it wrong if she allowed herself to let Daemon in completely? One thing was for sure, her mother would struggle to get at him like she'd managed to with others, and Sima could not deny that there was no attraction there --- LOOK AT HIM!

An inhale was taken and with it, Sima slowly stepped closer to the demon before her. A gracious smile sat upon her lips as she paused before him and lifted her chin to look up at him. " Daemon... I fear that protecting me will be a long battle, both of strengths and of wits... I am stubborn beyond measure; I am used to protecting myself from so much... but I will not fight you by saying that I do not need protection, you see right through me, you know when I need protecting, even when I believe that I do not... I just need to know in what capacity you wish your protection to be; professionally as the Princess's bodyguard? or intimately... as my lover, my equal... my partner. "

@salvationofsouls pining / yearning sentence starters / accepting

#salvationofsouls #interaction: daemon #this is my confessional please will you redeem my soul ( answered )

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bloodiedsails asked: send 🙌 to grab my muse by the throat (in the context of aggressive because he caught her on his ship 👌)

SHE WAS NO stranger to being held in such ways when others came across her. She could hardly say that she blamed them for it, either. She'd just appeared on the ship after all with no word or warning, and she was a woman ~ she'd heard about the superstitions of women aboard ships. It was laughable, but she was not laughing about it now.

Was it bad that such an action made a smirk curl onto her lips? She rather liked the sensation of getting choked; probably because it caused her no harm in the long term of things. Her eyebrow did rise, however, dark eyes falling upon the captain as she was held there. " Oh no... whatever shall I do now? --- Just some poor, defenseless woman... found stowed away! " She supposed it was worth a shot at pulling the amateur dramatics, though she doubted they'd work when a hint of sarcasm laced her tone.

@bloodiedsails grab my muse by the throat / accepting

#bloodiedsails #this is my confessional please will you redeem my soul ( answered )

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bloodiedsails asked: Sending Positive Vibes Your Way ✨✨

OOC. Thank you for the positivity axolotl! I shall use their encouragement to try and get some things written!

@bloodiedsails out of character asks / always accepting

#bloodiedsails #this is my confessional please will you redeem my soul ( answered ) #who cares if one more light goes out well i do ( ooc )

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🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i can't stop thinking about you even when i try.  ❜ ❛  every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat.  ❜ ❛  i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there.  ❜ ❛  do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how much you truly mean to me.  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us?  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you.  ❜ ❛  i had a lot of dreams about you recently.  ❜ ❛  somehow, you're always on my mind.  ❜ ❛  i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met.  ❜ ❛  my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go.  ❜ ❛  all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it.  ❜ ❛  you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve.  ❜ ❛  every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love?  ❜ ❛  i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need.  ❜ ❛  will we ever get another chance together?  ❜ ❛  you were the best thing that's ever happened to me.  ❜ ❛  my biggest regret is ever letting you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped.  ❜ ❛  when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see.  ❜ ❛  every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me.  ❜ ❛  it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to.  ❜ ❛  i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back.  ❜ ❛  i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms.  ❜ ❛  hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me.  ❜ ❛  there's so much i wish i was able to tell you.  ❜ ❛  i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine.  ❜ ❛  i miss the way you always made me smile.  ❜ ❛  you're the reason i keep holding on.  ❜ ❛  maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how i feel about you.  ❜ ❛  i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine.  ❜ ❛  i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you?  ❜ ❛  my heart belongs to you, always and forever.  ❜ ❛  my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  i've been thinking about us a lot lately.  ❜

#i need grace cause i'm running low on faith ( meme )

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#darling shes a nightmare dressed like a daydream ( visage )

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#darling shes a nightmare dressed like a daydream ( visage )

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#you know i'm good with mouth to mouth resuscitation ( desires ) #nsft #xsfw #usfw #all i know is that it's harder to be loyal brave and true ( queue )

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                                                    SALEM.

       There was a point in her time where Sima lived among the witches of Salem. She knew that many of them counted on her mother when conjuring and casting but they also required protection from the witch hunters that were very quickly scouring the town to prosecute and burn any witch they came across. Women without husbands, who often lingered with others of similar nature were their main targets, along with any who were overheard muttering or wishing curses upon those who wronged others. 

           Being Lilith’s daughter, Sima was the one powerful enough to offer the witches of Salem protection. Whilst doing so, she often offered them shelter and a ward that rendered hunters unable to determine if the woman was a witch or not. She gave them a safe place to practice their magic and, if anyone dared try to accuse any of the women in her care, Sima was the first to stop them. 

         She had the label spat at her multiple times, but time and again, accusations came up empty. Part of her revelled in how idiotic many hunters looked when such accusations were dismissed   ~   several hunters were even shown the truth, albeit either to scare them off, or to make them trust in the Lord more. 

        Whilst Sima was unable to protect every witch, she spared many of the cruel fate they would have endured, were they discovered or put to trial and all of those that she did save, knew who she truly was   ~   a secret she made them all swear not to tell, unless it was to bring another witch to her safety. 

#reblogging this beauty of a headcanon because I still love it so much.

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AMUSEMENT BEFELL HER features as she stood watching him dance about the place. Something certainly had him chipper and Sima did have to wonder if her sister had anything to do with the matter. " I hope you can resist me quite easily, given that you're bonded with my sister, Aedus... " She was joking, of course, but she was still intrigued to know what had him so jolly. " Would a certain fiery redhead have something to do with your joyful mood, by any chance? "

 “ Mama mia “

Hip wiggle. Jazz hands.

    “ Here I go again! My my, how can I resist you? “

#rubiesintherough #interaction: aedus

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BROOKLYN NINE NINE 4.07 'Mr. Santiago'

#you don’t have to try so hard you dont have to give it all away ( musings ) #( in which Sima is both Amy and Rosa )