firenovas

[firenovas]

Playing games in my head Mascara stains on my bed I'm trying to keep my tears dry Saying I'm fine but it's a lie Am I my worst enemy Maybe my thoughts are killing me Second guess myself because I think that I am not enough

#Gateway drug [audio]; #k.musing

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likewanderingstars​:

“Yes, I do. Because I think she’s reckless and was trying to rebel against our parents and you probably found some thrill in it too. Why wouldn’t you want to mess around with a princess knowing her mother has a distaste for your kind. It would be almost too much of a temptation. Regardless you think being around my father proves anything? My father established himself as a staple in this community before my mother revealed herself. It would be difficult for anyone to simply forget that.” He seemed almost disinterested but he was watching Kirby very carefully. 

“And why, pray tell, do you have that assumption about me? This is our first time meeting. You know only what my sister has told you but go ahead. Tell me more about people like me.” When Kirby got up to leave Flint followed slowly, stepping out into the cool street. 

“Go on then.”

Flint dared. Mostly for entertainment value.

“Try and hurt me.”

x

“Or get this! Maybe we actually had feelings for each other instead of just a quick fuck! Did you ever think that was a possibility and that I wasn’t toying with her feelings? Course you didn’t because you think everyone’s out to get something from your family because of your status. I did care about her, I still do but I’m respecting her wishes of staying away.” Kirby was just angry at this point, they don’t talk about their feelings and it being a ‘secret’ relationship it’s not like they could exactly talk about what happened freely.

They clenched their fists before taking a deep breathe in, Kirby didn’t want to fight and had no intentions on at least starting it. “The way you carry yourself, It’s not hard to see that you think you’re better than someone like me, after all look who raised you.” 

Kirby shook their head, “I know people think I’m dumb but I’m not about to fight you when I know you’re stronger than me. Don’t you have anything better to do than be a pain in the ass?”

#flint;kirby

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likewanderingstars​:

Flint pursed his lips, his eyes more focused on his own hand than Kirby. He tapped his finger against the table rhythmically. “Did you know lies have a sound?” Flint mumbled. “Fae can hear it if they try hard enough or if you’re trained. My sister doesn’t think I’m overbearing. Mostly because I’m not. Zoela has as much freedom as my mother grants any of us even if I did wish she had stayed in our own kingdom.” Tap. Tap. Tap.

“You see she’s not fully grown and I think being around mortals with an altered age of maturity makes her think that she is. We’re considered fully grown at a century. It takes us longer to age it makes sense our minds wouldn’t be fully formed for a while.” His gaze moved to the window. “So you can see why she would do something as stupid as sneak around with a hybrid when our mother has shown a distaste for them.” Tap. Tap. Tap. 

“Now I’m not judging anyone for fucking someone who’s a different species. I’m not one to care where people put their parts. What I’m here about is… you’ve been seen with my sister now. Whether you think it was completely a secret or not people will have seen you together. You’ve also not exactly been quiet about your dislike for royalty despite knowing nothing about Fae courts.” Tap. Tap.

The table shook just a little. A cup on a nearby table shook on it’s plate as a tremor built inside of the cafe. “If anything happens to my little sister, I will blame you.” By this point the others in the room were reacting to the tremor which was rattling through the room. “I will blame you and that means you will be the one I come looking for if she is hurt. I don’t care if your little fling is over or not. If the consequences of your inability to watch your tongue harm her in anyway, you’ll get a first hand experience of just how much pain I can cause a person who is a little harder to kill than most.”

Things were starting to fall off of shelves now but Flint hadn’t even reacted to the movement. His glamour did flicker for just a moment though. Long enough for Kirby to see the white eyes, black bat like wings, and inky black fingers. Flint moved his hand from the table and the tremor stopped. “I’m sure we have an understanding.”

x

Kirby didn’t care much about what the other was doing or saying, not until he got to the point where things started shaking more around them and others started to notice. “Dislike for royals? You really think I would’ve even gotten with your sister if i disliked any of you? Not to mention I wouldn’t continue to be around Dain if that was the case. My problem isn’t with royals, it’s with people like you.” 

They got up from the table and stepped closer to Flint, not in a threatening way but more so to get their point across. “People who think they’re better than anyone else simply because of who they are as a person, it’s not liking you.” 

When the tremor finally stopped they started heading towards the door but before walking out they turned to face Flint again, “If you have a problem with me then you deal with it with me. Others don’t deserve to be in the crossfire, I don’t care who you are, what your status is, how strong you are, if you hurt anyone else then I will hurt you.”

On that note they walked out the café and flipped him off in the process. At this point they didn’t really care what he had to say, weather they had an understanding or not. Kirby was pissed and wanted to leave the situation before things escalated more than the already had.

#flint;kirby

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likewanderingstars​:

Flint tilted his head, his eyes narrowing a little. “I didn’t think it was possible to be so ignorant but you’re certainly proving new levels of disappointment for the people of this city.” He sat himself back in the seat. “Did you honestly think you could mess around with my sister and you’d just get away with it?”

x

Kirby rolled their eyes at the other, clearly he’s just some royal douchebag and they didn’t feel like entertaining whatever this was. They were about to get up to leave when he mentioned his sister, ah, now it makes sense. “So you must be the overbearing brother she told me so much about.” Kirby leaned back in their chair as well, no going back now. Zoela never actually told them he was overbearing, they just came to that conclusion themselves. “I do actually and i did, funny concept of how people are allowed to do what they want. Why do you care so much?”

#flint;kirby

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mytarnishedsilver​:

Connor waited for Matt to leave the supply closet first, tucking his uniform shirt back into his pants and refastening his belt. He ran a hand through his hair, exhaling shakily before exiting the small room … and directly into someone very familiar. He froze, his eyes wide and his ears red, looking like he’d just gotten caught in the act instead of after the fact.

“What are you doing here?” he asked on reflex, before realizing how dumb a question that was. It was an arcade. Lots of people came and went through there.

(( @firenovas​ ))

Kirby was originally at the arcade to distract themselves whenever they wanted to do anything stupid, they’d promised Edgar they’d start staying out of trouble and it was enough of a distraction. They were walking around when they ran into Matt first, just saying hi as he left seemingly in a hurry before running into someone else not shortly after. 

At the question Kirby laughed, “Same thing as everyone else at the arcade. Well, almost everyone.” They crossed their arms and leaned against a nearby machine, “So you’re the mystery man then, would not have guessed that.”

#connor;kirby

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likewanderingstars​:

Flint watched the other from a distance. He’d been in a sour mood recently and seeing the reason his sister had been misbehaving wasn’t exactly going to put him in a happier place. He should have left well enough alone but he couldn’t help but cross the street and follow them into the café they’d entered. Waiting until they were sat down Flint moved and sat himself down opposite them. “I assume this seat isn’t taken.” @firenovas​

x

Kirby usually met Matt at the Café and when someone else sat down, they weren’t super eager about it. “It is now I guess.” The man didn’t look super familiar to them and it’s not like they were excepting anyone else so they found this whole situation weird. “You waiting on someone or?” They asked curiously.

#flint;kirby

[firenovas]

“Is your shift almost over? I’m bored and wanna go do something.” Kirby said as they entered the Lovelace toy shop. They headed to the counter where Jonas was at currently, leaning against it as soon as they made it over. “What seems fun right now cause i’ve got nothing.” They spotted a stool nearby and went to sit on it, crossing their arms over their chest in the process. 

@orchestralcollage​

#jonas;kirby

[firenovas]

∞ Peter

If I Think They Are: Ugly || Plain || Alright || Cute || Freaking Adorable || Pretty || Beautiful || Hot || Stunning

If I Would Go On A Date With Them: Not even if we were the last two one earth || No || Maybe || Eh….Sure || Yes || WILL YOU MARRY ME

If I Trust Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || With My Life

If I Care About Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || Deeply

If I Would Sleep With Them: Not Enough Alcohol in the World || No || Maybe if I were wasted || Maybe || Eh…Sure || Yes || TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF NOW!

My Comfort Level With Your Muse: Keep a Distance || Okay You Can Stand There, But Don’t Touch Me || Let’s Get Coffee and Talk || Let’s Cuddle || I Can Change In Front of You || Let’s Take a Bath Together

If I See You As: A Stranger || An Acquaintance || A Friend || A Close Friend || My Best Friend || A Crush || The Love of My Life

#k.memes #they're confused im confused send help

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∞ Jonas

If I Think They Are: Ugly || Plain || Alright || Cute || Freaking Adorable || Pretty || Beautiful || Hot || Stunning

If I Would Go On A Date With Them: Not even if we were the last two one earth || No || Maybe || Eh….Sure || Yes || WILL YOU MARRY ME

If I Trust Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || With My Life

If I Care About Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || Deeply

If I Would Sleep With Them: Not Enough Alcohol in the World || No || Maybe if I were wasted || Maybe || Eh…Sure || Yes || TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF NOW!

My Comfort Level With Your Muse: Keep a Distance || Okay You Can Stand There, But Don’t Touch Me || Let’s Get Coffee and Talk || Let’s Cuddle || I Can Change In Front of You || Let’s Take a Bath Together

If I See You As: A Stranger || An Acquaintance || A Friend || A Close Friend || My Best Friend || A Crush || The Love of My Life

#k.memes

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∞ Matt

If I Think They Are: Ugly || Plain || Alright || Cute || Freaking Adorable || Pretty || Beautiful || Hot || Stunning

If I Would Go On A Date With Them: Not even if we were the last two one earth || No || Maybe || Eh….Sure || Yes || WILL YOU MARRY ME

If I Trust Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || With My Life

If I Care About Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || Deeply

If I Would Sleep With Them: Not Enough Alcohol in the World || No || Maybe if I were wasted || Maybe || Eh…Sure || Yes || TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF NOW!

My Comfort Level With Your Muse: Keep a Distance || Okay You Can Stand There, But Don’t Touch Me || Let’s Get Coffee and Talk || Let’s Cuddle || I Can Change In Front of You || Let’s Take a Bath Together

If I See You As: A Stranger || An Acquaintance || A Friend || A Close Friend || My Best Friend || A Crush || The Love of My Life

#k.memes

[firenovas]

∞ Lana

If I Think They Are: Ugly || Plain || Alright || Cute || Freaking Adorable || Pretty || Beautiful || Hot || Stunning

If I Would Go On A Date With Them: Not even if we were the last two one earth || No || Maybe || Eh….Sure || Yes || WILL YOU MARRY ME

If I Trust Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of? || Yes || With My Life

If I Care About Them: Not At All || Not Really || Kind of || Yes || Deeply

If I Would Sleep With Them: Not Enough Alcohol in the World || No || Maybe if I were wasted || Maybe || Eh…Sure || Yes || TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF NOW!

My Comfort Level With Your Muse: Keep a Distance || Okay You Can Stand There, But Don’t Touch Me || Let’s Get Coffee and Talk || Let’s Cuddle || I Can Change In Front of You || Let’s Take a Bath Together

If I See You As: A Stranger || An Acquaintance || A Friend || A Close Friend || My Best Friend || A Crush || The Love of My Life

@moonlightxandxroses

#k.memes

[firenovas]

Kirby nodded as they acknowledged his name then cocked their head to the side raising an eyebrow questionably. They never really bothered to pick up what they were saying if someone had interrupted them and just assumed others were the same way. Shrugging at the question, Kirby grabbed a cup to pour themselves something to drink instead. “I mean yeah, most people do it, I just figured they didn’t care about what I was saying.” They paused to take a sip of their drink, “Plus I work at a bar so it happens a lot anyway.”

firenovas·:

Kirby didn’t really find anything particularly appetizing, they mainly stayed cause it would’ve been rude to just walk away in the middle of the conversation. It was an interesting conversation at least, their curiosity getting the better of them hence all the questions. “Oh, I’m Kirby by the way.” They said realizing they’d never actually properly introduced each other. “So what do you do if people interrupt you mid sentence? Cause I know that bothers the hell outta me.”

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“Peter” he responded as he contemplated on if he wanted anything more to put on his plate. The answer was no. “I guess just stare at them and then continue. I haven’t really had that problem” he gave a shrug. “Do people do that to you a lot?” Was this small talk was he actually doing small talk without their being some sort of motive and goal attached to it? Pretending to be charming was a skill he possessed, but he wasn’t trying to pretend in this place. He was trying to be himself, whoever that actually was.

#peter;kirby #kirbyeventthreads #mobile

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orchestralcollage​:

“If I want something then I’ll say I want something” Peter said as he picked up one of the dishes and dumped the rest of the contents onto his plate having found after a sampling that he quite enjoyed them. This statement wasn’t completely the truth, it was more when he didn’t want something that he often vocalized it. Having his own personal wants and desires was still something he was working on. 

x

Kirby didn’t really find anything particularly appetizing, they mainly stayed cause it would’ve been rude to just walk away in the middle of the conversation. It was an interesting conversation at least, their curiosity getting the better of them hence all the questions. “Oh, I’m Kirby by the way.” They said realizing they’d never actually properly introduced each other. “So what do you do if people interrupt you mid sentence? Cause I know that bothers the hell outta me.”

#peter;kirby #kirbyeventthreads

[firenovas]

Happy Birthday Rory!

Kirby made him a denim jacket that they thought he’d think was funny and got him a custom wallet with a photo of Rory, Edgar and Parkley printed on it.

@deadfractals

#k.musing #ft rory #ft. edgar #tw fake blood

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orchestralcollage​:

“Not really” Peter didn’t see the point in talking a whole  lot. There was also the fact that he had more or less been conditioned to not talk much. Talking was for when one needed to gather information, and that was rarely the case these days. “Other people talk enough for me.” 

x

“Doesn’t that get boring?” Kirby asked genuinely, they talked a lot mainly as a way to keep things entertaining but they also had their moments of just being quiet when the mood felt fit. “Or I guess frustrating? If people talk enough for you then how are you supposed to say what you want if you wanted to?” They shrugged hoping that made any bit of sense.

#peter;kirby #kirbyeventthreads

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edgarwayne​:

His frown grew.  “How would you be bothering us?  We like spending time with you Kirby.”  That smile was painfully fake, and it hurt Edgar that Kirby wasn’t willing to tell him what was wrong.  “What’s wrong?  Did something happen?”

x

“I don’t know, just wanted you two to have a night with parkley and not have to worry about me.” Kirby admitted with a shrug, it was mostly true. It’s not like they could get in trouble tonight, not unless they really tried too and they weren’t feeling particularly up for tomfoolery. They shook their head at Edgar’s question, “No no, nothing happened. Guess Tonight’s just not exactly what I had in mind.”

In all honesty Kirby spent most nights alone anyway, if it was before or defiantly during curfew. They were never a party person to begin with but they decided to come because a few friends had asked, “It’s weird.” Kirby started then paused, “How you can feel the most alone surrounded by so many people.” They avoided eye contact with Edgar, knowing he’d hit them with some sort of puppy dog eyes and they didn’t really want to see that currently. “I think I'm just going to go home.”

#edgar;kirby #kirbyeventthreads

[firenovas]

Kirby moved their legs from their chest to now be sitting cross cross letting their hands rest in their lap as they fiddled with their thumbs. There’s lots of reasons why they would feel like a bother to anyone, being more self aware than they lead people to believe but tonight was supposed to be fun. Fun for people to just forget for a moment and they didn’t want to ruin that for anyone with their mood or attitude. All Kirby could do was silently shrug as an answer.

They wanted to say more but he was a stranger, sure he helped them once but he wouldn’t have had to if they’d just been at home like any normal person would have. “I know they do,” Kirby finally managed to get out. “I just want them to enjoy themselves is all without worrying about me for once.” It was the one night that if they really wanted to just be out, they could.

They gave the other a small smile, “With my reputation most people wouldn’t have or just assumed I asked for it.” At the admission they couldn’t help but frown, had it really gotten that bad? Kirby tried to shake off the feeling, trying to focus on something else when he’d asked the question about the concert.

Kirby had been debating about it all night, most of their friends were going to be there. Of course Edgar was going since Rory was playing but they still weren’t sure. “I haven’t decided yet. I don’t think i’m going to, I guess i’m just not in a party mood.”

firenovas​:

Kirby shook their head, “No it’s fine.” At the question they sighed, sitting down across from him instead of next. They let their fingers graze across the grass just watching their hand as they did that and pulled their knees up to their chest, resting their chin on one of them. “I came alone, I didn’t want to bother anyone.”

They adjusted to unbutton their suit so they could sit more comfortably as they finally looked over at the man, taking a long look at him before realizing why he looked so familiar. “I never got to say thanks to you,” Kirby mumbled before staring at the grass between them once again. “so thanks.”

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geal nods as kirby declines, not pushing the matter. he smiles a bit as kirby sits down across from him, much too large hands resting in his lap as his head tilts to the side for a moment before looking down at the grass, picking at it absently. “why do you believe you would be bothering anyone by joining them? i am sure edgar wayne and riordan willingham would be happy to have you join them– matching costume or not. they both care very deeply for you.” 

he feels their eyes on his face, and blue raises once more to meet green– a soft hum leaving him as kirby thanks them, smiling softly– but shaking his head. “you do not need to thank me, young one.” he promises softly, sighing as he rolls his shoulders a bit– feeling tension forming in the base of his neck. “i only did what was right. what anyone in my position should do.” there’s a smile on his lips as he speaks.

a soft hum.

“will you be attending the concert tonight? little persephone has asked me to come for the start of it.” he knows, of course– or at least has has had an inkling ever since the first night he had met kirby and had seen their odd eye up close while carrying them home after they had been attacked by the man edgar later told him the identity of– it didn’t take much for him to realize that this hybrid was yet another byproduct of october’s irresponsibility twenty-some years ago, like the other children he had seen around the vampire and around the city.

and he wondered, briefly, if october roulette would be coming to ask him questions any time soon– or if the man still refused to attempt and confront what demons held him so tightly.

but well, he could be patient– as long as persephone wasn’t in any danger, he could stand silently by and wait until october was ready.

#geal;kirby #kirbyeventthreads #mobile