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fly4w4ycr0w · 4 years

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“Hey, Cr0w....”

A glance over,then back to the computer..

“..Hi..”

Quiet as always.. Zero would grab one of the chairs, and he’d sit down across from the red head. “You’re..really into that digital life thing... Dead set on it , huh?”

Silence, he’d just continue tapping away on his keyboard..

A sigh.

“...that stuff..it’s..probably not a good idea to mess with....We don’t know what could happen, how it’ll affect you...if you did succeeded...It’s not gonna be...all that it’s cracked up to be yknow..”

A pause the tapping would stop.

“How would you know-” He’d mumble.

“...whatever...I don’t care-”

“Cr0w-” Whatever lightness in his voice had faded. “Don’t say that. We care, Neon, Ro, Ryuu, me..We all care. We want Cr0w to stick around with us...”

“I told you what I wanted when I got here...not my fault you got close to me...it’s not like it matters anyway..”

“...Look..I know you’re afraid...whatever you’re running from..this isn’t gonna fix it..” Another sigh as he leans back into the chair. “Everyone’s running from something...but it’s...it’s only temporary..If we lost you, there wouldn’t be a Cr0w anymore..we’d never be able to see you again, if that project of yours failed-”

“I. Don’t. Care. If there’s a chance I can get it to work...then that’s all that matters..”

“Ugh-but it’s..It’s dangerous-! Doing that, messing with that stuff is dangerous Cr0w! Why don’t you get that-!?”

He didn’t intend to raise his voice..but it seemed the damage was done, as he saw the boy in front of him flinch away-

“Crow I’m-...I’m sorry I didn’t--”

“Just go-”

“..I’m...Sorry...”

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear sister

Dear sister...

wait...

Sister...I don’t...

have a sister...?

#ugh my head hurts..#Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear Ryuu @ Leader boy

Ryuu, I’m sorry.

I’m..actually kinda scared. I’m scared but I know it’s something I have to do. If anyone got hurt because of me, I don’t think I could live with that..what kind of “leader” would I be?

I just wanted to help everyone, but I never had the strength to do it.. I wanted to stop all the tears and pain in the world...but there’s no way to do that, is there? So I’ve decided to try and stop the tears and the pain from the people I care about...If I can save my world, maybe that would be enough. I hope you guys can save the rest of the world for me..even if it’s in some little way..

Please Keep an eye on everyone.

Ro is pretty self destructive, and it’ll probably be even worse when I’m gone

Neon is like you, strong but she’s going to need help with everything too..

and Cr0w’s the one who’s gonna take my place, but that doesn’t mean he’ll do it on his own, he’s pretty negligent when it comes to taking care of himself..

Ryuu, please take care of everyone for me, I know you can do it. You’re strong, even stronger than I could ever hope to be...I think that’s why I liked you so much. you were always so strong and brave, things I could never be..

I..love you Ryuu, I’m sorry I’m saying this now,Im so fucking sorry. but

I don’t think I could have died without telling you that..but it’s probably awful of me to say that huh?..

Thanks for everything Ryuu,

#Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear Crow @ Leader boy

Crow, please don’t cry.

I’m sorry things had to be this way,and I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about this plan when we talked. I meant everything I said. You’re going to be a great leader, and you’re not a coward.

It’s gonna be hard, trying to make the difficult decisions. I won’t lie, but I believe in you to make them. I know you can do it. You’re a lot more than what you think of yourself Crow. Stop putting yourself down so much.

I know the worlds a scary place, but the people in it,make it a little less scary. That’s why I always tried to help everyone..cause why make it worse when you can try it make it a little better?

Everyone is here for you,so don’t try to hide from them.

I’m really glad we got to talk and hang out together. I hope you can get along with everyone else. I wish we could talk more, but It’s almost time for me to go and I still got some things left to do..

I’m really sorry, but I know you’ll be great, there’s no reason to be afraid.

#Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear Neon @ Leader boy

Hey Neon,

Did I ever tell you how much of a fan I was of all your cosplays? I thought it was so cool, and that you were so creative! I could never imagine doing something like that.

You take pieces of fabric that sometimes, don’t even match, and you stich them together to make something beautiful! I think that’s a kind of talent that not everyone has. You make things fit together perfectly, and I think that’s something you do best!

I’m sorry I’m not gonna be able to cosplay with you anymore. Hope you can find a replacement for Kaito!

.....I’m sorry for leaving like this. I really am, but I hope you can understand, it’s a mission I got to do on my own, and if you found this, it means it’s a success.

I know things are going to be hard for everyone, but I hope you can continue to be yourself, and live the life you want Neon. You’re not the type to settle for less, right? I figured you wouldn’t! So give em’ hell if you can’t get what you want.

I think that’s one of the reasons I really liked hanging around you!

Keep being yourself. Don’t let anyone tell you any different.

#Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear Ro @ Leader boy

Dear Ro,

By the time you read this, I’m probably already gone.

I’m sorry about that, I really didn’t mean to leave you, but I just wanted to do the right thing..and sometimes doing the right thing means you have to lose something important...

Hah, pretty stupid right? I could hear you yelling now about how dumb it is and throwing something at my face.

I don’t want to talk about sad stuff, so I want to talk about good things.

I’m really glad we met, and I’m glad we could have this group together. It’s full of so many people who are so fun and interesting. People who’ve been through the worst of the worst, and people who are lucky they didn’t. It doesn’t seem like it but everyone’s here for a reason, even if we don’t know what that reason is!

People are funny that way..they throw away all expectations you have of them, and show you something you never could have imagined. Isn’t that cool?

That goes for expectations you have for yourself, I know you don’t think that you’ve got much going for you, but I know that’s not true. There’s so much for you out there, you just need to take it, and stop being so stubborn~

....I really hope you take care of yourself Ro. Please, don’t try to follow me. Let this die with me.

I love you.

#Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear Best Friend

...thanks for taking care of me, Zer0

#Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear best friend

Dear Ro,

I didn’t want to get close to anyone before..I still don’t but , I can’t help it now. You and Neon and everyone in the LOLCATZ are important to me..I don’t know what I’d do without you.

Thank you.

#sometimes you cant word but you want ur friend to know how much u love them #he's just bad with words ijm sor r y #Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear Best Friend

Dear Neon,

I think you’re pretty amazing. You’re really smart and you understand people in a way different than others. I’m really glad you’re here..

I know there was something someone said before about you and why you’re here..so I think I’m gonna try and piece it together how I see it..

You’re like the glue, you keep us together and stop us from being stupid. You’re everything me and Ro aren’t.. You keep it balanced and everything a little brighter.

I don’t know if you think that’s important, but it is to me...

#glad to have tons of best friends so ros next #Anonymous #||;;FILE.MESSAGE.RECIVED

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fly4w4ycr0w · 5 years

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Dear person I hate