forcefuried

[forcefuried]

You should write a book. How to offend fandoms in five syllables or less.

writers: arrange the canon! [cheers ensue]

me: wait!

writers: what? it's all you've ever wanted! it's beautiful!

me: but what else?

writers: what else?

me: is this plotline all that matters to you?

writers: what else is there....?

#word of god™. || tian speaks

[forcefuried]

you know I think my main problem in coming back here is…I'm way more invested in Anakin’s AUs right now than in anything about Star Wars. and. I feel really weird coming back here only to work on his AUs. I’m always interested in meta-ing about the Star Wars world and about how much the Republic and Jedi suck but about doing actual threads I'm a bit less museful……so hm, I might actually move to Discord……

#word of god™. || tian speaks #|| damn autocorrect on safari

[forcefuried]

i’ve always struggled with the feeling that half the fandom doesn’t want me here but right now that is driving me to want to return out of spite

#word of god™. || tian speaks

[forcefuried]

i might be………coming back here OvO

#word of god™. || tian speaks

[forcefuried]

@hopebore @becamealegend

au where when darth vader declares that he’s Luke’s father Luke comes to the (entirely reasonable) conclusion that darth vader and anakin skywalker were married

#word of god™. || tian speaks

[forcefuried]

same goes for here. I might come back here and do some Star Wars meta but I’m really not feeling it

i’m not NEAR done setting up this blog but. catch me on @preuzien for a bit, i’m gonna be hiding there until my muse comes back and my mental health clears up. i might come back here to do some voltron meta but we’ll see.

#word of god™. || tian speaks

[forcefuried]

some explanation as to why i haven’t been around here as of late--

so, about a week ago, i had a conversation with one of my friends that unearthed some……really bad memories i had in high school, bad run-ins i had with neo-nazis on the internet. i thought i’d gotten over it and it never had an effect on me, but over the course of that time i have come to realize that no, given how sometimes i am consumed by issues of race and social justice, i haven’t been over it, i haven’t been over this shit for eight goddamn years. i’ve just been in a really bad state because of this (among other ooc things which i am not going to bring up here), and not only has it killed all my desire to do replies, i just don’t want to touch tumblr entirely and am actually considering leaving. i will be seeing my therapist as soon as humanly possible about this. thank you all for bearing with me <3

#word of god™. || TIAN SPEAKS #nazism mention*

[forcefuried]

abuse did not make me a hero abuse did not make me kind abuse did not build my character do NOT EVER say that abuse is the cause of kindness and compassion

#embroiled in thought. || MUSINGS #word of god™. || TIAN SPEAKS #|| and while we're on the subject of that #|| never say that abuse made someone evil #|| people don't become evil due to their circumstances #|| they become evil due to bad choices they make in RESPONSE to their circumstances #|| tian out

[forcefuried]

I’M 24!!!!

#word of god™. || tian speaks #|| HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

[forcefuried]

Reblog if your muse is made of  ANGER  and  BAD DECISIONS

#the tragedy within. || HEADCANON

[forcefuried]

I’m disabled but I’ll still fight you

#embroiled in thought. || MUSINGS #|| THIS IS BOTH ANAKIN AND VADER

[forcefuried]

i feel distinctly unwelcome in the star wars fandom and i think i know exactly why.

#word of god™. || TIAN SPEAKS #negativity*

[forcefuried]

The Jedi turned against me. Don’t you turn against me!

#embroiled in thought. || MUSINGS #the prettiest face in outer space. || VISAGE [ANAKIN]

[forcefuried]

love is real but im evil now

#embroiled in thought. || MUSINGS

[forcefuried]

I am never getting over this.

#embroiled in thought. || MUSINGS #|| ask to tag #|| i've said it once i'll say it a thousand times #|| DOWN WITH THE REPUBLIC

[forcefuried]

Oh, no, I’d be too frightened to tease a senator!

#the prettiest face in outer space. || VISAGE [ANAKIN]

[forcefuried]

goddamn, tumblr is doing WHAT now? fucking great, i could’ve been tricked by this hellsite into thinking somebody blocked me or something with that sort of message. thank you so much for this PSA, definitely gonna signal boost!

Hello friends, if you are getting this annoying message when trying to send asks to people….

I just want to say that you are more than welcome to send them to me via messages. I can always crop them and such. 

Reblog if it’s okay to do the same for you until Tumblr stops being so dense.

#word of god™. || TIAN SPEAKS