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GIRLS LIKE GIRLS ┊͙˚. 14. TALK?

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"jenn?" you had just gotten home. you kicked off your wet heels and slopped onto your living room's couch. the rain had gotten you good, soaking you, and making you run inside for dear life. the dorms were almost dead quiet, aside from a hum of pop music coming from the bedrooms'. most likely ning. jimin had said she wouldn't be back until later, something about a sleepover, and you had no idea where or what minjeong was doing. the thought of your bandmate caused the stress to comeback to your shoulders.

you hated this feeling.

usually, you could bounce back from anything.

thousands of hate comments, death threats, insensitive remarks about your weight and style. none of that mattered to you, not like how minjeong's absence did.

"yes?" yunjin's voice was far away. you glanced at your phone screen. she had set up her phone for you. it was a sweet thing she did whenever you two facetimed, so you could always see her no matter what she was doing.

for the past thirty minutes, she had been cooking in her kitchen, and you swore you could smell the spices through the screen. chaewon had popped her head in for a moment, waved, and stole a treat while yunjin wasn't looking. melodramatically, yunjin had complained, proceeded to chase after her, and you couldn't help but laugh.

yunjin's company was nice, but you couldn't help but feel wrong. until you figured out this minjeong stuff, this (whatever it was) couldn't happen.

"can i talk to you about something?"

"oh shit! yes! wait! fuck! is this serious?" yunjin cursed. she dropped both of the pans she was holding. the pans shrieked across the screen so loud that you had to recoil.

you grimaced. "sorry."

"no worries! i saved them!" yunjin showed you the unharmed dessert, an array of cinnamon-dripped rolls. you had to stop your mouth from overfilling with saliva. your stomach wanted to run across seoul and devour everything she had made. but you reminded yourself of what was important right now. cinnamon rolls could wait. hell, everything could.

you took a deep breath. yunjin wasn't a hard person to understand, for the most part what you saw was what you got. that's one of the things you loved about her. she was effortlessly herself. but because of that, you knew how she would respond.

"what's up? are you oaky?" yunjin interrupted your thoughts.

"i'm fine..i.." you took a deep breath. her smile was wide, and bright, and terrified you. you didn't want to be the one to take away her smile.

"listen, yunjin. i love our friendship and i would never want to do anything to harm it, y'know? i'm going through a lot with my bandmate right now and i don't want you to be in the middle of it.."

yunjin's smile fell. she tried her best to hide it. she wasn't stupid. you guys had mutual friends. it was a matter-of-time before you confirmed what she had already known.

"she kissed you, right?"

oh. you hadn't expected that from her. you swallowed. you remembered it well. the moment had been replaying in your head over and over. the softness of her lips. the longing. the sweetness. but also the need for something more. the fear, and then, everything sweet between you two that turned bitter.

"yeah." you're not a liar, and you won't cover your ass.

yunjin is quiet on the other side of the line. you can't tell if she's thinking, seething, or upset. you hoped it was something else entirely.

"do you...have feelings for her?"

you sighed.

"i don't know." you really didn't. everything was new. you had never really kissed anyone or thought about the idea of a relationship. you also knew that even if you liked someone that you were an idol first. you had a reputation to uphold.

"okay." yunjin nodded her head, "i'm not upset with you. i had heard about it from ryujin but i wasn't sure if it was true. and i'm glad you care about me enough to let me know what's going on, but right now i'm thinking you don't know me that well.."

you titled your head. "what?"

"mhm, if you knew me you would know i already told misi that we were meant to be." yunjin said.

you shook your head. "seriously?"

"when have i ever lied to you?"

you laughed. her stuffed animal. a bird. she was unbelievable.

yunjin continued. "in the end, it'll be me and you. you know how i know that?"

you couldn't help but grin. she was so unpredictable, but in the best way.

"how, jenn?"

"i went to a fucking psychic."

you rolled your eyes. "i was expecting an actual deep-ass answer, not bullshit."

yunjin shrugged. "it's true! the cards said it~ can't argue with fate!"

you want to laugh again, but you're distracted by the sound of the front door creaking open. you dart your head backwards expecting jimin or aeri, and almost jump.

minjeong is standing right there. you stared. she was completely drenched from the rain. her clothes stuck to her body, and she was shivering. her eyes weren't on you, but on the umbrella she was failing to close up.

you looked away quickly and back down onto your phone.

yunjin is still on the line. "yn? everything okay?"

"yeah, let me call you back. okay?'

"yeah. see you." yunjin was disappointed. you could hear it in her voice.

you ended the call quickly. at the same time, minjeong looked up to you. she regarded you with a blink before throwing her umbrella down and attempted to walk past you.

god, she could be so annoying sometimes. you were used to the lack of communication and the blank stares, but the passive aggressiveness was something you would not deal with.

you grabbed her hand before she could get away. she stopped and looked back at your hand in hers. you expect her to pull away. run away like she always did. but this time, she staid.

"you kiss me. avoid me. then act like an ass." you accused. you could hear the music playing stop. whoever was upstairs was trying to listen now.

minjeong's eyes sharpened on you. "what do you want to hear yn? that i've been in love with your for years, resigned to the fact you would never like me back, found out you actually did like someone and it just wasn't and would never be me, and now can't stand to see you with anyone else? well, there it is. are you happy?"

you don't even know what to say.

minjeong searched your eyes for any type of response.

"do you even know what the word communication means, minjeong?" you finally said.

minjeong took a long sigh. "no, and i'm working on it.. i'm sorry."

you shook your head. "give me time, okay?"

minjeong nodded her time. "as much as you need." she said softly.

you didn't even fully realize what was happening until now. minjeong was in love with you. yunjin was...yunjin. and you were clueless, hopeless, and had no idea what to do. where was jimin when you needed her?

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ngl winter might be a little unlikeable rn, but it'll get better LMFAOO

her communication will be MUCH better from this point on

hii guysss

yunjin best girl of the chapter?!

𑁍┊ a/n: yeah,, the written portion is a little unedited other than my eyes. i have a brain frying migraine and i promised to get this out for the weekend so i'm sorry for any errors!!!

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omg hiii we missed yew

hiii yesss i missed this blog !! finals was hectic and i finally got to see my family so i was a little busy, my apologies

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Hi pls tell me your taglist for girl like girls is still open cause I rlly wanna be added that story is literally so KWNKSHDKSNDKS I just love it so much 😭😭

yesss it’s open i’ll add u to it as soon as i post next (sometime this weekend) thanks for reading <3333

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Arghh my head hurts so much I can't handle y/n she's such a red flag it hurts but it makes the story more good idk bro😞😞... It was so hard tooooo read Broo it was just so heart breaking 💔

yn is a big red flag tbh but it makes it fun. 🤭🤭

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bitchhhhh i was NOT ready for all them angst wtf but its chill cuz as a lana-taylor girlie, i was very happy to be sad 😌

- mk

totally did not listen to lana while writing that 🫣🫣

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winyn agenda😩😩😩🤪😊😆

it continues 🫣🫣🫣

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i would love to be added to the taglist for your smau please‼️

ps. love your work it has my heart

thank u am <333 !! will add u next to time i post (which is soon!)

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updates coming soon! finally on winter break @ college <3

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minjeong is NOT getting an endgame with that behavior 😭

LMFAOOOO she’s just a baby 💀💀💀 let her coookkkk no but tbh .. it gets a lot worse before it gets better LMFAO

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did you see minjeongs starriver pcs ?? she would totally call her gf “princess” i feel so faint

you don’t know how much i agree . winter is so “princess” like . “baby” . like . need .

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ok but lowk yn also maybe kind of a red flag ... if she's nawt rly ready for anything relationship related idk why she's still entertaining yunjin and going on dates knowing jen is rly into her 🤕

good point 😭😭 i’d say out of everyone in the love triangle, yunjin is definitely the greenest flag. she just has some overthinking issues that yn DEFINITELY does not make better 💀

but yn is def..yk..indecisive and i think she KNOWS what she’s doing but she’s a little withdrawn from relationships bcs she’s never rlly had one like that bcs she’s always been about her career fr .

yn’s fear of relationships will get explored more as the story progresses and what she’ll do with yunjin’s affection 🤭

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yk yn spoke to me and said she wants to end up w minjeong 😸😸

THE KISS WAS SO SWEET BUT THE ANGST WAS SO 💔💔💔💔

MHMMMMMMMMMMM 🤭🤭🤭

the ending hurt but it will get bettteeer probably maybe who knows (i do!)

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your writing is so good

giggling & kicking my feet rn thank uuuu 🫶🫶

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i love both yunjin and winter but CMON WINTER EXPRESS URSELF MORE

winter endgame for me fs but yunjin would be the healthier option 😓

👀👀👀 no fr winters lack of comm & lack of expression WILLL be dealt with but for nowww the suffering continues 😭😭😭

yunjin just loves yn y’all idk. we gon see 🤭

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THIS CHAPTER MADE MY HEART BROKE

BROO YOUR TELLING MEEE i was indecisive abt the kiss but idk yn spoke to me & she said it needs to happen rnnn 🫣 and it felt like a good place to end the first act…

no happy ending yet 😭

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WINYN I WON TODAYYYYYY

winyn nation u won 😭😭 for right now 🤭

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NEVER CLICKED A NOTIF SO QUICKLY BAE

THE NEW CHAP FILLS MY BLANK SPACE🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

- mk

HAPPY YOU ENJOYED IT STINKK 🫶🫶

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