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friendships9595 · 3 years
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Friendship #3
This friendship is just as special as the other two friendships in my life. I normally don't like the idea of making someone you have feelings for be a close great friend. I used to think, "Well if I make her my close great friend, then I am just trying to push into that role that I want to be in." The truth is, when I think so much of the "end goal" of a relationship, that gets in the way of the journey of friendship. It doesn't block the friendship, but it raises emotions and fall deeper into something that might not be there at this time. I am not saying I will never be in a relationship with this person or that I ever will be in a relationship with this person. The amount of trust I put into her is fine, but I need to put that same amount , if not more trust in myself. The one issue I have with this person is not trusting myself in knowing what I find joy in. I do have a great deal of joy in our friendship, however, I have lost a sense of joy in myself that I am fucking tired of. I currently have a streak with her on Snapchat. Tomorrow is the 100th day in our streak. Do I remember every day of those 100 days? Hell No. I do remember those moments that mean so much to me . Thank you for being the person you are
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friendships9595 · 3 years
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Friendship #2
This friend and I can say pretty much anything to each other and it would not shock the other person. The most important thing to me , besides my family is my friendships. This friend is unique because I met this friend on a technicality of another friend of mine trying to be in a relationship with her. My friend and this girl ended up not being in a relationship and they don't even talk anymore. The interesting thing about them not even talking anymore was that, I actually had a friendship grow so greatly from getting to know her, that I am actually closer to her than I am to him. I still talk to my friend from time to time and I am cool with anyone in that circle of friends, but the relationship I have with this female is so important that I wouldn't give up this friend for anything in the world. I love her and her boyfriend. They are such a great couple and their happiness makes me very happy seeing them together. I actually started my friendship with friendship #3, imagining me being like friendship #2 and her boyfriend. Friend #2 is so special to me, because I have defended her and our friendship in the beginning when Josh Batson questioned it... and I will defend our friendship until the end. I love friend #2. Not as a girlfriend, but as the great friend that she is.
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friendships9595 · 3 years
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My Best Friend #1
She's athletic, weird (like me), outgoing, cares to have a good time and loves having connection to a lot of people. She is a huge fan of the St. Louis Cardinals and just cares enough to make it a point to you to say.... "Screw The Cubs." This friend and I have amazing conversations about video games, sports, movies, music, and just life in general. She loves sports and loves to give me shit like I give it to her.
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