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jk - apparently it was in my queue, so that got deleted, so hopefully this is no longer a problem.

I hope.

#tbd

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And apparently changing the password didn’t fix it. Sorry.

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apparently someone got into my account, changing my password - sorry about the notifs.

#//wtf. #//recovery email is locked behind 2FA as well so hopefully that shouldn't happen again...

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I learned a song in 2 hours (kinda). From a while ago. It’s meant to be something from a life cleric trapped in the underdark.

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I shouldn’t be allowed to touch a microphone. You may need to turn your volume up. ~4 minutes of lines from a theoretical ‘healer’ character.

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A lot changes in a year and a half. Oct 2016, April 2018.

Practice makes a difference. It really, really does.

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Simplify. Refine. Simplify. Refine. Simplify. Refine. Keep going.

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for anyone wondering I am now inactive as fuck on @hopethroughalltime instead of here. That blog exists only for the sake of roleplaying with the regular folks and although I appear inactive on it, it’s just... waiting.

Also I did a ‘soft reset’ on interactions there, which means he remembers very little.

#OOC #//I bring this up once in a while just in case? #//but half my RPs with him aren't even on tumble anymore so

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#laugh rule

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Listen up. There is literally an app that can help you avoid self harm and I don’t know why we aren’t talking about it.

Calm Harm can be tailored to your needs and will provide strategies to help you get past those crucial moments of wanting to harm.

It’s also totally FREE.

once again, it’s called CALM HARM

#selfharm tw

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#laugh rule

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I shaved. That is all.

#munday stuff woo!

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I just want to stop feeling like shit all the time please. I don’t think that’s too much to ask. That it doesn’t take me 2 hours to force myself out of bed to go eat breakfast.

#negative tw #//no one hates me more than me.

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i’ve never said i have a Ko-fi account so here’s a first.

https://ko-fi.com/A14418XG

Every bit helps me keep up with seeing my neurologist about my epilepsy so every coffee counts.

i thank you from the bottom of my heart for any help!

Even on tumblr i’ve gotten messages making fun of my condition so if you have no money, being nice to me in general helps too.

If commissions are more your thing: http://thecoffeelovingcat.tumblr.com/post/156712754912/spring-semester-is-coming-up-and-i-need-textbooks

For the year 2017 i’ve closed all commissions due to health and family but they reopen next year. 

For some proof of my epilepsy under cut would be my meds and last bill from my neurologist. 

thank you for your time.

Keep reading

#//it's horrible that anyone makes fun of you??? #//if you can support please do.

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“Oops.”

#some of that good off-kilter sona content that no one asked for and yet I make anyway #we all need some angry sona in our lives