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going to be moving to here feel free to follow me there <3 will be keeping all threads with current muses as well ! 
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fruitscents · 3 years
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going to be moving to here feel free to follow me there <3 will be keeping all threads with current muses as well ! 
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fruitscents · 3 years
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going to be moving to here feel free to follow me there <3 will be keeping all threads with current muses as well ! 
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romeo  &  akane
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true  feelings  are  set  aside  ,  buried  deep  to  the  pit  of  hopeful  heart   but  despite  all  these  attempts  she  still  finds  herself  get  jealous  of  the  women  around  his  arms  .  fragile  heart  still  aches  at  the  thought  that  he  is  once  again  out  with  someone  else  .  things  would  probably  be  less  complicated  if  she  were  just  to  come  clean  and  be  honest  with  her  feelings  .  confess  everything  that  she  had  bottled  up  and  accept  her  fate  afterwards  .  pain  of  rejection  deems  to  be  less  in  comparison  to  constantly  tormenting  herself  watching  him  give  the  love  and  attention  she  craves  so  much  to   somebody  else  .  “  are  you  going  out  with  them  again  ?  ”  she  curiously  asks  as  she  watches  beloved  friend  get  ready  .  “  it’s  the  same  person  from  the  other  nights  ?  ”  she  adds  .  frame  pushed  up  from  the  bed  to  help  the  male  with  the  button  of  his  sleeves  .  “  things  are  probably  getting  a  bit  serious  between  you  two  ?  it  has  been  a  while  since  you  went  out  with  someone  more  than  once  .  you  must  really  like  them  ?  ”  and  even  though  she  knows  the  answer  will  only  give  her  heart  another  reason  to  cry  for  ,  she  still  finds  herself  asking  more  questions  that  will  only  induce  tears  before  she  goes  to  bed  tonight  .  “  do  you  see  things  getting  serious  between  the  two  of  you  ?  i  think  it’s  nice  that  you  finally  met  someone  you  get  along  with  ”  she  forces  a  smile  out  as  she  reaches  to  fix  the  other’s  collar  .    “  i’m  assuming  you’ll  be  home  late  .  can  you  drop  me  off  before  you  go  to  your  date  ?  ”
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         words   that   part   plump   petals   he   wants   nothing   more   than   to   devour   resemble   daggars   that   strike   beating   vessel   kept   safe   behind   cage   of   bones   .   every   word   he'd   have   a   rebuttal   for   ––   you're   the   person   i   get   along   with   ,   you're   the   person   i   really   like   .   was   as   if   he   was   in   high   school   again   with   childish   crush   ...   no   ,   deepened   love   that   blooms   in   pits   of   stomach   and   begs   to   spill   past   own   supple   pair   .   was   distracted   gazing   at   the   femme   in   mirror   presented   before   him   ,   way   svelte   frame   laid   upon   mattress   in   own   personal   comfort   ,   as   if   second   nature   for   her   .   it   was   an   image   he'd   not   only   never   forget   but   wouldnt   ever   want   to   .   though   attention   is   brought   to   sleeve   as   words   continue   on   ,   only   venturing   other   possible   matches   due   to   best   friend   of   his   not   possessing   feelings   back   for   him   .   "   yeah   ,   same   person   .   "   begins   ,   brims   forming   thin   line   as   dainty   digits   begin   to   toy   with   buttons   of   shirt   ,   little   to   no   space   between   them   ,   and   breath   beginning   to   shake   at   mere   sight   of   her   so   close   to   loud   thump   in   chest   .   not   like   they've   never   been   this   close   before   ,   just   different   once   feelings   for   her   were   admitted   to   self   .   "   they're   okay   .   i   mean   i   like   them   ...   that's   why   im   seeing   them   again   ,   obviously   .   but   i   dont   know   ,   dont   seeing   it   going   that   far   .   besides   ...   im   kind   of   holding   out   for   someone   else   i   think   .   "   shrugs   nonchalantly   as   labored   breath   leaves   parted   pair   .   would   always   dish   out   minor   hints   to   the   femme   about   personal   feelings   though   never   quite   sure   if   she'd   ever   even   understand   fully   what   syllables   meant   to   him   .   "   maybe   you   should   stay   here   ...   "   calloused   palms   grasp   much   more   delicate   ones   of   hers   ,   holding   their   position   at   collar   of   buttown   down   .   they   fit   perfectly   with   one   another   ,   convinced   sign   pair   were   destined   for   one   another   ,   never   having   thought   of   something   quite   as   cheesy   as   that   until   now   .   "   you   know   i   need   you   here   after   some   lame   date   to   bring   me   back   to   life   .   you   could   put   a   movie   on   ,   wear   your   favorite   shirt   of   mine   like   you   always   do   .   "
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north  &  jaeyi
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parents  had  met  the  same  inorganic  way  and  the  couple  wishes  the  same  fate  for  their  daughter  .   a  room   filled  of   eligible  bachelors  together  with  their  parents  are  all  present  to  welcome  her  to  their  high  society  and  a  formal  announcement  to  let  everyone  know  that  her  hand  is  ready  for  marriage  as  well  .  dress  tailored  to  fit  modest  frame  stands  by  the  room  as  it  glimmers  to  the  gems  that  were  sewn  as  an  elegant  finish  .   the  lively  sound  from  outside  is  easily  overthrown  by  beating  of  own  heart  .  the  other  female  never  fails  to  make  her  heart  a  fluttering  mess  .  from  the  day  they  met  ,  she  has  been  infatuated  by  the  other’s  impeccable  beauty  .  the  more  she  got  to  know  the  soul  behind  the  beautiful  face  ,  the  clearer  it  is  for  her  that  what  she  feels  is  not  just  a  little  crush  ,  not  just  an  infatuation  ,  and  most  especially  not  just  a  phase  .  nights  are  often  consumed  by  thoughts  of  the  beauty  .  having  the  female  lean  so  close  to  her  as  finishes  up  her  makeup  ,  she  couldn’t  help  but  rest  her  delicate  hands  against  own  chest  to  hopefully  conceal  the  loud  thumps  at  every  single  beat  .   sweet  scent  of  the  female  is  intoxicatingly  magnetic  and  it  takes  everything  in  her  not  to  grab  her  delicate  face  and  place  a  tender  kiss  or  two  against  those  magnificent  lips  .  “  promise  me  you’ll  stay  by  my  side  once  we  go  down  ”  shyly  she  spoke  .  aside  from  the  fact  that  she’s  nervous  considering  all   eyes  would  probably  on  her  once  the  announcement  is  made  ,  she  also  doesn’t  want  to  lose  sight  of  her .  how  rare  it  is  for  her  to gain  more  time  with  the  other  . aside  from  her  occasional  trips  to  get  measured  and  try  out  clothes  designed  for  her  ,  she  haven’t  really  had  much  time  to  be  with  the  other  .
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         never   thought   that   despite   notoriety   in   fashion   field   shes   been   present   in   the   past   several   years   that   esteemed   fashion   designer   would   be   tailoring   variety   of   expensive   ,   luxurious   gowns   and   garments   for   heiress   presented   before   her   .   also   never   anticipating   that   she   could   possibly   take   a   liking   to   client   ,   heiress   dearest   ,   concept   unable   to   settle   in   just   yet   .   was   never   one   to   entertain   idea   of   relationships   with   patronage   ,   let   alone   with   anyone   else   ,   that   was   until   she   had   met   her   .   she   was   different      was   softer   ,   more   sensitive   ,   unlike   others   she   used   to   pass   time   and   tossed   to   the   side   once   done   for   .   was   beginning   to   believe   maybe   she   was   exactly   what   she   needed   ,   someone   that   could   truly   completely   treat   her   better   unlike   way   loathsome   father   once   treated   dearest   mother   .   "   i   pinky   promise   you   .   "   begins   ,   warm   minty   breath   ghosting   heiress   features   as   theyre   centimeters   apart   from   one   another   ,   palm   steady   as   gloss   is   applied   to   plump   ,   and   oh   so   inviting   ,   petals   of   theirs   .   hues   managing   to   flicker   every   so   often   to   her   own   pair   of   warm   orbs   before   concentrating   back   on   brims   .   could   practically   sense   nerves   that   plague   and   radiate   off   of   the   femme   who   prepares   for   events   that   are   soon   to   unfold   .   "   thats   what   im   here   for      to   remain   by   your   side   .   besides   ,   someone   has   to   make   sure   your   gloss   is   still   sparkling   ...   luckily   ,   you   have   me   .   "   offers   gentle   ,   perhaps   even   finally   real   ,   beam   towards   heiress   .   was   clear   pair   led   vastly   different   lifestyles   from   events   the   femme   was   always   attending   to   office   hours   and   backstage   arrangements   designer   always   participated   in   .   normally   would   frighten   her   like   no   other   ,   change   never   her   forté   ,   but   not   this   time   around   .   would   believe   it   was   all   her   doing   ...   way   words   that   left   plump   pair   of   hers   were   always   awfully   tender   ,   knew   she   could   never   be   in   harms   way   around   her   .   "   a   lot   of   people   waiting   for   you   down   there   .   wouldnt   be   surprised   if   they   all   fell   in   love   at   first   sight   ,   you   know   .   dont   worry   too   much   about   upkeeping   that   image   though   ...   i   think   you   always   find   the   right   words   to   say   .   "   
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romeo  &  maddie
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“  you  agreed  that  we  could  do  matching  costumes  this  year  …  that  means  we  also  have  to  agree  on  said  costumes  but  you  don’t  like  any  of  my  ideas.  what’s  so  wrong  with  you  being  bob  ross  and  me  being  the  painting  ?  i  thought  it  was  cute  ..  ”
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"   i   agreed   to   that   when   i   was   high   ––   might   i   add   .   you   know   you   cant   ask   me   shit   when   i'm   high   ,   one   ,   i'll   always   say   yes   to   you   ,   and   two   ,   i   dont   even   know   what   the   fuck   im   saying   yes   too   .   besides   ,   we   can   do   bob   ross   and   his   painting   ...   but   make   it   sexy   ,   right   ?   "   wide   beam   draws   upon   dimpled   countenance   for   all   he   could   possibly   care   about   was   revealing   halloween   costumes   .   
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blair  &  blue
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 the  pair  had  been  roaming  around  the  stretch  of  a  poorly  lit  corn  field  for  nearly  fifteen  minutes  now  ,  a  haunted  one  at  that  ,  and  had  come  to  the  unfortunate  conclusion  that  they  were  as  good  as  lost.  though  fortunately  for  blue  …  he  was  not  an  easy  scare  and  being  lost  among  a  huge  field  of  unknowingness  only  added  to  their  excitement.  wasn’t  sure  he  could  say  the  same  for  the  other  ,  however.  “  it’s  really  not  that  bad.  you  just  gotta  have  fun  with  it.  remember  ,  they  can’t  hurt  you.  ”  they  try  to  assure  them  ,  smile  on  pink  lips  as  they  do  their  best  to  swallow  down  a  laugh.  “  look  ,  if  anyone  else  jumps  out  to  try  and  scare  you  ,  just  sneak  back  into  the  maze  with  them  and  scare  them  back.  maybe  we’ll  get  a  prize  or  something.  ”
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wasnt   exactly   frightened   at   the   moment   ,   more   so   preoccupied   with   sheer   fact   that   pair   were   absolutely   indeed   lost   within   corn   maze   .   though   with   scare   actors   that   tend   to   pop   out   from   shadows   every   so   often   ,   would   allow   for   shrill   screech   to   expel   past   crimson   stained   petals   .   "   yeah   ,   unless   they   get   their   greasy   hands   too   close   and   end   up   poking   an   eyeball   out   .   "   states   matter   of   factly   as   limbs   are   pulled   close   to   chest   in   attempt   of   shielding   self   from   any   possible   jumpscares   .   was   visibly   cowering   away   from   extensive   corn   stalks   that   haunted   beings   could   leap   out   from   all   the   meanwhile   following   behind   them   ,   was   certain   they   were   the   reason   they   were   lost   at   this   rate   .   "   you're   enjoying   this   far   too   much   .   sure   you're   not   leading   us   the   wrong   way   for   your   own   twisted   amusement   ?   maybe   i   should   just   ...   lead   the   way   .   while   you   scare   them   back   ,   deal   ?   "   
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    𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄   !   hi   everyone   <3   i've   been   so   busy   with   work   recently   i   havent   been   able   to   come   on   as   much   but   tomorrow   night   i   should   be   around   so   to   anyone   i   owe   starters   /   replies   to   just   know   i'll   be   reaching   you   very   soon   !   also   if   anyone   wants   my   discord   to   keep   in   touch   feel   free   to   reply   to   this   post   !
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open for all   ✿
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“   i   tried   to   look   away   but   you   can’t   look   away   from   a   train   wreck   .   “
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north  &  insoo   ✿
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 so  beyond  different  than  anyone  else  he’s  ever  been  involved  with  ,  insoo  truly  doesn’t  know  what  he’s  getting  himself  into  with  north.  in  fact  ,  he  never  thought  he’d  get  even  this  far  with  her.  fame  and  money  …  sure  ,  those  were  things  he’s  been  surrounded  for  years  now  ,  different  people  from  different  backgrounds  in  and  out  of  his  life  faster  than  he  can  really  connect  with.  —  but  they  were  no  where  near  her  level  ,  not  in  any  department  ,  and  he’d  be  blind  as  a  bat  to  not  recognize  it.  truthfully  ?  he  wishes  he  didn’t.  if  he  could  forget  about  her  the  minute  she  steps  out  of  his  apartment  ,  from  the  way  they  tangled  together  in  his  sheets  to  her  existence  as  a  whole  ,  just  like  he  could  anyone  else  ,  that  would  be  for  the  best.  the  way  they  were  involved  now  was  good  ,  perfect  even  ,  the  two  of  them  meeting  up  casually  like  this  whenever  the  other  person  reached  out  for  the  company  and  craved  that  familiar  intoxicating  touch  they’ve  come  to  know  like  their  own.  insoo  had  no  intention  of  taking  their  involvement  any  further  ,  no  real  burning  desire  for  it.  despite  how  he  likes  teasing  her  about  outing  them  to  the  rest  of  the  world.  “  okay  then  ,  diamonds  it  is.  in  theory  anyway.  ”  
 provoking  smile  eases  onto  swollen  lips  as  the  woman  crawls  on  top  of  him  ,  eyes  filled  with  a  look  of  wonder  he’s  not  yet  aware  of  as  he  watches  her  move.  there’s  a  strong  urge  to  lean  forward  and  kiss  her  ,  pair  of  inviting  lips  hovering  too  close  to  ignore  but  too  far  for  his  own  content.  plus  ,  he’s  way  too  intrigued  by  the  words  she  offers  to  cut  her  short  just  yet.  but  just  as  she  reveals  them  ,  it’s  like  she’s  read  his  mind  ,  his  smile  pulls  even  further  before  she  presses  into  him  and  takes  his  lips  against  her  own.  palms  softly  glide  along  her  side  as  her  kisses  her  back  ,  fingertips  cold  and  greedy  against  her  skin  before  tangling  themselves  into  her  hair  ,  and  he  can  feel  north  melting  into  him.  satisfied  hum  elicits  from  the  back  of  his  throat  when  she  pulls  away  and  his  gaze  ,  warmest  it’s  been  that  night  ,  is  back  on  her.  “  oh  yeah  ,  why’s  that  ?  correct  me  if  i’m  wrong  but  it  sounds  like  you  got  a  real  thing  for  me  here.  diamonds  are  diamonds.  what’s  so  special  about  mine  ,  hm  ?  ”
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         preferred   it   the   way   it   currently   is   between   them   .   there   was   no   official   label   attached   to   the   pair   despite   spending   nearly   every   night   tangled   with   one   another   in   rustled   bed   sheets   .   there   was   no   jealousy   ,   perhaps   due   to   the   fact   they   never   crossed   paths   during   day   time   ,   a   blessing   for   him   considering   the   femmes   raging   jealous   issues   they   have   yet   to   stumble   upon   .   there   were   absolutely   no   expectations   when   they   were   together   ;   every   aspect   of   their   ...   unplanned   arrangements   something   she   favored   .   though   supposes   thought   of   them   becoming   public   ,   the   homme   outing   their   situation   to   everyone   around   town   ,   tickled   cerebrum   from   time   to   time   .   had   always   been   one   who   enjoyed   being   arm-candy   ,   displayed   like   a   trophy   for   everyon   to   gawk   at   and   merely   dream   of   claiming   a   girl   like   her   ––   dreaming   of   claiming   her   .   didnt   mind   one   bit   being   that   to   him   ...   if   that   was   what   he   wanted   that   was   .   whatever   the   case   she’d   remain   under   his   spell   and   had   no   intention   of   shaking   such   magic   off   .   
“   right   ,   in   theory   .   “   repeats   ,   side-eyeing   the   homme   seeing   as   though   designer   was   being   awfully   serious   .   but   warm   beam   on   round   features   enough   to   display   some   sort   of   innocence   behind   deal   of   theirs   .   “   oh   ,   come   on   .   “   props   elbows   up   on   mattress   as   chin   settles   in   palm   of   hand   ,   gazing   down   at   male   that   rests   upon   fluffy   pillow   ,   not   in   any   sort   of   rush   to   head   home   or   work   .   “   who   wouldnt   like   diamonds   from   the   person   theyre   sleeping   with   every   single   night   ,   hm   ?   look   at   it   this   way   ...   i   let   you   sleep   with   me   and   you   give   me   diamonds   .   even   trade   off   ,   no   ?   “   is   stifling   giggle   that   dares   to   leave   plump   pair   as   they   ghost   over   his   own   once   more   ,   far   too   addicted   to   completely   pull   away   .   “   i   dont   know   ,   sounds   like   you   have   a   real   thing   for   me   ,   with   the   way   you   bring   up   me   having   a   real   thing   for   you   .   it’s   okay   ,   you   can   admit   it   .   “
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“   i’m   not   doing   this   ,   alright   ?   i   don’t   wanna   hear   it   .   ”   usually   calm   demeanor   began   to   break   the   moment   the   homme   came   into   view   .   somehow   still   managed   to   crawl   deep   under   her   skin   ,   though   she   tries   to   hide   it   by   bringing   glass   of   bourbon   to   her   rouge   lips   .   “   you   can’t   just   leave   someone   and   take   them   back   whenever   you   feel   like   it   .   ”
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               there's   an   exasperated   huff   the   leaves   plump   pair   at   her   cruel   words   ,   expected   to   say   the   least   .   “   it’s   not   just   whenever   i   fucking   feel   like   ,   nayoung   .   “   begins   ,   palm   swiping   at   forehead   as   the   homme   attempts   to   explore   cranium   for   just   the   right   syllables   .   had   every   right   to   offer   current   demeanor   towards   him   due   to   their   falling   out   ––   but   was   here   to   change   that   ,   to   fix   it   .   “   i   messed   up   .   and   im   trying   to   make   amends   for   that   ...   i   know   i’m   late   ,   really   fucking   late   ,   but   you   cant   sit   there   and   tell   me   you   dont   still   feel   something   for   me   ,   because   i   know   you   do   ,   because   i   do   too   .   “
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          here’s  the  thing     —     jina  doesn’t  care  for  any  of  their  classes.  they  don’t  intend  on  passing  or  even  making  it  past  this  semester.  maybe  if  they  fail,  their  mom  will  finally  give  up  on  them  and  let  them  be  free.  last  night  was  spent  at  a  party  that  she  didn’t  return  home  from  until  late.  going  to  an  eight  am  class  after  that  was  a  feat  that  she  wasn’t  sure  she’d  be  able  to  achieve.  so  she  categorized  showing  up  as  a  win  ,  even  if  she  did  fall  asleep  five  minutes  into  the  monotonous  lecture.  when  a  familiar  whining  pierces  through  their  dream  ,  they  start  stirring.     “     oh  ,  fuck.     ”      jina  lifts  her  head  and  the  paper  lifts  as  well  ,  stuck  to  the  side  of  her  face.  she  stares  blankly  at  michi.     “     don’t  tell  me  i  slept  through  class  again.     ”     not  that  she  minds.     “     notes     ?     ”     sleep  addled  brain  takes  time  to  catch  up  to  what  michi’s  offering.     “ ugh …  was  any  of  the  lecture  even  worth  taking  notes  on     ?     ”
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         couldn't   possibly   conceal   string   of   giggles   that   expel   plump   pair   at   sight   of   white   paper   glued   to   full   cheek   ,   sheepish   expression   thats   drawn   upon   their   half - awake   half - asleep   countenance   .   would   be   a   lie   if   she   were   to   say   she   didnt   catch   herself   in   trance   gazing   all   too   dotingly   at   them   in   their   slumber   from   time   to   time   .   even   managing   to   stir   disarray   of   pen   smudges   on   white   notebook   paper   during   such   hypnosis   .   “   you   fell   asleep   through   class   again   .   “   nods   softly   ,   repeating   their   exact   words   with   minor   ,   yet   nonetheless   supportive   ,   beam   on   countenance   .   “   um   ...   i’d   call   them   pretty   worthy   if   you   wanna   pass   that   end   of   the   chapter   quiz   .   “   straightens   vertebrae   in   intolerable   seat   as   syllables   are   stated   matter   of   factly   .   would   label   self   perhaps   one   of   the   most   studious   in   class   shared   though   never   pushed   such   fact   in   the   face   of   others   ,   knew   students   already   knew   that   much   from   how   often   the   femme   would   raise   ,   and   answer   ,   every   single   inquiry   posed   by   professor   .   “   which   is   why   you   should   take   mine   ...   take   it   .   just   dont   mind   the   splotches   of   ink   at   the   end   right   there   i   um   ,   got   distracted   .   “   offers   short - lived   giggle   as   notebook   is   shoved   their   way   .   
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cassius  &  eleanor   ✿
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deep   breath   is   taken   at   his   words   ,   silence   encompassing   them   as   hues   find   his   .   exhale   shaky   as   eyes   fall   from   the   hold   he   had   ,   momentarily   glancing   down   at   her   clasped   hands   .   “   um   .   .   .   ”   unable   to   form   words   for   the   moment   ,   a   rare   occurrence   ,   though   only   cassius   had   the   power   of   leaving   her   speechless   .   hair   is   soon   tucked   behind   her   ear   ,   buying   herself   some   time   before   giving   him   a   gentle   smile   .   of   course   she’d   gone   and   seen   his   pieces   ,   would   support   him   in   any   way   she   could   .   “   maybe   .   ”   she   teases   lightly   ,   locking   eyes   with   him   once   more   as   she   made   the   effort   to   loosen   up   in   his   presence   ,   “   you   know   how   much   i   loved   them   .   always   amazing   work   .   ”   he   had   a   knack   for   constantly   amazing   her   with   each   piece   ,   every   detail   ,   every   single   thing   put   out   by   him   .   each   one   becoming   better   than   the   last   ,   solidifying   the   immense   talent   cassius   had   .      would   sometimes   wish   they’d   crossed   paths   during   those   moments   of   her   viewing   ,   but   fate   hadn’t   been   as   giving   ,   though   the   woman   wasn’t   all   too   mad   .   maybe   it   was   for   a   reason   ,   some   strange   reason   to   have   them   think   about   life   as   individuals   .   to   think   about   how   life   would   be   without   seeing   each   other   for   a   while   .   heart   skips   a   beat   when   he   responds   to   how   he   was   doing   ,   eleanor   letting   out   another   breath   before   speaking   ,   “   i   think   i’ve   been   doing   the   same   .   ”   she   admits   ,   though   the   list   wasn’t   long   ,   none   had   even   come   close   to   her   fully   accepting   .   as   he   had   said   so   himself   ,   there   were   traces   of   cassius   that   the   femme   would   search   for   in   those   she’d   meet   ,   falling   uninterested   quickly   as   they   weren’t   .   .   .   him   .   had   all   come   to   a   point   where   she   stopped   ,   felt   that   it   was   a   constant   waste   as   none   could   compare   .   “   cas   .   .   .   i   just   ––   why   did   we  have   to   say   goodbye   ?   ”
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            it   was   that   smile   he   missed   the   most   .   behind   all   the   words   shared   ,   every   touch   placed   ,   with   a   mere   grin   from   her   when   the   sun   rose   and   crust   was   still   intact   within   optics   ;   day   that   had   yet   to   start   was   already   on   track   to   be   great   .   it   was   a   smile   that   could   take   your   breath   away   ,   even   cause   you   yourself   to   beam   like   an   idiot   .   caused   beating   heart   of   his   to   skip   not   one   ,   not   two   ,   but   multiple   beats   similar   to   way   it   once   use   to   ––   when   they   were   together   .   “   i   actually   went   to   one   of   your   book   signings   ,   you   know   ...   “   offers   sheepish   chuckle   ,   calloused   palm   rubbing   at   nape   of   neck   as   he   admits   to   such   incredulous   actions   .   was   mortified   to   admit   and   yet   here   he   was   allowing   for   such   syllables   to   part   brims   ,   drawing   truth   from   confinements   of   chest   was   always   something   she   managed   to   do   without   even   realizing   it   perhaps   .   “   i   was   there   ,   i   saw   you   ,   you   didnt   see   me   ...   you   looked   so   fucking   breathtaking   .   but   i   couldnt   let   that   be   our   first   time   seeing   one   another   after   so   long   ,   not   in   front   of   everyone   at   least   ,   so   i   left   .   but   i   was   a   fan   ,   still   am   .   even   if   you   do   write   about   me   .   “   is   able   to   gaze   into   her   warm   ,   welcoming   ,   optics   as   truth   seeps   with   ease   ,   no   longer   ashamed   or   bashful   with   such   topic   .   though   countenance   will   become   much   more   serious   as   inquiry   is   tossed   at   him   ,   vertebrae   straightening   and   hues   wavering   ,   searching   for   the   right   words   .   there   was   nothing   he   could   possibly   say   that   could   mend   wounds   that   surfaced   on   beating   vessels   of   hers   ,   of   theirs   .   though   manages   to   muster   up   some   sort   of   tangent   of   words   .   “   we   were   just   ––   going   two   separate   ways   .   my   career   was   just   blowing   up   ,   i   had   to   fly   to   parts   of   the   world   just   to   meet   people   .   it   was   a   lot   ...      a   lot   for   me   ,   a   lot   for   you   to   just   up   an   leave   everything   .   “
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cassius  &  charisma   ✿
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                    uncertain  why  she  insists  on  playing  such  a  childish  game  when  her  hearts  talks  about  nothing  but  him  since  the  day  they  met  .  was  it  love  at  first  night  ?  no  ,  definitely  not   .  the  moment  she  met  him  ,  there  was  this  feeling  of  familiarity  .  a  feeling  that  her  hearts  just  knew  it’s  going  to  be  him  .  he  will  be  the  man  she’d  risk  everything  for   .  the  man  who  is  worth  a  gamble  because  he  is  the  kind  of  love  that  came  without  a  warning   .  perhaps  the  only  thing  that’s  stopping  her  from  allowing  herself  to  feel  everything  is  her  fear  .  far  too  aware  of  her  situation  with  an  uncompromising  mother  . older  woman  would  surely  find  a  way  to  ruin  whatever  beautiful  thing  may  blossom  with  the two  of  them . the  monster  she  refused  to  call  her  mother  would  certainly  destroy  before  it  even  begins  .  hence  why  she  feels  the  need  to  constantly  act  uninterested  to  not  only  shield  him  from  her  mother’s  wrath  but  also to  protect  her once  broken  heart  .  experience  before  had  taught  her  that  love  isn’t  enough  .  no  prodigal  love  can  go  against  the  insatiable  thirst  of  her  mother’s  greedy  need  for  validation  through  her  .  in  that moment  ,  she  regretted  following  him  ;   the  absence  of  casual  chattering  from  patrons  is  not  around  to  conceal  her  heavily  beating  heart  .  voluntarily  takes  a  step  away  from  the  male  ,  maintain  a  safe  distance  between  her  and  the  man  inducing  her  heart  to  leap  in  such  giddy  whirls  .  gaze  diverts  to  the  art  created  by  the  man  beside  her  .  “  stop  ”  she  finally  speaks  .  demeanor  completely  changes  as  she  allows  her  walls  to  succumb  to  her  heart’s  desire  .  “  stop  saying  those  things  if you  don’t  mean  it   because  i  might  just  believe  you  and  i’ll  be  in  so  much  trouble  ”  voice  almost  pleading  .  convinced  herself  that  the  artist  is  only  interested  in  shortcoming  and  nothing  serious  .  why  should  he  settle  when  there’s  a  pool  of  men  and  women  he  can  easily  dive  in  to  that  will  yield  to  his  desires  .
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                  knew   there   was   something   holding   her   back   .   besides   fact   that   the   femme   never   divulged   him   and   requests   ,   something   that   never   happened   for   the   esteemed   painter   ,   but   by   mere   observation   and   simple   body   language   .   would   consider   self   to   be   rather   perceptive   ,   less   chatter   and   more   observing   those   around   him   ,   allowing   him   to   read   her   like   a   book   .   whatever   it   was   ––   it   only   invited   him   deeper   within   her   aura   ,   desiring   nothing   more   than   to   unwrap   mystery   she   was   as   if   it   was   christmas   day   .   something   never   done   before   with   past   lovers   ,   often   opting   for   one   and   done   nights   for   no   one   could   quite   hold   his   attention   the   way   she   did   .   she   had   a   bite   ,   a   tongue   to   her   ,   ones   of   which   were   never   used   against   him   when   it   came   to   others   for   they   were   too   obsessed   with   concept   of   sleeping   with   world   famous   painter   .   but   she   never   wavered   ,   and   he   grew   to   love   that   about   her   .   “   whatever   trouble   it   is   ...   “   begins   ,   timbre   gentle   enough   for   only   her   to   hear   ,   conversation   borderline   intimate   ,   not   for   conches   that   surround   them   .   would   much   rather   continue   such   efforts   in   warm   abode   of   his   though   alas   supposes   crowded   gala   will   do   .   “   i’ll   be   here   ,   beside   you   through   it   all   .   “   tilts   cranium   towards   the   femme   ,   gazing   upon   sharp   features   of   hers   despite   optics   of   her   own   wandering   pieces   laid   before   them   .   “   because   i   mean   every   word   i   say   ,   and   i   need   you   to   believe   that   .   “   hues   fall   upon   calloused   palm   of   his   that   brushes   against   her   own   ,   digits   ghosting   hers   as   they   delicately   latch   on   to   her   own   .   doesn't   entertain   idea   of   crowd   laying   behold   of   pair   for   he   was   far   too   entangled   in   everything   she   was   ,   what   they   possessed   .   fingers   clasped   with   her   own   vanishing   within   a   blink   of   an   eyes   as   devoted   fan   of   his   approaches   pair   ,   offering   thin-lipped   grin   as   attention   is   diverted   to   all   too   familiar   face   ,   leaving   the   femme   to   drown   in   her   thoughts   for   the   time   being   .   
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open to all   ✿
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      jaw   will   drop   only   slightly   as   petite   frame   freezes   in   current   position   .   had   caught   record   of   conversation   between   counter   and   best   friend   of   theirs   discussing   ghastly   ,   devious   ,   little   dare   of   theirs   .   everything   she   had   known   ,   everything   they   had   shared   between   one   another   ––   was   a   mere   fallacy   .   for   the   only   reason   they   actually   occupied   life   of   hers   suddenly   were   to   win   absurd   dare   that   was   getting   in   her   pants   .   "   it   was   all   a   dare   ?   "   timbre   wavering   with   plastic   cups   in   both   palms   visibly   trembling   .   had   vanished   from   sight   to   retrieve   them   both   a   drink   from   party   she   only   agreed   to   attend   for   them   ,   only   to   stumble   upon   sinister   plan   of   theirs   .   "   this   whole   time   ,   everything   you   told   me   ––   it   was   all   a   lie   ...   ?   "
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delphine  &  injeong   ✿
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TORRIDITY   SPREADS  in   a   delicate   blush   on   his   high   cheek   bones,   stinging   the   pores   of   layered   skin.   easily   overwhelmed   &   conflicted,   injeong   forcibly   swallows   the   lump   balled   within   his   throat,    “   delphine,   i   don’t   know   what   else   to   do…    ––   ”   is   he   a   coward ?    he   loves   her,   is   it   enough ?   interconnecting   their   fingertips,   a   harrowing   kiss   is   stamped   upon   her   hand,   a   goodbye.   poignant   tears   fill   the   glassy   barrier ;   tipping   the   cliff   of   his   remorseful,   hazel   optics.    “   i   love   you.   i   always   will.   you   can   remember   that,   right ?   ”
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freshly   manicured   nails   rest   upon   roseate   cheeks   ,   expectingly   waiting   and   catching   any   and   all   drop   of   saline   water   that   dares   fall   pass   twinkling   hues   .   was   this   what   love   was   ?   excruciating   and   traumatic   .   knew   there   was   no   possible   way   this   horrific   moment   was   what   love   encapsulated   for   heart   of   hers   was   cracking   by   the   second   .   “   there’s   no   reason   for   me   to   remember   it   because   im   not   letting   you   do   this   .   “   straightens   vertebrae   as   syllables   expel   past   plump   petals   ,   a   firmness   to   timbre   .   “   we’re   going   to   stay   together   ,   ok   ?   your   ballet   people   are   just   going   to   have   to   accept   that   you’ve   fallen   in   love   ,   something   so   natural   ,   something   you   simply   cant   banish   .   “
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