fuckboyloveletteres

[fuckboyloveletteres]

The song says it all exactly what my heart is saying

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Whenever I’m at my loneliest I think of you I miss the fact we could just talk about anything but I’m alone now and I can’t do anything about but pray I ever see you again and if I do I’ll do right by you this time but that’s just a fantasy I think I need therapy to move on and truly get over you I mean I know you don’t ever think about me and you probably never will again but I’d give anything to be with you again. anything!

[fuckboyloveletteres]

You may not believe me

Know I didn't tell you

I will always love you

But just know I'm good without you

Deadass I’ll be fine I guess but this how I really feel

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Why is that you bring out the worst in me I have no coms with you and I’m mad feminine about my life without you I hate it here and I mean that I had more love in my heart but the more I look back maybe you were supposed to be the last woman I ever love I see myself only dealing with other woman as a casual sense but I’m mad I’ll probably never know what love like you will ever be again but like at the same time I can’t keep punishing myself every time I try and move on I sabotage myself why she gets to move on and be happy and I don’t cause iv been corrupted by my own stupidity and emotionally scared by your rejection my competitive nature makes me want to prove you wrong for not giving me a second chance but my inferiority and weak and sad mind tell me to give up die I don’t think It’s depression I think it’s the pathetic voice in my head that when ever I start to get more logical it tells me ( why don’t you just die then,that’s why she rejected you cause your a skinny blue pill faggot addicted to weed when she saw you on ur birthday she was revolted by you I don’t blame her you look like a crackhead you had multiple underling conditions atm patches all over yourself (eczema) 🙄you should have never let your life go bad like that but you did and that’s embarrassing so just die bro you not bout to stop world hunger or cure cancer your not gonna be high value even if you made 6 figures your family doesn’t love you they tolerate you you as a man is a joke I say if you take 60 units of the fast acting u won’t hear from me anymore or run away from your family and become a full time crackhead I mean the whole world thinks you are cause you smoke weed so live up to the expectations) that is what I feel about myself and I don’t want to hate myself anymore cause it only holds me back and I won’t let it no more cause I can’t have given you up the best thing I never expected to have called mine so why shouldn’t I strive for a great life without you no I will get my life together and if you still feel like you want nothing to do with me then I’ll hunt for someone better because if any woman should be by my side when I have finally become high value it should be you my greatest sin my greatest failure the woman Who showed a Sociopath how to be more compassionate you who gives me reason to go for the top you who motivates me without being there so what I fumbled the ball doesn’t mean the game is over so enjoy that nigga you wit I’m still about you and ima always be here rolling a blunt ready to listen to and ready to give you my all again and this time I’ll be more mature more level headed ready to put our kids through private school and financially stable enough to take you Georgia and in the best physical shape of my life I take muy tai now and I picture your nigga on the bag so😁 just know that

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Alone as i should be when I want you in my arms I’m real lonely nights are painful but I guess this is my fate peep I’m forever yours

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All I want is good vibes that’s why I light a splift every 2 hours I’m getting hazy maybe comfortable enough to get lazy hop on the gram to laugh at a room that shady I got my eye on your bitch cause she a pretty lady might holla at your Girl and make her my baby smoked another blunt now I’m even more wavy 😤

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Failure to launch life is funny like that I’m watching baby boy and I realized I’m Jodi how sad but at least I ain’t got no kids I’m just a fuck nigga wit no bitch sparking up a splift I think this hoes name is Tif I ain’t really care cause she keep talking and I wish i could load this gun up and let it spit angry at the world that I lost my girl I know I’m tripping but it is what it is so I can’t go spinning baby give one more chance I ain’t pimping No point in living this life with out colors i different got drunk and angry you said no how pathetic of my ego excepting not to say no I’m happy you can only do that I swear now if anybody try me ima have to shoot that I’m heated and lonely I just have a lot hate and envy God a nigga needs some healing I can’t keep all this rage in my heart when I’m a lover and fighter things can turn violent especially if I do my part I stop drinking cause it cost me you i hate that I said all those things and I can’t take it back living my best life I’ll fake that so no one knows my pain real nigga and I can’t shake that

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Heard you got a new nigga hope he taking care of you if you ain’t happy I definitely don’t mind airing out a few I like my coffee cold brew now that my heart icy wish I didn’t just have memories of the old you I always will have love for you you the one I’m tryna fuck In a photo booth ... but I’m a fuck nigga for walking away iv been suffering with out you everyday I hate that you found something new and I’m all by my lonely when I’m up I pray you see me so now you know if the wounds healed up you can always greet me we were just lovers we were friends too I hoping you the best life but it depends to on the fact that I don’t ever get to see you again you were one of my greatest friend I fucked it up I hate myself but I gotta live cause I deserve to I could never hate you for that if he don’t get it right I’m ready to fight for your love I don’t believe in God but I still pray for you

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I want you back but your really gone the pain of it all hursts till now nearly three years later and I can’t move on but it is what it is I’m still about you and I’m out here I promised u I won’t move on without it being you iv been keeping that promise punishing myself for your love again even though I don’t deserve it I think that if I never love again I’ll pay for the sin of hurting u I don’t care if this life is long I’m ok with being alone I am. No other woman makes sense please may I vent