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Im sure im going to delete this later but as someone who used to sh, a masochist and generally someone who feels/processes things very physically and especially well through pain and intensity doing a scene and aftercare for myself is the most empowering thing in the world. Not a reaction in the moment not a punishment or form of self hatred or bc i “deserve” anything but as a calm and clear headed means of feeling. Actually i can take care of myself i can feel pain (today i felt like i was getting fucked through an open wound it felt sooooo good) and i love myself enough to give myself exactly what i need after….makes me feel like im capable of taking care of myself. anyways more people need to get into this and also into blood .

#tw self harn #tw blood #gendersoupthoughts

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cw: guro, guts, blood, torture

a sketch with nikolay!

#me rn

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columbia administration is threatening to call in the national guard tonight

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im sexually normal

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i want you to hurt me soooo bad

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I’m just so fucking pissed off man if they can surgically airstrike international volunteer food workers three consecutive times to ensure their operation is wiped out completely what the fuck is left for anyone to say

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hhhhhhggggggggrrrg i love being a little bitch so much and i need someone to kill me for it

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fuckingtranswomen.org btw

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good morning. i want you to get on your knees and hold me in your lips while i shave your head. don’t suck, don’t bob, don’t gag, just feel me get hard in your mouth while the buzzing of the clippers marks you more and more as mine.

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Really makes you fucking think.

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wanting hot girls to force themselves on me and in me is so embarrassing. like yes i want you to overpower me and bend me into a position that’s easier to fuck and i want it to hurt and yeah i want you to fuck my mouth and hit me when i accidentally use my teeth and hold my mouth open wider until i learn how to use it and i want you to cum on my face and in my mouth and on my tits and thighs and in my hole preferably in a couple days when i start ovulating. but also um ahh no i don’t. dont do that it’s scary 🫣 im not wet

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looking up at her with tears, makeup, spit, sweat, and cum dripping down my face: would you still rape me if i was a worm? 🥺🪱

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Something kinda cute about holding your head down under the water a little too long and feeling you struggle under the water when it goes just that little bit too far. Letting your head up to tell you that you did a good job and kissing you on your lips before dunking you back down.

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“If you promise to stay alive just a little bit longer I promise that we are going to make this world a place worth living in by any means necessary. I ain’t giving up. I swear.” 

Spotted in Clackamas, Oregon

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Remember all you. THIS is the post that triggered Rita's ban.

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call me a newtonian fluid the way i get hard when you hit me

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“It’s necessary for Palestinians to die because otherwise Israelis would never be able to exterminate Hamas!” “Iraqi citizens had to die because the US had to retaliate for the Iran-backed drone attack!” When will you learn that Arab people are not just collateral fucking damage. When will you learn they are not a means to an end. When will you stop dehumanizing Arab people in your endless attempts to justify the mindless slaughter that has been taking place for years, but which has intensified beyond belief the last four months. Why do you need to be told to treat Arab people like they’re human. Why do you need to be told this. Why do you need to be told.