I wanted to wake up and find that I was five years old and my parents and neighbors would say, “My, my, what an imagination.” I wanted to be physically erased and start over again. I didn’t want to be here. I didn’t want to be there. I guess I wanted to be nowhere, I wanted to listen to my brain talk inside of nothingness. I wanted to be untouchable and have no need…
What an amazing sound - Women from the Rugova region in Kosovo are singing to the rhythms of tepsia (copper pan for preparing traditional food). This disappearing minimalistic style was a popular form of singing among communities throughout the Dinara mountain range.
Filmed by Japanese ethnographers from the National Museum of Ethnology in Osaka.
listening to a radio play in russian at work, while designing a banner/announcement thing, to the gentle sound of rain pattering. i am in…some-place. kinda.
oh, and after giving a group tour of the main exhibit, my nose began to bleed. good thing i video-edited an episode for our museum series yesterday, i’m a bit tired.
Perhaps I was wrong to expect such a dramatic annihilation, Wither Tides and river’s rise - because after all, this is the only way that something as grand as a city or a nation or an empire can ever die.
Starving, slow, and in terrible self-denial.
I look out and all I can think is that I no longer want to wreck this city; I no longer feel dwarfed by its towers and heights, frightened and furious in my own smallness and anonymity amongst the millions here.
I want to lie down in the ruins of Glottage, and comfort it as it bleeds to death.
— Chapter 39: This Rotten World Shall Wheeze Its Last.