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i hope you meet people with intentions as pure as your own and i hope you travel to all the places you’re curious about and i hope the restaurants you go to have your favorite drink and i hope you always have good dreams when you sleep and i hope the life you live is a fulfilling one

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i feel really sad about Sal sa interview niya with Toni. she's obliviously in pain and not healing. who am I to judge but we can all relate in some ways sa story niya. pain has molded her to whoever she is right now. i just hope she will be healed and will be at peace soon.

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I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be.

- GREAT EXPECTATIONS, Charles Dickens

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Give yourself the chance to meet someone else and not to go back with who was already lucky enough to have you and did not value you.

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napapagod na akong mag work, gusto ko ng mag-asawa. charing but not charing. kaya sana kung bigyan man ako ulit ni Lord, sa masipag magtrabaho sana o kaya kung di naman labis, AFAM na lang, Lord. hahaha

yung expenses ko this month, pang walang karapatan mag-pahinga. bumili ako ng aircon, tas nagpagawa ako ng study table, cabinet at bed frame sa tito ko. dalawang beses pa nasira sasakyan ko so far this month. not to mention yung vanity ko.

hay, i want so many things in life and for myself. i pray to be able to survive and do all of this by myself if hindi ako magkakaroon ng katuwang sa mga pangarap ko.

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haha, ang saket naman.

his dad messaged me a while ago at nag-aaya siya lumabas. madalas kami lumabas ng late night ng family niya noon para lang sa BK or anything that's open at this time.

ang sad kasi napaka-dalang na ang dad niya yung mag-initiate. and i told him na next time nalang at nagdahilan na lang ako na busy sa work and i want to see them soon din.

i know it's a bad idea to keep this communication with them. if i continue this, alam kong mas matatagalan lang ako maka-move on at mas magiging masakit lang the fact na, i wanted them to be my parents too - and it will never happen to me. napaka-sakit talaga punyeta, pero what can i do.

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Shet. Sobrang nararamdaman ko nanaman na sobrang broken ko after what happened to me. Naiwanan talaga ako at hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin nare-regain yung worth ko, basura pa rin yung pakiramdam ko kahit anong gawin ko.

Di ko na alam ano yung gagawin ko to heal. I am really trying my best.

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“Before the truth can set you free you need to recognize which lie is holding you hostage.”

— Unknown

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“Never, never tell them. Try and remember that. Never tell anyone anything ever. Never tell anyone anything again.”

— Ernest Hemingway

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see you both soon. ❤️

miss q kaü. huhu @chescarriffic @ginniemouse

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I promise you that this heartbreak you think you’ll never recover from will be a distant memory one day. I promise that you’ll look back on it with a new perspective and lessons learned instead of guilt or pain.