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things you deserve this 2018:

pure love

a kind heart

prosperity

genuine happiness

honesty and transparency

softness

hope

good art

clear skin

#a knife in my fucking chest

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#i feel like i'm actually seriously getting over you but it is in the absolute worst way #liking you made me happy #now i'm just #mad #all the time #and i get so frustrated so quickly #never have i not wanted to talk to you until today #and its not even like i'm mad at you #i'm just needlessly angry and i have nowhere to put it #and you're so fucking annoyed with me #and i was so fucking annoying when i was over there #i haven't cried like this since i was like 16 #god i hate myself

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There’s something so comforting about being in GameStop

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u know when ur growing out of phases and mindsets but u haven’t found where exactly ur shift in identity is going yet? that’s tonight’s mood

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Before Sunrise (1995)

“If there’s any kind of magic in this world… it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something. I know it’s almost impossible to succeed… but who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt.”

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depends on how well 2018 goes but 98% chance it's terrible like the rest so i'm almost definitely in

honestly,

I don’t think a boy will ever find me find me emotionally or physically attractive. And going into 2018 — I’ve decided that’s completely o.k.

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2018 is the year we fucking elope because nobody will just ffuckinn be in love with us back

honestly,

I don’t think a boy will ever find me find me emotionally or physically attractive. And going into 2018 — I’ve decided that’s completely o.k.

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jesus h christ

girls are hot

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i hope you're excited to see me. i hope i'm not bothering you.

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i don't want to just be in your way. should i just stop asking how your day was? you never want to tell me. what fuckin use am i? it doesn't have to be you but most of the time i really wish someone would ask me how my day was because they're really not going well. sometimes i feel like i should just be more mean, that way you'd actually be afraid of losing me, you'd have an incentive to be my friend. but the truth is you could hate my guts and i'd feel absolutely the same. what's wrong with me, why am i not worth talking to? i know you're extremely unhappy but isn't that when you need your best friends the most? idk. you're not going to see this and i just wanted to vent. if you do don't take any stock in it, it's been a fuckin terrible week and i'm being stupid and angry with myself

#i'm about to move 1000 miles mostly for you #sometimes i wonder if you want me there

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we could shorten “big mood” to “bmood” but you all are not ready 

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this is the absolute sweetest thing I’ve seen in my entire life. i wish nothing but the absolute best for this dude for the rest of his life, he deserves it more than any of us

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I just realised I have the free will to draw anything I want without explaination

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I wasn’t asked to a single dance in high school and didn’t have a serious romantic relationship until I was 22. And like, yeah that shit hurt when I was younger. I had a lot of fears that I was unlovable and that I didn’t deserve to be happy. And every time I would try to talk to anyone about it, the conversation became, “you’ll find someone”, when it should have been, “you don’t need a relationship or a date, you’re lovable & complete & beautiful on your own”.

So yeah, please normalize young people not dating, and please stop shaming them for it. There’s more to life than romance, despite what the media wants us to think.

#i suppose #but at the same time.... #i'm unlovable