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do you wish you were seeing somebody

a therapist 

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If you have time please watch my art journal flip through! Thank you!

https://youtu.be/qdUhL_YnQAA

#art journal #flip through #art journal flip through #we must find joy

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how to live life like a ghibli film

1. go out in nature more. every studio ghibli film has some aspect of nature intertwined with the storyline. sometimes its hard to get the energy to go outside, but just going out on your deck or opening the window in your room or taking a walk around the block is enough. if you feel like it, go for a hike! go into the woods and look at every flower, and every tree. look at the mushrooms and streams and notice the beauty of them. look at nature like you’ve never seen it before. wake up at 4 and watch the sunset. put plants around your room. realize how beautiful the world is around you. appreciate it. 

2. get a hobby! this step is certainly easier said than done, but its so worth it. struggling with mental illness makes it especially hard to get a hobby, but its very important that you don’t spend the majority of your time on social media. Start small. If you want to start drawing get a coloring book and fill in a picture with beautiful markers! If you want to write find a random prompt online, give yourself 30 minutes and see what you can come up with. Want to try baking? Start with an easy recipe, like chocolate chip cookies, and share them with your family or friends, or just yourself! Try out a bunch of hobbies, and see what you like best. Maybe you like making jewelry or writing poems or creating digital collages or making video edits or decorating your room or riding a bike or sewing or reading. The possibilities are endless, and getting a hobby you enjoy is very important, and fun.

3. start appreciating small things and noticing details. I don’t know how to explain this step, but in studio Ghibli films, small things always stick out. There are beautiful tiny details that make the story so much more magnificent. small details make the studio Ghibli films what they are. maybe on your way to school/work the sky was a really pretty color. Or the tea you made in the morning was perfectly steeped. appreciate small details of life that you don’t normally notice.

4. appreciate food. Pay attention to your food. If you can, try and make/bake your own food! But if you can’t, just be mindful of your food. Try not to eat while you’re on your phone. Dedicate times to just eating. Appreciating the food in front of you. Make yourself the ponyo drink with milk and honey, or ponyo ramen! Make yourself your own blend of tea like the Baron!

5. be kind and help others. Being kind doesn’t have to be a grand gesture, it can be smiling and waving at a baby in a café, or helping your mom finish the dishes, or paying for a friend’s coffee. Small gestures not only put good out into the world, but they also make you feel better. When you can, help others. Try volunteering at an animal shelter, or babysit for your aunt without charging her, or just listen to your friend when they’re going through something and be there for them. In every Ghibli film, the main character is always helping others, and being kind. Try to be like kiki, when she returned the pacifier to the mother who forgot it, or like chizuru from the cat returns, who risks her life to save a cat. Kindness comes in all shapes and forms, so just try your best to do what you can!

6. be your most authentic self. Stay true to who you are. dress how you’d like. Cut your hair like you’ve always wanted to. Stay confident and true to yourself. We all feel insecure sometimes, but we need to remind ourselves that we are great. Don’t try and force yourself to be someone you aren’t. Kiki felt insecure in her abilities as a witch, but she stayed true to herself, and believed in herself, and it paid off. Love and appreciate yourself, just the way you are.

7. (not really a tip but a fun suggestion) start collecting something! This is just an extra step that I wanted to include because I think its nice. But start a collection of things that interest you. It could be anything! Candles, stamps, teacups, antique figurines, 19th century photos, lip balms, books, key chains, flowers, hats. The choices are endless.

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BTS Masterlist

I’ll be adding new stories whenever I make one.

MASTERLIST 2 

Jimin:

Teacher (smut)

Jealous (Smut)

Dance Practice (smut)

Horny x Jealousy (Feat. Jungkook) (Smut)

Relax you (smut)

Threesome (Feat. Jungkook) (Smut but in portuguese) (Smut brasileira) 

Don’t wanna lose you (fluff, angst)

Punishment (smut)

Days of the week: Friday (smut)

Prove it that you like me (smut)

Jungkook:

Just one day (Fluff)

Make you feel better (smut)

Horny x Jealousy (Feat. Jimin) Smut)

Enemies Pt 1. (smut)

Enemies PT. 2 (smut)

Enemies Pt. 3 (smut)

Enemies Pt. 4 (smut) (final)

I’m not a Kid (smut)

Threesome (Feat Jimin) (Smut but in portuguese) (Smut brasileira)

Just a judging (feat. yoongi) (smut)

First Time (smut fluff)

Sexy Bet (smut fluff)

Give me attention (smut)

The boy next door (smut)

Days of the week: Sunday (smut)

Dry Humping (smut)

Denial (smut)

Taehyung:

Your best friend Pt 1  (fluff)

Your best friend Pt 2 (fluff smut)

Marry me (fluff)

Cute? (Smut)

Make me beg (smut)

Morning Release (smut)

Eat me out (smut)

Mr and Mrs Kim (Smut)

English tutor (smut)

Days of the week: Saturday (smut)

Sex (smut)

Bar (smut)

Namjoon:

Daddy (smut)

Officer Namjoon (smut)

Virgins (Smut/Fluff)

Virgins Pt.2 (smut)

Blindfolded (smut) (feat. Yoongi)

Days of the week: Thursday

Love sex (fluff) (smut)

Jin:

Doctor Jin (Smut)

Oppa (smut)

You owe me (Smut)

Days of the week: Monday (smut)

Sorry (fluff) (one shot)

Yoongi:

Jealous (smut)

Naughty Girl (smut)

Stand by me (smut, angst, fluff)

Just a Judging (feat. Jungkook) (smut)

Blindfolded (smut) (feat. Namjoon)

Want you to be my first (smut fluff)

Submissive (Smut)

Days of the week: Tuesday

Jhope/ Hoseok

Dance practice (smut)

First time (smut fluff)

Hate (smut)

Days of the week: Wednesday

BTS:

Hang out with Bangtan (fluff)

We love you (fluff)

BTS reaction on disneyland

BTS reaction to you getting sick

BTS On comic con (Jin) 

BTS Reaction to you cuddling after having a bad day 

BTS’ Reaction to you bringing handcuffs during sex

BTS’ Reaction to you being insecure about your weight (Jk and Tae)

BTS’ Reaction to their GF being clingy 

BTS’ Reaction to them being asked out 

BTS’ Reaction to you trying to be dominant

BTS’ Reaction to you not shaving

BTS’ Reaction to their penis being too big for you

Check out the fanbases: Instagram - Bangtanofarmyss Twitter - bangtanofarmys

BTS youtube channel: Jamless Army

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BTS Masterlist

I’ll be adding new stories whenever I make one.

VIDEO SMUT MASTERLIST

Jimin:

Teacher (smut)

Jealous (Smut)

Dance Practice (smut)

Horny x Jealousy (Feat. Jungkook) (Smut)

Relax you (smut)

Threesome (Feat. Jungkook) (Smut but in portuguese) (Smut brasileira) 

Don’t wanna lose you (fluff, angst)

Punishment (smut)

Days of the week: Friday (smut)

Prove it that you like me (smut)

Such a tease pt. 1 (smut)

Jungkook:

Just one day (Fluff)

Make you feel better (smut)

Horny x Jealousy (Feat. Jimin) Smut)

Enemies Pt 1. (smut)

ENEMIES PART 1 VIDEO SMUT 

Enemies PT. 2 (smut)

Enemies Pt. 3 (smut)

Enemies Pt. 4 (smut) (final)

I’m not a Kid (smut)

Threesome (Feat Jimin) (Smut but in portuguese) (Smut brasileira)

Just a judging (feat. yoongi) (smut)

First Time (smut fluff)

Sexy Bet (smut fluff)

Give me attention (smut)

The boy next door (smut)

Days of the week: Sunday (smut)

Dry Humping (smut)

Denial (smut)

Missing (smut) (fluff)

Taehyung:

Your best friend Pt 1  (fluff)

Your best friend Pt 2 (fluff smut)

Marry me (fluff)

Cute? (Smut)

Make me beg (smut)

Morning Release (smut)

Eat me out (smut)

Mr and Mrs Kim (Smut)

English tutor (smut)

Days of the week: Saturday (smut)

Sex (smut)

Bar (smut)

Namjoon:

Daddy (smut)

Officer Namjoon (smut)

Virgins (Smut/Fluff)

Virgins Pt.2 (smut)

Blindfolded (smut) (feat. Yoongi)

Days of the week: Thursday

Love sex (fluff) (smut)

Jin:

Doctor Jin (Smut)

Oppa (smut)

You owe me (Smut)

Days of the week: Monday (smut)

Sorry (fluff) (one shot)

Yoongi:

Jealous (smut)

Naughty Girl (smut)

Stand by me (smut, angst, fluff)

Just a Judging (feat. Jungkook) (smut)

Blindfolded (smut) (feat. Namjoon)

Want you to be my first (smut fluff)

Submissive (Smut)

Days of the week: Tuesday

Jealousy (smut)

Jhope/ Hoseok

Dance practice (smut)

First time (smut fluff)

Hate (smut)

Days of the week: Wednesday

Daddy (smut)

BTS:

Hang out with Bangtan (fluff)

We love you (fluff)

BTS reaction on disneyland

BTS reaction to you getting sick

BTS On comic con (Jin) 

BTS Reaction to you cuddling after having a bad day 

BTS’ Reaction to you bringing handcuffs during sex

BTS’ Reaction to you being insecure about your weight (Jk and Tae)

BTS’ Reaction to their GF being clingy 

BTS’ Reaction to them being asked out 

BTS’ Reaction to you trying to be dominant

BTS’ Reaction to you not shaving

BTS’ Reaction to their penis being too big for you

Check out the fanbases: Instagram - Bangtanofarmyss Twitter - bangtanofarmys

BTS youtube channel: Jamless Army

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Days of the week: Tuesday (smut)

Words: 1747

Days of the week l Monday - Jin l Tuesday - Yoongi l Wednesday: Hoseok l Thursday - Namjoon l Friday - Jimin l  Saturday - Taehyung l  Sunday - Jungkook l

Warning: This part contains smut!

Reader X Yoongi

    You woke up smiling. You woke up thinking you had had the best dream eve. It is sad it didn’t happen for real, you thought. You had no bruises in your skin to prove it was real. You were a little broken, but it probably was because you slept in a bad position. I didn’t fuck Jin. No.

  You got into the shower to try to forget that dream; the warm water would probably relax you. When you finished, your cell phone buzzed; you looked for it and saw that there was a message there.

 *Be here in 1 hour. It’s my turn and I am getting anxious. Yoongi*

You almost fell back. So that hadn’t been a dream. That hadn’t been your imagination trying to fuck you up. You had actually fucked Jin and now you would fuck Yoongi, and then the 5 others. No shit. One hour.

  You managed to dress up and make your hear the best way you could. How Yoongi must be? A pervert? A shy boy? Dom or sub? Did he liked dirty talk or was too quiet? Oh…  You were getting anxious and nervous. You were still fucked, literally. Oh shit… But of course, you would not give up. You had 6 others to fuck yet.  

  Once you were done, you gave yourself a last glare and tried to left, but before you could your roommate called you.

“Where are you going, Y/N? Going out again? You know we have college stuff to do, don’t you?” she said.

 Just shut up, I’m gonna be fucked.

“Yeah yeah, I know. I’m gonna buy things to do my work. Bye” you said and left before she could ask something else.

  You arrived in the hotel, and there he was again, the big man, waiting for you.

“Are you going to take me there every time? I mean, I can go alone” You said in the most politely way you could. You knew that was necessary, you could be a crazy girl or something, but come on. That was embarrassing enough.

“It’s the protocol, madam” he said and signaled for you to get into the elevator.

  Like the day before, he checked you out and let you go into the penthouse. That time all the boys were there; Namjoon was the first to greet you.

“Hey, Y/N. How are you?” he asked, smiling at you, the dimples on his cheek making him cute.

“I-I’m fine, thanks” you said shyly.

The other boys said their “hello” and greeted you their ways.

You saw Jin and your glares found each other’s, but you couldn’t support the gaze. You were too nervous and shy. He noticed that.

“Are you still shy? Come on.  You can’t be shy with us” Jin said, “We are close enough after yesterday, Jagi”

“Let her be shy. It means she is probably a sub, and I like it” Yoongi said from the corner. Holy fuck. You felt your face reddening by the sec. The other boys just laughed at it.

“Are you going to stay here?” you asked, changing the subject.

 “Oh my God, are you kicking us?” Namjoon asked, faking he was offended.

“No, no, oh my God, I didn’t mean to… I just wanted to know if-“you tried to say.

“Wow, wow. Relax girl. I am just playing with you. This time we gotta stay here and see the lyrics again, we will be performing in our last day here, so…” Namjoon said.

Of course! You had forgotten. How were they supposed to fuck you when they had to perform and practice? You unintentionally furrowed your eyebrows.

“What?” Yoongi asked.

“Nothing.  I was just wondering-“

“How we are going to have time to fuck you when we should be performing?” Jimin asked, making you wide your eyes. That couldn’t have come from Chimchim. His cheeks got a little red and you thought that maybe he was trying to act confident but inside he was nervous too. Ah… this boy. You nodded.

“Don’t worry. We would always have time to hook up” Namjoon said.

 “Ok ok, enough talking. Nobody stopped you from fucking, right Jin? So stop stealing my girl today. You’ll have your turn to talk to her instead of fucking” Yoongi said and pulled you softly by your hand, taking you to a room, different of the one you were with Jin.

  The moment you got into the room, he locked the door and turned to look at you. He pinned you against the door and smacked his hands aside your head, locking you between his arms. Your heart started racing.

“You know…” he said, looking into your eyes, “I like shy girls. You know why? Because it is easy to control them. It’s better to fuck them. The moment I saw you in that fan meeting, I wondered if you were this kind of girl. And here you are. Blushing at my words” he said cockily.

If it was another guy you would probably get out of there, but the way he said that was so… sexy. You wanted to be dominated by him. You liked the way he wanted to take control.

Suddenly, he placed his lips on yours, and you melted instantly. His lips were softer than what you had imagined, they were good to bite, and you did. You pulled his lips between your teeth and he grunted, squeezing your waist in answer. He slipped his finger into your mouth, dominating your tongue by the second. You entangled your fingers on his hair, pulling him closer. He pulled away.

“Take off your clothes, except your panties” he commanded. What? No. You didn’t move, “Come on, Y/N. Take off your clothes. I wanna see you naked already and you have to open up to us, you do not have to be shy” he said and you wanted to laugh at his English and accent. But that was not the moment. You breathed in and out.

Come on, Y/N. It’s Min Yoongi.

 You closed your eyes and started undressing, and so he did. First your skirt and then your shirt. He was only in his boxers already. When it came to your bra, you got nervous again.

He noticed it and approached to you. He grabbed your hand and put it on his crotch. You gulped.

“Can you feel that? You feel how my cock is getting hard for you? It’s for you. And if you are gonna have it…” he said and grabbed your boobs with his other hand, squeezing “then I wanna have this” he said. Wow. That got you wet by the sec. “Let me help you” he said and started taking off your bra softly, not breaking eye contact.

 He looked at your boobs and sighed, he seemed like he was ready to attack you. Then, he pulled his dick out of his underwear and you choked. Damn. He wasn’t as big as Jin, but was so…  “Suckable”

 He pumped his dick a few times, his pre-cum visible.

 “On your knees” he said and you quickly obliged.

You took him in your hands and masturbated him a little. Then, you took him into your mouth. First you let your tongue play with his head, and then you got deeper and deeper. He grabbed a fistful of your hair and controlled your moves, fastening your pace. Suddenly, he pulled out of your mouth and grabbed your arm.

 “I can’t wait anymore. Bed” he said. Damn, his accent was so cute. You obliged and waited for him. He went toward you and took off your underwear, now you completely naked.

 “I didn’t even touch you and you’re wet” he said as he opened your legs apart and placed himself between them. He leaned in and licked your slit, making you jump, “sorry babe, I would like to suck you but honestly my cock is throbbing already” he said. Oh…

 He took off his underwear and placed his tip on your entrance, but differently from Jin, he didn’t tease you, he just put in and started to move instantly. His thrusts began already fast, not giving you time to adjust. His rough thrusts would be enough to make you come, but you didn’t want, not so soon, you wanted to enjoy him more. You pulled him for a kiss, sucking at his bottom lip. He grabbed your boobs and squeezed your nipples, adding pleasure to your sex.

 He pulled away and laid beside you. You looked at him questioningly.

“Lay aside and your back in front of me” he said. You laughed a little. “What?”

“Your English. It makes you so cute” you said.

“Oh, my English is the best one here. Now oblige” he smiled at you, his sugar side appearing. You did as he said; he placed himself behind you and lifted your leg up, resting your foot on his hip. He pushed his dick in again. His thighs started hitting against yours, and the new angle made him hit a new sweet, sensitive spot inside you. You knew you would come soon after, because his thrusts were so rough.

“Fuck, Y/N” he groaned, “your pussy is so thigh”.

His dirty talk helped you to go to the edge, and before you could realize, you were coming. Your walls clenched around his dick violently. Pushing him to the edge as well, he cummed, following you.

He pulled his dick out of you and didn’t move, he stayed there, resting, and so did you. A few moments later, he spoke.

“This was good” he said simply.

You smiled to yourself. I fucked Jin, and Yoongi.

“Yes, Yoongi. This was” you breathed.

“I would like to fuck you once more, but tomorrow is Namjoon’s day. Shit” he said. He wanted to fuck you again.

“You wanna take a shower?” he asked.  That Yoongi was so different from the one who was fucking you a few minutes ago.

“Hum, no. Thanks. I gotta go home, I’m hungry.”  You said, now shy again. Fucking stop it.

“Hungry? It’s almost dinner time. Jin is probably gonna cook something. You should stay and have dinner with us today, get to know us. I mean, we should get to know you. You know us, duh” he said.

He was inviting you to stay. Sex and then dinner with Bangtan. No. If that was a dream you would probably wake up soon.  

 “I would love to stay. Thank you” you said.

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You’ve been through so much recently. Hurt and betrayed. So twisted up inside. You’re still full of love.

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I haven’t touched you for awhile.

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“i do not dream of labor” yes u do. labor is fulfilling. u dream of a world where ur labor isnt exploited and its that or starvation. i guarantee u dream of labor. labor is a necessity and in and of itself is a good thing.

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i wish some people understood that you can genuinely and truly love something and still be critical of it and call it out when it needs to be called out. that's how love works in any form.

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and the sun continues to rise.

no matter how hard yesterday was, the sun will rise again tomorrow. and so should you.

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Jungkook, let’s go travel in the suburb.

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tender touch starved

“and if you had a bad week just let me touch your cheek” – maggie rogers, dog years

“i wanna be loved, i wanna be whole again, so tuck my hair behind my ears and touch my soul again” – gang of youths, the heart is a muscle

“in a crowd unfamiliar, i just want to touch your familiar face” – gang of youths, the deepest sighs the frankest shadows

“something gave you the nerve to touch my hand” – taylor swift, it’s nice to have a friend

that screenshot of the goldfinch (2019) where theo and boris touch foreheads in the amsterdam parking lot

“but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist” – richard siken, you are jeff

“don’t we touch each other just to prove we are still here?” – ocean vuong, on earth we’re briefly gorgeous

“hold my hand because i might disappear.“ – melina marchetta, on the jellicoe road

pride & prejudice (2005) carriage / hand flex scene

“the longing to touch / be touched. i feel gratitude when i touch someone— as well as affection, etc. the person has allowed me proof that i have a body — and that there are bodies in the world.” – susan sontag, consciousness harnessed to flesh

it (2017) when richie and eddie cling to each other during the clown attack

“i bet you could sometimes find all the mysteries in the universe in someone’s hand.” – benjamin alire sáenz, aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe

“it felt like a very specific sort of miracle, this hand holding. it felt good and necessary and gentle and real.” – katrina leno, summer of salt

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“I just want such a humble, murderously simple thing: that a person be glad when I walk into a room.”

— Marina Tsvetaeva (Russian, 1892-1941), from notes. (via finita-la-commedia)

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#best uncle

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you have this idea in your head that the only time you’re worthy of being loved is when you’re at your best. you’re still worthy of being loved when you’re at your lowest. you’re still worthy of being loved when you don’t want to go on anymore. you are still worthy of being loved even when you don’t love yourself. you are a human and therefore always worthy of being loved and don’t you fool yourself into thinking otherwise.