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I LOVE THIS BLOG SO MUCH I WAS GOING THROUGH UR BLOG AND I SAW U REPOSTED AN ODEGAARD FIC AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY BC IM A FOOTBALL FAN AND AN ARSENAL FAN (who he plays for if u didnt know) WEIRD CROSSOVER

also you are so pretty omg

WAIT WAIT WAIT DM ME NEOOOOOOW AWN @nakxwon thankeyeuuuuu

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Bisan's recent post. I think it's important for you to read it. Tonight 03.12.23, journalists in gaza share their last messages. There are no words to describe the horrors unfolding in gaza right now.

I no longer have any hope of survival like I had at the beginning of this genocide, and I am certain that I will die in the next few weeks or maybe days. I have been sick with severe viral infection for days and cannot move from the mattress!

I suffer from nightmares that are so closely resemble reality that I no longer differentiate between reality and dream.

I live in a world other than the one I claimed to be building! I am a community activist who lived on the fantasy that the world was free and just, and I sought to bring rights not only to my people, but to many men and women in third world countries!

I was shocked that I was not from the third world! Indeed, we are the most humane and moral! Yes, because the world approves, supports, and finances the genocide we are being subjected to, legislates it, and gives reasons for for 58 days! While we are a people who have been living on occupied land for 75 years and are still searching for our rights and communicating our voice to the world!

My message to the world: You are not innocent of what is happening to us, you as governments or peoples that support Israel’s annihilation of my people. We will not forgive you, we will not forgive you, humanity will not forgive you, we will not forget, even if we die, the history will never forget .

A Message to friends: Thank you and the supporters around the world. You have been compassionate and very strong. We ask you not to lose hope, even if the world seems completely unfair and your efforts have not yet resulted in a ceasefire.

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Today is the International Day of Solidarity with the Palestinian People. Keep talking about it. Keep it on the front page. Do not let a genocide continue in silence.

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ANTI GENOCIDE BLOG BTW

I haven't been on Tumblr/this side blog much so I haven't posted anything but IF YOURE PRO-COLONIZATION OF GAZA & THE MURDERS OF INNOCENT CIVILIANS BY SOLDIERS

Unfollow me and block me, send a hate ask even & I'll give you my sources<3

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JUN — Hello, Saturday EP.74 (231118)

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Würde ich eigentlich hmmmm nieeeee

#gott ist er dumm #BIN ICH DUMM????? #i hate this man #dont worry we communicate TOO WELL #me: i want a boyfriend to depend on but i never want to get married/him: i want to get married eventually w lots of children #me: i get panic attacks if i look at children...... #also we dont communicate THAT well bc we're pretty much in love and fit well imo!!!!! #n he asks like. what do u think of open relationships? #he said he dont talk to anybody rn #how am i actually supposed to trust anybody that's surrounded by white women #:((((

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Hahahaa

#i haaad my first semester end test thing #aaaah #anyway i loooove thiiiiisss!!!! i love my bf soooo muuuuch #my blond baby boy #lol WORST GUY EVER #but hes sooooooo #AMAZING #like i was like 😍 youre soooo smart and sensitive when he didnt judge me for being assualted as a kid #and he said idk what ur used to #but here its completely normal #it isnt btw #but... yeah #:) #i loooove my baaaaabbyyy #my baby boy<3 #also i sent him that meme #he got ptsd: penis that needs to be sucked disorder #and he found it so funny he keeps saying he has ptsd pfkds #hes like “meine PTSD abbauen?'🥺 no u didnt ofkdkd fuck off???

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Sometimes I feel like those fake plastic irises in a doll, blue, round-and doll eyes are always blue-cheaply made, rattling inside that clear plastic confinement whatever shook. I was an eye and not a body. And then I was maybe rocked, gently, held... And he was the only one who knew how

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40s-50s romance lookin so good rn (SET IN ENGLAND!!!! OR AMERICAAAAAA ANYWHERR ELSE THAT ISNT KOREA/GERMANY IN THE 40S!!!!!!!!! FUUUUCK)

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It makes me sad how hahaha

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LIFE UPDATE: NO LONGER A VIRGIN

AND A GUY THAT LOOOKS LIKE if you image searched "white blond European" took it.

Anyway I must say men can sound smart and interesting as fuck but then they want to cum or they show you ~intimate parts and they're just as insecure as us

#nsfw

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Me every morning on the way to school to Frankfurt bc I was going to see him

Me every afternoon on the train back because he was kind to me

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Me every morning on the way to school to Frankfurt bc I was going to see him

Me every afternoon on the train back because he was kind to me

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I get dreams that you were shot. That you got sick. Pale. Something changed your body so drastically. I guess it scared me because it was the body and face I loved so much, and with the disease I wasnt sure anymore.

And when you were shot, your skin turned pale... Ah, olive skin, pale... Deathly... The only thing I hated was the fear in your face.

So it made me happy imagining you falling in love with girls, even if they're blond, German, Spanish, things I can never be, I am your best friend, aren't I?

When I met you, the whole time I was on meds that made me feeling nothing, and I still felt something for you. So soft and true, a little scratch of the fangs, a lot of venom into the vessels.

I love you, I love you, I love your holy name and I love your skin and I love when you're healthy and I hate when you're sad.

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Sometimes it is good to be a dog under someone's feet, at least someone who deserves it

(And this is what I say when you hate hearing me say sorry)

I cry about boys and mean girls when I should have been washing your hair with my tears. Your hands are gentle because it's the only way you know to be

And the food I cook isn't healthy for you

And I never felt better than you, just maybe stupider. You were happier but at one point we were unhappy together

I admit I only cry most times because I’m afraid you'll leave me faster, but it’s not because I ever felt sorry for you.

But you're better and I like the view

Under a cross over me and you

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I was not kind and then he smiled and then I was kind

#mhm

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#thinking about the little boy he used to be before the bombs #he was always kind #always pretty #always wild #always rebellious #i know what kind of kid he was i can see it #but now with the fear mixed in #it just #hurts #mhm