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vent post abt medical stuff again lol

what if I was like...SOOOOO OVERWHELMED lmaooo what if I needed to find two new/different doctors for different chronic issues I have and I've been sleeping until 3 or 4 in the afternoon because I can't get to sleep until 5 or 6 am because I have to stay awake until I'm totally exhausted because I can't sleep because of pain and discomfort BUT I can't do anything to physically exhaust myself during the day because it makes the pain worse and I keep getting mega fucking obliterated every time I step outside

what if I was like entirely disabled and can't do anything besides feeding myself and bathing only as frequently as strictly necessary lmao what if every time I try something new I get worse I'm like...so fucking sick of this shit I've been in a flare up of some kind for almost three weeks

#delete later #like lol girl help im drowning

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people are really looking at stats to determine if a fic is worth reading? no wonder fics that never got popular at the first drop never had a chance 💀

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#lets be real #if one turtle likes them #no matter the iteration #all four will be listening whether they like it or not #thats how sibling relationships work

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Just finished season 5! Time for doodles! 🐢

And oh gosh I felt so bad for Splinter in that last episode! ): So he gets another hug! :)

#im morally and legally obligated to reblog the babies every yimr i see then #theyre so CUTE!!!!

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I didn’t take many photos this weekend, but you can enjoy this one that made me laugh.

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🦖 Dinosaurs and vintage girls 🎀

Two things you wouldn’t think go together… but in my world they do 🤭 a small series of illustrations I did for fun! All of these are in my print shop if you’d like to have a little dino for yourself lol

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Please stop trigger tagging with #epilepsy tw/cw/warning/etc.

I need every single person to understand how horrible tumblr’s tagging system is

I go into the tag for epilepsy and its all flashing lights. We can’t use our own tag because people without epilepsy fill it up with improper warnings.

Use ‘flashing’ in place of ‘epilepsy’ in your tags. You aren’t warning people of epileptics, you’re warning us of flashing lights. Please please tag properly. Epileptics say this endlessly and constantly and it’s ignored. You are risking lives by doing this.

Here’s proof of what I mean:

THIS POST IS 100% OKAY TO REBLOG, I ENCOURAGE PEOPLE WITHOUT EPILEPSY TO ESPECIALLY DO SO!

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Autistic spaces are getting so much more hostile towards people with low empathy, and it sucks

There was a subreddit I really liked, people were chill, and then there was a sudden influx of people making posts like ‘Autistic people have empathy! Saying we don’t makes us seem like monsters! Thats not a symptom!’ And people making posts explaining that no, actually, some of us do have low empathy got attacked and told they were wrong or ableist? And it sucks, because its just so hard to find a place to exist where you can be seen as not evil? I don’t know, it just hurts a lot to be told that

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can I get a job as an editor but the only thing I do is correct when someone uses the word "prone" when they mean "supine"

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WELL FOLKS it finally happened, I finally spilled tea in my bed.

oops.

#listen for basically living in my bed some days I do a remarkable job of keeping it crumb and drip free #WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES NOW AND THEN OKAY

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Please, please be considerate of your fat friends' needs and limitations. Fat bodies are heavy to carry around. I move about the world slower than my thin peers, and I've often had to choose between pushing myself to keep a pace that takes absolutely all my energy, or being left behind, when walking in a group. I don't always feel safe to ask that everyone walk slower, because there's a prevalent idea in society that fat people need to exert themselves as much as possible at all times in the service of weight loss, and that we never "really" need rest, therefore it's a good thing whenever we're exhausted. Fat people and thin people alike are taught that fatness is a flaw, one that fat people ourselves are to blame for, so we're not entitled to any accommodation or consideration. A friend of mine who is fat recently told me about a dinner party she went to where the chairs were far too small for her and she was sitting very uncomfortably. After the meal she politely suggested moving the party to the couch, but the others didn't want to. She spent another couple of hours in unnecessary pain, and didn't dare tell them about it. I love my thin friends, but some of them just don't realize that I weigh probably twice as much as them, and yet I balance it all on the same size feet and carry it on about the same size bones. I'm like if they had a whole other them to carry around at all times. Why would that not have an impact on how I function? Please - take us into consideration when we're part of activities. Ask us which activities work and which don't. Adjust the pace so no one has to be dry heaving and sweating barrels on what's supposed to be a casual walk. Make sure venues have seating that fits us. Make it safe for us to speak up if we need something. When we do, don't treat us like we're the problem. Finally: yes, we have heard of losing weight. Even those of us who might (and many never will, whether you like it or not), won't do it on a moment's notice. If your response to "fat people deserve accommodations" is "what if they weren't fat though", you're playing a fantasy game. It's pointless. We are fat and we are here and we do partake in society. Work with that.

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I really love doing color explorations, this lil friend is always a good excuse to do it.

#is this the jarks artist #IT IS!!!! HELLO JARKS ARTIST #you did not say jarks one of my friends said jarks and its been vocal stim for days #anyway. hiiiiii I'm following for more pretty art

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Tyler Cutebiker. <3 I love him so much. ;~;

#you cant fool me thats tom cardy

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I had an upsetting dream last night.

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hydrangea 💐

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