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helianflower · 2 months
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really need to write for evnne omg
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helianflower · 3 months
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pink valentines.
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member: park wonbin of riize
genre: fluff
your idea of a valentines day celebration with the park wonbin.
ps: wonbin is an idol here.
word count : 1.7k
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valentines day was coming up, and you did not know what to do for THE park wonbin. going on a date with him? you could make that happen, and you wanted to make it special if that were to happen.
you were thinking deep— to what you wanted to do for wonbin. you only wanted to make it simple— but special. as your head was bombing with your ideas, the devil showed up.
wonbin sat down next to you, as you felt his breath, you were in fear if he were to discover your plans, so you stood up. but of course, he had to say something… “y/n? where are you going? you’re leaving me?”he softly mutters, “uhm… it’s an emergency! i’ll come back later!” as your legs move to rush to the room, plomping yourself to the chair, you sigh. the door closes loudly.
wonbin was left dumbfounded, but he did not mind. he just softly chuckles at your reaction, as he gets his phone to scroll on whatever. though, he was curious about what you wanted to do for valentines day— it was coming up soon after all.
with no one to distract you, your pen was in your hand, but your head was empty with no ideas at all. you knew he was fine with anything, and the fried chicken that he always eats. your head on the table, thinking of the best possible idea to do on valentines day.
he was not a big fan of sweets, even if you spotted him eating it, which had made you think in confusion many times, so you crossed that on your head, you could take him to a picnic— but he would have to hide himself, or more like you’d need to secure a hidden spot. amusement parks were out of the question— he’s scared of rides and you respect that.
the only other option you had was take him out on a date at a restaurant, but… that would be too *fancy* and expensive, you bonked your head, not knowing what to do.
your cellphone on your hands, you rushed to type on some ‘date ideas’ for valentines day… none of which you wanted to do, except a home date instead. you let out a giggle thinking of a home date— it was like a christmas date but in your head, the sight of pink valentines was perfect. wonbin was like your princess (even if he would rather not be called that.) you would decorate your apartment in pink, the entire apartment and just order gcova chicken in your opinion, it was perfect.
you went back to where wonbin was, still scrolling his time away in his phone, or talking to his fans. you sit down next to him, making no noise whatsoever. though, he notices you easily. he takes a look at you, and you put your head on his shoulder, he lightly smiles at your action. he didn’t know what you just did in the room, but whatever it was, he was content in whatever you plan to do.
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it was a new day, wonbin was off to practice, and you were already done with studying and working, so you decided to go to the store that sells decorations.
a store that sells balloons, bears, all the things that were essential for valentines day. finding pink balloons were easy, it was a light pink type of balloon. you only needed one teddy bear, and it was wearing an ‘i love you’ sign, which had made you chuckle.
you scan the entire store to what else were needed for your plan, and then… you saw a magnificent item: a crown. it was a small crown that could barely fit his head but it made you grin at the thought of wonbin wearing it. you also picked out on some heart balloons— of course!
you didn’t need anymore decorations, going for the simple, minimalistic look. you did buy many balloons after all, as you paid for it, you went straight home, trying to find a place to hide these items.
valentines day was two days away, and you were ecstatic. you were excited to show wonbin what you just did.
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wonbin was busy, and yet, he still thought of what he wanted to give you. he had thoughts in his head, to the point that his members could see that something was distracting him— which was new for the park wonbin, someone who always works really hard and concentrates alot.
he sighed, and shotaro had noticed his actions, sungchan had as well. “are you thinking of valentines day?” the former asks, the younger guy nodded. “y/n would be happy with anything you give them.” shotaro assured, and twinkled. wonbin still thinking at the back of his mind, nods.
he sighed at the thought of giving you nothing— that wasn’t gonna happen. even as practice went on, he felt he should think of what to do for you later.
he had to concentrate on practice, after all.
and as practice went on & on, it was finished. he stayed in the practice room, trying to polish what was missing.
in the middle of the illuminated room, he gazed at himself in the mirror, valentines day was indeed coming. fixing his clothes, he takes a picture of himself.
he sits down for a bit, before dancing again. after a few hours, he left late in the night. he had figured that perhaps you’re already sleeping.
‘lo and behold, when he got to the apartment, you were peacefully sleeping on the sofa, sounds coming from the television still present. he took a look at you, peacefully sleeping, a fort of pillows building up.
he was comforted by the sight of you, his heart softening, you deserved the world in his sparkly eyes.
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the day has come, it is now valentines day. you woke up gleefully from your slumber, as you got ready to work on the decorations before you go to uni.
the balloons in your hand ended up in the entire apartment. the teddy bear was in the living room, and it would greet him when he got home. you had many, many, many balloons that completely enveloped the entire apartment. a splash of pink all over, it was pretty.
you were gonna give him the crown later, but pink roses were surrounded in your shared apartment. the way they smelled was sweet and floral, your entire apartment was just pink all over.
the sight of all the pinks made you truly happy, and you wish wonbin would like it as well. you were gonna order some gcova chicken later, though you gotta rush to university.
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wonbin went to practice, though it was dim. it seemed like none of the members were here yet, sitting alone, he texted you good morning since you were still deeply asleep when he left.
wonbin knew he’ll probably buy you something later, and as soon as he thought of you, his members were finally here. shotaro to be exact, as the former greeted him good morning, the latter just smiled at him.
sungchan and eunseok came after, then sohee and seunghan, finally anton showed up. they were finally all there and their practice had begun.
taking breaks every now and then, their practice was going steady and fine. it was wonderful, really.
and then, it ended. after around five hours, the members were cheering for wonbin, knowing that he absolutely had no idea what to do for today.
wonbin grinned at them, as they all left one by one. he got ready to buy something for you.
going to a nearby flower shop, he found roses that weren’t sold out yet. it had a spicy musky scent that was just right! paying for the bouquet, wonbin couldn’t help but get excited about what’ll happen.
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you were already at your shared apartment, since you did not want wonbin to come home first. you ordered gcova chicken pretty quick, waiting for the key sounds to be heard in your ears.
the crinkly audible sound was heard, and you were exhaling. you were so ready to greet your wonbin when he arrived.
and just when he was finally opening the door, you appeared right before him.
surprised by your appearance, he let out a shriek, laughter came in your lips, amused by your silly, handsome boyfriend.
“happy valentines day, my wonbin.” you cheerfully greeted, he flashed a smile towards you. “happy valentines, love.” pressing a kiss on your lips, making your heart beat.
he looks at what you just decorated, making him giggle. “y/n? it’s all pink.” “because you’re my princess.” flashing a grin towards him, putting your arm around his shoulder, “you know… you shouldn’t call me that…”
plomping to the sofa, he notices the teddy bear that has an ‘i love you’ sign. it made his heart flutter in amusement, you noticed the roses in his hands but he was basking towards what you just decorated in your apartment.
wonbin couldn’t help but gleefully smile at what you decorated, it was all pink— but it was pretty. it somehow suited you more than him though…
“i bought you roses.” he says, handing the roses to you, his beautiful partner. “thank you, bin.” twinkles coming from your lips.
the both of you sat in your dining table, the gcova chicken in its glory, the smell entranced wonbin and excitement flowed in his veins, a beautiful smile showing up.
“happy valentines, my wonbin. i love you so much. you’re the most precious person to me— please let me stay by your side forever, love. you’re the sweetest and kindest person i know, and i’m so happy to have you as my boyfriend.” you suddenly exclaimed, leading for wonbin to gape at your words in surprise. chicken not touched at all, “… i love you, y/n.” beautiful twinkles in his lips, you both grin at each other.
having you by his side is his motivation to keep working hard. he wants you to be proud of him, just as much as he’s proud of you.
you were his inspiration, aside from his family, after all.
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helianflower · 3 months
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i’ll post more fics soon!
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helianflower · 3 months
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comfort.
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member: lee chanyoung / anton of riize
genre: fluff
self indulgent fic!
anton is the person you feel comforted by, because he’s the loyl (and also mine) and your brachiosaurus who you love very much!
word count : 496
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anton gazes at you, who was gleefully doing their work at the side table. writing your essays and research papers, your fingers moving on the keyboard leads the boy to observe you.
he honestly doesn’t wanna distract you, since you’re trying your best for school. he wants you to do your best after all!! but, as soon as he noticed, you were out of the chair already, his mind wandered where could you be, but he felt a figure at his back, hugging him.
the sudden backhug made his lips curl up into a smile, not saying anything, you let go of him, wanting to look at him up close. wanting to feel his breath. you were shorter than him, as you tip toed to look at his pretty eyes and observing his entire facial structure.
noticing your action, he can’t help but feel his lips in a smile he cannot let go of, his feelings for you didn’t need any words, really. your eyes were glimmering at the sight of him, “sing for me.” you say, as you ended up melting into a hug with him, “you’re definitely tired, aren’t you?” his soft voice was just something you feel comforted by. after a long day, wanting to be hugged by him was your biggest comfort in life, and it’ll always be.
“chanyoung, i adore you.” your voice ending up muffled, as your eyes were drooping as you slowly fell asleep in his arms, anton’s lips curled up into a smile of love, gently gazing at your figure who was now falling deeply asleep, after you worked on your research for long hours, he was glad to just hang out with you like this.
he is a busy guy after all, he can only be with you for a short time. although, you were deeply asleep, he decided to sing a little song for you— something that your ears will always be grateful for.
you were pretty, as he observed your very presence that was so close to him. it was so intimate— he was grinning with a bit of a blush at this point. he didn’t need anything else, really. he only wished to hang out with you— and those wishes of his always came true.
later on, he didn’t care if his hyungs would tease him for being madly in love with you. you were his one and only muse, one of his many motivations to keep working hard.
you are, just like he is to you, his comfort place. he’ll always be your lovely whipped brachiosaurus and baby. thinking all of those, anton fiddles with your hair that was getting messy in every minute, he’d never trade anything like this for anything else.
you in his arms was the only thing he ever needed, as he slowly drifts off to sleep observing your presence.
he wishes that he’ll be meeting you in the dream world. and in every universe, it’ll always be you.
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helianflower · 3 months
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so uhm…. im gonna write things here again. and probably disappear again.
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helianflower · 11 months
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The One I’ve Always Liked.
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⇨ pairing: sungho x gn! reader
⇨ genre: fluff !
⇨ wherein you and sungho are childhood friends, and you’ve had feelings for him since then. however, obstacles get in the way.
⇨ word count: 2.5k
featuring enhypen’s yang jungwon! for only a few seconds
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park sungho. yes, that was the name of the boy you’ve loved since you were a young kid, you are childhood friends with him after all…
the both of you are really inseparable, as you both are also neighbours, with one annoying sibling.
you’ve harbored feelings for him since then. he’s always defended you from everyone who has tried to hurt you, and for some reason, he’s pretty overprotective? though you think that must be in your head.
it was finally your 3rd year of high school, and you were one step closer in achieving your dream— however the only problem? you really need to confess to sungho before it’s too late.
he, just like you, have dreams he wants to achieve and you wanted to get your feelings together. however, all those thoughts had disappeared when sungho appeared in his family’s frontyard, “sungho!” you yelled, he looked at you, smiling softly, “y/n?”
“are you ready for school?” you questioned, he nodded at you, “well, are you?” you didn’t know what to say, because well you’ve been thinking of thoughts lately. thoughts of yeah, sungho.
then you see that your younger brother woonhak is really excited to go to high school, in which you noticed sungho’s younger sibling who is also friends with woonhak be excited. “hey, woonhak! what the hell are you doing?” “hmm~ ? what do you think it looks like, older sister?”
“do not talk back at me like that, woonhak!” you and your brother was practically squabbling to each other when sungho and his younger sibling was watching, both of them looked pretty amused, oh wait, it’s only sungho.
why were the both of you squabbling at your frontyard? you sighed, and told him to shut up. woonhak budged and looked at sungho’s younger sibling, the both of them were now running to school… you rolled your eyes, but sungho just chuckled.
“sungho, that was really embarrassing…” you say, with your cheeks getting red, because why did you have to embarrass yourself in front of him?? “haha, it was funny, y/n. you and woonhak really do need to get along though…” he answered, you were just embarrassed throughout your whole walk…
you both reached school, and saw your friends. sungho and you are both in the same friend group so it wasn’t all that bad, “jaehyun, what class are you in?” you hear riwoo ask, “huh? i’m in 3-C.” “aww, i’m in class 3-B.” you clearly heard that he was upset… “i’m also in class 3-B.” you say, which instantly made riwoo glad.
“what about you, sungho?” “i’m in 3-D.” all of you looked at each other, “oh, i see…” you were trying your very best to hide your disappointment!
“y/n? why do you look so upset?” “i’m not!” sungho looked at you, who answered the question that jaehyun asked. he was looking really suspicious at you, but then smiled at himself.
you and riwoo went to your class, introducing yourself to your classmates and all that stuff. there was no classes yet, after all… so it was just really noisy.
riwoo decided to call you out, “y/n!” “huh?” “how is your relationship with sungho going?” “wh- we don’t have a relationship.” riwoo furrowed his eyebrows, “huh?! you haven’t confessed yet?”
you shook your head, you know, maybe you really should confess but it’s just a bit hard to you… you sighed, too occupied on your thoughts, ‘sungho, you make me feel insane!!’ you don’t know what else to think of but that, anymore.
your teacher left, and it was finally lunch time. you met up with sungho and the others, who were obviously trying to think what they’re buying.
you didn’t know what to buy it as well, to be honest, but oh so conveniently, sungho bought you your favourite food. “huh? you bought me food?” “you looked like you were out of it, is there something wrong?” you shook your head, clearly lying…
the boy didn’t say anything else, and ate his food. however, you were just gazing at the food, in the end, you couldn’t resist its smell. it’s a very savory, sweet-smelling dish and it made you smile. you were engrossed into your food that you didn’t even notice your best friend staring at you, with love. jaehyun and riwoo noticed it pretty well, but decided to not say anything.
a few hours passed, and you were bored out of your mind, but then you saw your brother, “woonhak!” “older sister?” “who are you walking home with today?” “that’s a really strange question, sib. is your sungho not walking home with you?”
your sungho?! that word was enough to make you wanna scream at him, but you refrained in doing so. you should not embarrass yourself at school, you repeated. “what do you mean my sungho, woonhak? he doesn’t belong to me!”
“but you wish that he’s your boyfriend right?” he was teasing you, like what an annoying brother would do. “i… don’t wish that.” your voice was croaking, pausing mid sentence, “i.. really don’t wish that… woonhak.” why did it sound like you were about to cry?
woonhak saw you, almost wanting to sob, but he quickly hid you, “sib…?” “sorry, woonhak. can’t we just walk together? i decided i don’t really wanna see sungho.” “but i’ll walk home with …. sister.”
“is your crush on them more important than your older sibling?” you smiled, this was the way to tease your younger brother after whatever happened. you knew that he didn’t actually wanna hurt you, maybe your feelings for sungho was the problem…?
“what am i gonna tell …. now?” “you can just text them~” “fine.” and there, you and your brother walked together to get home.
when you were sitting in the grass at your frontyard, you noticed two people and it was sungho and his younger sibling. “y/n! you didn’t tell me you weren’t gonna walk home with me today.” his voice sounded like he was really worried, that you apologized to him in your head.
“oh, i forgot to tell you, sungho.” “well, that’s okay. at least you’re here!” he grinned at you, “um… am i interrupting something?” his younger sibling asked, to which sungho refuted that. they then decided to just go inside, however sungho was walking, going to you.
“is there something wrong, y/n? you’ve been acting so differently today.” he was gazing at you intently, and was so close, his face was inches away from you. “it’s… nothing, sungho!”
fuck, the urge to kiss him was very strong, but you couldn’t because he probably doesn’t even return the feelings you have for him. you sighed, and said, “sungho, i remembered i have to do some chores.”
“hmm? i see, i probably have to go inside now too as well.” he walked away from you, turning his back and went to his frontyard, you were just staring at him. everything about him is really pretty huh?
you breathed heavily as he went inside. that was something, you didn’t know what to do now.
a few months later
a few months has passed, and nothing has changed between yours and sungho’s relationship. you guys are still best friends, and you didn’t know what to do about it.
well, you then noticed someone was going to you, and it was yang jungwon. you’re friends with him and you sometimes hung out with him… “y/n!” you looked at him, “jungwon?”
“say, do you wanna hang out this friday? you did hear that the new movie in the series just released right?” he said, you then remembered that the movie you wanted to watch has just released, though sungho isn’t into it so you didn’t know who to ask. now you’re glad that jungwon and you share the same taste.
you agreed easily, and it was time for the next class… it was boring, as you excitedly thought about the new movie! riwoo noticed your smile and happiness, and was like, “y/n? you’re so happy today?! what happened?” “jungwon asked me to watch a movie i’ve been wanting to watch!” “eh, i see.”
riwoo thought about what sungho literally told him, however… “when are you going to watch that movie with him?” “this friday!” the boy then thought, ‘oh, sungho is done for.’
school was done, and you decided to tell sungho what your plan is for friday, while smiling about it, “sungho! i’m going to hang out with jungwon when it’s friday, we’re gonna watch a movie~!” he looked at you, like something just went down, however he quickly changed his facial expression, “hmm? oh that’s nice.” you wondered what just happened though, clearly that expression of his wasn’t a dream.
“so, i’m sorry!” “don’t apologize, y/n. i hope you enjoy the movie.”
friday
you were happy! you’ve been excited to watch the movie since it was released and you’re finally going to! you couldn’t even wait for this school to be done and then when it finally did, you rushed to wait for jungwon.
jungwon smiled at you, and you guys walked to the theater. you were so excited that your palms were sweating… perhaps you’re also nervous because you’ve never hung out with a boy who wasn’t sungho.
you sighed, and then at the moment, you guys reached the theater and bought your tickets. now, jungwon was like, “y/n, what do you think will happen in this movie that’s different from the first one?” “i’m not sure, honestly! maybe i just hope that they’ll make sure they stay together…” “hmm, i see.”
it was finally a few minutes until the movie started so you guys both got your food and went to your seat. you were excited to know the rest of the story… that was left in a cliffhanger.
for some reason, the two side characters reminded you of you and sungho. two best friends wherein the other one has feelings for the other and is pretty scared to confess, it was… really scary to you, as it was just like your feelings for him.
after an hour and 20 minutes, the movie has ended, and you went struck into it as the two main characters got back together while the two side characters who were similar to you and sungho… well, they stopped being friends after the one who had feelings for the other had been rejected. it was so… hard to watch as you seriously didn’t want your friendship to end that way if he didn’t return your feelings.
you sighed, and jungwon offered to walk you home, “oh, sure…” you don’t know why but you needed someone to be there when you walk home. you got spoiled by sungho for never leaving you alone… you sighed even harder.
jungwon noticed you thinking of thoughts, “yo, y/n. what’s wrong?” “hmm? ah, it’s nothing… please don’t worry.”
the both of you reached your frontyard, but what you didn’t notice is sungho was tending to his house’s frontyard, he seemed tired and you wondered why…
“ah, thank you jungwon for walking me home, i appreciate it.” “no problem, i can walk home with you anytime.” but so suddenly, a voice was heard, “they won’t though.”
it was sungho, who was done tending to his frontyard. “they’ll be walking home with me everyday.” the other boy didn’t even speak after, just sighing, “i’ll see you around, y/n.”
sungho looked at you, intently, like something was wrong. “y/n, did you enjoy the movie?” asking you softly, was the thing that made you fall.
“i did, thank you for asking.” you smiled, right there and then, you just wanted to crawl up into his arms, but not just in a platonic way, regardless of what you just thought, you crawled up into his arms anyway rendering him surprised.
returning the gesture, the both of you hugged and sungho was just surprised with your action. “y/n, is something wrong?” “i just wanted to hug you…”
his embrace made you feel comfort, and you wonder if it’s the same with him as well…
that’s when you realized, maybe you should stop fucking around and finally confess to him… you don’t know when.
monday
you sighed, finding a good classroom to confess to sungho later.
you don’t know why you decided to use a classroom but you finally wanted to be done with it. you didn’t tell jaehyun or riwoo cause they might tell sungho and you wanted everything to go well.
you were nervous, your shaking hands, your palms were sweating more than normal, your chest was beating, the iced latte in your desk was just chilling, you could barely touch it.
the few hours of school drained you, and you decided to call sungho at the classroom you chose that was all empty. nothing was there, just you waiting patiently for him, your palms were getting sweaty even more.
you saw him, and decided to calm down, just as he did get there though, “y/n, why did you call for me?”
no words were said. sungho was confused, but he didn’t wanna leave, he wanted to know why you called for him. “…. sungho, i have something to tell you.”
he looked at you, eyebrows furrowing, he gazed at your lips to know what you wanted to say. he loved your lips, though. they were red and looked so soft, you had no idea but he’s always wanted to know what it feels to kiss you. you wore your lip tint like it was your job to do so, but even the looks of it was pretty. he knew he made no sense at this moment, what was he thinking?
you took a heavy breath, “sungho, i… love you! in a romantic way. ever since we were kids— i’ve always loved you. i’ve always liked you. you’re the one i’ve always been looking at for all these years, i don’t know what you feel but that’s why i’m confessing my feelings for you. if you feel the same, if you don’t feel the same, i’m still glad i confessed to you. let’s not stop being friends even if you don’t return my feelings okay?” you smiled, but you were close to crying. and perhaps, you finally did make your tears fell…
sungho saw you tearing up, and he at first didn’t know why, but it was obvious. you were nervous to confess to him, weren’t you? sungho has always known that habit of yours, if you’re nervous, you tend to cry after it has been done. surely, this was it. you got greeted by the comfort of his embrace afterwards, and he answered, “i love you too, y/n. i have, since we were kids, so don’t cry anymore okay?”
his voice was as soft as ever, and then so suddenly, you felt your lips stuck on his. his lips were the softest thing ever, and you loved it. you have been wondering what his lips tasted like, after all.
it made you feel better, his lips was a comfort to you, at this moment. what you didn’t think however, was someone seeing you….
after the most comforting kiss ever, you smiled at him, “so, we’re a couple now?” “absolutely.”
you both went home, holding hands, and woonhak was glad to finally see his older sibling the happiest person ever.
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