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being a fan of a friend's ocs is actually so humiliating....... like yes my favourite character rn is tragically doomed and a pillar of humanity who i think is relevant to the current world. you can find information about them on discord dot com and sometimes in late-night conversations with this guy i know. what the fuck

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at what exact point did herines decide to do something? how did he realise? where was he? what triggered it? how did he feel the moment he vowed to take his mother's throne, somehow, some way? did he pray? or in that moment did he know he was closer to his mother goddess than he had ever been, and at once furthest from the mother that gave him life? if not prayer, did he apologise? did he beg forgiveness for an act yet to be commited? did he brush his brother's hair that night? i need to examine him down to his synapses

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murder by death - brother // titian - cain and abel

#:)

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Maatui noun; 'mātu', homeland 1. you are in the earth of me

how fitting that the first brother should be the first death in eden.

@tbos-main 🙏🙏😃😃

photos all sourced from pinterest, quote from this post here

#tbos #herines harasaeon #drako harasaeon #the harasaeons #maatui #this was HORRIBLE to make. i gave myself heart damage :(((((

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— Inscriptions Cain Read in Abel’s Eyes, Silvina Ocampo, tr. Jason Weiss

#rin :)

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Introduction to The Iliad, Emily Wilson

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manhood, chris abani

#sacrifice and river motif.........dying animal.............dying alone or together............should i say it...... #rin!

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the stooges / the dream thieves by maggie stiefvater / phoebe bridgers / how to be a dog by andrew kane / sleepycorvid / mitski / margaret atwood / ethel cain

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Girlpool—Before the World Was Big // memorial bench quoting Toni Morrison's Sula // @inanotherunivrse // Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You // Zadie Smith, Swing Time // Fall Out Boy—The Kids Aren't Alright // Audrey Emmett // Mikko Harvey, "For M" // Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi) // Langston Hughes, "Poem"

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phelia meeting everyone in the brotherhood camp and she's just got this GAGGLE of skelfornes behind her and on the one hand kiva actually gets on really well with phelia bc they're both like-minded pro-wiser nobles and they've discussed politics in the past and bounced off each other and phelia was one of the few nobles in favour of dissolving the terror laws, but on the other hand phelia is also not all that popular in the royal court bc she rarely leaves the north and unfortunately social standing IS important, so refusing to even go to kusig for the social seasons is seen as really shit. so phelia shows up and kiva is happy to see her and she loves the younger skelfornes too but the other nobility are just a bit Tense around them and generally there's the added weight of knowing phelia's decision on whether or not to ally with them WILL decide the fate of the war, and finally of course the brotherhood HATE THE SKELFORNES and are not making any moves to be welcoming.

julian, julian II and arthur stayed in silverhall bc it was decided julian showing up in front of kawl's brothers would NOT aid relations. merrow wanted to stay with her brother but naithan was SO excited at the prospect of seeing the harasaeons again (he hasn't seen them since drako was a kid) that julian shooed them away and julian II and arthur offered to stay with him instead, trusting ronan and rhiannon to the others (i love this about the skelfornes like despite being the twins' parents there's just no doubt in their mind that they're 100% safe so long as they're with the family).

so of the attending skelfornes, phelia sends the kids away and begrudgingly they all leave, ronan and rhiannon carrying edmund and ornait, cillian taking owain's hand and following with maeve (an unspoken point that he doesn't like the kids going off alone in the camp), and opal and rhys decide to go with them in the end too. this leaves phelia, talia, merrow, naithan, darlene and aiden behind to properly sit with the main brotherhood + nobility, and for a second it's a bit quiet, a very tense stare off, except aiden is just cluelessly BEAMING at everyone and taking everything in, before darlene elbows him like 'phelia meant you too, dumbass' bc this idiot thought when she said the kids had to go that he would get to stay, and he is SOOOO put out by it and phelia just rolls her eyes fondly at him. 'go help your brother and sister, aiden' talia says, embarrassed that her son is choosing to do this in front of KIVA AND ADEUNUS HARASAEON, and aiden just points at faucis like 'how come HE gets to stay. he's no older than i am, why isn't he getting sent out with the kids?' and panicking that this is gonna be taken as a huge slight against the brotherhood phelia immediately is like 'WHAT HE MEANS TO SAY IS-' but naithan (brotherhood naithan) just LAUGHS and faucis smiles really warmly and offers to leave with aiden and show him around and it's all just sooooo childish but it breaks the ice.

#and him and faucis spend the next hour chatting away and in another life they would have been friends. they would have been friends #<- jaw on the floor head in hands active suicide risk police helicopter circling. what the FUCKKK

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Up The Wolves by The Mountain Goats // Minotauro by Jordi Garriga Mora

#firinne...

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the fact i have shed actual real tears about rin multiple times is insane actually

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it's always "you gnawed off your own leg to escape like an animal caught in a trap" and never "why didn't anyone try to help you out of the trap" or "why weren't you provided with any other resources to escape the trap with except for your own teeth"

#rin...........

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I WILL BE GOOD AS LONG AS YOU WANT ME, 1/28/24

image from wikimedia commons

#rin!

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@rbhvleo // roberto ferri // mothering by ainslie hogarth // rainer maria rilke // ? // planet of love by richard siken // a self portrait in letters by anne sexton // indian summer by ron hicks

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im so normal abt sibling relationships in media i swear