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And if I don’t see you again

The people I will meet will remind me of you

The places I’ll go will make me come back home

If I never see you in the train

I’d still search for the back of your head

Look into a stranger’s eyes 

And look away with regret

If I don’t find you

I’ll just call home

See if you’d still remember me

and our promises carved on stone.

#stuff about leaving #going away #like contemplating leaving your hometown #the sad feeling of leaving #never seeing your favorite person again

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Just watched Spider-Man:Across the Spider-Verse, HOLY FUCKK

#spider man: across the spider verse

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I've been wanting to do this idea before, but once that Rick shipping poll went around this idea was re-awakened. Because how could I possibly choose between so many good ships?!

(Rick's really into this but also very confused. Cause he's pretty sure he isn't in close contact with any of these people atm.)

Also I made a timelapse :)

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what do you think about owen wilson?

yeah he's majestic

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what is you favorite film?

coraline, donnie darko, lady bird, amelie

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I hate the way I can’t help looking at him. I hate that I can’t stop looking for him. I hate that I still...I still like him. I hate that I am not in control.

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*is MY responsibility

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Happy Easter!

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Maybe its the fact that I know I’m always delusional and over bearing with pride, but I genuinely think no one deserves me. I mean I don’t deserve anyone either but at least I know that. People are just stupid and I just don’t say anything about it. But you know, although I hate people most of the time, I still appreciate some of them. It doesn’t hurt to have at least more than one friend or have a desire for someone who’s attractive. Its just with rejection we need something that balances it out like ego, saying things like, “I genuinely think no one deserves me.” and making it look like the world is the problem, and it isn’t me, when it is me. I hate feeling stupid, I hate knowing I like someone but they don’t like me back, it crushes not only my heart but my fucking ego. I don’t understand, well I understand I’m not attractive, its just that I don’t need this, why do I want something I don’t need in my life. 

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   I really liked you in primary school. I didn’t realize it until now. I liked staring at you at class and I like your hands. It’s just so different now, you’re so different now. I can’t help thinking how romantic it would be if you would have known. 

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its been a while, there this emptiness thats been taking over me. ive been wandering, staring blankly at everything. i guess thats just how it is when everythings falling apart and there isnt anything you can do about it.. i tried sleeping. but as soon as i wake up its an endless void of woe all over again. but misery doesnt really scare me anymore. its been a while that it almost became nothing new to me, its almost like its a ride taking me home. and in sadness i am home.

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I have not blogged in a while, and I feel that its because I didnt have anything i could talk about. except about how a terrible person I am. I am awful at handling my social life. what the hell am i doing. i dont know how im gonna tell jane whats going on. i dont fucking know how cameron could do that to her, im happy for quin but what the hell. why would they date. doesnt she know girl code. like its weird even for me. and im not in their relationship. i didnt realize I was hurting her by hanging with them, but to tell her the truth i didnt like it, i al\ways thought of her. i know its fucking useless now but what the hell am i supposed to do. i really am a terrible person. fuck you cameron. fuck men 

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fuck. this boy I didn't even like that much is talking about a girl. like jesus fucking christ I don't want to talk about her alright. take a hint!

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it's almost over, it's just begun

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Can’t believe Peter Griffin really tried it.

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