hostage2myfeels

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My last 9 brain cells when I'm trying to take a test

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meet me in the afterglow✨

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raise your hand if you haven’t stopped listening to lover since it was released

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i’m crying @taylorswift

So, I keep thinking about everything this Place and the rooms inside of it represent:

And I noticed that the shutters on the left are Blue and the ones on the right are RED.

On the Blue Side of the house we have this side of the relationship:

The rooms where they are happy together. Rooms where they delight in the comforts and easy parts of being together. Whether they are playing games, swimming around together or lounging around playing music.

On the Red side, we see the other side of their relationship:

Fights in their bedroom, a questioning on if someone else is going to take the relationship away, Taylor writing songs at 2am on her piano.

Both of these sides are valid and important sides to the range of emotions that make up Love.

Love isnt rainbows, its confronting the hard parts of a person and still choosing to love eachother.

The only room in the middle of the home is the attic.

Where Taylor steps into the daylight and climbs up the stairs to let it go:

And in the end, he chooses to go up to meet her and accept both sides of the relationship, because that's how Love works. We choose to stick around for the fight.

And they learn to live and love in every room of the house:

THE COMPLEXITY OF THIS VIDEO!

*chef's kiss*

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i’m:

◻️single

◻️taken

☑️so sick of running as fast as i can, wondering if i’d get there quicker if i was a man

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i love the song “just got to relax” by taylor swift

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‪Thank you 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘‬

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TAYLOR THIS ALBUM MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!! GETTING TO READ AND REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WERE GOING THROUGH AND EXPERIENCING IS ONE OF THE COOLEST/MOST SURREAL THINGS EVER!!!! WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE SOMEONE THAT CARES SO MUCH ABOUT US LIKE WE DO THEM AND WANTS TO SHARE THAT PART OF THEIR LIFE WITH US!!!! YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND AND IM SO HAPPY TO BE APART OF LOVER IN THE INSIGNIFICANT ~but there~ WAY IM NOT CRYING YOU’RE CRYING @taylorswift @hostage2myfeels @taylornation

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for a healthier option, lover is out NOW!

Taylor we are all SO proud of you for this album, this era and what’s to come. Release day wouldn’t be the same without us posting pictures with the albums, so I gathered a bunch of people together to create this collage! We love you so much and are so excited to see what else this era brings! 💘

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P R O U D

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@taylorswift 💗💗💗💗💗💗

for a healthier option, lover is out NOW!

Taylor we are all SO proud of you for this album, this era and what’s to come. Release day wouldn’t be the same without us posting pictures with the albums, so I gathered a bunch of people together to create this collage! We love you so much and are so excited to see what else this era brings! 💘

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yesterday’s glow up 🥺

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@taylorswift @taylornation

Two years ago today I attempted to take my own life. I was in hospital, incredibly poorly for the next 6 days following this while doctors worked so very hard to ensure i would survive with minimal damage to my body. Today is an incredibly difficult day for me because i know how much i was hurting and how much my family was broken by the choice I had made.

My best friend anya ( @thelluckyonee ) was beyond amazing and stayed with me despite how difficult this must have been for her as-well. While many of my friends no longer wanted anything to do with me, you stayed 💗 and I love you so much for that.

I still struggle with my mental health but I can manage it, I can cope with difficult situations and my life is no longer controlled by mental illness. I am so glad I am alive today to be able to witness this amazing era beginning to unfold, I’m so thankful I’m not in that place I was two years ago. I now have an offer to study child nursing at the top 3rd university for nursing in the UK, I am starting a job in a nursing home within the next few weeks and my 2 years at college are coming to an end and I’m about to take my A levels. I never imagined any of these things would ever happen. But here I am, I made it. My broken bones are mending ✨🦋

Taylor, your strength and resilience really inspired me. I owe you such a big thank you because you’re one of the reasons why I went to the hospital appointments, why I got up in the morning every day, why I persevered through the pain, why I got the help and support I needed and why I am still alive today. Two years later, I’m doing better than I ever was 💗

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Raising awareness about mental illness, suicide, self harm, eating disorders, anxiety, depression, PTSD, addiction and personality disorders is so so important in order to be able to recognise the signs and symptoms of these conditions so that many lives can be saved.

So ask your friends and family how they are, if they show signs of distress or have actually told you how they’re feeling DO NOT IGNORE IT. Speak to them, support them and help them find the help they need.

The mental health services in the U.K. are failing in so many areas. These failings cost so many young people their lives and it needs to change. 1 in 4 people will experience mental health problems in their life time, that’s basically 1 person in every family.

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TAYLOR YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND YOU KILLED IT @taylorswift

#bbmas #MEonBBMAs #taylurking

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this filter is giving me life 💗✨ @taylorswift @taylornation

[hostage2myfeels]

this filter is giving me life 💗✨ @taylorswift @taylornation

[hostage2myfeels]

this filter is giving me life 💗✨ @taylorswift @taylornation