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But Why?

“Sir, I’ve been thinking a lot about how you don’t let me cum.”

Oh, I see.

“Can you remind me why not?”

Oh. Well, because good girls don’t cum, that’s all. You know that!

“Yes, but why? How come good girls can’t cum?”

They just don’t. I don’t make the rules.

“Yes you do!”

Okay, okay, silly. Yes, I make the rules, but I didn’t make that rule.

“You didn’t?”

No, silly.

“Then who did?”

Well, first, why do you want to cum?

“Cause it feels good!”

What about edges? Don’t edges feel good?

“Nuhuh. Not as good as cumming.”

Are you sure?

“Yes, of course I’m sure!”

Careful.

“Yes, Sir. I am sure.”

When was the last time you felt an orgasm?

“Sir…!”

When?

“I don’t know. You know I don’t know.”

But it was a long time ago.

“Yes, Sir.”

Years and years.

“Yes, Sir, probably.”

So why should we trust what you remember about how they feel?

“Sir, you know they’re good. You like them.”

I like my orgasms, of course! But my orgasms are different than yours.

“They are?”

You’re such a forgetful girl. Yes, of course they are. Trust me.

“Okay, I do trust you, but…”

But what?

“You said you didn’t make that rule - good girls don’t cum - but I thought you did.”

No. I made the rule that you don’t cum, my little slut. I didn’t make the rule that good girls don’t cum.

“Ohhhh! I get it. But, so… who did make that rule?”

I don’t think anybody did. It’s just true. You’ve been happy with me, right?

“Yes, Sir. Very, very happy.”

So if you’re really very happy with me, and I don’t let you have any orgasms, don’t you think I might be right to take them all away?

“Yeah, I think so.”

Good. Do you know what I think?

“What?”

I think we should edge this slutty little girl for a good, long time. If you make them nice and hard, on the edge, I’ll let you swallow a great big orgasm from me. How does that sound?

“Mmmm. Yes, please, Sir!”

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Saturday Something

A little something for your Saturday.

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My Own Cunt

Were you supposed to be using your vibrator?

“But I forgot!”

Did you have permission to use your vibrator?

“No, Sir.”

Can you just use whatever toys you want whenever you want?

“No, Sir, I know, I just-”

Yes, Sir or no, Sir is fine. I’m not looking for excuses.

“Yes, Sir.”

Do you get to just edge that cunt whenever you want to?

“No, Sir.”

Why not?

“Because it’s not mine.”

Whose is it?

“It’s yours.”

Is that just a fun thing to say to make you feel sexy?

“No! Sir, no, it’s true. It’s yours.

Then put it back on your cunt. Highest setting, and keep it there.

“Yes, Sir… oh… “

You do not touch my property without permission. Is that understood?

“Yes, Sir. Oh God, Sir I’m so close.”

I’m sure you are. You keep that vibrator pressed right up against my cunt.

“Yes, Sir, Ohhhh, oh, it’s right there. Oh please can you stop it?”

No.

“Sir, please, I’m gonna cum!”

You are not, now you will control yourself. Didn’t we just talk about this?

“Ohhhh, Sirrrr…”

That is my cunt between your legs, and I do not want it having any orgasms. Don’t I have the right to decide what happens with my own cunt?

“Yes, Sir, of course, but I- it’s so close I can’t control it.”

You will control it. Cumming is not allowed.

“Yes, Sir. I won’t… I won’t cum.”

Good girl. I know you won’t disappoint me. Now, let’s have forty-five minutes, right on the edge, and then I’ll let you take it off.

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Not Fair

“You let her cum? The girl you were chatting with?”

Yes, I did.

“But… why?”

Because she needed to.

“But, that’s not fair!”

Things aren’t always fair, little one.

“Yes, but… Sir, if other girls get to cum sometimes, how come I never do?”

Every girl is different. She needed to cum and you don’t need to cum. That’s all. If I told her she was all done cumming right now, she’d try really hard, but then, eventually, she would fail.

“How do you know?”

Because I know. I’ve done this a lot, little one.

“I know, but… I try really hard to be a good girl, and I know I make mistakes but I really try to be good. And you… I… I just don’t ever get to cum.”

Oh, my needy girl. I think you’re still thinking of orgasms like it’s a reward. It’s not.

“It’s not?”

No, silly, of course not!

“But… it feels good.”

Well. Setting aside the fact that I’m not sure you really remember what it feels like, cumming just is not a reward. Whether it feels nice or not is beside the point.

“Can you… can you explain it more?”

Do you want me to edge you a little, while I explain it?

“Mmmhm. Yes, please.”

Okay. Now. Good girls don’t cum, right? You know that much, I’m sure.

“Yes, Sir, I know that much.”

Good. But it’s really hard to give them away. I’ll bet you know that, too!

“Oh, yes, Sir. Nggggh… very hard.”

So. When do you get rewards?

“When… when I’m good?”

Exactly. Can you see it yet?

“Umm… I’m not sure…oh….”

That’s okay. If a reward is something you get when you’re a good girl, and good girls don’t cum, how can cumming be a reward? Do you see? It doesn’t make any sense.

“Oh, yeah! I get it now. So what about when you let the other girl cum?”

That’s because she’s not ready to be such a good girl yet. But she might, some day. I do push her, and she wants me to, but if I push her too hard right now, she could get discouraged and stop trying. I only let her cum as long as she’s really trying her best to go longer and longer, and she’s at least thinking about having a last one.

“Like I did!”

Like you did.

“Then she can be a good girl like me, right?”

Just like you. That’s what I want for all the girls I help.

“Me, too, Sir.”

Are you close?

“Mmhmmm…”

Good girl. So, if cumming isn’t a reward, what do you think is a reward for a good girl?”

“Um…ungh… being allowed to touch? And edge?”

Sure. What else?

“When you use my… um… my…”

Your holes?

“Mhm. Yes, Sir.”

You like that, huh.

“Yes, Sir, I really do. Mmmmm I’m so close.”

Good. That’s where you belong. Right on the edge. Is there anything else you can think of that might be a reward for good girls?

“Ummm… Oh! I know!”

What is it?

“Helping you cum!”

Oh, yeah! That’s a really nice reward for you, isn’t it?

“Yes, Sir. Very nice. My favorite, really. Could I… nnngghhh…”

You want to have some rewards for being such a good girl?

“Yes, Sir… If you want to…”

I think that’s a good idea. I think I’ll fuck that tight little back hole for a bit, then have a nice, big orgasm for you. Does that sound nice?

“Mmmmhm! That sounds like a really nice reward. Thank you, Sir!”

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Deserve

Nice and close now. Really right on the edge. Ready to cum as soon as I say.

“Yes, Sir.”

Look at those little legs shaking.

“Mmmnnnh… Mhm…”

Good girl. Listen, I noticed my clothes weren’t in the dresser yet. Was there a problem with the laundry today?

“No, I… oh I was so excited to cum today… I just forgot…”

You forgot!

“Yes, Sir… oh, I’m so sorry…”

And on your orgasm day, too.

“Oh Sir, no… please don’t let me cum.”

You don’t want to cum?

“No, Sir, I do but… I don’t deserve it.”

Because you forgot your chore?

“Mhm. Yes, Sir.”

Oh, you’re such a silly girl.

“What? What do you mean?”

What you just said! That was about the silliest thing I ever heard.

“Why? I didn’t do my chore, so I don’t deserve to cum. That’s not silly, is it?”

Oh, yes, it is.

“Really?”

Really. Okay, stay just like that… right on the edge.

“Unnghhhh… Then I… nnnn… nnnggh… then I do deserve it?”

Oh, you are just the silliest little slut ever!

“Sir, please… nnngh… I don’t understand.”

Okay. Look at me. Stay on that edge. Harder. Harder. Look at me.

“Ohhh… nnnnhhhhhhh…”

Listen very carefully. You don’t deserve to cum. You never deserve to cum. You never have and you never will. If I let you cum, it’s because it’s what I want for you, not ever because you deserve it.

“Oh.”

“Oh” is right. Now I want that silly idea out of your little head right this minute.

“Mmmnnhh… yes, Sir.”

Good. So, you understand now?

“Yes, Sir. I don’t deserve to cum because I never deserve it. But please… ohhhh…. please don’t let me.”

Don’t worry, little slut. I won’t. Now let’s get you so so close. That’s my girl. I think we might see some tears when I take it away today, huh? I know how much you had been looking forward to this one.

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It’s not about “who” you are or what qualities you were “born with” or what people currently “think” of you.

Being dumb and needy is a habit.

It requires practice. It is perfectly normal for some girls to just “fake” it at first. you can think of it as “pretend” and “having fun” in the beginning. Of course, with time, those behaviors will affect your mind in real and permanent ways. But that’s alright. It’s what you always wanted anyway… even if you did not know it right away.

The thing is that, you become what you do.

you may start off as a straight A student or a career woman, but you can always learn to be a dumb cunt. The wonderful thing is, once you go down that path, you’ll see it becomes harder and harder to go back. Eventually you will not have to worry about going back. you won’t have to worry about anything at all in fact. you won’t be able to. With training you’ll notice your cunt will interrupt, distract, and guide your thoughts more and more.

you’ll get used to the reality that all there is ahead of you is an endless cycle of relapsing and going deeper each time.

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Lift your top and expose your tits. Train yourself to be entertainment.

Combines well with circles. It is good to associate being exposed with pleasure.

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I Know

How’s my little slut doing? Did you have a nice day?

“Sir, no! I already said I’m not a slut!”

Oh, that’s right. But I didn’t say you were a slut, I said you were my slut. You remember the difference, right?

“No… Sirrr!”

You don’t remember?

“No, I do, but…”

Ohhh… you mean you’re not a slut at all!

“Right!”

So all the porn you watch, and when you grind that little cunt on my shoe?

“You make me do that.”

And sucking my cock, and swallowing all my cum. Getting fucking in your tiny, tight little hole…

“Sir, you make me do all that.”

Oh, that’s right… except… what are you doing right now?

“Oh, no, nothing.”

No, no. Where was your hand?

“Sir, please…”

Where was it?

“Nnnnnn… between my legs.”

Rubbing?

“Nnn. Yes.”

Did I make you do that?

“Yes!”

Did I?

“Kind of. You were talking about all those things and it just wanted to be touched.”

That’s not making you. You know what that is.

“Sir…”

That’s what a slut does.

“Sirrrrr!”

That means you’re my little slut. Just like I said.

“NNnnnnn!”

Oh, you’re hiding now?

“Yes, Sir, I’m not visible at all, okay?”

Okay. I’m just going to put my hand down here and rub a little bit.

“Mmmmm…”

But since you’re not here, you definitely can’t have any orgasm.

“Sir!”

Oh! There you are.

“Yes, I’m not hiding anymore.”

That’s good. I’m still not gonna let you have any orgasm, though.

“Sir, please? Pleeeease? I really wanna cum.”

See? Such a needy, little slut.

“NNNNNNnnnnnn!”

Gone again, huh. I guess I’ll just edge this invisible little girl for a bit and then make all her orgasms disappear, too.

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It’s not for Every Girl

You look really needy.

“I am, Sir. Really, really needy. I didn’t cum in a long time.”

I’m glad. You’re doing a really good job being good.

“Thank you, Sir, but… I do have a really hard time edging so much and never cumming.”

Oh, I know. It is really hard.

“Yeah, it’s really hard.”

And it’s not for every girl, you know.

“It’s not?”

No, of course not, silly. Some girls can do it a little bit. Some girls can do it a lot. Some very special girls can give them up forever, but every girl is different.

“But I thought you said every girl should work on giving them up forever.”

Yes, I think every girl should, but not every girl can.

“And that’s okay?”

Sure! Here. See this blog? He’s got a nice article about how giving them up forever doesn’t have to be the goal for every girl.

“Oh, yeah…”

You see? It really isn’t for every girl.

“Yes, I see, Sir.”

Okay, good. I’m glad you talked to me about this. Now lets edge you really, really close and then take it away before we go out for dinner.

“But… Sir… can I please… maybe… may I please cum?”

What? No, you silly. You don’t cum anymore, remember?

“But you said it’s not for every girl.”

It’s not. Oh, I guess I didn’t explain it very well, so that’s my fault. It’s true, it’s not for every girl - it’s really not. But it is for you.

“Oh.”

You’re not like other girls. You’re very special. In fact, it’s because of how special you are that I’m never going to let you cum. Okay?

“I’m special?”

So special. Those other girls can have their orgasms, but not you. You’re my special girl, and you’re not ever going to cum. Did I explain it better this time?

“Yes, Sir. I think so. Much better.”

Good. Now let’s get you really close and take another one away from you, okay? You’re going to be really needy at dinner.

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Ten Reasons I Should

Did you finish your list?

“Mmhm. Yes, Sir.”

Okay, good girl. And they’re the best ten reasons you could find?

“Yes, Sir. I mean… I found ten, but I think some are better than other ones.”

That makes sense. Let’s take those pants and panties down, and I’ll edge you while you read them off and we decide if they’re good reasons or not.

“Okay. Mmm, thank you, Sir.”

You’re welcome. Okay. Ten reasons why I should let you cum. First one.

“Okay. Well, it’s maybe the obvious one, but… because it feels good?”

Oh, I see. But I’m a little confused.

“How come?”

Well, whenever I have you on no touch, you’re always begging to touch down between your legs. Why is that?

“Sirrr, you know!”

Tell me.

“Because… nghh… because I want to edge it.”

Ohhhh… just like I’m doing now?

“Yes, Sir.”

Does it feel good to have edges?

“Kind of…”

Kind of! So, I should stop.

“No! Sir, please do more.”

 I should stop and I should probably stop you from ever doing edges any more!

“Nooo, Sir! You know it feels good.”

I know it. I want to make sure you know it.

“I know it, Sir. Edges feel really good.”

You like them a lot, huh.

“Yes, Sir.”

And what about when I fuck this drippy little cunt, or the tight little hole? Or when I let you swallow a big, big mouthful of my cum? Doesn’t that feel good?

“Yes, Sir, that all feels really good.”

I thought so! So, it’s kind of a silly reason to have orgasms just because they feel good, when you already have a bunch of nice ways to feel really good and still be a good girl. Don’t you think so?

“I guess so.”

It is a silly reason. But, hopefully the rest of them are a little more serious. What’s next?

“Well, I read that… ungh… that having orgasms can help you sleep better.”

Oh, my poor girl. You’re having trouble sleeping?

“Well, no, but-”

You’re not? But then, why would that be a reason to let you cum?

“I guess… I guess it’s not.”

Such a silly girl. If you do have trouble sleeping, I want you to tell me. There’s a lot we can try besides giving you orgasms.

“Okay.”

Next?

“Orgasms are good exercise.”

I… really?

“What?”

Exercising is one of your rules. I’ve gone to a lot of trouble to give you good exercises to do throughout the week. Do you really think a 20-second orgasm is better exercise than everything I give you?

“No, Sir. I just read it. I said some of them weren’t as good reasons.”

Okay. Fair enough. I’m sure the really good reasons are coming up, maybe. What’s the next one?

“Um… girls deserve to have orgasms just as much as men do.”

There, see? Now that I agree with.

“You do?”

Yes, of course! Girls have just as much right to cum as men. Absolutely.

“Okay! So that’s a good reason?”

Whoa, hold on. I didn’t say that.

“But-”

I said I agreed it was true. I never said it was a good reason for me to let you cum.

“Oh.”

I don’t keep you desperate and needy because girls don’t deserve to cum and men do! I do it because I’m in charge of your orgasms, and I don’t want you to cum. Does that make sense?

“I… I think so.”

You got kind of excited there, huh?

“Yes, Sir.”

That’s okay. But it’s not a good reason after all, is it?

“No, Sir.”

Okay. How many is that?

“Four.”

Okay. Four and no good ones yet. I’m sure you’ve found some though. What’s next?

“It’s… um… well I read that it can be good for the man. Like… it can feel like an accomplishment.”

Ohhhh… Well, that is just such a silly idea.

“But… how come?”

Well, look at you!

“Sirrrr…”

Really. I mean. How close are you right now?

“Really close, Sir. Really, really close…”

So, if I wanted to make you cum, I could do it just with a touch! Or a breath, or even just a word, probably.

“Nnnnnn…”

Don’t you think so?

“Yes, Sir, but-”

No, buts, my silly girl. You know what I think? I think it’s much, much more of an accomplishment to keep such a needy, drippy, desperate little slut constantly on the edge, never letting her cum, don’t you?

“Nnnnn.”

Is that a no?

“No. Ungh… It’s a yes.”

I thought so. Making a slut like you cum would be the easiest thing in the world. It wouldn’t give me any sense of accomplishment at all. Probably some men might feel that way, but not men like me. And not with such a slutty little girl like you. Next one?

“Nnnnghh… Ungh…”

Come on little one. Stay close but concentrate. What’s the next reason?

“Well… it says cumming can help with pain.”

Pain, huh.

“Yes, Sir. It said.”

Okay. So, you’re thinking of when we do slaps and things like that?

“Well… that’s when I have… you know… when I… when you-”

When I hurt you.

“Mhm.”

Is it okay when we do those things?

“Yes, Sir.”

Do you like when I hurt you?

“Yes, Sir. Cause you do it nice, and you take care of me.”

I do. And so you want me to hurt you sometimes?

“Mmhm. Yes, Sir.”

You’re getting really wet, you know.

“I know.”

So, if you like the hurting games we do, wouldn’t giving you an orgasm make that not as good?

“Um… but…”

If orgasms help you have less pain, then it might not be as nice. Right?

“I guess…”

You really want it right? I like it very much, and I think you’re very pretty when you cry for me, but you never have to do it if you don’t want to.

“Yes, Sir. I know. I want it. I like it.”

Okay. I like it, too. So, it sounds like this would be kind of a silly reason, too. If we really both like when I hurt you a little bit, why would we want to give you an orgasm and make that not hurt as much? You see? It doesn’t really make sense, does it?

“No, Sir.”

Okay, we’ll cross that one off, too, then. Next?

“It’s… unhhh… it can make it easier to get pregnant… ngghhh… fertility…”

Okay… but I’m not trying to make you pregnant.

“I know… ungh… but I had to find ten and maybe for some girls…”

Okay, fair enough. Maybe for some girls that might be helpful, but even if I wanted to make you pregnant, I think there’s a lot we can probably try, without needing to give you an orgasm.

“Yes, Sir. I think the next one isn’t really good either. I read it can help with rashes.”

And you don’t really have any rashes.

“Well, I do on my face sometimes, but I have a lotion that helps it.”

Oh, I see. So, it would be silly to think cumming is going to work better than a lotion specially designed for that kind of thing.

“Yeah…”

So, are all the rest of them kinda silly like these ones?

“No, Sir, I think there’s some good ones maybe.”

Okay, let’s hear them.

“A lot of articles talk about how it can be really intimate and make you feel really close together.”

Oh, that sounds very nice.

“Mmhm. Yes, Sir.”

But… except… what about when we lay together? Just like this, and I edge that needy little cunt over and over and over for hours. Or when I fuck your little holes? That feels pretty close and intimate to me. You don’t think so?

“No, Sir, I do.”

And I still have lots of orgasms. When I watch you swallow one all down, and then hold you while you stay all trembling and still so, so close… isn’t that very intimate?

“Yes, Sir.”

I really like those times.

“I really like it, too.”

So… be honest - do you really think letting you cum is going to be more intimate than that?

“Nngh… no, Sir. No, it’s not.”

And really, we’d kind of lose that special - always so close - a little bit, right?

“Yes, Sir. I guess… nnngh… I guess I didn’t really think of that.”

I’m glad I did! I don’t want to lose our special needy girl time together.

“No, me neither. Thank you, Sir.”

You’re welcome. How many more?

“Just one more.”

And how many good reasons did we decide so far?

“None so far.”

None. Okay. Let’s see about this last one.

“Okay. I read that for girls, having orgasms can increase their libido, and that’s like your sex drive.”

Increase libido!

“Sirrr…

Increased libido!?

“Sirrrrrr!”

Do you mean this little slut! Who puts her hand between her legs every second I let her?

“Sir!”

Who begs to grind her cunt on my shoe when I don’t let her touch? The one whose empty little cunt leaks all over the bed when I fuck her small hole?

“Sir, please!”

Oh, my silly, silly girl. You’re always begging to edge, or to have my cock in your little holes. What do we call girls like that?

“No… Sir…”

No, no. Don’t be shy. What are you?

“…slut.”

What was that? What are you? Nice and loud.

“A slut. I’m a slut, Sir.”

Yes, you are. You’re my slut.

“All yours, Sir.”

All mine. You know, I don’t think it’s possible for you to have a bigger libido. And it’s edges that keep you so nice and needy all the time. If we let you cum, you’d probably have less. Maybe a lot less.

“Really?”

Really. So that’s all the reasons you could find?

“Yes, Sir.”

You know what I think, after hearing all these reasons? I think they might be good reasons for other girls to cum, because they’re not lucky enough to have a nice Sir that helps them stay edged and needy all the time. What do you think?

“I think so, too, yeah. I know I’m really lucky.”

I’m glad. So, now that we’ve had a chance to talk about these reasons, how many do you think might be good ones for me to let you cum?

“Well… none.”

Not even one reason, huh?

“No, Sir.”

Okay. I didn’t think there were any good reasons, but I’m glad we did this. It’s good to really think it through and make sure, right?

“Mmhm.”

You’re really close, huh? I can feel you trembling.

“Yes, Sir.”

Why don’t we make it really hard and close for just a minute more, and then I’ll take it away from you, okay?

“Mmmm… yes, Sir.”

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things that make me clench

“i love hearing you scream for me.”

“say ‘yes, daddy’.”

“no? you don’t want it? why’re you so wet for me then?”

“you know what to do.”

“oh that’s a good fucking girl. come for me.”

“come for me, you little fucking brat.”