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why is it that after two days of not eating i feel like eating everything but then after im fine again. its always two days.

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what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

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i can't be fixed

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my thirteen year old self was crazy fr

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gonna have to start putting my phone away from my bed so i actually have to get up to turn off the alarm i literally am unable to get up wtf

#what the fuck

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that depression hit immediately after you open your eyes in the morning

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i get stuck in these "but you said..." loops when i'm feeling abandoned.

you can't trust what people say. people lie. people tell you what you want to hear. people will say one thing and think the opposite.

at best, people set expectations for their own behavior that are just too high.

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hour in the life of a girl with bpd :3