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⚠️TW-mention of su1c1d3 and alcoholism⚠️

i love being drunk,

i love the feeling to not feel but still be so damn happy

i laugh and smile and talk and

i

disappear

i am no longer myself

thats what i love the most about being drunk

i am my body and i look like myself

but i do things i never would do without alcohol

i am confident and happy

at the same time

i think about k1lling mys3lf

and i did

in my head i did

i stood at the train station

imagining that feeling of being rolled over

by something so much bigger than me

i can’t even explain what i feel

being drunk is amazing

,i have control‘

i tell myself

but what if the train really came?

what if the opportunity turned into a craving

and everything stopped

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I’m destroying myself.

I’m just too tired to care.

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Winter Orange Champagne Cocktail

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Spirit in a glass bottle

I am a spirit in a glass bottle

You opened me up

and I granted all of your wishes

Yet nothing could satisfy

your never-ending thirst

Keep me in the pocket of your trousers

Get drunk every hour till you pass out

between another woman's legs

and it's time to start again

Give me up when you find a more

expensive brand of gin - or when

you're body shrinks and your liver

explodes on my face

- Julia Matero, 22.2.2022

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friday night alone <3

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"Don't you think it's a little too early to be drinking?"

Don't you think it's a little too early for me to have lost all my hopes and dreams? Now shut the fuck up and let me die of alcohol poisoning

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Easy Peach Moscato Sangria

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The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.

-Juliette Lewis

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It was worth a shot 👍🏼

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It was worth a shot 👍🏼

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Makes sense

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I think it’s time for a pass out session

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😅

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It was worth a shot 👍🏼

#drinking #alcohol #alcoholic #wine #whisky #vodka #drinking memes #memes