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since I'm cleaning i found a mini album of my baby pictures, here's my mom and dad holding me :)

honestly i used to not get what people ment by me looking like my mom but now I do

#aster.txt #aster irl #technically is me irl so #these days I'm treating Tumblr like a personal diary because it's fun #no one irl follows me here so it's way easier to just chill #apparently i was a big baby when i was born- my mom had to get c section

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man i spent some of my own money i've been saving up, feels weird to but ive had a hard uni year so i'm treating myself to some nicer stuff since anyways i need to replace some things

#aster.txt

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reblog for sample size !!

#calico somehow

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reblog for sample size !!

#white #because of the pfp

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real tired of prismatic-bell on my dash if I may be totally honest

#vaspider too #blocklist

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you know on some level i do understand why people gravitate towards CNC/dubious consent type of content, it's the feeling of being wanted so badly by someone that they go to the point of losing their control to have their way with you, the obsession and possessiveness can be a very alluring thing to people who are already lonely or may not have ever had anyone interested in them.

but for me at least i don't get it? because assault doesn't happen because people desire too much or cannot control themselves, most of the time people assualt because of power. desire is one part of it sure but it's not the full thing and thats the thing that annoys me the most about people's interest in CNC. not that its "immoral" but that it's just a fundamental misunderstanding of how being assaulted or raped happens. and with the way people talk about paraphillias or how being a "no contact pedophile" works, i really don't think people grasp that at all.

i wish more people would understand that i guess. In some way that fantasy of being desired isn't a bad one to have inherently, but i hope we get to the point where people at least understand obsession isn't that romantic.

and tbh CNC is by no means and underground kink it's super common, I'm annoyed by how common it is actually, like for every one smutty erotic story with consent there's like 10 yandere dubcon stories, how do people here act like it's so persecuted?

#aster.txt #rape mention #pedophillia mention #I've been reading smutty manga if it's not obvious and i have Some Thoughts #also it's interesting how while people categorize smut and hentai as different things #they more or less read the same #like hentai is more graphic and smut is more emotion focused sure #but at the end of the day it's still fucking lol

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I'm going through my cupboard to fold clothes i had just stuffed in there properly and man, I've never worn this and i don't know which occasion i would wear this to lol. this is a hand-me-down from my aunt who actually goes clubbing and stuff so it makes sense for her, but im a homebody lmao.

despite that i don't have the heart to give it away because it's very cute

#aster.txt #aster irl

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Of course you don’t. Free college might hinder the school-to-prison pipeline your  prison owning donors depend on

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Help out a depressed disabled lesbian 😞

I'm running out of essentials and really need to get some groceries. I hate to do this, but could I please get some help? My chronic pain has been getting worse and I've been really down; I'm not doing very well. Thank you for any help and for also reblogging. Words cannot express my gratitude. 🩵🩷🤍

p/ypal: Saintsilence6

c/shapp: Saintsilence

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help a Black trans woman keep a roof over her head:

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hey again, beryl here! eternally thankful for all the help with getting me what i need to apply for+start my electrician apprenticeship! i am making this post because i need help paying our share of rent this month ($554 due 5/1). im still waiting on a few documents before i can even apply for my apprenticeship, and i have been applying to jobs in the meantime, but i havent heard back from anywhere so we are definitely going to need help so we can keep our housing. anything folks can spare helps a ton!

i have venmo, cashapp, and my husband has paypal, if you donate leave a house emoji in the payment note!

thanks so much, and please dont tag this post unless for accessibility reasons!

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More memes cos this man was a legend

#that episode remains as one of my faves for tma #its just very good

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the pledge lied actually all indians are not my brothers and sisters. some of you straight up suck

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who are you when you are not watching tv or movies? when you aren't playing video games or reading a book or fanfiction or listening to music or whatever other kind of media that you engage with? who are you when your mind isn't in another world or story, when you are forced to sit with yourself and the only experience you have is your own sensorial life? can you define yourself outside of what you consume? who is that person? do you like them? can you bear it? can you bear it?

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The person I reblogged this from deserves happiness and love

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controversial opinion but if you ever find yourself making a post that contains the sentence "i hate indians" i think you should delete your blog and take a vow of silence for the rest of your life

#yeah its not a good look

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#chappell roan #i just listened to her music yesterday and i already love her

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lesbian and queer fashion includes hijabs, niqabs, burqas, and other religious and cultural clothing. queer muslims, queer jewish people, queer people of color, should not have to choose between their faith and their presentation. they do not need to sacrifice their cultural clothing in order to satisfy western standards of queer gender presentation. butch and femme muslims, jewish people, and poc who wear niqabs, burqas, niqabs, yarmulkes, etc- are not “straying” from lesbian fashion or culture, they are adding to it and making it more rich and beautiful. all sapphics deserve to feel safe in their head coverings. if you’re a sapphic who wears head coverings/body coverings or cultural clothing of some sort, you are valuable and beautiful just as you are.