inaworldlikethis52

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Seeing everyone in relationships and im here missing this man like crazy.

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I wanna cry bc I miss him too.

But I mean. Does he really miss me.

Or he is drunk and telling everyone that.

Yes I’m happy he’s happier but I want us to be happy together.

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At first I really thought he was only gonna say “it was good” lmfao but he actually texted pics too.

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Remembering that time my sisters friends tagged her and Chris in pics on fb and I told her so she untagged herself.

I shoulda not said anything 😅😅😅

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A reason why I didn’t want to tell anyone about this bc don’t want to be disappointed when I don’t hear from them after it’s over lol.

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May month I wanna ignore everyone 😭

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Imagine he fucks up his roti.

Selvon cooks slow though lol.

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I’m better off not knowing what he does 😭😭

Like he’s gonna be socializing tomorrow and making friends and I’m gonna be what. 😭😞

If he truly cared he would have called.

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I left my knee brace at home loooool

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I really wanted to be like “so then why are you cooking for people” if you are “trying not to be to work for anymore”. lol.

He’s the one who said to reschedule so I said ok this week. I didn’t even say tonight lmao

But then he also said “I know the same here”.

So like what is it.

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It makes me a little sad though.

Selvon said he might go to a festival.

I didn’t even text back until today asking how it was and he said he didn’t even go.

So like…why didn’t you call?

Or maybe he ended up doing something else which he could have said.

Like I didn’t go I ended up xyz.

Idk. But it shows me he really doesn’t care to talk to me like that. Which hurts.

Bc all I really want right now is to hug him tight.

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Why I wish Selvon was with me 😭😭

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Now my anxiety is like he’s drinking getting drunk and talking to girls.

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What if he had been seeing someone and they made plans for this festival 😓😞

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Unless he was just busy with a guy.

Anything with him lol.

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He “overlooked some messages”

Lol maybe just mine lmao

Bc I mean you had to have seen mine and just didn’t care enough to reply lmao

Overthinking to the max.

But at least I got a reply now.

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Homeboys alive