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genuinely mystified by the kind of person that would produce this image and not realize "oh, I'm being fucking ridiculous"

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I wanted to be Kaeldra from Dragon's Milk

#Or maybe someone from Dragonlance #Probably Raistlin. Or Goldmoon.

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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If I had a nickel for every time I got into a piece of media about an extremely small, rural Alaskan town that chooses not to explain how the weird semi-magical things that happen in it work because how the characters use it to deal with their personal stuff is more important, and has notable Tlingit characters, including one whose name is a short form of "Edward"--

well, you know the meme.

anyway who's going to write the Tell Me Why/Northern Exposure crossover so I don't have to.

#tell me why #northern exposure #i had watched previously via network tv but i was a kid then #i am appreciating it much more now #but it's also making me want to replay tell me why really bad #anyway hi i'm triyng to be around and functional #but the combo of constant exhaustion and impending ear infection is making that hard

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Oh, that would make sense! I'm just glad someone else remembers it honestly, I had pretty much convinced myself I made that up. xD (I tried googling, but could not figure out a way to do so that got me any results. Though that was a while ago, hmm.)

So I’m watching Breaking the Magician’s Code on Netflix.

I watched this in bits and pieces as a kid, and I have this very specific and distinct memory of the Magician unmasking himself while doing one of those “pick a thing, I give you a list of instructions, and I will tell you exactly where you landed” tricks with triangles on the screen. It is the only part of the show I remembered clearly from the first time I watched.

Have watched all four original specials and the end of the series and this scene does not seem to exist.

What the hell, brain.

#also ps no judgement here i do that often when getting back to something #and i watched that show... so many times while it was on netflix #it's such a good watch :D

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Your fifth most recent emoji is what your soulmate thinks about you

#🆕 #....I have never used that one ever #Or most of my recently used #But seems like a good sign

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Relationships that have real king/lionheart energy, that whole “I have sworn myself wholly to you, I am your sword arm, I am your dog” to someone else’s “you are the one person in this world I can rely on, and I am both bolstered and burdened by your absolute faith in me” vibe, but it’s in circumstances that are like. so low stakes. Manager of a movie theater/the one usher who doesn’t smoke weed at work.

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A friend once told me that when they are struggling with getting laundry done, she pretends it is her sworn duty to smuggle the young prince out of the castle to safety, disguised in a laundry hamper.

Now, when I am struggling with hygiene, I pretend I am part of a village with an annual festival, and I get one day a year to spend luxuriously at a bathhouse in preparation.

What my friend imparted on me was the skill of turning mundane tasks into fantastical adventures to make them more compelling and bearable.

So next time you need to go on a mental health walk, maybe consider doing reconnaissance for a secret underground organisation.

Next time cooking is too much of a chore, consider you ability to turn space station rations into a feast to the delight of your crewmates.

#I love ideas like this so much I. #In theory #...In practice tricking my brain doesn't seem to work for me #I wish I could find a way to make it work though

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thinking about aus for ocs is so funny. like i already put this guy in a situation but what if i put them in another totally different one

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Born to be a girl who’s curious about everything forced to be a girl who’s scared of trying anything new

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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a fucking break

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having to come to terms with the fact that love is not an everlasting performance in which you attempt to retain the attention of your significant other but rather a release of control and putting faith into them and trusting them to choose to stay with you no matter what you have to offer

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For Boop-Badges Collectors

Rough estimate: It's possible to reach 1000 boops in less than 2 hours (took me 1:30h), if you got some people to spam it to.

If you are a blog where people can spam boop's to, reblog this.

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replace one word in your username with boop tell me in the tags what it is

#booptheseautumnhands #also an option: intheseboophands #I like the first better though

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(I will boop everyone who reblogs this post, for the record 💖)