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#positivityposting to balance out the really dark days I had a few weeks back but also because I'm excited about life again. I'm excited to try on new lipstick and see myself in different colors. My hair is curly again. My classes are interesting and I'm reading again. I'm making new friends. I'm keeping up with old friends. I'm giggly because a girl liked my Instagram post and I'm tired from working at a job I enjoy. The sunset was beautiful tonight

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I forgot how having a crush feels, I can't fucking sleep cause this girl rollerskates and had a rabbit and is really good at cake decorating and prop design I want to kiss her and die

#shes too cool for me shes so talented #I'm going to scream

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I got ghosted by a guy and normally it doesn't bother me but it's kind of a wakeup call. He seemed really nice and we were planning a date, then I got sidetracked by family and a friendship that feels more and more exhausting and one sided and forgot to message him for almost a week. So the guy is entirely justified in unmatching me and moving on. But I was looking forward to a date with a stranger more than I look forward to spending time with my friends. I feel constantly exhausted and alone. Something needs to change in my life and I think it's time I reevaluated my relationships

#i also need to get over myself and communicate better #if your out there Jonathan I'm sorry for dropping the ball

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Made the mistake of befriending a skinny person and all they ever talk about is being a size 2 fitting into everything at the thrift store people picking them up because they're so small and having a perfect body but hating it because they're too cute and not sexy because they're slender and not curvy. Every. Fucking. Conversation.

#i cant do this #can we have 1 conversation where you dont mention how small and cute you are. please #perhaps i should just... not be friend with them actually

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Back on my bullshit googling dnd stats to flirt

#shes such a nerd... i need her

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It's all fun and games making fun of 90s kids until you date one and they tell you about their memories of 9/11 and call their pet a doggo

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My ex also ruined polyamory for me because they practiced such unethical non-monogamy that I don't think I'll ever feel be able to feel secure or valued in a poly relationship

#fully venting rn #i have no beef with poly people. lets be clear #my ex just like. lied and kept their other partners from me or would cancel dates and postpone quality time in favor of their new partners #even after i told them i was feeling neglected and wanted better communication #it got to the point where theyd only ever initiate conversations to let me know they were gonna sleep with someone else #and i just know if i was in a poly relationship all those trust issues would rush on back and it would be BAD

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Sometimes I think about how I stayed with my ex even after they told me they couldn't go to the craft store, office supply, second hand shop, or my favorite Burmese restaurant because they had too many enemies. And they fully admitted that they were the bad guy in every encounter.

Anyways are matchmakers still a thing? I don't trust my judgement anymore

#im avoiding store names because some are very specific and i dont want to dox myself #when we broke up they were like 'i hope i havent destroyed your belief in love. you deserve to be loved' #like babe. the only thing you destroyed is our relationship. love still exists i just dont think YOU are capable of it #and also i dont trust my judgement anymore

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An asexual and pansexual become room-mates and have wacky adventures

The show is called ‘All or Nothing’

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JACKIE ONASSIS BY SAMMY RAE IS ABOUT JACKIE KENNEDY???

#i. have never seen Jackie Kennedy's full name

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I'm mad at my friends again so I'm back on this anonymous blog

#same friends! #I'm still heterophobic #and i need my roommate to be honest about how long her boyfriend is staying

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Done being mad at my friends back to the main blog. Hope you enjoyed the blog edits, the Kermit green was painful

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I bet this website would like to see this

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“Only rich kids played with Barbie” is just an absolute insane take. Literally every family had at least one Barbie at some point. Like ok if you had like walls lined with tons of different Barbies you were probably rich but I cannot stress enough that turning “playing with Barbie” into a bourgeoisie thing is just ahistorical to the point that stupidity is the only explanation

#not to mention like the hand me down barbies and thrifted barbies #i had like. 12 barbies as a kid. all hand me downs #i think i had 2 new ones? the rest were from aunts or older cousins or my mom

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michelle pfeiffer and sigourney weaver in drag

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I think I'm heterophobic. If my friends start dating after the fucking ORDEAL I will kill them both

#like good for them find love but also DIE for making me sit through that