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ROTTMNT x Big Hero 6

IDEA BY @kiwi-smug-silvalina !! Donnie and Mikey as Tadashi and Hiro, Shelldon as Baymax :]

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Some rottmnt sketches from a while agooo

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This made me chuckle

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anya is the glue that holds her family together 🗣️

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when i say everybody, i'm actually referring to me.

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I dunno why but the pjo swiftie stuff annoys me. Both Annabeth and Percy are rockers. Percy needs no explanation. But Annabeth likely due to how young she was when she ran away and her circumstances thereafter just would have Thalia's music taste. Which is canonically punk rock. You know which pjo character absolutely would be a swiftie?

Leo.

Man has big small town girl gremlin energy. He'd be working on projects lip syncing along to you belong with me while angsting about Jason 24/7.

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Hera my biggest opp cause why would you make Jason wake up holding Piper's hand and not Leo's like she gotta be homophobic or smth

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y'know what. the last ronin movie will be the first time EVER where a tmnt movie has been mikey-centric.

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You’ll never guess what I’ve been watching recently

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they’re baked af

og pic:

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Sonic & Tails, "you didn't deserve any of this"

A/N: Thank you, Sage! 💜 I was low-key inspired by your Night in the Woods headcanons/drabble for when Tails is out finding himself after Frontiers (people, check it out if you haven't! My girlfriend is full of good, good ideas). Anyway, I hope you don’t mind 😅 (also hope you don't mind this is so much longer than a drabble...)

“You didn’t deserve any of this.”

The electric hum of the open comm link buzzed in his ear with the midnight mosquitos and fireflies as he laid in the dirt, eyes on the stars above. Once upon a time, he could find the constellations in a matter of seconds, but tonight they blurred together within the inky black sky. Like space itself was swallowing them whole. Snuffing out their starlight.

There was a spike in the static sound, a familiar timbre crackling through a speaker too small to properly contain it. “Mind filling me in on exactly what ‘any of this’ is?”

Tails kneaded his fingers into the dirt, refusing to tear his gaze away from the stars even if he couldn’t quite see them. There was a reason he hadn’t called. Months had slipped through his grasp like the grit beneath his gloves, with nothing but dust to show for them.

Sonic let nearly two minutes of silence pass before his heavy exhale tickled Tails’s ear with the phantom of his memory. “Not that it’s not good to hear from you, partner, but could use a bit more to go off of here.”

“I didn’t think you’d answer.”

“Oh.” Tails could hear Sonic’s awkward shuffling as he settled into a more attentive position on what was probably the couch. He could imagine what he wanted to say. It's the first time you've called me since you left, of course I'd pick up! Nothing on Mobius would stop me! But somehow his impulsive brother managed to think better of that. “Want me to hang up then?”

Yes, because this had been a mistake. No, because going this long without talking to him had been an even bigger mistake. Yes, because even after more than half a year Tails still didn’t feel any different. No, because he was afraid that things were already too different and there was no going back.

Only forward.

Always forward.

“Tails?”

“It’s late,” Tails answered, voice as hollow as the sky appeared. “I don’t want to keep you.”

He knew Sonic was shaking his head before he even spoke, “You’re not. I was awake anyway,” he lied. Or maybe he wasn’t. Tails couldn’t tell.

He used to be able to tell.

“Why?�� Tails asked.

“Just… couldn’t sleep.” The resignation in his sigh ran deep, as though insomnia was an all-too familiar companion for him these days.

Tails supposed something had been bound to replace him. “Me either.”

“Yeah? What time is it where you’re at?”

The question came easily, said without thinking, so Tails knew he wasn’t trying to probe him for intel on his whereabouts. “Mm-mm-mm,” he hummed, throwing Sonic the smallest bone to chew on if he felt like it. “Late.”

“Ah.”

A distant train whistle called out over the treetops, its haunting song fading just like the stars in Tails’s sky. It would pass by soon. Tails’s heels rested on the steel rail while the rest of him lay prone and alone. The wind picked up, rustling through the dead, dry leaves littering the ground. The dark shapes of the trees overhead trembled while their branches bowed and bent with the autumn breeze, blotting out more of the sky. More of the stars.

“Did you know there’ll be a finite number of stars?” Tails murmured, waiting for Sonic’s curious hum before continuing, “A star dies when its hydrogen reserves run out. New stars are born from the remains of the dead ones, but with each new star there’s less and less hydrogen to sustain it. Eventually all the hydrogen atoms will be converted, and the universe will go dark.” He paused for a moment, listening to the silence of Sonic processing what he had to say. “It won’t happen in our lifetime. It’s very likely we have another thirty billion years at the very least, but we still have to live each day knowing that no matter what we do, we can’t change the inevitable. One day the universe will be empty. No more stars.”

“Well… guess that makes it all the more important to treasure them now while we still can, huh?” Sonic’s voice cracked a bit as he muffled a cough into his fist, maybe, to clear his throat. “Tails, are you…?”

His question hung unfinished and unanswered in the air, eventually dying along with the autumn leaves floating to the ground. “Are you okay?” was the likely culprit, even if he was far from it, since “are you coming home?” was something Sonic could never bring himself to ask.

Maybe he did still know his big brother after all.  

Another whistle pierced the air, the sound of the train’s horn sharp and pointed; one last warning. He could feel its vibration through his shoes and along his spine, rumbling through the tracks and the dirt they were built upon. Slowly, he slipped one sneaker off the rail, then the other.

With a whoosh, the train went careening past—the clacking of the cars deafening as the wind ruffled his fur. He watched the speeding cars, catching glimpses of graffiti that marked the meager existence of someone at some point in time. A sign that they had been there once, even if they weren’t anymore. A signal to a like-minded soul, maybe. Like a dead star’s hydrogen molecules, reaching out to fuel another life cycle. People’s imprints were no different. A single, simple act of a stranger could shape a person’s entire existence out of the dust they left behind. 

The train’s horn blared again, chug-a-chugging, chug-a-chugging, until eventually the last car was dragged along in front of him, then vanished into the woods. His ears were still ringing as the clatter was carried away with the cargo, so it took a minute for him to register the tinny sound from the speaker attached to his wrist.

“—still with me? Tails?”

“I’m here,” he answered, even though his voice sounded about as far away as the train was now.

Sonic’s breath rattled on another heavy exhale. “Sounded awful close to that train there, pal.”

“Yeah.” Tails didn’t deny it. “I like being near the trains. Reminds me of when they used to pass through the Mystic Ruins.”

“Yeah.”

“I miss them sometimes.”

Sonic didn’t miss a beat. “Me too.”

Tails blinked, the darkness steadily creeping in from the corners of his eyes dissipating a little. “You do?”

“Yeah,” an airy chuckle escaped him, just as much at risk of blowing away like the leaves on the wind. “Y’know, think that might be why I’m having trouble sleeping. Used to hearing the trains pass through whenever I’d leave my window open. It’s too quiet now.”

“You could go somewhere else,” Tails suggested.

“I could,” Sonic agreed, but they both knew he wouldn’t.

Tails blinked again. “I won’t be back for a while still. There’s no point in waiting.”

Sonic paused. The hum of the comm link replaced the white noise ringing in Tails’s ears as the woods settled around him. The sky was starting to clear, even though there hadn’t been a single cloud all night.

“Agree to disagree,” Sonic finally spoke up.

“But Sonic—”

“Hey, I don’t tell you how to live your life, you don’t tell me how to live mine,” he scoffed. “You can give me that much.”

“You’re right.” Tails’s throat tightened. “I’m sorry.”

“Eh, I’ll let it slide.” And he could picture Sonic waving it off carelessly. “But just this once.”

Just this once… It was never “just this once” though, was it? Sonic would always compromise on everything he stood for, just for him. While Tails wasn’t strong enough to stick to his own convictions, and have “just this once” actually be that, instead of crumbling under the weight of his own childish whims.

This call was proof enough of that.

“I’ve gotta go,” Tails said.

“Wait—you sure?” Sonic’s response came a little too quickly. “I was just playing around, partner. It didn't actually bother me or anything—”

“I know. It’s not that. I just… even this much was a mistake. I can’t make this a habit.” Tails dug his fingers deeper into the dirt, like he could physically anchor himself in place, stay grounded even when he wanted to give in. “Don’t expect another call.”

Sonic sucked in a sharp breath, maybe to stop himself from saying something else before he settled on a soft, “Okay.”

No fuss. No wheedling or nudging or goading him into giving in. Sonic had stepped back, had given Tails whatever pieces of him he could, and was leaving him to find his place in a sky that would one day be devoid of even a pinprick of starlight, but for now was still shining. Would shine for as long as it could. 

With no expectations. No strings. No conditions.

His love was unconditional.

He didn’t deserve all that Tails had done to him.

“It was me,” he blurted out before his brain could think better of it.

“Huh?”

“‘Any of this,’” Tails repeated, and he was rather proud of the way his voice didn’t waver. “You didn’t deserve any of this. You deserve… so much better.”

“Tails—”

“But I have to see this through so I can be that for you. And I will. I promise,” Tails assured him. “Bye, Sonic.”

He ended the call and turned off his comm completely before his brother could get in another word. The brother who spent the better part of his own childhood giving everything to a little kid he didn’t owe the time of day. Who went ahead and gave him a future. 

He couldn’t waste that.

Tails wouldn’t let Sonic lose his light just to give him a spark.

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(it's 3 am- that's why the doodles are crap)

I had this idea kinda pop into my head and I can't sleep until I ramble about it for a little bit.

The idea kinda is to spark a chain between a bunch of au's. Like a collab thing but like- you don't really need to talk with anyone else to get it set up really. (wait, that's just an event) Maybe this would be an event, yeah.

It'd maybe be a story of Nine a bit after Sonic Prime trying to find a universe fit for him to live peacefully in. Maybe even find the Sonic that's right for him (he probably never will). So he'd bounce from Sonic AU to Sonic AU, learning a bit about it but ultimately leaving it as he views it isn't fit for him.

You could throw your headcanons in for Nine too- claim that it's the unknown energy of the universes that has changed his memory and appearance. But he knows his goal: find a universe that's just right, but it seems like it'll never come to be. It frustrates him, but he secretly doesn't mind that much because he actually likes to travel the different universes and see what's strange about it.

Maybe I could make it an actual event, even with a hashtag and such, but that's only if enough people might be interested in it (and when it isn't 3 am brain talking)

#i have. ideas

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The urge to read that one story that nobody has written because it's your own wip and you're supposed to be writing it but u just want it to materialize into existence without having to write it cuz you're in a reading mood rn and u wanna read that story specifically

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sonic the millisecond he sees tails on west side:

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a few years down the line when they're both older and tails gets taller than sonic, they get in an argument about something stupid and tails, to prove his point in a logical manner, takes a picture of sonic from his point of view and shows it to him and goes, "this is what you look like to me." sonic bites his knee.

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Tails' Sleep "Walking"

Took Sonic by surprise the first time.

I love you all but you've been putting the brothers through so much lately that I must fight you with fluff

En garde 🤺❤️

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Been thinking about Sonic and Tails and how after a few years the two of them finally feel comfortable enough to start treating each other in that mean way that only siblings can be.

He’d never joke if it was something serious- but whenever Tails gets a wound like a scratch or a bruise Sonic will give it a long, hard look while clicking his tongue and say, “I’m sorry bud, but we’re gonna have to amputate :(“ and Tails will magically pull out a hacksaw saying ‘bet’ and Sonic has to wrestle it away from him.

It’s hot outside and Sonic is too lazy to get his own drink so he stands there begging Tails to let him have a quick sip of his:

Sonic: pls just one sip and I’ll give it back

Tails: …5 seconds and that’s it

So Tails gives him the drink and Sonic is being dramatic like “thank you so much bro this means a lot to me”. And Tails stands there watching as Sonic slurps down the rest of his drink until theres nothing left and his brother hands him the empty cup back like “that hit the spot thanks dude :)”. Tails looks down at the empty cup in his hand then back at Sonic and he just full force smashes the cup to the side of his head, water and ice just splashing everywhere.

Tails is working in his lab and every time Sonic goes to visit him and catch up he will always ALWAYS leave the door open when he leaves. Tails will yell at him to leave it closed and Sonic never listens, he’ll just stand there in the door and go 🤷‍♂️ until Tails chases him around the house. Sometimes Tails will legitimately just lock the door and Sonic will scratch outside like a dog kicked out of its home.

Tails is throwing a tantrum and just being particularly snarky and Sonic will always say stupid stuff like:

Sonic: “I literally gave birth to you???”

Tails: “Mf no you did not ☠️”

They make a bet about who can embarrass the other the most in front of strangers. They’re out getting ice cream or something and Sonic is letting Tails choose a flavor at the front, and the worker is talking to them like “how nice that your brother is taking you out for ice cream”. Tails look up at her with a big smile and says, “It sure is. It’s the first time this month since he’s let me out of the house. I’ll have to enjoy this while I can!! 🥹”. The lady looks horrified and Sonic grabs Tails by the scruff of his neck and tries to de-escalate the situation.

Sonic: ahahaaa wowie!!! Kids sure do say the funniest things am I right?? 😁

Tails: 🦊🍦

They’re out shopping and it’s kinda busy and so Tails slips away while his brother is preoccupied and leaves to go do his own thing. An hour passes by and Sonic has already left when Tails sends him a message saying “You forgot me in the store :(“ Sonic goes through the 100 stages of grief before sprinting back and freaking out thinking he’s the worst brother ever and Tails has already been at home waiting for him to get back just to laugh in his face.

Sonic is hyping up Tails to their fans and he playfully ruffles his head and goes, “Yep! He just learned how to tie his own shoes, I’m hoping that he’ll learn his alphabets soon enough. ☺️” and Tails dies on the inside bc now all these people think he’s a second grader.

Mean sibling bonding at its prime.