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yoon sanha posting thirst traps on his ig the passage of time is horrifying

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how is everyone

#kinda hilarious how my stress levels really correlate to my mental health i’m fine now

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Mental Health 📉

#i’m like good but not good u know #anxiety is weird and i want to die if all i do in life is work and nothing else

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has anyone seen oshi no ko

#i love the anime itself but the grief truly comes back in waves #i’m finally listening to their latest album

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kind of crazy how life moves on

#i’ve been to 2 festivals the last 2 weekends and blasted my brains out at both but wow

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ASTRO's Jinjin writes touching letter to the late Moonbin

ASTRO’s Jinjin wrote a touching letter to the late Moonbin. On May 3, Jinjin shared the letter on his Instagram story along with photos taken with Moonbin, who passed last month. He wrote:

“Hello Bin, are you well? Maybe because every time I look at my photo album, you are there, but I still can’t believe it. I’m just going to think about it that way. I’m just going to believe I can’t get in contact with you because you’re busy doing the things and eating the things you wanted to and that you’ll always be with us. I miss when you would always tell me when you looked at me that it made you smile and how you’d always like whatever I said and play the most jokes on me. I regret not taking your jokes better or laughing more. I think of your smiling face, and I can’t help but laugh along with you. You looked so pretty when you smiled. You know that, right? If you didn’t, I hope you know there. People around me keep telling me you visited them in their dreams. Why haven’t you visited me yet? It doesn’t matter. I just want to see you once, Bin. I don’t think I’ve ever missed someone this sincerely, but I wish, if only for one day, that we spend a day happily together. I’m practicing for my musical, and I’m preparing well. I think I made a good decision to do a musical because I spend my days busily and don’t think about things as much, so it’s been good. I feel like my seniors and colleagues all care for me so much. A lot of the people you worked with are here, and they told me how great you were on stage and how you were beloved by them. I was very proud listening to them compliment you. You were someone who deserved to be loved, Bin. Everyone was sincere about you, and everyone sincerely cared and loved you. I hope you know that where you are, okay? Bin, my dongseng, who I love so much, let’s laugh a lot. Let’s laugh and have happy thoughts and happy news, and please don’t be hurt, and let’s be happy. I love you, my dongseng. Goodnight.”

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👤 why is your name moon bin? i’m curious

🌙 um my uncle gave it to me it means to shine brighter than anyone else hh

#best bin

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I DONT LIKE CAKE.

#forever love

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the letters…

#this is the first actual reaction the public has seen from anyone aside from the nasty airport pic takers yet #that level of raw emotion and not much cover up pains me i am so sorry to the members and sua #i can’t even imagine

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heavy heart sunday

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i’ve never seen astro live the only chance unless i traveled interstate would’ve been in 2017 while i was in school and now…

#every time i think about sanha and sua it breaks my fucking heart #drink water to rehydrate everyone . <3

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still so hard to comprehend any of this is real

#i’m in despair sadness and anger really

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i dont feel like copying and pasting

#lmao

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i rly don’t think i can just say nice grieving things so feel free to unfollow but truly! an old friend just passed and time keeps fucking going and i’m expected to move on?

#i just had a meeting w my vp literally right as i opened the message my friend sent i cannot believe #my relationship with life / death is a little off but 25 is too fucking young especially for a guy like him #regardless of cause it’s too young and too cruel. #i don’t think i can even handle seeing/hearing/reading the member’s reactions i don’t know #the feeling of letting someone slip through your hands is the worst feeling in the world even though you can’t do anything about it

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