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okay

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i’m so ready to give up my mood is everywhere but i’m mostly angry and sad and it feels like everyone has made it a point to disregard me

#probably just thinking that because i’m tired

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i fueel liiiiiike showering and shitting should be in two different rooms but whatever

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when someone else touches my ipad against my wishes i feel like im watching a pedophile hold hands with my child

#PUT #THAT #DOWN

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what should i do on a Sunday afternoon in north virginia if a bunch of weird & convuluted stuff that happened during my child hood has left me acting inappropriately & without any money

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I WANT TO STOP MY EATING DISORDER

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whyu cutyo wrisss

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Have you ever considered serving in the Armed Forces? Space Force or Naval and Air Force Intelligence will let you join the CIA

ive been on psychiatric hold before and have self harm scars so i doubt i can get in

#i have thought about the marines

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last nights dream so beautiful

#i woke up very depressed thoug #h

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When they leave, they do not just take themselves, they quite seriously--quite dreadfully--take also that part of you that they and perhaps only they draw out of you,

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the critical thing about making friends with people who understand me and just get me is that theyre killing themselves or talking about killing themselves

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if you hopped on the himalayan pink salt trend you can apologize to sea salt now

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im not in my feelings much lately just in my thoughts

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will i still get into heaven if i kill myself

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no matter how upset or bored or out of place i feel somewhere i just tell myself that by 12 o clock tonight i will be in my bed

#i only need to worry if my mistakes have made it to where i cant come back to my bed #by the end of the day

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if you have a negative canthal tilt come kiss me on my hot mouth

#there’s something so romantic looking about it