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I don't know if this counts as a poem. It's also the first time sharing my writing with people. This is a raw i wrote. It's not corrected in any way. Its about the grooming and mental abuse i went through.

The times i stay up

I stay up till 5 thinking of nothing

Well not nothing but nothing that belongs in this world

Nothing that should matter now

I should call a therapist

But they only belive if its a rapist

Rape in there ayes:

Manipulation and threats are not really rape.

Even though they took a virginity

Even though they forst her to tuch herself

Even though they forst her to show them

Even though they put her porn sides

Thinking of something that shouldn't matter anymore

Thinking of something i have no fault in

Thinking of something i should just forget like they sad

Thinking of something they always will tell you it doesn't matter

But you know behind your back they are disgusted

What could you have done

I feel as i did nothing i never was at the police station so they don't know the howl truth

I want to go back to the time i wasn't hurt

To the time they listened to my needs

I want to go back to the time when they actually cared

I want to go back to the time where day to day live isn't as hard as its now

I want to go back to the time when mom helped me brush my teeth fully wash the shampoo out gave me ear buds because i cant take the sound of the facume.

The time she cared about the world i see and didn't put me in ithe oversensoring.

To the time they holded me in there arms without disgust

I am just here thinking of nothing that belongs in to this world till 5

#poems on tumblr

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Kids creep me out.

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me: dress how you want!! gender is fake!!! nothing matters!!!!!!

trans person: i like gender tho

me: hell yeah i respect that!!!! i apologize and don’t mean to dismiss your identity with my optimistic nihilism!!!!!!!

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Zuko... calm down... let me tell you the story of the old man who turned himself into a pickle. It was the funniest shit i have ever seen...

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I think nonblack people should stop making blm themed art & like merch, even when profits are being donated, and maybe just promote black peoples art that is doing the same thing. A lot of y’all are fishing for promo/followers, a lot of y’all are speaking on things you don’t experience (an ex being the print I just saw abt black generational trauma made by a nonblack person?? Hello??). So yeah just stop.

Just......buy & promote black peoples art....we don’t need 10,000 nonblack ppl selling BLM or black power fist stickers (stop using that symbol altogether) on redbubble.

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I think nonblack people should stop making blm themed art & like merch, even when profits are being donated, and maybe just promote black peoples art that is doing the same thing. A lot of y’all are fishing for promo/followers, a lot of y’all are speaking on things you don’t experience (an ex being the print I just saw abt black generational trauma made by a nonblack person?? Hello??). So yeah just stop.

Just......buy & promote black peoples art....we don’t need 10,000 nonblack ppl selling BLM or black power fist stickers (stop using that symbol altogether) on redbubble.

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The power

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This is litterly what I saw every Thursday when i still was in the Catholic school. Like how is this so accurate

I just wanna feel something

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i love scene aesthetic ;0;

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